chiro

Male
from warrensburg,mo

  • Activity

    • the cost of happiness

      11 years ago

      chiro

      wow.. you know that feeling when you cant wait for something to happen... its like.. im always hungry but i cant eat.. its so unsatisfying..not to mention uncomfortable.. i dunno whats wrong.. i feel sick but i know im not... i want to sleep but getting comfortable is really hard.. and once i do i just wake up again.. im really tired... i dont want to go to work at all.. i just want to sleep... cant i just sleep?

    • good news

      11 years ago

      chiro

      im gettin married... before you all freak out and stab people.. which i know wouldnt happen anyways.. my friend Yuka asked me to marry her.. asked me.. ya thats right.. it came out of the blue.. anyways.. she asked me back at the end of last year.. and once more when she left for japan early this year.. i told her then to give me time so i could clear up some loose ends.. which to my dismay have kinda left me high and dry.. which made me realize.. why i was delaying it.. i know that i lover her.. and she loves me.. im able to make my own decisions.. she will be back in the states in july and i plan to make a formal engagement then.. i dunno.. it just seems so wierd.. though its normal to feel wierd.. i guess i just never noticed i had what i really wanted all along..

    • hey!

      11 years ago

      chiro

      i found someone... and shes amazing.. im happy! common be happy wth me! smiley12.gifsmiley0.gif

    • thanks for the food

      11 years ago

      chiro

      ahhhh! guess what?! i feel awesome again! generally it really wouldnt matter.. but i finally just feel amazing... ^_^ ive made about 25 irreplaceable friends.. and all past feelings of mopiness/not cool at all.. ness are.. well all gone now.. im with my aunt in maine and i have a bunch of friends at home waiting for me to get back! im not sure what i did to deserve thembut i feel fortunate.. very fortunate.. in fact.. i can honestly sit here and tell you.. that i love each and every one of my friends here on rvb... i have a handful of peeps i cant thank enough for being good to me.. and one in particular who has been extra special.. you play a part in my life that makes me able to figure things out easily.. thank you... all of you...
      ps if you read all this.. 8th comment gets 2 free mods!
      josh

    • slow burn

      11 years ago

      chiro

      its a drag trying to figure out the mess ive made.. ive chosen to be angry because its the easiest way to make things go away... well ive had a chance to think things over and i get it now... due to my awesome friends and the guidance of some very wise people.. ive decided to let it go... im not mad at you.. im mad at myself for letting it happen... im mad that it crashed the way it did... though i cant souly take the blame on myself.. but do know that i forgive you... take it for what its worth.. im honestly at the end of my chain with worry.... and for dragging you into it.. im sorry... barb.. you really do mean more to me than you think... even if it doesnt seem like it...im sorry... you wont have to think about it any more..

      josh

    • heres an idea

      11 years ago

      chiro

      why dont you take everything you have and shove it.. find a good spot in the corner to tuck it away until the whole world comes crashing down on you.. i cant believe i fell for the same damn trap again... i guess im the idiot here...
      -josh
      ps- ill be back... worse than before and prolly with a bit more up my sleeve..

    • a confession...

      11 years ago

      chiro

      im not sure what to say...

    • scattered

      11 years ago

      chiro

      i cant make sense of anything... my head is scambling and my heart is aching... im confused.. and sad.. and the best part is there is nothing i can do to fix it.. i dont know the problem... nor the solution.. or the reason for the situation in the first place.. if i had a nickel for everytime this has happened.. id be 5 cents richer...

    • it takes a little digging..

      11 years ago

      chiro

      my heart feels heavy.. im not sure what im supposed to do now.

    • betcha cant guess were i am??!

      11 years ago

      chiro

      pshhh in york! a week with the most beautiful amazing girl in the world... dont believe me... then good... its been a long wait! say hello to the best week ever!!

  • Comments (154)

    • BigSkyBread

      11 years ago

      barbemyers@hotmail.com

    • Vainerink

      11 years ago

      np,just want 2 give some ideas 2 maybe help

    • BigSkyBread

      11 years ago

      im alright.... you should get on aim or msn or something
      TALK TO MEEEEE

    • BigSkyBread

      11 years ago

      uhh.. sorry mr picky pants!

      and thank you <333

      how are you?

    • BigSkyBread

      11 years ago

      you have the best spelling ever. EVER.

    • Evil_Nixon

      11 years ago

      I just really want to make fun of my brother if Pitt state won

    • Evil_Nixon

      11 years ago

      Hey thanks, and It has been awhile!

      oh, I totaly should.

    • missjade

      11 years ago

      thank you. =D

    • BigSkyBread

      11 years ago

      Aw I love you too! How are you pita bread?

    • missjade

      11 years ago

      thats kool. i'm good. being bored and such. haha.

    • missjade

      11 years ago

      hey whats up?

    • BigSkyBread

      11 years ago

      boop boop boop! <33333333333 looooove!

    • Evil_Nixon

      11 years ago

      *laugh* thanks for the message, I've had a pretty busy day at work. So many people being picky! I work at the newspaper as the graphic designer, and there was an ad that was due by noon, and I just got it done, and it's 3:12

    • Evil_Nixon

      11 years ago

      gosh, i totaly feel the same way somtimes.

      You probably will, I'm at work tomorrow so I'll be online most of the day.

    • Evil_Nixon

      11 years ago

      that's what my brother said too about warrensburg. There really isn't anyone here where i live either, except for my boyfriend, he's the only guy I ever dated from here that I actually really like. I don't know..it's just there's no one around that is remotely interesting at all.

    • Evil_Nixon

      11 years ago

      i doni't know if you meant to do it or if my computer is just being dumb but you sent me the same comment twice.

    • Evil_Nixon

      11 years ago

      actually I know exactly what you are talking about. I am in a relationship right now and we almost didn't make it past last weekend. I mean we love each other but we are finding less and less time for each other, b/c he works and goes to school even more than I do and I am constantly exausted and I can only imagine what it's like for him. It doesn't help that on the weekends when I have no school or work my mother deems it fit to plan my weekends for me.

    • Evil_Nixon

      11 years ago

      I know how that is, I am living at home right now, I plan on moving out in a couple of months. I may or may not be moving to the KC area in a few years. It all depends on a lot of things.

    • Evil_Nixon

      11 years ago

      *laugh* well, as much as I love my brother I really would like to not go to the same school. it's not that i am embarassed or whatever, but I kinda want to go my own way. That and I wanna be a graphic designer and/or photographer, adn I can get both degrees at pitt state.

      Aww thanks.

    • Evil_Nixon

      11 years ago

      I am going to a small community college right now. I'm going to transfer to pitt state in another year or two..which needless to say my brother is angry about b/c UCM and PItt are rivals *laugh*

    • Evil_Nixon

      11 years ago

      My brother goes to UCM.

    • BigSkyBread

      11 years ago

      Ahhhh! You made me blush... like.. .super hardcore! heheheheeheeee

    • Evil_Nixon

      11 years ago

      do you go to UCM?

    • missjade

      11 years ago

      its nice to meet you too. and thank you. =)

    • missjade

      11 years ago

      blah i can't add youuuuu. on myspace that is. haha. but yeah you are welcome. just stating the truth. =D

    • BigSkyBread

      12 years ago

      haha are you really? I wanna seeeee!

    • BigSkyBread

      12 years ago

      Is that true? I dont know much about tea leaves.....

      that stinks that its raining! I hope you're having fun!

    • BigSkyBread

      12 years ago

      Aww I'm sorry to hear that! I'm glad that you are ok tho!

    • BigSkyBread

      12 years ago

      I been posting a ton man! You missed the hot tub adventure.... I think this means you should get on more....

    • BigSkyBread

      12 years ago

      Love! <333333333333333333333

    • BigSkyBread

      12 years ago

      I miss you too! sorry our convo was really short the other night! I'll give you a call or something soon so we can catch up! <333

    • BigSkyBread

      12 years ago

      O I'm sorry. I should have called you as well. I get done at work early afternoon. so hopefully we will get in contact soon <3

    • BigSkyBread

      12 years ago

      I missssssssss you!!! where have you been all my life? lol

    • Brutalise

      12 years ago

      XD good point. Other then a cat maybe I don't know of any pet that'd watch anime with me either. Heh, i'm going to try and get a snake as soon as I get a job. smiley6.gif

    • MSG223

      12 years ago

      Ya...
      ^_^

    • Rinakai

      12 years ago

      I love you Josh. :3

    • 180

      12 years ago

      u must wait until feb

    • 180

      12 years ago

      YES

    • BigSkyBread

      12 years ago

      You're too nice!! ^^

    • vandersex

      12 years ago

      Nah thats okay dude

    • scuba83

      12 years ago

      Excellent show indeed. I've found my anime tastes have been growing quite nicely.

    • Kyriessaen

      12 years ago

      Yes the guano apes do rock! XD smiley0.gif

    • snake_master

      12 years ago

      thats awesome

    • BigSkyBread

      12 years ago

      Hey... guess what? You're awesome! <3

    • jmbishop

      12 years ago

      THe car was actualy in ok shape when I got it, but now I'm chopping the top of it 3"

    • jmbishop

      12 years ago

      Oh ya, fieros are awsome, so are people named josh, joshs kick ass

    • BigSkyBread

      12 years ago

      yeaaaaahhhh man! I love the pillows! it all started cause flcl is my favoritest show ever! and then i went to anime conventions and bought 2 of their cds yeeeeahhh! and i have a big crush on the singer since i saw the 'ride on shooting star' video! haha

    • Kumiho

      12 years ago

      Fummofu DID rock!

    • Scream_iCup

      12 years ago

      how was ur turkey day?

    • Foamy26

      12 years ago

      Thanks for the comments, yeah it is its all animone these days that i find, sorry bad speller and too lazy to look it up right now.

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