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    • I'm bored

      13 years ago


      Hence me updating this. I don't often.

      Ok well, mum just came in this moment, told me the results of her x-ray she had the other day... turns out she has osteo-arthritis. She has to wait to see a specialist, which could take up to a year, and it could take even longer to get an operation if she needs it (it looks likely she will have to have an operation).

      Well, isn't that frikking wonderful news... on top of the cancer check-ups, oh yay. More stress for everyone.

      This is kinda one of the bad times for me to receive bad news, I'm in one of them moods where I could get depressed easily and if I did I wouldn't be able to snap out of it... which is why I'm trying to distract myself as much as possible so I don't stop to think about it... I keep stopping to think why I keep going... but I just have to snap out of it, and just keep going. Like, when I wake up in the mornings, all the time I think "Why should I get up? What's the point?"... I have to force myself to keep going, day after day, the same old routine, I have to make sure I think of the things to look forward to just to keep me going. Seeing my friends, maybe seeing Paul on the weekends, going out with my friends, going swimming on Saturdays... That is seriously the only thing that makes me get up every day. Without thinking of them things first to motivate me... I wouldn't be living.

      I hate it when I feel like this...

    • Found this on wildpure's account...

      13 years ago


      Wanted to see how many people would bother to fill it out... fill it out for me guys, please =P

      1.Your Full Name:

      2. Age:

      3. Fave Color:

      4. Fave Movie:

      5. Fave Song:

      6. Fave Band:

      7. Most Embarassing Moment:

      8. Are you a virgin?

      HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

      1. Are we friends?

      2. Do you have a crush/attracted to me?

      3. Would you kiss me?

      4. ...with tongue?

      5. Would you enjoy it?

      6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I ask you out?

      7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?

      8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you:

      9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?

      10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?

      11. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?

      12. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?

      13. Do you think I'm a good person?

      14. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?

      15.Do you think I'm Hot?

      16. Would you call me just because?

      17. Would you ever listen to my problems even if they dont involve you?

      18. If you could change anything about me, would you?

      19.Would you have sex with me?

      20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

      21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

    • Eekies

      13 years ago


      My life is all confusing... my head's all confused. Mainly about school and my future, partially about my feelings. I'm just really frikking glad I have some good mates here for me atm just to keep me going. Them being there is enough.

      It's just one of them times again where I can't seem to find motivation to keep going. I guess it'll pass soon, but it sucks because I don't learn in school and I fall bahind. And I've truly fucked up in physics now anyway... might just quit the course if I can, I'm considering it. I can't take failure... I know that sounds lame, but it's just the way I am. If a teacher or someone tells me I'm crap, it hits me hard. I could know I'm crap at something already, but when someone else tells you you can't do it, well... that stings.

      Apart from that... my life could be a whole lot worse =) I'll just see how I feel in a few days I guess...

    • Hehe, I thought this was funny...

      13 years ago


      In a Chicago hospital, a gentleman had made several attempts to get into the men's restroom, but it had always been occupied. A nurse noticed his predicament. Sir, she said," You may use the ladies room if you promise not to touch any of the buttons on the wall."

      He did what he needed to, and as he sat there he noticed the buttons he had promised not to touch. Each button was identified by letters: WW, WA, PP, and a red one labeled ATR. Who would know if he touched them?

      He couldn't resist.. He pushed WW. Warm water was sprayed gently upon his bottom. What a nice feeling, he thought. Men's restrooms don't have nice things like this.

      Anticipating greater pleasure, he pushed the WA button. Warm air replaced the warm water, gently drying his underside.

      When this stopped, he pushed the PP button. A large powder puff caressed his bottom adding a fragile scent of spring flowers to this unbelievable pleasure. The ladies restroom was more than a restroom, it is tender loving pleasure.

      When the powder puff completed its pleasure, he couldn't wait to push the ATR button which he knew would be supreme ecstasy.

      Next thing he knew he opened his eyes, he was in a hospital bed, while the nurse was staring down at him.

      "What happened?" he exclaimed. The last thing I remember was pushing the ATR button."

      "The button marked ATR is an Automatic Tampon Remover. Your penis is under your pillow."

      Men Never Listen

    • Ok, FINE!!!

      13 years ago


      I'll redo my list, seen as everyone is, but I can't guarantee it'll be in the same order as last time, I only remember the first 3 or 4...

      1. Paul (obviously)
      2. Tom Beer (always there for me)
      3. Aran (attractive, awesome guy, and he gives me hugs =P and he said I was hot on his list so that's won him some bonus points)
      4. Adam (attractive, great to be around, and he's a good friend to me)
      5. Peter (funny, and he's my personal punchbag =P)
      6. Tom Wiseman (awesome, easy to talk to)
      7. Marc (funny and good to talk to, although I still haven't forgiven him for the nickname...)
      8. Alex E (got to know him more recently, is very cool to talk to)
      9. Kenny (I don't think Kenny was on my last list... but whatever, he is a very random and awesome guy =D)
      10. Graham, Pauls bro (yeah Paul nearly killed me for this one lol)

      There ya go people, happy now!?

      ::UPDATE 12th OCT:: I edited my list... AGAIN. Felt it needed a bit of altering...

    • Huh.....

      13 years ago



    • Woot!!!

      13 years ago


      Today is Pauls' 17th Birthday (Reddwarfnut)!!!! Say Happy Birthday to him, or else =P

      I'm going over to his house later, yay!!! I got some cool pressies for him, hope he likes them =)

      Oh yeah, to Paul when he does read this, Happy Birthday hunny!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^-^

    • Woot

      13 years ago


      Just got back from holiday yesterday, FINALLY!!!

      Saw Paul today for the whole day which was kinda awesome... apart from me acting like a complete and utter bitch. And being completely selfish. But apart from that... fecking hell was I so glad to see him.

      Have you ever had the feeling where you've been in a seriously shit mood, and you need an outlet, so you go turn on your hi-fi and put on the first best headbanging song that comes into your head at that time, headbang as hard as is humanely possible til you let it out... then your neck feels abnormally loose for a few minutes... then a few minutes later it's so stiff you can't move it an inch, and it feels like your neck cannot support your head?

      That's how I feel atm.

      Oh well... damnit, it's probably gonna feel worse in the morning ain't it.


      Ah well, I gotta go now... laters x

    • Argh.

      14 years ago


      Don't you just hate it when your parents take over your life, and make very trivial things seem like such a big deal? I hate it... I'm gonna be 16 in 4 days or something, and they're still treating me like a child. I want to stay at my mates house on saturday night, but I can't because mum said I'll see her then next day anyway on my birthday... SO?!?! And they might make me go home early on saturday, when I want to be out with my mates for a proper full day, just because they want to go to church that evening, and apparently I still have to go, because of course I am still a child and not capable of making my own decisions yet.

      That is their opinion on the matter, and it's a pile of bull. I haven't believed in the Roman Catholic faith since the age of 12, you would have thought they'd get the hint by now? I hate them! I hate living under the same roof as them, but I can't escape. Having to live in this house is actually one main thing that makes me depressed, having their company forced on me!! What I hate most is... people try and make me feel guilty for hating my parents. Especially because my mums been ill the past year... actually, she's been very very ill all my life. It's makes me so guilty to hate them at times like this, but... man it sucks.

      I'm gonna go... I'm really pissed off atm.

    • Go on this...

      14 years ago


      Stole it off Mister_Chief... this is just funny as fuck XD

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