camerongirl9

Female
from pennsylvania

  • Activity

    • Deep Cuts

      10 years ago

      camerongirl9

      I live in dispair
      I guess that's fair
      I messed
      I alway do.

      When it comes to trust
      I guess i'm a major bust
      I messed up
      I always do.

      i feel so much pain
      I deserve all this shame
      i messed up
      i always do.

      As i burn and Fall
      All i can do is scream and call!

      So much pain
      All this shame.

      I want out
      i need out

      no escape,
      no.......escape...

      As i burn and fall
      All i can do is scream and call

      so much pain
      all this shame.

      All i can do is run
      No more fun
      I've been shunned
      and all i do is run.

      so much pain
      all this shame

      as i burn and fall
      all i can do is scream and call!

      No escape
      never wil escape.

      Melissa it's not your fault
      But i can't stop it feels to good.

      so much pain
      all this shame

      as i burn and fall
      as i burn and
      as i BURN!

      I make sure they're deep
      This knife is my reality
      it brings out and shows my pain.

      so much pain
      all this shame

      I try but
      I can never cut deep enough!

      Everyday i hope
      sometimes i pray
      that maybe just maybe
      one day you'll fogive me if i'm alive or dead.

      No matter what i do
      all i said to you
      comes back to haunt me
      along with my scars!

      I even carved your name in my arm
      no matter how much it fades
      i still know i'll only continue
      to suffer.

      so much pain
      all this shame.

      as i burn and fall
      all i can do is scream and fall...

      All this dispair
      I know now it's fair.

      i just wrote that 3 pages from the heart my friend shawn asked what i've been up to and if you can't figure it out by that poem and if the title doesn't give it away then well i'll just say it........i've started to cut myself

      ~~~Lacey Hated alive or dead.....~~~

    • Well

      10 years ago

      camerongirl9

      i'm coming back to this account idk what i'm doing any more i guess i just like to confuse people....oh well...its fun....

      i have uploaded some vids on youtube(MCMGASCS).....i need to upload many more exactly alot...i'm too lazy to count.

      I've been doing better lately with the wrestling training and what not...its really brought my spirits back up..... smiley1.gif

      well yeah enough with the boring you..... smiley7.gif

      ~~Lacey~~ smiley12.gif

    • =(

      10 years ago

      camerongirl9

      Well a couple months ago i really screwed up the best frienship i had..i got mad said some things....

      1.)i called my friend melissa inmature.

      2,)i said she acted more like she was 5 rather then her real age of 15.

      3.)i said anime was made by some perv guy.

      4.)i probably called her a bitch more then once.

      5.)i was a complete asshole

      6.)i don't know but i'm sure theres a #6.

      i just wanted to say to my friend melissa (tucker_3) that i am really truely sorry for what i said and did i honestly

      feel horrible and if it makes you feel any better i do cry at times thinking of how badly i fucked up our friendship...

      thats kinda the rason i started doing cyber school well actually its the only reason i am currently going to cyber

      school....i am going because it was to depressing to go to school and walk past you with knowing that you hate

      my guts....and will probably most likely never speak to me ever again...but i won't quit trying to apologize and

      i will never quit trying to be your friend.....i wish you'd give me another chance to be your friend again....

      but i wouldn't blame you if you on't want to speak or see me ever again.....but i'd atleast wish that you would just

      give me the chance to tell you how sorry i truely am.....hence the reason for this journal...

      i'm sorry i screwd up our friendship...i'm sorry i made you hate me....i'm sorry i didn't trust you...(due to my past

      i'm not the greatest with trust ya know...but still no excuse to not trust or believe my best friend...)

      And i'm mega sorry if i hurt you in anyway, i never wanted to i just idk i'm just confused, depressed, scared, and

      now majorly alone....

      once again i'm sorry for everything...

      ~~lacey~~

    • Happiest i've been in too damn long

      10 years ago

      camerongirl9

      I met a really nice guy (jordan)on xbox live yesterday......

      along with 2 other guys but jordan stuck out the other 2 guys who's names i still don't know are pretty nice but 1 of them is 26 and the other i believe he said he was 16 and jordans 17......

      Sadly though he lives in NC....but who knows....



      ~~~~~Lacey~~~~~

    • MCMG_AS_CS

      10 years ago

      camerongirl9

      the title of this journal is also my new account i'll be on there most of the time but i'll pop up here every now and then send me a friend request if i don't beat you to it.... smiley1.gifsmiley6.gifsmiley4.gifsmiley3.gifsmiley2.gifsmiley0.gifsmiley7.gifsmiley8.gifsmiley4.gifsmiley9.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley11.gif

    • =)haircut=)

      10 years ago

      camerongirl9

      my friend alex cut my hair kinda like his......=)

    • ....

      10 years ago

      camerongirl9

      beat me with a stick and call me shit head

    • ugh

      10 years ago

      camerongirl9

      go to youtube and search for lollipop by lil wayne and you will know my pain..... smiley4.gif

    • =)

      10 years ago

      camerongirl9

      i spent 2 days at my cousin roberts house.......it was fun

      Me rob dameon joey hopwood clinton cody& dustin walked around chester saturday

      sunday we just hung out at rob's, i learned pillow fights hurt when its 5 against 1 sucked but.......

      i did get dustin back accidentilly i sorta kicked him in the groin joey's fault not mine

      ~~~~~~~Lacey~~~~~~~ smiley9.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley1.gifsmiley9.gifsmiley12.gif

    • =/

      10 years ago

      camerongirl9

      well x-mas was alright fake smiles help alot smiley1.gif <<<fake smiley11.gifsmiley11.gifsmiley11.gif

      yeah other then that i think i'm depressed or well just majorly unhappy

      idk who cares ..................oh right no one

      share the smiley12.gif yeah right

      only person that gets a real smiley1.gif is craig

      merry chirstmas that is over craig smiley11.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley11.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley11.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley9.gif

      ~~Lacey~~

  • About Me

  • Comments (563)

    • Tucker_3

      10 years ago

      sense we're not talking anymore u can get ur stuff out of my locker and use ur own now

    • Fang_OwyHee

      10 years ago

      um ok?

    • Fang_OwyHee

      10 years ago

      wait who and what and huh?

    • hyper_griff

      10 years ago

      i didn't steal it i just found it on the picture folder in my computer my bro found it

    • kamakaze7

      10 years ago

      hi

    • simons_pal

      10 years ago

      plz talk im sad plz talk to me

    • Tucker_3

      10 years ago

      smooth

    • Tucker_3

      10 years ago

      if u say so

    • Tucker_3

      10 years ago

      u cant find her thats just kinda sad

    • Bloody_Vamp

      10 years ago

      sry if ur upset about something

    • Bloody_Elf

      10 years ago

      oi?

    • Bloody_Vamp

      10 years ago

      what, its just me, craig

    • Bloody_Vamp

      10 years ago

      yo lacey

    • Bloody_Elf

      10 years ago

      so

    • Bloody_Elf

      10 years ago

      ask him

    • Bloody_Elf

      10 years ago

      and how did he find it

    • Bloody_Elf

      10 years ago

      how did u, find it

    • Bloody_Elf

      10 years ago

      uh huh

    • Bloody_Elf

      10 years ago

      and he found it how?

    • Bloody_Elf

      10 years ago

      and u found this profile how????

    • Bloody_Elf

      10 years ago

      how in the hell did u find out that this was mine

    • Bloody_Elf

      10 years ago

      damn u lacey

    • Tucker_3

      10 years ago

      we astablished this last night when u got the cotten candy DIDNT I GO

    • JAJ1989

      11 years ago

      ahhhhhhhhhhhhh ok
      eh why eh whats eh? i am so freaking confused WHAT THE HECK IS EH?!?!!?!?!??

      AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!YOUR LAUGHING AT ME ='(

    • JAJ1989

      11 years ago

      hheeyy!! i'm here are you happy now? so how are you?whats going on in PA. what are you doing?

      alot of questions?yes i know. >:B

    • caboose417

      11 years ago

      it was for me...ur responses were halarous...

    • caboose417

      11 years ago

      check my journal...

    • caboose417

      11 years ago

      ok u could of said that...
      hey i made a rp forum....ist a role playing rp...

    • caboose417

      11 years ago

      so u mean u want me to ask them again or...never ask it again and forget it ever happened...

    • caboose417

      11 years ago

      ...what do u mean...hi im robert whats ur name...

    • caboose417

      11 years ago

      im robert...srry...

    • caboose417

      11 years ago

      opps...srry.............u should put that ur not single... *(man i should not hit on girls bcause i dk that they have bf or not)*

    • caboose417

      11 years ago

      ......i read what u said...what the fucks his name!!!...and i was only messing wit u with all the questions!!!!!!!!!!

    • caboose417

      11 years ago

      hey check out my 8 newest pics...

    • caboose417

      11 years ago

      srry...im kinda druink righjt nowe

    • caboose417

      11 years ago

      ok ok jeez u dont have to be mean about it...>.>.........

    • caboose417

      11 years ago

      ok lacey......r u cute, hot ...or...

    • caboose417

      11 years ago

      ok...another topic........ r u single? whats ur bra size...i know........................whats ur real name!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! answer them all plz./..

    • caboose417

      11 years ago

      well u said ur main pic and that it was raped...(u said that after i posted lol on u main pic...so....................

    • caboose417

      11 years ago

      did i rape ur pic...

    • Tucker_3

      11 years ago

      ok what the fuck in going on what did i do

    • Tucker_3

      11 years ago

      i am not a sick son of a bitch

    • caboose417

      11 years ago

      *laughs*
      ok
      *smiles at u...*
      how is ur pic raped...

    • Tucker_3

      11 years ago

      ookk

    • caboose417

      11 years ago

      hi............................................................*wink*

    • Tucker_3

      11 years ago

      wait what pics???

    • Tucker_3

      11 years ago

      i sorry

    • Tucker_3

      11 years ago

      DAMN U

    • Tucker_3

      11 years ago

      damn

    • Tucker_3

      11 years ago

      lol nice but WHY ME!!!!!!!!!!!

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