cindi_pops

Female
from Wales, UK

  • Activity

    • The snow has gone!!

      12 years ago

      cindi_pops

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      Ok so I'm not a big fan of snow, but it looks pretty, and it was fun being off school, and spending time with my mates doing things we wouldn't normally get the time to do. Was fun!!

      We made a huuuuuuge snowball in the welfare grounds on Friday. There were about 5 or 6 of us just pushing it along. The first one we made snapped clean in half, so we destroyed it and made a bigger and better one smiley6.gif Was great! And then we went to the pub to warm up after.

      Me, Nat and Boucher went to the Walkabout in Newport yesterday to have a few drinks and watch the match. Wales lost smiley2.gif Ah well, it was still fun. All penalties though, wtf!? Pitiful!!

      Andy worked for 11 hours yesterday, from 6.45am til 5.45pm... ouch smiley3.gif So didn't get to see him. He was working this morning again as well so might not see him later either, dunno... ah well, it's all money, least he's getting money and trying to get places.

      Last week of school this week... 6th form party on Thursday, wooooo!! Should be good fun smiley6.gif Ok so I have no money whatsoever, but I'll get some somehow... might have to keep trying to borrow money off my dad, he's not having any of it though.

      Going to Ireland in half term... hate my parents, bastards... really don't want to go...

      Ok rant over smiley6.gifsmiley12.gif

    • Random update, because I can

      12 years ago

      cindi_pops

      Don't even know what I'm gonna talk about! Ummmm...

      I'm skint, but life is good right now!! Feeling up and down, but generally everything is fantastic!! smiley1.gif Me and Andy are going strong.

      Going swimming tomorrow with Nat, Alex and Andy, and dunno who else yet, maybe Ben...

      My favourite black bikini broke, so its either the purple one or the tankini... tempted to go with the tankini cause I've put on weight recently smiley2.gif ahhh I don't know, I'll see.

      I got a tenner to last me 3 weeks til I get paid again!! WHAT!?!?!? smiley4.gif

      Viva Pinata is screwed up!! smiley4.gif if taking LSD is a favourite passtime of yours, you'll love it! Alex was showing it to me and Steve the other day, we were just watching like smiley3.gif

      Her kittens are soooooo cute!!! smiley0.gifsmiley12.gif

      Aaaaand... yeah, I think I'm done for now smiley12.gif

    • I don't come online much anymore!!

      12 years ago

      cindi_pops

      smiley7.gif My gosh! Yeah, I don't seem to have time to update this anymore. I appear to have a life now... Was working earlier... most evenings now I'm either working or out with mates, or seeing Andy.

      Heh, past few days I'd been feeling like poo, and today I didn't feel amazing, work was boring... near the end of my shift, Andy came in smiley0.gif made my day!! Just seeing him made me feel happy, haven't seen him anywhere near enough the past day or two.

      Valentines Day soon... never had a decent Valentines Day; lets see if this year will be different for once smiley1.gif I hope it will be.

      I guess life isn't going too bad right now smiley1.gif Some things are a bit cocked up, but meh smiley1.gif

      Ya know what? I think I'm properly in love, and it feels amazing smiley1.gifsmiley12.gif

    • Here's a tip

      12 years ago

      cindi_pops

      Listening to music that you know is going to affect you when you're down is the worst possible thing you can do smiley6.gif

      Which means for a few months my favourite music cannot be listened to... Haha, screw that!!

      I'm talking to random people... trying to convince others that things aren't that bad makes me feel stronger somehow. Ok, so things are still hurting, a lot, but I'm fighting! smiley1.gif

      I just had an interesting phone convo with Nat as well, was fun smiley0.gif I love our phone calls, we always stay on for fooking ages, talking about random shite smiley6.gif But yes...

      I'm in a strange mood. Was angry and upset today, twas weird. Ah well...

      Poo!! And that's all I have to say on the matter! smiley1.gifsmiley12.gif

    • Goodnight Elisabeth

      12 years ago

      cindi_pops

      I was wasted in the afternoon
      Waiting on a train
      I woke up in pieces and elisabeth had disappeared again
      I wish you were inside of me
      I hope that youre ok
      I hope you're resting quietly

      I just wanted to say

      Goodnight elisabeth
      Goodnight elisabeth

      We couldn't all be cowboys
      So some of us are clowns
      Some of us are dancers on the midway
      We roam from town to town
      I hope that everybody can find a little flame
      Me, I say my prayers, then I just light myself on fire
      And I walk out on the wire once again
      And I say

      Goodnight elisabeth
      Goodnight elisabeth

      I will wait for you in baton rouge
      I'll miss you down in new orleans
      I'll wait for you while she slips in something comfortable
      And I'll miss you when I'm slipping in between
      If you wrap yourself in daffodils
      I will wrap myself in pain

      And if you're the queen of california
      Baby I am the king of the rain
      And I say

      Goodnight elisabeth
      Goodnight elisabeth

    • I'm feeling on top of the world =D

      12 years ago

      cindi_pops

      I cannot even describe how and why, I just feel amazing today smiley0.gif Spent the whole day with Andy, we had so much fun!! It was great! Heh, he keeps wanting to make me dance randomly and stuff, he reckons we should get dancing lessons smiley6.gif haha! I said I'd think about it. He's actually a really good dancer though, would you believe it smiley6.gif Apparently his sister taught him. Heh, it's cool smiley6.gif

      It was so cool the other night at the gig, there was music playing before the band came on and me and him were kinda dancing, and he had this stupid grin on his face, I was just like, "Awww! smiley0.gif " Felt amazing.

      He's in work atm, can't wait to talk to him later!!

      But right now, I need to get some food...

      What do you lot think of the name Lucinda Arscott? smiley6.gif haha! smiley12.gif

    • Blackfire!!!

      12 years ago

      cindi_pops

      Gig was really good guys! I was impressed, you've improved loads smiley1.gif I especially enjoyed Hallowed Be Thy Name... didn't realise how amazing Tom's voice could be until that song smiley6.gif Haha, when Glyn started playing Glasgow Kiss, the look on Adams face clearly said, "You son of a..." Then again, I had the same look on my face, haha.

      I got drunk-ish last night, as did Andy, that was weird... heh, we were on the phone til like 4.30am, owchies. S'no wonder I could barely get up this morning smiley6.gif

      Should be going into town soon, and then working at 5... wooo.

      See ya smiley6.gifsmiley12.gif

    • Noooo, back to school soon!!

      12 years ago

      cindi_pops

      But this will be our last full term in school now, ever... shit smiley3.gif Stupid exams coming up too... haven't revised Economics at all even though I'm supposed to be resitting it smiley6.gif Ah well, my loss.

      Work tomorrow... 12-5, then going to cinema apparently, except no one knows what we're going to see smiley6.gif How useful! And Steve ain't going now, which ain't good cause I was depending on him for a lift smiley6.gif Guess I'll just have to get a bus into Newport or something and hope for the best.

      I miss my granny, I miss my uncle... I want them back smiley2.gif

      Wish I could go back a few years and relive the great memories I do have of granny. She was an amazing woman smiley1.gif

      I wish I had the opportunity to get to know Willie properly before he had his second stroke and was left unable to communicate...

      Life is just cruel sometimes I guess smiley12.gif

    • My Christmas...

      12 years ago

      cindi_pops

      Well!! Where to start smiley1.gif

      Ok so, 23rd December, granny gets one of my uncles to ring at 6.30am to say goodbye to my mum. Mum insists we'd go over in the early hours of Christmas Eve and we'd see her soon, but she just said "I won't be here"... we were waiting for the ferry when I got the phone call on my mobile telling me she'd died.

      We went to see her as soon as she got there, in her bed... she looked so peaceful. She didn't look worried or in pain like she was last time we saw her, she was happy smiley1.gif

      Heh, one of the things she said to my uncle a few hours before she died... "Sean, I'll be going soon" "Why, where you going?"... ""To heaven, I hope smiley1.gif ".

      The hardest part was the whole family saying goodbye to her on Boxing Day before the coffin was closed and she was moved to the church for the funeral the next day. We were all crying so much, it was so hard... I didn't want to leave her. The hurse drove past her house there and stopped for a minute, so granny could be there for the last time... then she was in the church til the funeral.

      My dad said a few good words about my granny at the funeral, which was nice. I was sitting beside my eldest brother, he was crying so much smiley2.gif then we laid her to rest by her husband, his parents, and a few of her grandchildren (yeah, it's a big grave smiley1.gif ). Then we all went to the village hall after for sandwiches, and then went to the pub. It was nice, sitting with the whole family having a few drinks and telling stories about granny smiley1.gif

      And my uncle Willie, well... he died on Christmas morning, just to add to our grief. A few months ago, his ex wife died. A few years ago he had a second stroke which paralysed one side of him almost completely and meant that he could not speak, which was heartbreaking. But yeah... after Lily's death he became very withdrawn, refusing to sleep and yet refusing to leave his room, not eating or drinking. He lost the will to live... We couldn't tell him his mother had died, we were scared the shock would kill him. But no matter... he went with her. He kept refusing to go into hospital. I think he eventually went in the day before he died, but by that time, it was too late.

      His funeral is on the 9th January in High Wycombe, near where I was born near London. We'll get to see him one last time on the morning before the funeral...

      On the plus side, I'm home now. On the minus side, I have exams I haven't had the chance to revise for, and I'm struggling to revise cause I'm ill, got food poisoning in Ireland, and it's left me feeling really weak, can't sleep at night, and keep randomly falling asleep during the day, waking up with a raging fever.

      Yeah, so... meh, things can only get better soon I guess smiley1.gifsmiley12.gif

    • I'm back

      12 years ago

      cindi_pops

      Granny died at 12.50am on Christmas Eve, just while we were waiting for the boat...

      My uncle Willie (her eldest son) died approx 8am on Christmas morning.

      Didn't have much of a Christmas really. Doesn't even feel like New Year... Willies funeral is on the 9th January. Grannys was on the 27th smiley2.gif

      I'll do another journal or something later, can't stay on here long.

      Missed you guys, so glad to be home smiley12.gif

  • About Me

  • Comments (197)

    • oDGuardian

      13 years ago

      I am not using them as a popularity contest. I am using them as they are meant to be used.

    • oDGuardian

      13 years ago

      Hah, I can beat anyone on any track. I also have the best race of my life where I beat Burnouts best...most of which are on Burnout Revenge 360...when we all did 6 laps on the longest track in the game and I beat them all by 99 seconds. I only had the assassin super and they all had World Circuit racers. Hah, world circuits...well circuit racers aint got shit on me. I went undefeated all week against those noobs who have been playing it more than I have since I left.

    • hydra22uk

      13 years ago

      Don't ask what more I want... lol

      So how are you today sexy?

    • hydra22uk

      13 years ago

      If you REALLY loved me distance would not matter....

      *sniff*

      *Sniff*

    • hydra22uk

      13 years ago

      What-up ma home chicken?

    • hydra22uk

      13 years ago

      Working. Weekend was hectic though.

      Dinner with GF's mate on Friday.
      Lunch and shopping with a mate saturday
      Romantic dinner for two sat night
      Clean house Sunday
      Dinner and drinks Sunday night

      I was knackered! lol

      Where did you go with BF? Anywhere nice?

    • hydra22uk

      13 years ago

      lol. What phone do you want? I might be able to help!

    • hydra22uk

      13 years ago

      Cool! Do anything nice?

    • hydra22uk

      13 years ago

      Well done u! get anything nice?

    • hydra22uk

      13 years ago

      Congrats you! How old this time?

    • hydra22uk

      13 years ago

      Hey you,

      How's it going?

    • hydra22uk

      13 years ago

      I understand, and we will be doing one for open discussion. The idea is to see how many of us there are and to answer any questions or concerns some of us might have. I have met some very lonely and upset Atheists on here... people cut off by friends and family for what they believe, the idea is to let them speak freely and to show they are not along. It's basically a bit of a support thing, a bit of solidarity. not some subversive subculture. Make sense?

    • hydra22uk

      13 years ago

      Hiya,

      Can you check out my latest journal and SPECIFICALLY let me know what you think of the last few ideas?

      Thanks

    • hydra22uk

      13 years ago

      *hugs*

      I know darlin'. Thanks for the support. I will be fine, it's just sometimes you have to have a bit of a pout and grumble don't you?

      xx

      smiley0.gifsmiley12.gif

    • hydra22uk

      13 years ago

      lol. I wish! I seem to have pre-emptive karma... so the bad stuff happens before the good stuff... but it lasts so long it actually remains bad through the entire period where it was supposed to be good... so I just get more and more crap!

    • hydra22uk

      13 years ago

      Yeah, thanks for the comment. Youhave to work and can't stay at home? Honey, that sucks!!!

      Pissy due to stuff... life, women, money, my own head, how long you got? lol

    • hydra22uk

      13 years ago

      Hey you!

      I am ok, tired, bit pissy, but essentially ok...

      So you have many wild parties planned I trust? Much planned for their absence?

    • hydra22uk

      13 years ago

      Wotcha!

    • bllack_eagle

      13 years ago

      booooooooo

    • batosi

      13 years ago

      well nick wanted to see a friend in the grocery store...she was there then i'm like wait...to the cerial ...and thats about it...then we left

    • oDGuardian

      13 years ago

      I am serious about what I said, most people in this world are stupid and dont know shit. I am tired of it. I need to get away from the idiots that I am currently surrounded by as well.

    • Drewdan

      13 years ago

      Heya! tis my fellow co-worker! how coolios! We rock! serving all the foreign people....what the hell are foregin people doing in Rogerstone??? anyhow! :D Hi!
      From Andyx

    • hydra22uk

      13 years ago

      Thanks for your comments on kbr29's journal. Made me smile!!

      smiley0.gif

    • LiLDemon

      13 years ago

      Hahahahahahaha...

    • LiLDemon

      13 years ago

      come check out my profile.... i'm going to get to the bottom of this ^.^

    • LiLDemon

      13 years ago

      You know what... I'm stealing your for for a little Mwhahahahahahahahahahahahahaha ^.^

      I'll show you what color it really is ^.^

    • LiLDemon

      13 years ago

      -.- ....it's pink!!!!!

    • BllackFalcon

      13 years ago

      its mainly for the sound

      not meant to b any sort of special thing

      i didnt even no tom was takin the camera

    • Biscuits87

      13 years ago

      Yeah Lu, im on a up atm cos of finishing college.. but also feeling a bit shakey(down-ish).

      Post edited 6/29/06 3:41PM

    • kbr29

      13 years ago

      Well, first off I believe that the neg mods in the journal entry were justified. I presented a scientific and logical reasoning in my comment and then those two people came in and had no logic or proof of anything. I put it up so that someone could show me where I was wrong and no one did, they just made "lame" comments. I have been debating a few people over the last week about evolution and such and that is why I put this up. They weren't being discriminated against they were just being shown that if they are going to comment they need to do so intelligently. I never critisized anyone for their beliefs. They came into my journal post and commented. I defended myself and presented truth to them. Truth that still hasn't been denied yet i might add. I'm not trying to act better than anyone at all, i have spent a long time doing the research that I have to prove the fact that evolution is false and that creation is truth. I have also done my research on the authority of the Bible, lots of research and I don't blindly give people information. I research and back up my beliefs something that not many people do.

      I am a christian like you said but I do not wish doom on anyone! I don't know where you got that from. Christianity does not wish doom on anyone. Christianity wishes to reach everyone on earth and show them the truth that Jesus died on the cross to forgive our sins and was raised on the third day. I don't think of myself above anyone, yes there are christians who are like that and it gives people a very wrong impression of christianity (that is what the quote that you believe causes wars is about). And i stand firm behind that quote too just to let you know. There are so many "christians" who do their weekly church activity and then turn right around and break Gods heart by their actions. Again, i don't discriminate against those people, if i see a fellow believer and he/she is doing something that is sinful I tell them. The Bible tells believers to encourage and correct eachother (with the Bible) and that is what I do.

    • LiLDemon

      13 years ago

      heh heh... Enjoy ^.^

    • bllack_eagle

      13 years ago

      but its for like button bashing noobs

    • bllack_eagle

      13 years ago

      there are better fighting games out there.

    • BllackFalcon

      13 years ago

      if u get mortal combat, tell me if its good coz i may also get it

    • BPanther

      13 years ago

      my ip address

    • BPanther

      13 years ago

      your penguin is wrong!!!!

      hahaha smiley11.gifsmiley11.gif

    • Professor747

      13 years ago

      Your penguin scares me. smiley4.gif

    • oDGuardian

      13 years ago

      Read my journal and tell me what you think.

    • D_Janissary

      13 years ago

      And I shall feel the honouredness x3 lol

      And thanks, glad ya likey ^^

    • D_Janissary

      13 years ago

      I noticed you have the same sloganizer as me too, lol
      Thanks for being my friend too!

      -DJ

    • Maulfoy FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Narcissa Maulfoy

      13 years ago

      It was a dress. I need to put a picture of my entire dress. It was pretty...and shiny.

    • batosi

      13 years ago

      i dont like birds though....but i may smell of beer

    • batosi

      13 years ago

      u dont know how bad i would want to do that...and u have to get the jonny dept swagger down too

    • BllackFalcon

      13 years ago

      twas a silly junction coz that road is gay in general
      i only parked in lower coz of the amount of exams neway
      fucking blue vans

    • BPanther

      13 years ago

      why thank you for late birthday wishes smiley0.gif

    • batosi

      13 years ago

      you r a fine loyal minion...lol

    • batosi

      13 years ago

      could u possibly change ur title to 666celebrate then...just for today

    • batosi

      13 years ago

      hey...happy 666 check the journal of ine...posibly

    • Alex_0219

      13 years ago

      o yeah!

      ned some advice howevr smiley6.gif

    • Biscuits87

      13 years ago

      Yo Lu.. some one negged the shite out of you in edwards journal.. So i made it all better.. ^-^

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