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    • ScraggyB asked dapple_apple a question

      How do you do it?

      Answered: May 22, 2017

      Butter knife, in the sitting room, after tea. 

    • Dear brain,

      2 years ago

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      EDIT: SO RT SITE DUMB. I posted this almost a year and a half ago, yet the site is showing I posted it a month ago...mom is fine by the way and I will see your asses in July. 


      Can you please stop thinking that we should be in Austin right now, you know damn well that RTX is in August.

      While you're at it stop with any RTX thoughts, just focus on other things like moms surgery in the morning, better yet don't because I know how you like to take things and run with them. I don't need to have a panic attack in the waiting room.

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    • 3 years ago

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    • 4 years ago

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      Just wanted to say thanks to all of you who've kept me occupied today with texts and other amusing antics.

      Moms surgery went well, she is in a lot of pain but is recovering well, I think we finally figured out the right drug cocktail so that she can at least sleep tonight and not be so restless. Hopefully the morning will bring news that we will be heading home in the afternoon!

      Now for me to get back to answering the same questions she has been asking all afternoon, yay for pain meds!

    • 4 years ago

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      For the first time since turning 21, I went by the store after work and bought myself a six pack. I get home and walk in the door and my dads girlfriend goes "How did you get that?"

      My reaction...
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      I really hate this woman...like HATE HER.

      In other news, I was once again given the honor of being a RTX Guardian. This will be year number four, and I am super excited to be able to give my time again. I look forward to seeing new and old faces and helping to make RTX the bestest thing ever! Though not having to get several thousand people suddenly out of the convention center would not be missed..especially on the fourth of July.

      Hope everyone has a good night!

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    • #2

      4 years ago

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      Heh..poop.

      I am eagerly awaiting the RTX 2015 Guardian Announcement coming sometime this week, helping out at RTX is an amazing thing and I am glad to say I have been able to do it for the past three summers.

      If you applied, then I wish all of us luck!

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    • 4 years ago

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    • #1

      4 years ago

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      One of my New Years Resolutions is to journal more, both on paper and online.

      This year started rocky, Christmas was hard, dealing both with absense of family members we lost eariler in the year and with anxiety and depression. Putting up a front for my family was exhausting.

      But, I made it through, and a few weeks after Christmas I started seeing a therapist. I have been on medicine since October for Anxiety but this new wave of depression was refusing to leave and I was geting tired of feeling tired and like crap all the time. So after a tearful conversation where I told my mom something wasn't right, I started going to see a therapist. She's nice and is helping me, and yesterday I went back to my doctor to talk about a another medicine to help with the depression.

      So between Doctor #1 and Doc #2; I am getting back on track and fixing things that are broken. The anxiety had gotten better, much better than what it used to be, it's still there but I am learning how to manage it.

      Yes, I still have my bad days, but I am learning that those are okay to have, and that good days don't always have to be ruined by what my brain is trying to tell me. Crying is okay when I feel like it, but so is thinking positive when the dark throughts come.

      One day at a time, sometimes it's strides, other times its baby steps..hell there are even days where I feel like I am crawling.

      But like Monty said, I am keeping moving forward. Even when it hurts.


      Sorry if this seemed to personal, but like I said above, I've been wanting to journal more online and felt like my first long post in a while should be something from the heart.

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  • Questions answered by dapple_apple

    How do you do it?

    | Asked by: ScraggyB 2 years ago

    Butter knife, in the sitting room, after tea.