christinenan

Female
from Castle Rock, CO

  • Activity

    • In efforts to be more positive

      4 years ago

      christinenan

      I've decided to list things that make me happy:Dogs, running in the morning when it's fall, coffee, meeting new friends, reading books outside, camp fires, helping someone out, hiking.

      I won't be defeated by people who are so eager to throw me away, I won't let material objects take over my inner being; sometimes it's just a good reminder to realize that who you are is beautiful- inside and out, and whoever can't accept that can go fuck themselves into oblivion, they don't deserve you. smiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gif

    • Weh

      4 years ago

      christinenan

      It's been so long since I've posted something. There is one logical explanation: I'm feeling lost- oh an intoxicated. I've been stuck in this rut where I feel so insignificant and small. Not only that, I don't really have anyone to talk to. My friend Jessica is going through her own issues with her boyfriend, and I'm kind of just here. Just fluttering around waiting for people come to me becuase I don't want to burden anyone. People expect me to just be here waiting for them- but the real pathetic part is that I am waiting for them. Sometimes I just want to be mean and say "thank you for dicking me over when I needed you" but I can't. I can't bring myself to justify my problems as a priority to someone else, why should they have to check up on me? This is how it always goes, I grew up surrounded by people who were crippled by their issues, they played the victim card and got everthing handed to them. I dont' let my issues define me, they aren't tattoos on my body that are visible, they are hidden deep within myself. They come out occasionally, they turn me into a lil bitch, and i can't help it. So I pretend everything is okay. I pretend for however long it takes myself to trick my brain and suddenly every thing becomes "normal".
      I hate to think that you interpret this as I don't want to hear your problems and be that ear; because I do, more than anything. If you need someone to talk to, please I will listen. I will try my best to make you happy or just smile! I don't want you to ever feel the way I feel, I am here for you. Always and forever.

      I'm sorry for this long ass post. I'm blamin it on the alchoOoOol alcohol

    • 4 years ago

      christinenan
    • 5 years ago

      christinenan
    • Jesus H. Christ

      5 years ago

      christinenan

      People annoy me. People annoy me. People annoy me. I just want to live on an island, an island full of puppies and xbox.

    • So there's that

      5 years ago

      christinenan

      I have a deep fear of tornados. In Maryland (where they aren't common but happen) there were none where I lived. Once I moved to colorado I was relieved because HOW CAN THERE POSSIBLY BE A TORNADO?! This whole week every morning starts out beautiful, then mid day we have tornado touchdowns EVERYWHERE. I'm going coo-coo bananas. I'm frightened and just want a big dog to snuggle ;-;

    • Cheeseburgers

      5 years ago

      christinenan

      I would sell my soul for a cheeseburger right now.

    • Oh.

      5 years ago

      christinenan

      It's been so long since I've been on here ;-;

    • 5 years ago

      christinenan
    • 5 years ago

      christinenan

      It's been a minute- how is everyone?

  • Comments (50)

    • heyimMike

      5 years ago

      I forget the comment section exists sometimes.

      Also, hey.
      Look what I can do now.
      smiley11.gifsmiley9.gif

    • heyimMike

      5 years ago

      I can't believe I missed you by 10 minutes after I sent that message.

      Oh fate...

    • Shane94 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Shekofte #2

      5 years ago

      Please update your milestones, it bugs me everytime I look at your journal - i'm a horrible person sorry.

      • Shane94 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Shekofte #2

        5 years ago

        excellent, much better haha, my ocd is helped... everytime your new journal pops up and i see, i also see your "2 friends and 3 pictures" etc. milestones, when in reality you're so much more than that!

      • christinenan

        5 years ago

        Wait why. I mean I did it I think but why does it concern you?

    • MattProjekt

      5 years ago

      Hey, thanks for the add

    • jborak64 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold ArrowInKnee

      5 years ago

      Hey. Completely forgot hows the rock climbing been going or are you still doing that?

    • monnnntana FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      5 years ago

      Hey! Just wanted to say thanks for the add. I know meeting new and random people is kinda nerve racking. So again thanks for the add new friend :p

      • monnnntana FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        5 years ago

        Is it cold and rainy where you live?

      • christinenan

        5 years ago

        Just great! Beautiful day makes for a wonderful night!

      • monnnntana FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        5 years ago

        I'm doing well thanks for asking :) How are you doing?

      • christinenan

        5 years ago

        Hey well thanks for accepting!! How are you doing, pal?! I can't wait to learn all about you!

    • phoniexape12

      5 years ago

      why the random add?

    • SiriZ_myName

      5 years ago

      Thanks for the friend request!

    • MhiefCaster FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Oh So Mhiefy!

      5 years ago

      So are you really from Maine, huh? What part if you don't mind my asking?

      Post edited 1/02/14 9:04PM

      • MhiefCaster FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Oh So Mhiefy!

        5 years ago

        It's always fun to try new things

      • christinenan

        5 years ago

        Why'd you leave?!

      • MhiefCaster FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Oh So Mhiefy!

        5 years ago

        No, I actually live in South Carolina. But I am from Maine.

      • christinenan

        5 years ago

        I take you live in Maine?!

      • MhiefCaster FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Oh So Mhiefy!

        5 years ago

        Oh it's cold. Very cold smiley5.gif

      • christinenan

        5 years ago

        No! I mean yes! Well I've never been to Maine so I don't really know :)

      • MhiefCaster FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Oh So Mhiefy!

        5 years ago

        Probably just as cold there anyway..

      • christinenan

        5 years ago

        I'm really from Colorado

    • disasterdan

      5 years ago

      Yo!

      • disasterdan

        5 years ago

        WHAAAAT?! It happens. haha.

      • christinenan

        5 years ago

        YOOOOOOOOOO JUST SAW THIS WHAT?!

    • SeanXSkinner

      5 years ago

      Oh! you joined one day ago...

      WELCOME!

      • christinenan

        5 years ago

        Yanno=you know. GOD GET WITH IT!!! Just kidding but seriously what the heck fire

      • SeanXSkinner

        5 years ago

        yanno? who's Yanno ......DAAADD! DAAADDD!!!!

      • christinenan

        5 years ago

        Oh god... Yanno like what's up. Oh boy are my cheeks red...

      • SeanXSkinner

        5 years ago

        suppies?

      • christinenan

        5 years ago

        Haha sup suppies?!

      • SeanXSkinner

        5 years ago

        LLLLLLEEEEEEEETTTTSSSS CONVERSE!

      • christinenan

        5 years ago

        Ya :D I'm a new to the site but definitely not new to achievement hunter. Thank you for the warm welcome!

    • JJ FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      5 years ago

      Hello Christine! Welcome to the RT community...hope you enjoy it!

      • christinenan

        5 years ago

        Why thank you so much JJ! Hope you're having an excellent day.

    • Arcanon_Noir

      5 years ago

      Welcome to the RT Community!!

      • christinenan

        5 years ago

        Thank you so much!! Everyone is so nice :D

    • pocketpool

      5 years ago

      Hi :3

      • christinenan

        5 years ago

        Just swing on by and then take a hike (wah see what I did there?). Just...I'll just leave meow.

      • pocketpool

        5 years ago

        Duuddee take me with you. I haven't hiked in forever. Yeeaah, it's not that hard actually. :3

      • christinenan

        5 years ago

        I'm great! About to go on a hike! And yeah it's pretty cool, I'm getting used to it! How about you??

      • pocketpool

        5 years ago

        I'm awesome! How are you? :D You liking this website?

      • christinenan

        5 years ago

        Why hello! How are you today?!

    • Jesster642 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      5 years ago

      Hey, welcome to the community smiley9.gif

      • Jesster642 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        5 years ago

        No problem, if you have any trouble let me know and I'll help in any way I can

      • christinenan

        5 years ago

        Why thank you very much!!

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