c_mathis07

Female
from Newark, OH

  • Activity

    • Happier News

      10 years ago

      c_mathis07

      Something good has come out of all the bad stuff that happened last week. I finally got my first job!! I start tomorrow. I'm really excited! ^_^

      ~*~Cassandra~*~

    • Start All Over Again

      10 years ago

      c_mathis07

      Okay.. so now i have more issues. Its like problems on top of more problems, and i have absolutely no clue what to do. I wasn't able to get my private loan, surprise surprise!! of course i didn't get it. everthing would be great in my life if i got it. Now i have to try and get a job and every one of my paychecks has to go to Jonathan's mom so i can continue living here to go to school. And if i unable to get a job and pay Jonathan's mom, then I have to move back home, learn to drive, apply to another college. Basically I have to start a whole new life and college career. I really don't know what to do, because if i have to move that might mean its over for me and Jonathan and then our promise ring would mean nothing. I love him too much to leave him but what other choice do i have? I don't know...I'm tired I think I'll just go to bed... but this totally sucks.. everything just seems to be ruined. Well...bye! Comment Please!! I need other peoples advice on the situation.

      ~*~Cassandra~*~

    • In The Dark

      10 years ago

      c_mathis07

      So... as some people mayor may not know Ohio.. which just happens to be in the state i live in... had a huge wind storm Sunday night. The wind was supposedly going about 84 MPH. I was at my mom's house (or should i say trailer), when it hit. Me, my mom, and step dad were on the porch just chatting and listening to huge sticks fall on the roof... when.. BAM! A huge ass tree branch fell through the roof of the porch. I ran inside, my mom sat there like a dummy and my step dad ducked down under his bar... which was dumb because its made of glass.. oh and Pepper.. the dog.. was also on the porch, and as soon as he heard the crash he ran out the door and basically ran away for a couple of hours. I was soo scared that my mom had gotten hurt.. but everyone is fine. We were more afraid that the two trees next to the house would fall over. I went to my step-sisters and watched her baby for her, which took my mind off the whole ordeal.. but now its our 4th day without power. Me and Jonathan are hanging out at his grandparents house until we get power. but we basically lost all of our food. Also i'm unable to check my e-mail which there were a few important things in there.
      But on a more... pissed off note... my financial aid finally came through.. but thats not the problem, my award letter said that 1, 260 of the money goes towards tuition each quarter, well my tuition this quarter was just $20 under that.. and yet I still have to pay them $746... How in the hell am i suppose to pay that by next wednesday? Plus... i'm suppose to get another loan.. and i definately won't be able to get that in time... I'm scared that i won't be signed up for fall classes. grr... i'm so pissed... i guess i'll have to call my mom 2-morrow. Well thats all.. i only have 2 hours on my computer before it dies. =[ Byez!!

      ~*~Cassandra~*~

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      ^my mom was sitting in that ohio state chair... =[

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    • New AMV

      11 years ago

      c_mathis07

      Hey everyone!! I made a new InuYasha AMV! Check it out if you want! I'm excited about it.

      www.youtube.com/watch?v=zBAuJd7AOEs

    • Long Time

      11 years ago

      c_mathis07

      Hey! It's been a while since I was on here. But I'm gonna be on a lot more. ^_^
      YaY!
      Byez!

      ~*~Cassandra~*~

    • Blog Time

      11 years ago

      c_mathis07

      Okay.. so I got this really awesome shirt that says "Blog Off" lol which reminds me of meself.. =P and it has a teddy at a laptop ((cute)).
      Anywhos.. yesterday was Valentine's Day and I had soo much fun. Me and Jonathan just basically hung out the whole day, and I made cupcakes, and me and Jonathan cooked dinner together, which was yummy. =P
      I'm kinda on the fritz right now b/c I have to go to history in about and hour and all i'm saying is that if our midterm is canceled again I will seriously shank the closest thing to me.. lol. Its been canceled already once..do to snow.
      I'm glad that my doggie is going to be okay ^_^. ((I cried cuz I thought she was dieing))
      um... I have some things that I need to straighten out right now.. mostly dealing with school..i'm getting tired of sitting at a desk and taking notes..I want to actually DO something. And I know this sounds gay but I really want to be a pastry chef. but that would mean switching schools, and i'm not even sure I would get into a chef school and my mom would probably be really mad at me. I told my dad about it and he said that I should do it if I really want to. But of course I have another issue.. there aren't any of those schools near me.. I would have to go to columbus and I can't drive =[.. soo I have an issue.. I either drop out of OSU, and wait until I can drive. Or stay at OSU, spend more money I don't have, and be unhappy. What would you do?
      I really do want to do this!!.. Its just the only issue I have right now is not being able to drive or knowing if I would actually get into one of those schools. Guys please leave comments for me and tell me what you would do... I'm really trying to decide. ((also I don't want to be a teacher anymore... it sounds boring and lame to me now))

      Alright well I g2g now sorry it kind of ended on a bad note.

      BTW, i got a new froggy friend its a stuffed anibibble and hes epic...hes an epic stuffed frog =P. (( the epic thing was for Pez lol))

      ~*~Cassandra~*~

      I Love Jonathan <3

    • Kyndel T_T

      11 years ago

      c_mathis07

      I'm really depressed right now. My dog Kyndel is dieing. Shes coughing up blood and some tissue. >_<. I don't want her to die.. shes a good dog, she always listened and shes really cute and chubby. We had to get rid of her once but then we got her back and now shes dieing. T_T. Theres just too much going on..along with me falling and bruising my knee badly, my boyfriend's uncle is dieing.. >_< .
      Heres some pics of Kyndel. T_T

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      I Love You Kyndel T_T

      ~*~Cassandra~*~

    • unable to sleep

      11 years ago

      c_mathis07

      I can't sleep..
      Not when hes snoring...
      Not when its freezing cold...
      I'm so pissed that things have come to this...
      No one cares if we freeze...
      For a whole week i've been unable to sleep...
      So i'm awake now...
      Letting him sleep...
      Though i deserve it more..
      >_<

      ~*~Cassandra~*~

      p.s. that wasn't rele a poem it was just how i wanted to write that... =S

    • taking some time

      11 years ago

      c_mathis07

      Hey guys... just wanted to say that i'm sorry if its taking too long for met o post chapter 7 and 8 of We Belong...its just i'm really busy with school work right now...and b/c i haven't even written them yet..but i have a plan for them and everything so don't worry they should be posted either this week or next week.

      ~*~Cassandra~*~

    • We Belong {Chapter 6}

      11 years ago

      c_mathis07

      Here's chapter 6... ^_^

      Links to past five chapters!!

      www.roosterteeth.com/members/journal/entry.php?id=1868404

      www.roosterteeth.com/members/journal/entry.php?id=1873076

      www.roosterteeth.com/members/journal/entry.php?id=1888937

      www.roosterteeth.com/members/journal/entry.php?id=1894991

      www.roosterteeth.com/members/journal/entry.php?id=1903327

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      We Belong {Chapter 6}-- Unwanted Confessions


      A month has past and everything is back to normal between me, Jason, and Caroline. It's Halloween and we had just got back from the holiday feast. We sat down in front of the fire in our common room.
      "... and so I said, 'what platypuss?". The joke wasn't that funny, but I laughed at Jason's joke anyways. We calmed down and there was silence.
      "Hey Bethany?", Jason asked, with a questioning look.
      "Yes?"
      "Why did you ditch us for Potter at the beginning of school?"
      It took me a minute to answer. I was racking my brain to find the right answer or at least one that wasn't the truth.
      "Honestly, I don't know, just with everything thats been going on at home, I was just trying to have some alone time, but Harry was always there in my alone time."
      "That jerk! Couldn't he see that you wanted to be left alone?" Said Carly.
      I shrugged my shoulders, but to be honest with myself, I really did like talking to Harry, it was as if we had been friends forever, and like he understood me, even though we never even talked. I got a sudden pain in my chest at the thought of how just a while ago we were sitting beneath the tree by the lake.
      "Well I for one, don't like him." Jason said.
      "Yeah." I said. I felt sadder now, I felt like I betrayed Harry for some reason, but I didn't let it show.
      "Well I'm off to bed.", Carly said as she stood up and stretched.
      "Yeah me too" I said. I really just wanted to go to my bed and think.
      "Wait Bethy, I need to talk to you."
      I sat back down beside Jason. Carly left without saying a word. I turned to Jason.
      "What is it?" I asked him.
      He was looking down at his shirt and was fumbling with a button.
      "Well, you know how we've been friends for a long time, right?"
      I looked at him, his eyes looked sad and yet nervous at the same time.
      "Yeah?"
      "Well I have realized lately that I want to be more than just your friend."
      I couldn't believe what he was saying. I mean I love him, but not in that way. I mean I guess I've never thought of him that way, but now looking at him, so vunerable, I just didn't know what to say.
      "Bethy, will you be my girlfriend?"
      I wanted to say no, but if I did he would probably hate me. If I say yes and we break up, our friendship might be over. Either way we're kind of doomed.
      "Um.. yes Jason I will be your girlfriend."
      He smiled the biggest smile I have ever seen him do, and I gave him a smile back. Suddenly, he leaned in close to my face and kissed me. I kissed him back. We pulled apart.
      "You don't know how long I've been wanting to do that."
      "I guess not." I said softly.
      We kissed again. He placed his hands on my face. We were making out now. I pulled away because I didn't want it to go any further.
      "Jason we should go to bed now."
      "Yeah, okay."
      I stood up and went up the stairs and into my room. Carly gave me a smile. I put on my p.j.s and layed on my bed.
      What did I just do.
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      Comment!! (^_^)V

      ~*~Cassandra~*~

  • About Me

  • Comments (140)

    • Mass_Slayer

      10 years ago

      >_> wow cassandra i can do as i please so does it rele matter if i deleted ur pic

    • Mass_Slayer

      11 years ago

      Princess.jpg

      here you go honey i love you

    • jonundead

      11 years ago

      look at my journal

    • dvdx

      11 years ago

      hi nice to meet you...since you are Mass_Slayer's gf...he's my friend smiley1.gif

    • jonundead

      11 years ago

      *poke* pass it on to all your friends

    • Copy001

      11 years ago

      Helloa~!

    • jonundead

      11 years ago

      heys

    • Mass_Slayer

      11 years ago

      i know u see me too much T_T

    • Copy001

      11 years ago

      Happy Christmas!

    • Copy001

      11 years ago

      Cool!

    • Copy001

      11 years ago

      Alright. And yours?

    • Copy001

      11 years ago

      Good! Thank you for asking.

    • Copy001

      11 years ago

      How are you?

    • Copy001

      11 years ago

      Helloa.

    • Mass_Slayer

      11 years ago

      T_T fine

    • Mass_Slayer

      11 years ago

      i love you *mauh*

    • Mass_Slayer

      11 years ago

      lol i love you too honey

    • Mass_Slayer

      11 years ago

      lol ok enjoy ur food and call me when ever ok ^_^ i got my phone right beside me =P

    • Mass_Slayer

      11 years ago

      i am on but i am watchin scryed so sorry if it takes some time for me to respond T_T

    • Mass_Slayer

      11 years ago

      lol hey honey :P:P:P

    • Mass_Slayer

      11 years ago

      ok well sorry

    • Mass_Slayer

      11 years ago

      O_O wooooooooo dam i was just kiddin dam

    • masonteddy

      11 years ago

      whats up

    • masonteddy

      11 years ago

      hi!

    • traelyn

      11 years ago

      hey i finally had time to go thru ur journal and read ur whole story, keep me posted on when ur gonna put em up, or if u decide not to send a copy i really did like it

    • masonteddy

      11 years ago

      its cool just messing

    • masonteddy

      11 years ago

      hey guess what I'm talking to you lol

    • 15deathblade

      11 years ago

      The first part it say it picture the last part was saying that i was tired hehe

    • azuman

      11 years ago

      Belldandy is so pretty ^_^

      Yes. Yes she is.

    • Atomic_Bomb

      11 years ago

      lol stupid lazy muscles

    • Atomic_Bomb

      11 years ago

      pretty tired, actually

    • Atomic_Bomb

      11 years ago

      how goes it?

    • Atomic_Bomb

      11 years ago

      greetings friend

    • Mass_Slayer

      11 years ago

      cassandra it i on his crouch duh lol

    • Copy001

      11 years ago

      Hello.

    • Mass_Slayer

      11 years ago

      its ok honey i love you

    • RANMAchan

      11 years ago

      you dont need to apologize, its no big deal, i'll still enter you in the contest, i was just making sure you didn't get in trouble

      i can't have all my friends getting banned smiley0.gif

    • RANMAchan

      11 years ago

      about your contest pic, i appreciate it, but on this site if an admin catches you posting a pic like that you can get banned from RT, so I updated the rules in my journal, i'll put you in the running, but if you have a less porn-y, porn-ish... whatever pic, go ahead and enter that too

    • Copy001

      11 years ago

      How are you?

    • Copy001

      11 years ago

      'Ello!

    • Mass_Slayer

      11 years ago

      aww honey i love the pic its sooooo cooolllll i love it were did u find it??????????

    • jonshon

      11 years ago

      hehe thanks...

      You really seem to be hitting it off with her

    • traelyn

      11 years ago

      aww.. too bad, i would love to travel, no money tho, and no where to go

    • traelyn

      11 years ago

      got any big plans?

    • traelyn

      11 years ago

      haha i'm so glad i'm not in school

    • traelyn

      11 years ago

      nothin too much, just chattin with anyone and everyone josh has talked into talkin to me

    • jonshon

      11 years ago

      -jumps up-

      Suprise

    • traelyn

      11 years ago

      hi :)

    • jonshon

      11 years ago

      >>

      yeah about that.......

    • jonshon

      11 years ago

      Heh Talking to the wifey.

      You should say Hi to her...The link is in my journal

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