charfade

Female
from Tampa / Lakeland FL

  • Activity

    • Sup yo!

      12 years ago

      charfade

      So like hi, anyone remember me?

      yeah I'm still breathing.. kinda... I just needed a break. Time to myself and what not.
      I've been updating stuff on myspace... *coughs* I know, gross as all hell.

      but yeah,
      <3

    • told you I would be back :P

      12 years ago

      charfade

      yes I'm still around lol, finally got some free time. XD actually I should be working on homework again... but that can wait…

      So what have I been up too in the past few months… answer, a lot of the same. School stuffs, homework and work dominate most of my life. I’m currently working on 2 video games at the same time. One of them has to be completed in 6 months; its current title is Priates vs Ninja’s. The other one titled Pinions of Horus is due to finish in 11 weeks. Were working on the scripting part of it now. So far it’s all going very well. My deviant art gallery has some concept sketches if you’re curious. ^_^

      Moogle and I are no longer together… were still in the breaking up process and its kinda ugly. I wont go into details here because I’ve blabbed a lot over myspace about it. So if your curious read my journals on el myspace-o. I’ll always love Mike and care about him even though he caused a lot of unnecessary damage. Enough said…

      Oh!! Almost forgot! My Anime Drawing class really took off. ^_^ I have about 11 students now that met every other Thursday night. Good times and great fun always! Now if only my water color class would pick up… >_>

      Because my watch list is in fact 4.6 miles long… I really don’t have time to go threw all of them. T_T I’m sorry. So I’m gonna ask if ya guys could fill me in on your lives and such, just so I can get caught up a little bit. XD I’d appreciate it. ^_^

      Charfade

    • Holy crap! featured user?

      12 years ago

      charfade

      So my shitty day just became really cool, makes me feel kinda warm and fuzzy inside. smiley0.gif On a weekend none the less.

      Draco told me I was FU... and I was like.. huh... dumb and stupid as normal. So many kudos go out to you for letting me know. Because I'll be honest I've been distancing myself from alot since my mom died. Thats why I haven't really updated much.

      I wish I could stay and chat more but I need to head off to help a friend with her computer.

      :\ so I'll be back I promise ^_^

      Much lov to you all
      Char

    • long time no see...

      13 years ago

      charfade

      yeah I've been kinda busy. I just spent the weekend in Philadelphia, we had my mother’s memorial service on Saturday and we buried her yesterday. So now I'm back in town, going to school and working my life away. I've had very little time for homework these days as well, so I'm ever so glad I didn't take on any more then 3 classes.

      My current project is modeling Huey Freeman from The Boondocks. ^_^ This is what I have so far.
      Huey_Freeman_by_charfade.jpg
      in case you dont know who Huey is or what he looks like here:
      boondocks.jpg
      With that being said, go buy The Boondocks DVD, I'll love you for it. smiley12.gif

      Oh and my Internet at home has been really messed up. Its slow, stupid and annoying! We need a new modem, however my father and I are to lazy to get it fixed. One of these days I'll get fast Internet and I'll enjoy surfing the web once again. As for now... this poor excuse for broadband internet that acts more like dial up will have to do.

      But yeah, my sister and her family are staying with us in August like they normally do. Its not going to be the same... I know... keeping busy only works a little bit... other wise I'll admit I'm really depressed. smiley3.gif

      I love you mom smiley12.gif

    • cough drop anyone?

      13 years ago

      charfade

      yep, I'm sick... thank you Mike... >_<
      I've got that, hot/cold achy feeling along with a sore throat, cough and running nose. FUN!

      In other news, I finally saw A Scanner Darkly, with Vince, Ben and Mike. (We miss you Vinny!) Defiantly one of those movies you have to watch again to fully appreciate. Because all of us commented on the fact that we were all lost up until the last 15 minutes of the movie. It basically breaks down as a movie about a very addictive illegal drug called substance D, and the undercover operations of the police force in attempt to control the problem. Without giving away the ending or the plot, I’ll say it had some really funny moments with one-liners and the animation/technical-side was breathtaking! I know its hard it is to find it playing locally, which is why I’m gonna say its worth the drive to see it playing in theaters at least once.

      Mike also got a new professional grade Nikon digital camera. So we've been going around Tampa taking pictures for the last few days. He hasn't put up any on the internet yet but when he does start, I'll let ya guys know.

      But yeah I'm gonna go lay down and take a much needed nap... so sleepy
      I love you mom smiley12.gif - and yeah I know I need to do laundry. >_<


    • weekend post

      13 years ago

      charfade

      I posted this over the weekend on my myspace account, so I'm reposting it here cause I'm feeling lazy to type anything at the moment.

      =^_^ =^_^ =^_^ =^_^ =^_^ =^_^ =^_^ =^_^ =^_^=

      The red vs blue server is down for the weekend. *tear* - needless to say I'm going though withdrawals. But alas, there is myspace... oh joy

      Helped my dad yesterday by power washing the pool area. It needed it badly, and now everything looks brand new ^_^ I accidentally missed the floor a few times. Lets just say that was a painful reminder too not be so careless with it. You would think I would have learned my lesson from the last time I used the power washer...*sighs*...nope.

      New graphics card came in the mail! :3 mehe... Finally something a tad bit better, and once I find my copy of Halo PC again... guess what... you wont be seeing me for awhile. For all you computer lovers, its a ATI Radeon 9250 PCI bus, 256MB DDR. Nothing fancy, but it does the job, and thats all I need at the moment.

      By the way if you haven't dusted out our computer case recently, consider this a friendly reminder to do so.

      Loaded Unreal 2 onto the desktop to see if I can get the game editor to work. While everything looks so pretty, I didn't find it... I dont think it was on this Install, or maybe it is and I have to do some more digging. So Colin if your reading this... bring Unreal 2004 on Monday just in case I cant get it working... because I plan on doing the tutorial in the book before we have class on Friday.

      I also need to mention that I've been hearing a lot of hearsay comments about my Mike (momo). While I'm not 100% sure of what the hell is going on, I'll just say I REALLY dont need this kind of high school drama bull shit in my life at the moment, whether it be true or untrue. Especially now. I just lost my mother and I'm trying to cope the best way that I can both physically and mentally. I need to stay focused with my classes, because a lot of stuff has to get done this year in order for me to graduate. and all this drama crap isn't helping.

      All I want is the truth from people. If you lie, start rumors or whatever you better know your going to take responsibility for your actions one way or another. Cause I'm done playing. Very few have ever seen me truly angry, and there is a reason for that.

      With that said, I'm going to go work on some art stuffs before I head out to see a 9:30 showing of A Scanner Darkly in Orlando. ^_^ yay for rotoscoping!

      I love you Mom and I miss you so much

    • 1st week of summer classes...

      13 years ago

      charfade

      ...went extremely well. No bull shit problems in financial aid, I actually got a legal copy of my schedule, and my classes are kick ass.

      smiley9.gif Team Production, Monday 6pm-10pm - 1 of 2 classes where everyone works together on developing one video game.
      smiley9.gif Character Rigging, Wednesday 8am -12pm - animation fun stuff
      smiley9.gif Level design II, Friday 6pm-10pm - More mastering the unreal edit engine.

      Good times!
      and I ordered a new graphics card... I hope its the right one... cause I'm in need to play halo PC again... uhhh I mean.. I need it for school... rendering ... yeah... >_< >shhhh... tell no one<

      If you could help out a friend in a rvb voting contest that would be awesome... Her name is Tepha and all you have to do is NOT VOTE FOR HER... simple yes? DONT VOTE FOR TEPHA HERE

      I got on maple story for the first time in 7 months yesterday... let it be well known that I want the Lucifer wings!
      LuciferWings.jpg
      and I thought about banning Maple Story because of the whole Korean problem that's been going on. If you didn't know MS is based out of Korean and I'm still unsure on what to do... I love the game... but I don?t want to support anything that has to deal with Korea at the moment.

      Edit: I figured it out, North Korea is the problem... Wizit is out of South Korea

      oh and I thought I'd mention.. but if you've come up with anynew names for my dagger, I'm all ears. Not that I dont like cuddle bunny... I would just like to have a few more options. ^_^ name that weapon link

      Went to a party last night with a bunch of peoples from school. Losts off drinking and some other crazy stuff. I pretty much hung around Colin all night. We were the only ones not drinking... well.. except Tori, she was cool. It got to be about 1am when we started playing go fish. I pwned once or twice.. and so did Colin... lucky bastard. Over all it was pretty fun, might go again if another one pops up.

      anywho I have the weekend off... going to work on cleaning up the house some for my dad... I dont mind... I get to play with use the power washer. Then its off to hopfully finishs the new font I've been working on. ^_^ and I hope to at least prepare a little more for my next classes... but.. I badly need printer ink for that... *sigh*

      have a good weekend everyone
      I love you mom smiley12.gif

    • Let's play a game of...

      13 years ago

      charfade

      ...NAME THAT WEAPON!!!!! ~prompt TV retro game show music~

      hokay so... ever since I got a left hand battle grade dagger at Metro Con, I've been wanting to give it a name. It's a one of a kind, folded steal blade with a pierced armored tip and its perfectly balanced. The hilt is I believe made out of brass. The handle and sheath were both hand bound with brown leather and its 16 inches from tip to hilt.

      CharfadeWeapon.jpg

      30 mod points to whom ever comes up with the best name that I chose to give my new beloved dagger. I'm looking for something unique. If its a word from another language, tell me the language and its meaning... any added info will help. I've been thinking of what to call it... it needs a good strong dependable name, but nothing good has come to mind. So thats why I need your help! ^_^

      smiley9.gif enter as many names as you like, the more the better
      smiley9.gif anyone can enter ^_^
      smiley9.gif only one person will get the 30 mods
      smiley9.gif make all replys to this journal please

      Thanks guys! Happy naming!

    • :3

      13 years ago

      charfade

      The last few days I've been surprisingly busy, hence the reason why I haven't been online.
      so brief summary of my week.

      Monday Mike, Josh and I were supposed to go to Universal... but... there is this little thing called a black out date... and apparently it was a black out day... so that bastids wouldn't let us in. No matter, it was raining anyway. We ended up over at Mike's uncles house... Uncle Spanky they call him. ^_^ Dude... like this guy is my idol. He has 3 PC's he put together, all with liquid cooling, each running on 100% capacity for 3 years. He's playing Wow on one monitor while finding the cure for cancer on another. ya, he's bad ass... oooo and ya he gave me a copy of Unreal 2. ^_^ We love Uncle Spanky!

      Hope everyone enjoyed the 4th! I know I enjoyed blowing stuff up.
      120 mortar shells - 96 of them single - 12 double - 12 triple
      12 mortar tubes
      a countless number of bottle rockets
      a countless number of firecrackers
      black cat missile launchers
      flaming candles
      umm.... and a lot of other stuff that go boom

      It was Mike, Vince, Josh, Ben, Dave, Kevin and Roxy, Ashley, Dot and I. Josh blew up a mortar tube while Dot and I were maybe a foot away... that was a bit scary... once we knew we were alive then Ben wanted to blow stuff up.. and he did... ^_^ I think the best part was when we all lined up in front of our mortar tubes and launched them all at once. We got all the neighbors roaring. Good stuff. Once all the ammo ran out I jumped in the pool and everyone pretty much followed suit. We watched everyone else set their stuff off while we tackled each other. Much fun was indeed had!

      Here's pics!
      4thJulyParty.jpg

      I had my anime drawing class last night. Dude it was so much fun and I got a chance to met a lot of really cool people. I had about 25 students, the largest class I've ever taught and very diverse. We talked about video games, animes, mangas, art.... everything I love! Hopefully I helped and inspired my students. I think I gave them real insight and I hoped they had a good time. I know I did. Seems like I'll be doing a few more classes in September. I Cant Wait!

      Here is a picture of the students in my class. ^_^
      AnimeDrawingClass.jpg

      other then that... umm got my hair highlighted and cut... big mistake.... I hate it. I saw the new Pirates of the Carabian last night at the midnight showing.... I droll happyness! :3 and I'll be seeing A Scanner Darkly tonight with the guys. smiley0.gif

      so ya... rest of today will be working on the website and laundry
      I love you Mom smiley12.gif

    • Happy Canada Day

      13 years ago

      charfade

      canada-flag-tiny.gif Happy Canada Day to all my neighbors to the north!
      Eat well and party hard!

      Today has been pretty difficult. My dad and I got up pretty early to go to the funeral home to pick up my mom... so to speak... and death certificates. Then things really kinda just set in. If I could rate today from 1-10... it would be a 2.

      Still attempting to keep my mind busy, I sat with my dad and almost watched the space shuttle launch. 10mins before lift off they scrub it due to bad weather. Just my bloody luck... Nasa plans on trying again tomorrow. I'll be helping my dad's boss move his daughter on Sunday though. *sigh* I was really hoping to see it. oh well.

      Monday is a trip to Universal Studios with the guys, I'm going to try my hardest to get on the fear factor live stage just because I can say I did it. And when they ask me who I'm playing for? I'm gonna say "my mom"

      other then that... nothing new... I'm off work all week again until Saturday. Gives me time to finish off some projects I have planed. These images I'm doing for a website that will go up in September are killing my hands... literally.

      I love you mom smiley12.gif

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  • Comments (395)

    • Caboose

      10 years ago

      Holy crap you're online!

      What'cha been up to eh?

    • theREAMER

      11 years ago

      hola hola been awhile for me too hehe. Hope all is good and talk to you soon.

    • Jetbeam

      11 years ago

      miss you cassy come back :(

    • Jetbeam

      11 years ago

      ttag you it :D read my yournal for info

    • horbo

      12 years ago

      Can somone get Charfade to come back. She hasnt been online for a while.....

    • SoraLuver

      12 years ago

      I'm watching u!! ;)

    • SoraLuver

      12 years ago

      Hey Cass!

      Remember me Alexis! ;)

    • Kat13

      12 years ago

      Ya probably don't remember but I felt like dropping by to say hi anyways.

    • Viper69511

      12 years ago

      just wanted to drop by and say hi

    • Game_Nester

      12 years ago

      MyHeart.jpg
      >_< Cause I was supposes to give you this on Valentines...but I just fail at everything so...

    • Jetbeam

      12 years ago

      miss you sis *snif*

    • BonesWolfe

      12 years ago

      Hey I am going to drop you. It is not that you are not cool. I am just dooing a clearing and you like never come over there. if you want back on just message or something and I will ad you back. and for god sakes POST SOMETHING!!!!! no one knows what you have been up to girl!!

    • BonesWolfe

      12 years ago

      Where are your postings Girl. You have not posted anything for close to 3 months!!!. It is like you are not even there. Anyway hope that you are having fun!!!

    • trinitylimit

      12 years ago

      There was a Boondocks marathon on last night and early this morning. I have now had my fill of the N word for life. (goes to bed at 4am).

    • Jetbeam

      12 years ago

      miss you sis *lip shiver*

    • BonesWolfe

      12 years ago

      YOU NEVER ARE ON!!!!!!!! oh well. you really should com on here more often.

    • Panda2pointO

      12 years ago

      CASS! I miss joo! <3

    • Sijore

      12 years ago

      For getting the H3 tv ad onto an iPod use Zamzar to convert it. Hopefully it'll be able to do it.

    • lefty

      12 years ago

      Hi Cass! smiley8.gif

    • BonesWolfe

      12 years ago

      Hey you ever go to the castle? If not want to? send me back we can meet up there some time. Be fun. My aim is DekeisBones Im me or something

    • BonesWolfe

      12 years ago

      Well i was going to apoligize for not checking this out in a while but i see that you wern't on to notcice so if i had not posted this you would have never known. WAIT. Opps. Too late. Umm sorry.....

    • Game_Nester

      12 years ago

      *runs by on fire*

    • theREAMER

      12 years ago

      Hey there, just dropping by to say hello again. Talk to you soon.

    • theREAMER

      12 years ago

      Hey there, I know you hehe smiley0.gif . Hope you have a great day and hope the party goes well. I still fully expect pictures, you aren't getting out of that one. Talk to you soon smiley0.gif

    • Jetbeam

      12 years ago

      sis , he how are ya girl i misse dya so incredible much

    • theREAMER

      12 years ago

      Yes, the time is correct smiley8.gif

    • mimegal15

      12 years ago

      Congrats on FU, yo

    • jasonxp0

      12 years ago

      heeeeeey congrats on featured user =D

    • o_zo_o

      12 years ago

      hahaha ... woots


      from zo

    • Gate0r

      12 years ago

      Featured user. Congratulations, how does it feel to be a god amongst men? All the prestige, honour and random friend requests.

      It must be fantastic.

    • theREAMER

      12 years ago

      Well dang, I've been slacking. Five hours since my last post, sorry hehe. I am back though. Hope your day has gone well and hope your day has stayed good.

    • Fatguy2006

      12 years ago

      Congrats on FU!

    • Tanked_Rig

      12 years ago

      Congrats

      Boondocks Rule

    • Viper69511

      12 years ago

      Congrats Cass on being the FU

    • IAMCHURCH

      12 years ago

      Congrats on being Featured!!!

    • horbo

      12 years ago

      Congradulations Charfade!

    • theREAMER

      12 years ago

      uh oh, you just signed back online. What in the world will I ever do....I guess I'll just have to keep talking to you.

    • Cadonoose

      12 years ago

      Yes congrats

    • Count3D FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Site Admin

      12 years ago

      Congrats on being Featured User.

    • EYVoom

      12 years ago

      Mazal Tov

    • ryko FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      12 years ago

      wohoo!! congrat Char^^!!!

    • jeepguy

      12 years ago

      It was only a matter of time smiley8.gif

    • Heart_Broken

      12 years ago

      i commented on a couple of ur pics and i dropped u a FR. is that ok?

    • theREAMER

      12 years ago

      Oh my, its been over a half hour. Like I said, you don't get away with being un-noticed. Its not going to happen, sorry.

    • jay3of7

      12 years ago

      Congrats on being the featured user !!!

    • Pixilz

      12 years ago

      Hey, featured! smiley0.gif

    • theREAMER

      12 years ago

      hehe, did you think you were getting away with just one comment from me? smiley6.gif Not quite. I'm gonna get you all day. Just be ready for it. smiley8.gif

    • theREAMER

      12 years ago

      UH OH, someone finally got to be the featured user. Looks like I get to say congratulations. *hug* Glad you got it. Now you HAVE to have a good day. Its in the rules.

    • Shugo27

      12 years ago

      congrats on FU

    • RoostrCogbrn

      12 years ago

      again, congrats on the featured user.

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