cobaltchurch

Male
from Worth, IL

  • Activity

    • That Moment

      8 years ago

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      That moment you realize your parents are total failures at life and have most likely fucked up your future because of how badly they fucked up numerous times.

    • The Occasional Gem of a Quote

      8 years ago

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      "The idea of God was not a lie but a device of the unconscious which needed to be decoded by psychology. A personal god was nothing more than an exalted father-figure: desire for such a deity sprang from infantile yearnings for a powerful, protective father, for justice and fairness and for life to go on forever. God is simply a projection of these desires, feared and worshiped by human beings out of an abiding sense of helplessness. Religion belonged to the infancy of the human race; it had been a necessary stage in the transition from childhood to maturity. It had promoted ethical values which were essential to society. Now that humanity had come of age, however, it should be left behind." - Freud.

    • 8 years ago

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    • Pokemon

      8 years ago

      cobaltchurch

      I have all of them except for the three that were not released as events yet for 5th gen. Fuck yo shit. Be training my party right meow. If you got a friend code, let me know :3

    • 8 years ago

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    • AAAAAHHH

      8 years ago

      cobaltchurch

      I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT READING BLEACH FOR THE PAST 2 MONTHS ._.

    • What a surprise!

      8 years ago

      cobaltchurch

      Oh so you're a 15 year old girl and you're BAFFLED that the 20 year old guy in college doesn't want you around his friends, expects sex all the time, and later leaves you for a woman his own age? Yeah, makes sense.

    • 8 years ago

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    • Haze + Update

      8 years ago

      cobaltchurch

      What am I to do? I used to be so certain, my future was concrete. But now it's all a haze and I am so indifferent. The things I love, I cannot occupy myself with. In the future these things I love will not matter. My time will be wasted preparing for the future, and I was certain that living outside of this dull lifestyle of preparation would bring me happiness. But if everyone else is stuck in this mass social standard of living for the future rather than the present, how can I be happy if I have no one to share that happiness with? Could I expect someone to leave everything they have worked for and live a new life of complete uncertainty? This I dread. I play with this thought while I decide to leave my pain behind. Shall I leave being alone in the crowd for existing outside of mindless servitude? What good is freedom and happiness if it is spent alone?

      ~Mike

      Update:
      So I guess it can be simply explained. I like this girl Tiana, girl in the green with blond hair in my pics, but she has a boyfriend. They've been going out for about 7 months so it's not just a small teenage fling. The other night we were talking, and she wanted to ask me a question. She asked me if I liked her, and I admitted it. I said:
      "Well. Yeah.. but I know it's not like anything could ever happen or anything. I'm not trying to be pessimistic about it, I guess I'm just being realistic with myself. I know you love Oscar. "
      She thought it was awfully nice and said she knows how it feels to really like someone even though they're with someone and explained that she understands and will be there for me still. The next day she even invited me to hang out and we did and it was pretty much the same as it was before. We haven't talked about it since that night. Thing is, I don't think I've ever liked a girl this much, nor have been this upset about it. I'm more than happy to be friends with her and I wouldn't dream of breaking her and Oscar up because I know she's happy with him.

      So I don't know, any advice?

  • Comments (345)

    • Rime

      7 years ago

      Mike?! O.O

    • Atheist_101

      8 years ago

      You shall live with the torment of what is this song.
      Whenever you hear something you like, your subconscious will be singing quietly "Friday, Friday.....".

    • Thirteen

      8 years ago

      You... //eye twitch// MAD! D<
      I have both those said cookies! TIS TIME! 83

    • Thirteen

      8 years ago

      COOKIE! LIKE INGREDIENTS! D<

    • Thirteen

      8 years ago

      THE BEST COOKIE EVER! *[]* //foams at mouth//

    • Thirteen

      8 years ago

      I kid I Kid!!! >.>;;

      //hands cookie//

    • Thirteen

      8 years ago

      Oh no reason :] //innocent whistle//

    • Thirteen

      8 years ago

      Don't Sleep. ;]

    • Thirteen

      8 years ago

      x3 D'aww but i wants it!

    • Thirteen

      8 years ago

      ^-^ now....... TO STEAL IT! *[]*

    • Thirteen

      8 years ago

      I love your Display picture x3

    • Phil

      8 years ago

      Glad to hear it man! Let me know if you have any other thoughts. smiley13.gif

    • Phil

      8 years ago

      How are the girl issues going man? I haven't heard from you in a while. smiley13.gif

    • Phil

      8 years ago

      Didn't you already talk about it? I mean, what more do you need to talk about? You did the right thing I think. You were honest, but you made it clear that you wouldn't try to pursue it. It seems to me that talking about it again would only make things worse. If what you're really after is to be her friend, then I wouldn't bring it up again. You want to stay on good terms with her, so let her think about it, and don't bring it up again.

    • Atheist_101

      8 years ago

      I usually love snow too, except when things like that happen.

    • Atheist_101

      8 years ago

      Here you go bud.

    • crazyninja13

      8 years ago

      PENIS
      and btw stop playing rock band 3 and play with me bitch

    • JadeLawless

      8 years ago

      LOL 'Yay' I got to ride in a police car? Or 'Yay' you only got to walk 6 miles?

    • JadeLawless

      8 years ago

      Because its practice for when we go one our big trip in the summer. A 250 miles walk. LOL

    • JadeLawless

      8 years ago

      Aw, I'm sure you'll do just fine! smiley0.gif

      Haha yeah, I remember that! Wasn't that talked about in a podcast a while ago? And thanks for reminding me. ^^

    • JadeLawless

      8 years ago

      Cool! I don't remember where, but I saw this video about the first time a group of people saw a film. The film was of a train coming towards them. All the people went into a panic and fled the room. LOL

    • Atheist_101

      8 years ago

      Agreed, couldn't have said it better myself.

    • JadeLawless

      8 years ago

      Haha, yes you can make this your default. smiley0.gif
      And next time you take a picture in your bathroom mirror, send it to me before you post it anywhere lol

    • Atheist_101

      8 years ago

      Hey, thanks for the friend request buddy.

    • GoldElite254 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      yeah, sorry about that, my computer had some technical problems and I just got it back. I'll have everything posted tomorrow.

    • challenger01

      9 years ago

      Alright, I'll make sure to get my artist to draw you in the elevator with Miles Valenti, I might sneak an early (rough) copy out of his workshop and upload it when we get to drawing!

    • challenger01

      9 years ago

      Yeah, we were sparring pretty rough too. 4 straight minutes against one opponent and we had 4 matches back to back.

    • RealColeTray FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      why you be ignoring meh D:

      Lol? Hey churchachurch! crackdown 2 is just crackdown 1 with 4players instead of 2!!! OH NOES

    • crazyninja13

      9 years ago

      why you be ignoring meh D:

    • JadeLawless

      9 years ago

      lol I would hate to see you when you're bored! smiley8.gif

    • JadeLawless

      9 years ago

      Ok! smiley0.gif That was really funny by the way! You came up with that by yourself? Whoa. I'm impressed!

    • JadeLawless

      9 years ago

      I can just see myself walk into the wrong class, or get lost all the time! XD

    • JadeLawless

      9 years ago

      In reply to cobaltchurch, #2:

      Oh hi best friend! Man, I REALLY wish that I could have some money, Best Friend. Cuz if I had that money, Best Friend, I would be so happy!

      Hello, Best Friend! As much as I would love to make you happy (That sounds sooo dirty) I already have plans for my vast amount of recently acquired money! I'm going to spend it on some jewelry, a nice piece of furniture, a laptop, college books, and sky-diving lessons! Though, those lessons won't happen until probably next year. smiley0.gif

    • JadeLawless

      9 years ago

      DUDE. The party was awesome. You sooo should of been there. smiley1.gif

    • Broly2458

      9 years ago

      what up
      what have you been up too

    • JadeLawless

      9 years ago

      An all boys school. Dude.. I know that's got to suck. smiley2.gif
      Agnosticism? *Looks it up* Hey, that sound interesting. So would you consider yourself in the same group as atheists? Or do you believe that the fact (if there is or is not a deity) is unknown?
      This is a cool conversation. I never really get to talk about religion with my friends. smiley0.gif I have a friend that is atheist and came to the bacalaureat not realizing that it was a religious event. But she stayed because shes cool. (Plus, I asked her too!)

    • JadeLawless

      9 years ago

      Haha! Heck to the No. I do not go to a private school. I go to a public school, but the school board still allows us to do stuff like bacalaureats. I think the main reason is because we live in Iowa right in the Bible Belt. Plus it's a small town with nine churches. And we have around 300 kids in my high school (70 in my class) and we don't have a lot of disciplinary problems. At all. smiley0.gif So we can practically do anything we want. Like, we don't have a strict dress code (boys can wear Hooters shirts) and, as long as you don't text constantly, you can carry your cell around.
      I love my school. You can get away with anything. smiley8.gif

    • crazyninja13

      9 years ago

      I HAVE MORE MOD POINTS THEN YOU
      and i was gone for a while smiley0.gif
      but it's all kay because i smiley12.gif your puppy smiley13.gif

    • u2colin

      9 years ago

      See, I don't even play it anymore. I'd just tell them to credit my account for he Microsoft Points equivelant. But noooooo they probably wouldn't do that.

    • u2colin

      9 years ago

      I'm sorry, I only get worth-while DLC.

    • challenger01

      9 years ago

      Kinda sucks that you and I are going against each other.... Lets see how it turns out, best of luck to ya!

    • challenger01

      9 years ago

      BRING IT ON!!!!!!

    • challenger01

      9 years ago

      Fire burn into the night strapped to a rocket ignited! I can't believe you got that reference, I didn't think anyone would!

    • RealColeTray FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      long time no see....if your wondering what happened...dont ask its A LONG STORY!

      Lol, im asking, what happened babe? Anyways church i readded u

    • challenger01

      9 years ago

      It's not German....think about what my heritage might be. Here's a hint.

      think of the color of my hair!

    • RealColeTray FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      Dont hate me church but yes i removed u...U can readd me tho, ight imma go take my nap now

    • RealColeTray FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      Church stole my bike :( LOL :D Sign into ebuddy again u jew

    • RealColeTray FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      This is why we have pedophiles....http://ytmndbop1.ytmnd.com/

    • RealColeTray FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago


      Just sign up an email of anykind and use ebuddy.com thats what i do, I havnt installed msn in 5 years

      and if u make a ebuddy id (free btw) u can use msn aim gmail anything at once

    • RealColeTray FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      get msn and add me church...Kaitoujak@hotmail.com

      Just sign up an email of anykind and use ebuddy.com thats what i do, I havnt installed msn in 5 years

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