comfyclothes

Female
from Huntington, NY

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    • ...all ye who enter

      13 years ago

      comfyclothes

      i speak but no sound emerges
      the silence is so loud it deafens
      i talk but i am muted

      i am lucid but really asleep
      this is my waking nightmare
      i am an insomniac but trapped in a dream

      i am wishing with all my heart but there isn't a star in the sky
      this desire is met with apathy
      i am hopeful but surounded by dejection

      i am
      the oxymoron
      i am

    • you have to feel to believe

      14 years ago

      comfyclothes

      invisible wounds are like invisible ink
      present to those whose know they exsist
      confused you must be as you scribble your words
      as they tear into me and smudge the page
      you sit there doodling with no sign of remorse
      what have you done, besides bluddgeoned my heart?
      the stainless blood covers your hands
      if only you could see what i do
      if only you knew the damage you cause
      if only you could understand how you make me feel
      then perhaps you could be the artist of my dreams
      until then i'll sit in the corner and remain
      i n v i s i b l e

    • no tan lines

      14 years ago

      comfyclothes

      yea so i just got back from my spring break vacation. i can not tell you how beautiful the water is in the bahamas. it is something you must truly experience for yourself. for the first time in several months i no longer have the look of stress or the knots in my right shoulder (mainly thanks to the massage i got) although i know that once i return to school in 3 days i have 2 midterms and a paper due (none of which i have stuidied for or written) but i'm not thinking about any of that. it's a nice feeling when ur not preoccupied with a whole bunch of other crap. moral of the story drop out of school. but seriously, you really should take a trip if you can. it was my first time out of the country and other then the fact that i ate like hamburgers and fries the whole time i was there, was really enjoyable. great bars/parties every night, beach a hop skip and jump away at every point on the island, 80 degree weather (while you're laughing that everyone else you know is stuck in the 35-40 degree weather home) all the locals are extremely used to tourists so they are all very accomodating and nice (mainly cause they know that most of their economy is fueled w/ tourist's money). one of the best parts about the whole trip was that i was with all my friends the entire time. there was no family driving me crazy, and on a whole relatively little to no drama (which was the most supprising) it also didn't hurt to have the romantic beach moments w/ the boy. (note to everyone: bring a significant other w/ you on at least one vacation, you won't regret it)
      now it's just chillin around the house w/ the fam until easter. and then i shall be thrown once again kicking and screaming into the lions den

    • falling off the face of the earth

      14 years ago

      comfyclothes

      i have gotten many messages as to where i've been, how come i haven't posted in a while, when am i gonna get new pictures. and my only answer is, i dunno. i've been on a few times but had nothing to write about and i haven't uploaded pictures to my computer in a while, hense the stagnation of my current selection. i've been busy like "woah" i've completely given up on trying to maintain good karma as well. so never fear i'm still around just taking that backseat for a while until the hectic that is my life slows a bit. :) oh and p.s. pictures will be commin soon. p.p.s anyone want some karma points i've got a shit load that i dont know what to do with

    • vacation

      14 years ago

      comfyclothes

      i got this thing in the mail today...
      i'm used to getting things like credit card offers and school opprtunities.
      but this was odd for me. i've never gotten this before.
      i open this shifty looking envelope and find a voucher from ramada hotels, universal studios, alamo rent-a-car, and carnival cruise lines for 1600.00 dollars.
      throughly confused and not sure what i recieved i read on..
      they wanna give me 1600.00 dollars for going on vacation with them and then filling out a one page survey about my vacation.... just call this number.
      so before i call the number and act like a fool going "YEA of course i wanna go on vacation!!" i'm skimming this voucher for the catch. and i'm not finding anything. not only is there a voucher for 1600.00 but theres a voucher for a boarding pass unto carnival cruises to the carribian. and not only that but if i actually go on this vacation they'll send me another one to go to las vagas or mexico...my choice of course.
      finally after i'm looking around and reading all the fine print, i finally find the catch. this is an offer to sell travel. the vacation booked must be equal or more then 1000 dollars.
      sad thing is.... i just booked a vacation, spring break vacation for myself and my friends at school for 1800.00 dollars. if i had gotten this in the mail a month ago i could have gotten. 1600.00 spending cash. i love how timing works out so well.

    • self destrution

      14 years ago

      comfyclothes

      do we only know how to deal with things when we're miserable? when push coms to shove and you have the option to make yourself happy or dwell on and in things and remain miserable the second is the most natural choice. when opportunity and chance of something new and possibly wonderful comes not only into your grasp but is basically hitting you over the head so hard that you are nearly unconscious and you still choose to dwell on the things that have hurt you and make not want to accept that there might actually be something with no strings attached. why is it that skepticism, doubt and apathy are the new dating tools instead of trust and love. why does our past cover our future in a layer of dirt instead of the future cleaning up the past i dont want to give up a possible great time with someone who genuinely cares but fear of actual genuineness pushes me away cause knowing how to deal with the fake and uncaring is much easier. why is letting go so hard? whay is letting go so hard when all you want to do is move on and let go? why is making myself happy at teh bottom of the list of importance? i've been viewing things for so long in shades of grey that i forgot what color looks like. when contemporary human art is all you look at, actualism is the form that looks odd. its hard to think anything contrary to your own beliefs especially the bad thoughts. for some reason those are the easiest to accept. when you firmly believe that "I am Jacks inflamed sence of rejection" how do you block out the past memories that prove that correct and make way for something different and warm.

    • to pain or not to pain

      14 years ago

      comfyclothes

      i've had consistant migranes now for quite a long time now. i cant really remember when i didnt get migranes. anyway thats just the precursor, i finally went to the doctor after trying everything else to avoid it. i went kicking and screaming, but i went.
      so i'm talking to my dr. about where the pain in my head is and how often it occurs. told her i used to get one once a month now its more like twice a month. she quickly looked up my drug history and prescribes this drug to take just as the onset of the headache arrives. so i pick up my prescription from the pharmacy and it comes with a book. not a pamphlet, nope... this was about an 8 page book. i'm quickly breezing through this thing slowly becomming more and more afriad of whatever the hell i'm putting into my body , and i come upon the "precautions" part of the book. it's about 4 pages long. and for your viewing pleasure i will share with you the first paragraph of this chapter of the book (with some added side notes from me)

      "This medication may initially cause flushing, dizziness, weakness, nausea, drowsiness, stiffness, diarea, constipation, feelings of tingling, heat and fatigue. (1)If any of these effects linger or become bothersome, inform a doctor. Tell Doctor immediately if any of these side effects occur: seizures, allegic reaction, rash, itching, swelling, trouble breathing.(2) If you notice any other effects not listed above, contact your doctor or pharmacist. (3)Before taking this drug tell doctor if you are allergic to "triptan" or other migrane drugs; tell doctors if you have high risk of heart disease including: high cholesterol, high blood pressure, diabetes, smoking history, family history of heart disease or stroke or obesity (4) Caution is recommended in women after menopause or removal of ovaries, men over the age of 40 years old because of increased risk for undiagnosed heart disease, anyone with raynauds syndrome, coronary artery disease, stroke history, kidney disease history or family history, liver disease history or family history, and seizsures history or family history. (5) Since medication may cause drowsiness/dizziness effects, use caution when opperating machinery or engaging in activities requiring alertness and avoid alcohol consumption. (6) This drug should be used durring pregnancy only when it is clearly needed and necessary. This medication is excreted into breast milk. The effects on nursing infants are unknown at this time. (7) Consult your doctor before breast feeding."

      *(1) cause its possible to be both constipated and have diarea at the same time....didn't you know?
      *(2) oh yea, its ok to be constipated, dizzy and throw up. but OMG get a rash and fucking call us imediately
      *(3) we haven't fully tested this drug yet so we're not exactly sure if those are the side effects of this drug, we're just guessing and hope you tell us the real ones.
      *(4) i think they just listed at least one characteristic that every one in the world has.
      *(5) yes this already is the caution section. thank you reinterating everything u just said to look out for. but guess what everyone with those syndormes....i think u should be careful.
      *(6) YAY!! i have a migrane lets take this shit go steal some cars and start a rave! SWEEEEETTT
      *(7) and so are the actual side effects for everyone else taking this drug. we just meantioned every possible side effect just incase. but even if we missed a few, dont worry come and tell us and u'll be fine. but lady.... i probably wouldnt be breast feedin if i were you.


      that was the first paragraph. i stopped reading after that cause i knew somewhere down the line it was gonna end up telling me that its gonna make me hallusinate and then my hallusinations will come to life and then they are going to try and kill me. but the only good news it was gonna say was that they wont be able to kill me cause i'll be brain dead from there drug by then.

    • oh christmas

      14 years ago

      comfyclothes

      every year around the begining of november i always think to myself, "wow i have a decent amount of money this year to buy people presents. this never happens i'm always short and have to shaft someone, but this year its all gonna be different. i'm gonna start christmas shopping early be done and not worry about it...."
      hahaha
      i'm laughing at myself now cause i dont know how but in the month span i have managed to deplete my funds so that i have 4 dollars and 56 cents to my name. (granted it didnt help that my water pump went on my car and i had to pay 556 to have that and a whole bunch of other stupid things fixed on my car but...)
      i think i just have too many people to buy for. lets list most of them for my mental processes of trying to figure out how i'm gonna pull this christmas out of my ass.

      3 - i have three diffeent groups of friends all of which a secret santa is in place
      3 - i have 3 brothers
      2 - two of my brothers have significant others. one of which is a sister in law the other one i just have to buy for or she'll feel left out
      2 - mom and pop
      1 - the boy i make out w/ some times....figure hes at least earned a christmas present
      2 - grandma and grandpa.....they're old and have told me i've "reached the age" where i should start buynig for the extended family
      (short side note. who decides when ur old enough to have to pay more money for relatives you only see once a year? in a way they make it sound like "you've reached the age" like i won the lottery or something. however this is like the reversed lotto. congradulations u now have more bills to pay then you could ever imagine. do i at least get a sticker/ribbon that says congradulations.....that might actually make this whole process a bit better)
      1- my aunt barbara. shes all alone, comes to christmas and would be the only one at christmas i'm not buying for if i didnt get her anything.

      damn it.
      14 gifts.
      bangs head into desk.

      i wish i were the age where giving a pez depenser to everyone for christmas was considered acceptable......and cute.

    • santa hats?

      14 years ago

      comfyclothes

      heh i find it amusing that everyone is add ing a santa hat to their current picture.
      thats all ireally wanted to say

    • busy

      14 years ago

      comfyclothes

      so its the last two weeks of the semester so of course i'm busy. haven't been on RT in a few days. i come back and my karma has drastically decreased b/c of like 3 days of no posting on the forum. thats a little excessive. i mean come on

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  • Comments (84)

    • Neoma

      11 years ago

      Summarizing you.

    • char71

      11 years ago

      HI! My name is Chris. How are you today?

    • ferretlxix

      12 years ago

      A Belated Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.

    • Caramel

      13 years ago

      *poke*

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    • LoneWolf04

      13 years ago

      HAPPY NEW YEAR!

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      13 years ago

      Merry Christmas!

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      13 years ago

      Just a quick note to say, "Hi." Like the poem!

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      13 years ago

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      13 years ago

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      13 years ago

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      13 years ago

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      13 years ago

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      13 years ago

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      13 years ago

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      13 years ago

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    • LoneWolf04

      13 years ago

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    • Jengaship FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Travancore on DD

      13 years ago

      You look very comfortable. I think i should start wearing PJs underneath my work clothes.

    • rvbgod

      13 years ago

      hiya hows life?

    • proserge

      14 years ago

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    • Sakura18

      14 years ago

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    • GeneralHavoc

      14 years ago

      Dazed n Confused rocks.

    • davlister

      14 years ago

      say what where are all the pics?

    • bubblessalas

      14 years ago

      you are a total cutie. /rawr

    • dyskrasia

      14 years ago

      Happy Valentines Day!

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      14 years ago

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      14 years ago

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      14 years ago

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      14 years ago

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    • Decompiler

      14 years ago

      Wow, 543 friends? I'm definitely impressed.

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      14 years ago

      You OWN!!! I want you to hit me, as hard as you can...

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      14 years ago

      Suicide Club is really good.

    • justadam

      14 years ago

      546 friends? I envy you :)

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      14 years ago

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    • Taketoshi

      14 years ago

      ehhh.

    • dyskrasia

      14 years ago

      Happy New Year!

    • notelizerdbeth

      14 years ago

      i hav been bested

    • badm0j0

      14 years ago

      migranes suck, vicodin good.

      hope u feel better

    • vaporth3ory

      14 years ago

      oh yah and im in NC

    • vaporth3ory

      14 years ago

      i also like linkin park and red vs blue and halo 2.... and im in the airforce

    • vaporth3ory

      14 years ago

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      14 years ago

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      14 years ago

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      14 years ago

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    • aenurtwiligh

      14 years ago

      Wait. Doesn't everyone eat sliced peaches from the can?

    • Taketoshi

      14 years ago

      Comfy clothes are the hottest thing ever. I love comfy clothes.

    • Phoenixrage FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      14 years ago

      You hate shoes and eat sliced peaches from can, too! I'm not alone... well, in many senses of the word, perhaps, but in those two prior, I'm not alone...

    • davlister

      14 years ago

      heheheehe i see you've givin into the temptation of the santa hat

    • redhook

      14 years ago

      I love sliced peaches froim the can! Please don't hate me!

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