cocoa

Female
from Atlantic City, NJ

  • Activity

    • never around anymore

      10 years ago

      cocoa

      sorry guys haha. life is just busyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! add me on facebook if you want to keep in touch. miss the old crew! love you all! <3

      susan aff on facebook

    • weee!

      11 years ago

      cocoa

      i'm doing a lottttt better. thank you everyone for your kindness and prayers. the stitches that were supposed to dissolve ended up falling out a few days ago. it feels a lot better now that they're gone. my hair is growing back nicely too. yay! smiley12.gif

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    • hooray pictures!

      11 years ago

      cocoa

      so this is the day after surgery....

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      and this is when i got home and after my sister cleaned it with hydrogen peroxide.

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      woooo 22 stitches..

      anyway, the neurosurgeon did a wonderful job. he barely cut any hair, and the hair he did cut is easily hidden under the rest of my hair. thank god.

      p.s.: i know it looks like my hair is really greasy or something but it's just oily cause of the ointment and such.. it looks really gross, i know... ewwww.

    • update

      11 years ago

      cocoa

      so this morning i was released from the hospital. the surgery was a great success (borat accent) and when i woke up this morning it was the first time in months i've woken up without a pounding headache. now, i feel like i got hit with a baseball bat, but that make sense considering they cut my head open and cut through he skull, lol. i will be recovering for the next couple weeks and i will take pics asap. they did a great job with not cutting my hair, only my baby hairs and it's right behind my hair line so you won't be able to tell when my hairs down that there's even a scar or gash or anything. all in all, i feel mighty tired but i wanted to say thanks for everyone's prayers and give you all a good update. smiley12.gif

    • surgery tomorrow

      11 years ago

      cocoa

      sorry i haven't updated anyone on what's going on. the surgery ended up being postponed due to sickness from the meds. i will be getting surgery tomorrow to remove the tumor so wish me luck.

      i don't think i'll be on for a couple weeks, so i wish you all a wonderful christmas! <3

    • update..

      11 years ago

      cocoa

      Well, I will be getting surgery sometime next week. I'm so tired of being in pain.. and the Doc prescribed me Prednisone which is a steroid that's supposed to help, but I ended up just getting sick from it. whatever. I have an appointment with the best neurosurgeon in the Philly area, and he's gonna schedule the surgery within the next couple days.

      wish me luck

    • It never ends...

      11 years ago

      cocoa

      So, as some of the OG members know.. I have had a history with disease and illness. Well, after two years of radiation therapy and painkillers.. I seemed to be slowly and surely getting better. Just as I thought I wouldn't have to deal with this shit again....

      For the past month and a half, I've had extremely painful headaches. I thought they were just due to stress, but about two weeks ago while I was brushing my hair.. I felt a bump/swollen/sore area on the right side of on top of my forehead under my hair. I freaked out, and immediately thought "oh shit. it spread to my head. it's a tumor." So I went to my doctor and she pressed on it and said there was swelling but she couldn't figure out why. They asked "did you bump your head?" NO IF I BUMPED MY HEAD I WOULDN'T BE AT THE DOCTOR!? grrr. Anyway, so she told me get a XRAY of the skull. So I went, and they said go get a CAT scan ASAP. So.. I got the CAT scan and they told me there was a lytic lesion on my right frontal part of the skull. My primary doctor told me to go to my specialist who has treated my disease (Eosinophilic Granuloma) in the past and ask him what to do. I went back to him and he took one look at the films and said I need to go see a different doctor. He told me to go to another very experienced doc in Philadelphia because he didn't want to screw it up. Anyway, he explained to me that I do in fact have a tumor on my skull and there's a hole going through the bone. In my XRAY, it looks like I got shot in the head. hahahaha.

      So now I'm playing cat and mouse with the doctors. They keep sending me to different guys because they said I'm a extremely rare case of EG. My new doctor called me a weirdy because I'm just so weird.

      I was told that because my case is so rare and they say it's a first... that they don't want to operate or take any chances with me. They said that I will need radiation therapy and chemotherapy. Chemo? Um... ew. I told my new doc that if my hair starts to fall out there are going to be MAJOR problems. ha. He said that the certain type they'd use wouldn't cause any hair loss. PHEW.

      So currently I'm waiting to hear what the next step is. I'm in a lot of pain thanks to these terrible headaches. I'm on percoset so I sleep a lot and the ultram makes me sick in my stomach. UGH!

      Oh well.. shit happens. Things could be worse. smiley1.gif

      kay, so due to people asking for pics.. I looked through my CAT scan thingy and here it is. I could take a pic of my head, but you can't really tell there's a bump under my hair.. unless you feel it with your hand :C

      I'll see if I can get a pic of my XRAY cause I think that is cooler.. especially cause it looks like I got shot in the skull. ha

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      p.s.: see the little green X things.. yeah that's where the hole is.

    • I'm a BARbie girl!

      in Forums > I'm a BARbie girl! | Follow this topic

      cocoa

      Hi Barbie
      Hi Ken!
      Do you wanna go for a ride?
      Sure Ken!
      Jump In...

      I'm a barbie girl, in the barbie world
      Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
      you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
      Imagination, life is your creation
      Come on Barbie, let's go party!

      I'm a barbie girl, in the barbie world
      Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
      you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
      Imagination, life is your creation

      I'm a blond bimbo girl, in the fantasy world
      Dress me up, make it tight, I'm your dolly
      You're my doll, rock'n'roll, feel the glamour in pink,
      kiss me here, touch me there, hanky panky...
      You can touch, you can play, if you say: "I'm always yours"

      (uu-oooh-u)

      I'm a barbie girl, in the barbie world
      Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
      you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
      Imagination, life is your creation

      Come on Barbie, let's go party!
      (Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
      Come on Barbie, let's go party!
      (uu-oooh-u)
      Come on Barbie, let's go party!
      (Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
      Come on Barbie, let's go party!
      (uu-oooh-u)

      Make me walk, make me talk, do whatever you please
      I can act like a star, I can beg on my knees
      Come jump in, bimbo friend, let us do it again,
      hit the town, fool around, let's go party
      You can touch, you can play, if you say: "I'm always yours"
      You can touch, you can play, if you say: "I'm always yours"

      Come on Barbie, let's go party!
      (Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
      Come on Barbie, let's go party!
      (uu-oooh-u)
      Come on Barbie, let's go party!
      (Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
      Come on Barbie, let's go party!
      (uu-oooh-u)

      I'm a barbie girl, in the barbie world
      Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
      you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
      Imagination, life is your creation

      I'm a barbie girl, in the barbie world
      Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
      you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
      Imagination, life is your creation

      Come on Barbie, let's go party!
      (Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
      Come on Barbie, let's go party!
      (uu-oooh-u)
      Come on Barbie, let's go party!
      (Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
      Come on Barbie, let's go party!
      (uu-oooh-u)

      Oh, I'm having so much fun!
      Well Barbie, we're just getting started
      Oh, I love you Ken! smiley12.gif

      www.youtube.com/watch?v=rrdtXxzhBWA

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    • old friends

      11 years ago

      cocoa

      i just wanted to say i'm sorry for not posting in such a long time. my life has been so hectic for the past couple years. between school, college, work, pro gaming, and my health.. it's been a bumpy ride. i miss all of my old friends from this site. from years ago..

      kyoo- you were always my favorite artist. and by far the coolest person ever <3
      show- sooooooooz misses her big brother daron :C
      cheat- you always made me laugh with your cheesehead
      seraph- pickle man!!!!
      neoellis- i always thought you were some big fat perv b/c of your avatar.. boy was i wrong
      scott & oldie- i love you both dearly and always will. you guys always made me laugh <3
      arma- you were always so cool with your guitar haha
      killsgrey- you ALWAYS knew how to make me laugh. you will forever be the photoshop god.
      dublyner- MR. MILK MANNNNN!
      gavino- my silly english friend. <3
      dan_omac- you have the best hair
      dark54555- pure awesomeness.
      hobbie- <3
      tyguy- sometimes you scared me..
      jarf & kamikaze- roflcopter
      cortana- i remember always thinking you were a girl because of the cortana thing haha!
      halo53- had the best jokes
      nesnora- beautiful artist, and a wonderful person <3
      dml- sometimes i hated you, but it was all love
      cape- you were always a doll
      whosawhaa- whatever happened to you, matt? i miss you.
      ecinue- you disappeared :'(
      nezeni- you were always so funny and kind
      voshterkoff- i shall never forget your awesomeness!!! <3
      lixie & jericho- two of the best girls on the forums <3
      quazz- teh awesome ;D
      RDM- i didn't forget youuuuuuuuuu! <3
      dschnider- <3


      there's a lot more. i just gotta think.

      needless to say, i love you all and thank you for being my friends. you guys were there when i needed you the most. <3

    • MLG Anaheim

      13 years ago

      cocoa

      anybody in the Anaheim/LA area in CA? I'm going to be at MLG Anaheim with my wonderful teammates. We're going to go to Disneyland while we're out there b/c i have a friend that works there that's giving us free VIP passes. :D

      i'll be out in Anaheim for about a week. so if you live there, let me know!

  • Comments (188)

    • Jericho941 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      :D

    • dan_omac

      10 years ago

      YA RLY! CRAZY ISN'T IT?!

    • oldie

      10 years ago

      It's good to hear you're doing well. Hopefully the surgeries weren't too bad and you recover quickly.

      You are in my thoughts and prayers also. Take care.

      <3

    • SupaChurchFn

      10 years ago

      calamityjamie is my little nicknamethingy username: jamieldillion

      I'm glad you're feeling well!

    • SmithFan6

      10 years ago

      hey there! smiley0.gif

      vote for me?


      roosterteeth.com/groups/forum/viewTopic.php?id=10942#c280608

    • Gavino FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      t3h fox!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
      <333333333

    • sotalkus

      11 years ago

      Dang... now you are vulnerable to a zombie attack!

    • dan_omac

      11 years ago

      I've been good. Not really busy since work has been slow lately, but meh, good all the same. =)

    • dan_omac

      11 years ago

      How is you? Haven't heard anything from you for a while.

    • oldie

      11 years ago

      that's good to hear.

      we're doing fine, just busy with everything too.

    • oldie

      11 years ago

      Just checking in to see if you're still in one piece.

      <3

    • dan_omac

      11 years ago

      Glad to hear it :)

    • dan_omac

      11 years ago

      How's your head feeling?

    • dan_omac

      11 years ago

      completely
      <3

    • Seraph_Six

      11 years ago

      I dibs'd yours first

    • Seraph_Six

      11 years ago

      DIBS :D

    • dan_omac

      11 years ago

      Well, hopefully you'll feel a lot better come Christmas time.

    • dan_omac

      11 years ago

      I'm praying for you. =)

      Are you feeling any better?

    • dan_omac

      11 years ago

      That sucks. I'm sorry to hear that. What was the fighting about?

      You know, you could have just punched her in the ovaries. That always makes my holidays better. =)

    • dan_omac

      11 years ago

      My thanksgiving was kinda boring. But seeing family was nice. Then all my friends were home from college for the weekend so i got to hang out with them, which I really missed. This was probably my best weekend in a very long time.

      What about you? How was your thanksgiving?

    • dan_omac

      11 years ago

      OMG hai2u!

      How ya doing?

    • oldie

      11 years ago

      Any word on a treatment regiment ?

    • Seraph_Six

      11 years ago

      Skipping school? Or are you still going, despite the meds?

    • Seraph_Six

      11 years ago

      How is brainsss?

    • oldie

      11 years ago

      :-)

    • oldie

      11 years ago

      Hang in there and keep me informed.

    • oldie

      11 years ago

      How are you doing today?

    • oldie

      11 years ago

      You called?

    • DSchneider

      11 years ago

      You did too!

    • Seraph_Six

      11 years ago

      smiley7.gif

    • sotalkus

      11 years ago

      Oh yeah, Blood Gulch sucked in Halo2...

    • dan_omac

      11 years ago

      I'm sorry :<

    • sotalkus

      11 years ago

      Thanks =^_^=

      I prefer the pacific northwest, though. (Oregon, Washington)

      That halo2 video on your myspace is sweet

    • zerokool

      11 years ago

      Need a good laugh? I got ya covered:

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      Have a great day. :)

    • Seraph_Six

      11 years ago

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    • microphone

      11 years ago

      I was seriously about to post that. Wow, sick minds think alike.

    • sotalkus

      11 years ago

      Jersey is okay...

      I am getting sick of their over-governing.

      1. Can't pump my gas
      2. No smoking in public places
      3. Trying to raise the driving age
      4. Trying to raise the drinking age


      Seriously...



    • dan_omac

      11 years ago

      =O

    • lukemckay FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Webcomic Maker

      11 years ago

      thanks smiley0.gif

    • TheCheat

      11 years ago

      I'm okay, busy between school work and girlfriend. That's about it. Looking to get out of highschool, I'm getting out of there at semester, so that's good. Definitely time for a change.

    • Gavino FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      I added you on XBL. Let's play soon plz.

    • TheCheat

      11 years ago

      Weird, we disappear from the site for a hell of a long time and decide to drop back in within days of one another. How's your life been?

    • webgecko

      11 years ago

      smiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gif

      also: zomg lexie! smiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gif

    • ScaryThing

      11 years ago

      oh word? what part of jacksonville?

    • Lixie

      11 years ago

      OMGOOOZROOZOR!

    • dan_omac

      11 years ago

      I've been pretty good. Got out of the grocery store and have a real job now doing programming. Nothing extremely new with me a guess. Cut off my hair, but its slowly making a comeback. Haven't been very busy, but that just means I can relax more =)

    • Jarf

      11 years ago

      Hello again.

    • tyguy101a

      11 years ago

      why do i have to be the noob? smiley2.gif

    • Lixie

      11 years ago

      I've been alright, random ups and downs--that's life.

      STILL IN SCHOOL! It sucks. I can't wait to finish and move on from this phase of my life.

      And all is good with you?

    • Jericho941 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      Things are... the same. Basically.

      Except that I just got a 360 a couple weeks ago so that has been AWESOME.

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