cdl0s3er

Female
from Mesa, AZ

  • Activity

    • HOLY MONKEYS

      14 years ago

      cdl0s3er

      i guess we had to stay an other day i really was so happy to go i packed all my crap so fast with a big ass smile on my face cuze i just want to go home,well my mom comes out and says we have to stay an other night,that smile went away fast,so a few hours pass by cuze for some reson we have to wake up at the crack of fucking dawn,we went to this stupied fair thing in the rain,and it was cold and i have told you all i HATE the cold well were all sitting there cuze there is nothing to do and eveyone hated it lol well im going to go

    • hmmmmmmmm

      14 years ago

      cdl0s3er

      well today is the last day here and i have to say it was fun but my butt hurts from ridding the hourses lol i cant wait to go home and sit by the phone and wait for shawn to call i have nothing really fun to say................no wait my sis keeps farting on me nasty know i must shower lol god that is like the 100 time shes done that ewww!!! well im going to shower talk to you all later

    • OMG

      14 years ago

      cdl0s3er

      this is so boring lol all we do is eat well i went horse back ridding today it was pretty sweet i think were going agian YAY!!!!! we went shopping and spent like $325.00 giggles there was a sale i got so tired i must have been at that store for like 3 hours and thats a long time for me i hate standing,and walking.i miss talking to shawn *sadness* well im going to go eat agian bye

    • yes i found a.......

      14 years ago

      cdl0s3er

      ok the place were staying at has a PC so i might be on once in a great while .omg it is sooo boring her and we have only been here one day and my dad will not shut up about stuff lol but ill live.It has been so cold and it wont stop raining im like not used to the cold but i have to say its fun kinda me and my sis keep fighting in the middle of the check in place lol the people there dont like me much cuze i was all "i dont know were my room is "and they had to walk me to my room lol to bad for them hehe well i know were my next v/k is going to me Lincoln,NH giggles

    • SHOULD I BE HAPPY OR SAD

      14 years ago

      cdl0s3er

      ok im going on v/k and im happy and all but i dont want to go i will miss my dogs my ferrets and most of all shawn i think thaat were going horse back ridding YES!!!! and i think im going to be driveing this time YES!!!!! lol well know that i think of it im happy were going so im going to go pack :) miss you all and ill be back in six days oh ya love you shawn talk to you soon :)


    • To:Shawn

      14 years ago

      cdl0s3er

      So here we are,Weare on the phone,I cant wait to hear whats in your mind,Just to let you know my life has been great since you have been in it,Now its benn a while since i heard your voice,Wish i could tell you whats on my mind,cuze now im alone all the doors have closed there is no were to run and no one wants to talk,I want some thing true,no more lies,no more unfair friends,and no more late night crys ti my self,I want a true friend,But i dont want just anyone,I wanta shoulder to cry on,not just to lean on,I want someone to feel my pain wear my shoes and see what I`ve been through,I want someone to see the world through my eyes and to see other peoples pain,I want someone who knows me best and i think that someone is you,Now i know why i dont cry late at night,Now i know why I have a friend who cares,Its cuze you gave me the hart to move on with my life

    • the love blood

      14 years ago

      cdl0s3er

      madness and sadness runs through my vains,I`ll do a deep cut into my arm to show you the blood,Just to show you how much love i can and will give you,Let the love blood run up my arm,wach it dry up and fall apart,We will call it the love blood,A painless cut into my arm will make all the madness and sadness go a way,And then we`ll all be happy agian

    • This is an other to my bf shawn

      14 years ago

      cdl0s3er

      Day dreams day thems,Day or night,Sun down till sun rise your on my mind,I sit by the phone and wait for your call,I dont care if im wasting my time cuze your worth it,I would never had guess that a person like you would ever date a girl like me,There some thing about you that drives me wild,There is something about your laugh that makes me laugh,There is some thing about you when you say i love you makes me want to tell the wrorld im in love I never know what to say when you call I just want to sit and listen to your voice.I wish you could see me smile see me jump around when im on the phone with you,I dont know what I would do with out your energy I dont know what i would do with out your love

    • i worte this for my boyfriend shawn

      14 years ago

      cdl0s3er

      I`ll think of you and smile for a while,i cant wait to hear your sweet voice that can sooth my pain insted of a deep cut into my arm i`ll chose your vocie over death,insted of a tear i get a smile when im talking to you,your voice is sweet like candy and soft like a blad I`ve had many feelings like this but no two feelings are the same,something you make me feel,its so deep, i think its love, is this how love can make you feel,its a feeling so great,when im talking to you nothing else matters the age is the same my smile is now so alive the days go by so slow but your voice makes up for it,nothing could ever brake this love,when im talking to you my voice shakes my knees tremble and the earth quakes I`ve been told i dont now what love is but when you call all i can do is look wrongly at them,when im thinking about you i cant stop talking about you,your name is a part of my day the way you laugh makes me laugh,somehthing true,something special,some kind of qustion,some kind of voice can turn your world up side down,it takes alot to make me a happy person,you dont even have to try

    • omg

      14 years ago

      cdl0s3er

      i think i found him i found the guy of my dreams the one who loves me the one who under stands me the one who dosent give up on me im so happy i love when he calls me and tells me he loves me i just have to say I LOVE YOU SHAWN =)

  • About Me

  • Comments (96)

    • Fudgy

      11 years ago

      where have you gone =(

    • mcmASU

      13 years ago

      go on redvsblue

    • auron5555

      13 years ago

      lol you've been gone for 8 months now and you still get comments^_^ i would hate to check all your alerts if you ever get back on. you neeeeeed to come back though^_^ i really miss you, but anyway if you ever do get back on again just know how much you were missed smiley0.gif laterz

    • Fudgy

      13 years ago

      ill give you a cookie if you come back!!!

    • lpu111

      13 years ago

      coooomme Baaaack!

    • Fudgy

      13 years ago

      where are you??

    • XoXNicoleXoX

      13 years ago

      What happened to you smiley10.gif

    • mcmASU

      13 years ago

      Wow I wait for you please add me up

    • StupidIdiots

      13 years ago

      Hello!

    • 117_spartan

      13 years ago

      we all miss ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111

    • TheRedJoker

      13 years ago

      dam shame

    • lovestommi

      13 years ago

      you go girl im feelin what you told foreverred thanks girl u the bomb ooooooo

    • Saten666

      13 years ago

      [img]hey do u know Tomorrow is national "i love you day" If you get this that means your loved. Send this to 10 people in the next 143 mins. and tomorrow will be ur best day ever! HURRY!! Tonight @ 12 your true love will realize that they love you.Something good will happen to u @ 1-4 pm tomorrow, it could be anywhere. Get ready for the biggest shock of ur life, if u break this chain u will be cursed w/ relationship problems for the next 10 years

    • EGAK

      13 years ago

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    • Fudgy

      14 years ago

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    • auron5555

      14 years ago

      ha i got there first^_^ can't tag anyone who's been tagged...... so i win^^

    • jensell

      14 years ago

      TAG YOU ARE IT!


      The Game of Tag
      If I tagged you... HA! You now have to follow the rules of the game:

      -You cannot tag someone who tagged you
      -You should tag at least 5 other people (those with 4 or less will be punished by flogging or any other way I can think of)
      -Random tagging is accepted
      -All tagging should be done in the personal comments section on the homepage of the tag-ee
      -Do not eat a live chicken
      -This game is only fun if people participate
      -The goal is for everyone on the site to get tagged EVENTUALLY
      -If you decide to participate, post the rules in your journal or link them to this journal
      -I have a space monkey in my pics section
      -There is no violence until I change the game to capture the flag
      -When capture the flag breaks out, the teams will cluck like chickens until I am satisfied (....???)

    • auron5555

      14 years ago

      TAG YOU ARE IT!


      The Game of Tag
      If I tagged you... HA! You now have to follow the rules of the game:

      -You cannot tag someone who tagged you
      -You should tag at least 5 other people (those with 4 or less will be punished by flogging or any other way I can think of)
      -Random tagging is accepted
      -All tagging should be done in the personal comments section on the homepage of the tag-ee
      -Do not eat a live chicken
      -This game is only fun if people participate
      -The goal is for everyone on the site to get tagged EVENTUALLY
      -If you decide to participate, post the rules in your journal or link them to this journal
      -I have a space monkey in my pics section
      -There is no violence until I change the game to capture the flag
      -When capture the flag breaks out, the teams will cluck like chickens until I am satisfied (....???)

    • cdl0s3er

      14 years ago

      lol thanks fudgy

    • Fudgy

      14 years ago

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    • cdl0s3er

      14 years ago

      sorry if it sounded mean i wasent trying to be mean!!!



      but im kinda an odd ball around my friends and family to

    • Lorrry Rawrie

      14 years ago

      lol, i know i'm weird. I like to be weird, but just online and around my friends and family

    • nnudwin

      14 years ago

      you have too many messaGES i can't send one

    • cdl0s3er

      14 years ago

      ummmm your werid i dont say that to a lot of people but you are

    • Lorrry Rawrie

      14 years ago

      Shieeellaaaa! Come back to meeeee!.........I made you a muffinnnn!

    • cdl0s3er

      14 years ago

      ummmmm ok

    • yeadude

      14 years ago

      EMO GARBAGE

    • humankiller

      14 years ago

      Guys ask you for naked pics!?! You're 13! Jailbait! Plus child porn is illegal. I still can't belive that although now that I think about the behavior of some of the guys on this site I guess its possible.

    • humankiller

      14 years ago

      Welcome to the elite group of people known as my friends on this site! smiley0.gif

    • auron5555

      14 years ago

      hey havn't been at hte same time in a while so i'm just saying hi.hope yu like^_^

    • lovestommi

      14 years ago

      love the stewie pic its awsome

    • auron5555

      14 years ago

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    • pantherboy

      14 years ago

      hey sexxi how r u doing, did u know


      My health teacher told us about marijuana also. He explained to us that some people believe marijuana isn't harmful. But, after hearing what he said about it, I am convinced it is unhealthy. First, here is a list of names some use when they are talking about marijuana: weed, grass, reefer, ganja, Mary Jane, blunt, joint, roach, and nail. And, guess what girlsâ€â€most of our classmates do not use marijuana. Some people in Hollywood and in the music business might want us all to believe that more teens use marijuana, but we are smarter than that, right?

      Some people say that smoking cigarettes is worse for you than smoking marijuana. My health teacher says that is wrong because smoking one joint (marijuana rolled up in paper) affects the lungs as much as four cigarettes. If you don't know how cigarettes damage your lungs, click on here to find out. After you read that, I think you will agree with me that neither marijuana nor cigarettes are good for you, so who cares which one is worse? Just don't use either.




      Marijuana is a mixture of leaves, stems, and seeds that come from the cannabis sativa plant, (pronounced "can-E-bus sa-TEE-va"). There are over 400 chemicals in marijuana. The chemical that makes the human mind work incorrectly is called delta-9-tetrahydrocannabinol (pronounced "tetra-hi-dro-CAN-nab-a-nol") (THC). This is probably the chemical that makes people addicted to marijuana, also.

      Here is what scientists know about marijuana. They know marijuana use can cause people to forget things and interfere with learning. It can make you see and hear things that aren't there or distort the way you see and hear. Using marijuana makes it harder for you to think and solve problems. Also, if you use marijuana, you can become very uncoordinated. Marijuana can also increase your heartbeat and make you feel paranoid. Basically, being high on marijuana makes you do stupid things that could either embarrass or hurt you. Teens who use marijuana and also play sports or perform in other school activities will notice that they don't do as well. And, they risk losing friends who don't approve of using marijuana (and remember, most teens don't!)




      Lungs
      Marijuana affects your lungs the same way cigarettes do, and worse. Click here to see how cigarettes harm your lungs. Remember, some people say that someone who smokes marijuana (in joints) five times per week might be bringing in as many cancer-causing chemicals as someone who smokes one pack of cigarettes every day. People who smoke marijuana over a long period of time are also more likely to get chronic bronchitis or pneumonia (pronounced "na-MOAN-ya") than people who don't smoke.



      Brain
      It's true, girls. Marijuana affects the brain. In fact, marijuana clouds the brain and makes it hard for the cells inside the brain to send messages to each other. This is bad because that is how different areas of the brain communicate with each other. It also makes it hard for messages to travel from the brain to the rest of the body. Here's what happens: The chemicals in marijuana travel through the body (in the blood, actually) and gather on nerve cells in the brain called receptors (pronounced "ree-SEPT-ors). The chemical THC changes the way the receptors work, and my teacher said it's definitely a change for the worse. One area of the brain that is most harmed by THC is the hippocampus. It is the hippocampus's job to help us remember things on a short-term basis, like the name of this Web site (It's Girl Power!, of course) or what you had for breakfast this morning. So basically, when THC gets to the receptors of the hippocampus, our short-term memory suffers, and that is not fun. The chemicals in marijuana (including THC) also damages the cerebral cortex (pronounced "sa-REE-brill core-tex"), the part of the brain that controls thinking and concentrating. I don't know about you, girls, but, marijuana is something I know I am going to stay away from.



      Immune System


      Girls, this is one of the most important systems in our bodies. This is the system that keeps our bodies free from harmful things. For example, I am allergic to cats. Well, my health teacher told me today that I am really allergic to the skin cells on cats, and not the whole cat. Anyway, cats shed their skin cells all the time, and they are so tiny we can't recognize skin cells from regular house dust. When I walk into a house where cats live, I start to sneeze immediately. This is my body's immune system going into action. My immune system knows that my body sees the skin cells of cats as foreign and that I shouldn't breath them in. So, my body reacts by creating mucus. The skin cells that my immune system doesn't want in my body stick to the mucus and then I sneeze. You see, it is my immune system's job to keep my body clean and free from things that are harmful.

      When you smoke marijuana, you make your immune system weaker. When it is weaker, it is not as able to stop allergies, pollens, bacteria, or viruses from making you very sick.

      The bottom line is that marijuana isn't cool; it's harmful, just like all of the other drugs my health teacher told me about. Being a teen today is tough enough without adding alcohol, tobacco, or illicit drugs into the mix.

    • MsFallOutBoy

      14 years ago

      I, too, love fall out boy

    • cdl0s3er

      14 years ago

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    • Fudgy

      14 years ago

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      me and you
      lol

    • val

      14 years ago

      You are the shiznet, the cream of the croop, pimps of all pimps, the gangsta of all gangstas homey. lol just playing.

    • cdl0s3er

      14 years ago

      oh lol ya sorry

    • Grunt_IV

      14 years ago

      you have stewie on your profile

    • cdl0s3er

      14 years ago

      ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm what

    • Grunt_IV

      14 years ago

      sweet family guy pic

    • Fudgy

      14 years ago

      you have been awarded th monky fetis award
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    • bio_lizzard2

      14 years ago

      youre cool

    • auron5555

      14 years ago

      just felt i had to put something up so hi

    • Pink_is_pimp

      14 years ago

      Hello.

    • auguststorm

      14 years ago

      cdl0s3er is one hot female

    • anarchykid

      14 years ago

      np

    • cdl0s3er

      14 years ago

      awww thank you

    • anarchykid

      14 years ago

      8xtw08.jpgthe rainbow fetus for good luck 4 you and shawn

    • pantherboy

      14 years ago

      sexxi what r u doing on so late

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