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    • How times have changed.

      9 years ago

      dasheep

      Remember the days when RvB was alive and thriving with awesome nerdiness? It was the inner network of all of the fun older people in my town, all my sisters friends, and a few of my own from around the world.

      Yesterday I was having a conversation with someone about how some people, once they reach a certain age, are impossible to be friends with or talk to if they are younger to an extent. They reach the age where they no longer respect someone because they are nice or older. You can't tell if they're just embarrassed or really judging that person. We were talking of someone in particular but now that i think of it, really, I wonder if I am at that point. Websites like this and facebook and even youtube kinda freak me out not the age of internet innocence has proved itself nonexistent. I guess I just don't want to be messed with or creeped on.

      Anyway, I just thought it was weird and kinda sad how people "disconnect" (punny!) as time passes. And how... thats really ok.

      End!

    • Hola RvB!

      9 years ago

      dasheep

      SO I come to you, as usual, in a random time of desperate procrastination. Being I work from 2-cl tomorrow I probably should be doing homework now. But frankly, I don't want to. And you'll just have to get over it.

      But yeah. Its been a while. Obviously. However, I'm not alone--I checked up on my friends' updates and most hadn't updated for months. Kind of sad. I remember the days when rvb was 50% of our lives. Maybe I'll try to find other people here without lives to befriend...

      I bought a stuffed elephant with crooked eyes at walmart yesterday. Its beautiful. Any ideas for a name?

      Hugs and peace until next time,

      Debzilla

    • Hm hm hm...

      10 years ago

      dasheep

      Sadly and without reason at the moment I feel my life is quite... bland. It makes me kind of sad. Usually when feeling this way, I simply just go out and meet people but I find this year It's been dificult for me to so that. Strangly enough, I'm more shy then I used to be. Hm. Sad day. i like pickles. And candied apples. Candied pickles? Not so much.

      Semester test week. The best times for rvb are the ones of procrastination. I must catch up on everyone's stuff in the next couple days.

      What was a dream you have given up from your childhood?

      I fear I really must get back to poetry terms, WW1, and moles problems if I wish to accomplish anything before midnight. x(

      ~Debzilla

    • Factoidnessocity

      10 years ago

      dasheep

      When Thomas Edison died in 1941, Henry Ford caught his last breath in a bottle.

      Butterflies are cannibals.

      I had eye surgery when I was 3.

      Dr Seuss wrote Green Eggs and Ham after his editor challeneged him to produce a book using fewer than 50 different words.

      ~~Debzilla

    • Veyedehminn Dee

      10 years ago

      dasheep

      Around school of late, there has been several girls who get feinty shaky freak attacks (all the time).For some its heart problems, for others its growing problems, for others its goodness-knows-what problems and for me, I have a Vitamin D defficiency. Whoopdee doo. lol So now every morning I take Vitamin D supplements and 3 Flintstone gummy vitamins. *phew*

      What is your favorite button?

      Couple nights ago, to get into the Christmas spirit, some friends and I attatched Christmas lights to the top of Nick's van and drove around for a few hours discussing every topic imaginable. Don't you just love sober high school spontaneism? Twas amazifying. Then last night, Anna, Nick and I got paid to suck ass at caroling for an open house--$30 for an hour and a half. *air punch of excitment*

      Most recent spontaneous activity?

      Love, Debzilla

    • its been awhile...

      10 years ago

      dasheep

      Hola users of redvsblue. I know, its been awhile. What, maybe a year? Yes, its been a year--I remember checking it with Anna at the hospital. Well, its been a long, difficult, yet amazingly quick year. I don't really remember how to make these journals as they should be. I kind of doubt anyone will comment anyway being its been so long. Sorry. Strangly enough I still pray for some of you--Daniel and Robert in particular.

      I hope its been a decent thanksgiving for all of you. I'm currently chilling around the kitchen table with my sisters, brother, brother-in-law and father failing at monopoly. THough amazingly enough, I'm not failing as badly as Liz. lol. Lately I havnt been able to hold my attention much for boardgames, but I think the fact that I'm on my laptop doing homework, surfing the web and listening to music helps. Liz just broke her guitar string. I'm proud of her for picking up the guitar. She's really good now. THough she still sucks at monopoly. She keeps begging me for money. No one will give her any. I kind f feel sorry for her, but she's screwed no matter what. There, now she gave up a couple properties. lol. I love that loser. Her extesive musical talent inspired me recently to attempt to pick up th piano again. I kind of suck majorly, but I like it anyway. However there's never anywhere to practice during school. Sad day indeed. X(

      I know I could keep going on with whatever randomosity comes to mind, but then this journal would be awfully extensive. That'd be kinda fail, no? Therefore, I wish a happy thanksgiving to everyone and hopefully i'll be back on and rolling again soon. :)

      Love,
      Debzilla

      EDIT: I just noticed my last journal was in feburary. Hhmmm. Thought t was longer then that. I guess it only seems that way with everything thats happened in those months imbetween. Meh.

    • Alright guys--need some help here.

      11 years ago

      dasheep

      30 MODS TO ALL NICE AND LONG, THOUGHTFUL ANSWERS

      Ok, so I'm writing this year's speach for competion !which is this coming Wednesday! and this year's topic is...ENTERTAINMENT RATINGS.

      I know you guys are a very opinionated group so please do share what you have to say about entertainment ratings!

      Do you think they're fair? How do our family valuesaffect them? How do you think family values have changed to affect them? Do you look much at the rating of something before watching it, listening to it or playing it? Are things rated easier or harsher than in the past? How has society affected them? What do you want to know about ratings?

      Please please please, I need your help! Have answers in by today or tomorrow at the latest.

      Once again: 30 MODS TO ALL NICE AND LONG, THOUGHTFUL ANSWERS

      ~~Debzilla

    • I aaaaammmm happy!

      11 years ago

      dasheep

      Gotta problum wit dat?? Huh? HUH BROTHA--YOUZ GOTTA PROBLUM WIT DAT??

    • : (

      11 years ago

      dasheep

      I miss you guys... bleh. I'm sorry I havn't been there for you recently. Just wanted to let you know that I'll pray for you. please post any summary of updates here.

      ~~Debzilla

    • Arg.

      12 years ago

      dasheep

      My head will surely explode soon. That is all.

      ~~Debzilla

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  • Comments (884)

    • Batpez FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      you live... again!

    • Batpez FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      you're alive!

    • urmother

      9 years ago

      Hey there! How's life?

    • Batpez FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      thanks!
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    • mbunk_007

      9 years ago

      You're scary.

    • mbunk_007

      10 years ago

      No way! You are actually online! I don't believe it!

    • TwistedLogic

      10 years ago

      If you're a Christian, why do you have possessions? Jesus said that to be his disciple, you must give away all your possessions and live in poverty!

    • The_Skald

      10 years ago

      Folk and a bunch of indy stuff.

    • Huberstank

      10 years ago

      well you should send me a friend request (my name is Brenden Huber) and i'm friends with your sister

    • mbunk_007

      10 years ago

      Thanks. Its weird, I'm not really "upset" over this event, yet I am... I don't know if that makes any sense, but its true...

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      san francisco
      to see sister
      because if i didnt i'd be spending christmas alone
      which might be the single most depressing thing a person can do in their lifetime

    • mbunk_007

      10 years ago

      Yeah, she was a collie.

    • mbunk_007

      10 years ago

      It's always fun to be the one sober person in a group... You can have all sorts of fun times and actually remember them... smiley6.gif

    • Fanora

      10 years ago

      Well when saying "republican" i'm not referring to any person in our family in particular....just the state as a whole. The first thing I saw when I got off the plane was a huge orange sign that read "WELCOME HUNTERS."

    • urmother

      10 years ago

      That was the night before I was leaving to go backpacking. And I knew I made this really big mistake, but I didn't have time to apologise to her. And that killed me. Ugh... I still feel like crap because of what I said. It was really mean stuff.

      Anyways, on the first night I was backpacking, I decided I was going to keep a journal of every night what I thought about her and everything. I spend the whole first day apologising and everything. Every day I wrote something, and I had so much... I wrote like 10 pages typed by the end of the two weeks.

      I texted her as soon as I got service when I came back, and we were kinda blah toward each other... I know she still had kinda hard feelings about the stuff I said before I left. My cousin had started talking to her after I left, and stuff, and he had started talking to my friend Tony about the whole thing.... and the night we were driving back from northern new mexico, all three of them were attacking my about something... and I already felt so sorry about it. I was choking back tears for about two hours... I still have only cried one tear in about 10 years, and that was like a week ago. I couldn't express how sorry I was and they all three just kept bombarding me...

      I only spend one day home, and that was not a good day. She kept talking about this guy who she really liked and who she was spending a lot of time with. It made me sick... ugh. but not because she liked someone other than me, like before, but It was like she... I don't know...


      Can I finish this tomorrow?I'm gonna pass out.

    • mbunk_007

      10 years ago

      I lost... terribly.. Daryl had 77 points to my 44... I was winning up til half-time, then nothing seemed to work out right after that. How was monopoly?

    • urmother

      10 years ago

      So finally I was coming home, and the first thing I did when I could turn on my phone in Charlotte Airport on the way back was text her and say "Guess who missed who the whole time..." She freaked out. ha ha it was great. And we ended up texting each other the whole time I was coming back, and then that whole night and stuff too. It was really awesome. And I think that night was the night when I was telling her about how I was thinking about her when I was in Italy and told her about how beautiful she was, and different stuff. And when she didn't know what to say back, I even got to sneak in the line "Well, if I was there, I would say, shut up and kiss me." she agreed. haha. it was great.

      I was going to be home for two weeks, and then I was leaving for a two week backpacking trip, and spending a week at a boy scout camp after that... a lot of stuff. She and I kept talking the whole time. It was fantastic. We talked about everything.

      But... it kinda unnerved me when she talked about other guys that she liked. I mean, I couldn't really do anything about it. I was over a hundred fifty miles away from her(yeah, she came from a different city from me) and I couldn't really expect anything to happen. And I still had trust issues because of another girl, who used to be my best friend and then just stopped talking to me... I really liked her too, but... yeah. So I really didn't let myself trust her, and that really upset her... so she started trying to push me away a little bit and started talking more about other guys, which in turn drove me away more, and finally, I think it was the 4th of july, I was working on the farm and I called her and was talking to her and she was with this guy she liked, or maybe I just thought that, but anyways, that just drove me over the edge, considering everything.... it really was too much. I wrote this really hateful blog, and she read it... biggest mistake of my life. really.

    • urmother

      10 years ago

      haha well... its a long story.

      When I last talked to you I told you I was gonna have a crazy summer, and that was true, but it was what happened at the beginning of the summer that changes the rest of my life, even if i don't marry this girl.

      So, around June 3 I had this big meeting for my church. Last year I was elected to the Synod Council, which essentially makes all the big decisions for the state of Arizona... like... I'm Lutheran, and we are a part of the Evangelical Lutheran Church in America, which is the unifying factor for all of America, and its split up into Synods, which help at a more local level. Anyways, so we had this big 3 day conference called the General Assembly, where people from all the churches in our Synod (Arizona, Part of Nevada, and part of Utah) get together, vote on some things, have fun, fellowship, and just be glad we're together.

      I had to be there cause I got elected to the Synod council the year before, which runs the whole show, but I was pretty much going to hang with any of the youth that ended up going, cause there usually is some every year. And this year was in Las Vegas, which was really cool.

      Anyways, on the second day the youth got together for some lunch, and three of us, Me, and two other girls exchanged numbers, and met up for dinner... and nobody else came. We were kinda depressed. So halfway through this kinda formal dinner, we decide to go swimming, and have some fun. So we get up and leave and meet up like 15 minutes later, and we have this grand old time hanging out together. And then one of the girls, Heidi, ends up going to bed, but the other girl, Leiana, and I just stay outside and hang out together until two in the morning when she finally gets a call from the lady she was staying with telling her she wasn't going to be able to sleep until she got in.

      I guess this is where I should say, before I actually met Leiana, I saw her from across the room, and stuff like that. And I actually had a dream about her the night before I met her. She claims she was trying to get my attention the whole time anyways, but whatever. I noticed her.

      Anyways, this is where it gets cool. I told her that I didn't feel right keeping her roommate awake, so we decided to go to bed, and walk together until we parted. So we start walking, and we find out, oh hey, we're in the same building. And then we both get into the elevator. and both push the same button on the elevator. And then We're walking down the hall, and she was in room 306, I was in 307. How freaking awesome is that?

      The next day when we were doing this devotional thing in the assembly, she and I met up for part of it, and the last thing we were supposed to do was pray for one another, and we were holding hands praying and she started shaking. Now later I learned she was REALLY nervous cause she liked me but at the time I thought maybe she just didn't have steady hands, or maybe she was really emotional about praying.

      I had to leave to go home, and the whole ride home, we were texting one another. And we texted the whole night. The thing is, the next day, I was going to Italy with my family, for two weeks. So we talked as much as we could, and the next day, when I wasn't flying, and until I got on the flight over to England, we texted as much as we could. And it was in the terminal in Charlotte Airport that we both agreed that people who are dishonest about their emotions are stupid and that we would never be that way.... ha.... looking back that totally does not describe the future.

      By this time, I REALLY liked her. like, we were talking, and she talked about how sad it was that I never dated anyone cause she thought I might be a really cool boyfriend(essentially, she was trying to say how much she liked me, but I'm an idiot haha). And different stuff. And in the first day or whatever we were talking, we found out we agreed on almost EVERYTHING like, we disagreed on like two things the whole time we talked. It was so different from other people who you're usually like, oh hey, we agree on that. That's cool. With her it was like, "hey, finally something we DISAGREE on."

      Anyways, I was really kinda sad in Italy. My life leading up to the trip was not great, and now this girl that I really liked I couldn't even talk too... and I spend my birthday drunk... which... haha long story there too, but I was in italy, where its legal for me to drink... think of that what you will. Anyways, finally I got to hit up an internet cafe in Italy and check my email, my myspace, facebook, and stuff, and she had left me like 50 picture comments while I was gone. That made my trip.

    • urmother

      10 years ago

      I'm absolutely amazing. I have about 5 months of drama that you have no idea about. haha. But, in the end, it turns out, and I'm probably going to marry this girl. :) I don't think there's much to say other than that.

    • mbunk_007

      10 years ago

      It's a reference to the election... Obama promised "change".... Also, it's a quote of my dad's... He's said "Change sucks" or something like it whenever a good brand changes the recipe or something like that...

    • urmother

      10 years ago

      haha yeah. You too! How've you been?

    • urmother

      10 years ago

      haha HEY! It's been forever! haha I'm a senior this year and totally lovin it.

    • SoggyWolf

      10 years ago

      Woohoo ZELDA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My friends call me the zelda know-it-all.... I resent that.

    • urmother

      11 years ago

      Hey! How've you been?

    • urmother

      11 years ago

      I have finals this week, and then I have summer... but my summer is about as busy as school though.

    • urmother

      11 years ago

      Hey, its been a while, whats up? How've you been?

    • mbunk_007

      11 years ago

      Thanks for reading... BTW, great job at the concert the other night.

    • Huberstank

      11 years ago

      How are you doing Deb-a-Deb?

      Its been awhile. Hope all is well. Thanks for the journal comment. It made my afternoon.

    • messenjah

      11 years ago

      thank you

      **huggs**

    • mbunk_007

      11 years ago

      It would have worked if it was for my Science Lab. My lab teacher doesn't like computers so everything is done on paper and turned in during class.

    • sherminator

      11 years ago

      oh really. in what way?

    • Lovely_Rose

      11 years ago

      so, i thinks i be try my other computer again. it be hateful. gar. mayhaps it work now...

    • mbunk_007

      11 years ago

      Ehhhh, that wont really help much. The assignment is through WebCT so it would have to be turned in anyway. And it isn't due to an hour or so after class so we have time to ask questions in class.

    • Lovely_Rose

      11 years ago

      so, i be watching princess diaries. really, really, really insanely bad music. i mean, the movie is great, but the music makes me want to kind of crawl in a hole and go deaf.

    • sherminator

      11 years ago

      Life is good. how're things going for you?

    • mbunk_007

      11 years ago

      Yeah, I'll probably be breaking out an Amp or something in order to get through the night.

    • mbunk_007

      11 years ago

      Physics. I spent that last day or so on a couple of problems. Now I have to start a programming assignment for my Computers class. The assignment is due tomorrow. So yeah, its going to be a fun night.

    • mbunk_007

      11 years ago

      I be good. A little stressed out but things are getting better.

    • Lovely_Rose

      11 years ago

      wows. i miss you! gar! what do i do when you not here?

    • mbunk_007

      11 years ago

      I'm only at the courtesy counter right next to the tills, but next week I might get to go back to the tills and carrying out. But things can change.

    • messenjah

      11 years ago

      Daniel! I've missed you. Sorry I've not been commenting. Why not go for the girl? She sounds nice. I likes this challenge thing. Hugs for Daniel.


      thanks

      **huggs**

      its been a long long road

      if you have the time i would urge you to go back and at least look at the journals you've missed so you can get an idea of whats been going on... its not been pretty... at all... to the point where some of my friends stepped in on a mini intervention koz they think im gonna become the next high school massacre-er

    • Copy001

      11 years ago

      Helloa.

    • sherminator

      11 years ago

      i shall debbi. i hope school doesn't get too rough for you this next week.

    • Lovely_Rose

      11 years ago

      I haven't called you yet because we really don't know anything. mom had the kidney scan, but they haven't gone through the results yet

    • urmother

      11 years ago

      So yeah, I know , its been forever, but Marching band.

      My band this year = most BAMF band my school has had. Superior (82.6 on our scale) at the state marching band competition, We rocked. Yeah. That cool. Figured you'd understand.

    • Shermin8r117

      11 years ago

      If you want to, go ahead and make one.

    • sherminator

      11 years ago

      oh wow. that's really bad. lol

    • mbunk_007

      11 years ago

      I fixed it now... I don't know why the pic link didn't work. It worked properly when I first posted it. Oh well, thanks for pointing out the error.

    • mbunk_007

      11 years ago

      Sure. Sounds good.

    • mbunk_007

      11 years ago

      I'll have to listen to the song first. I'm assuming that it's by Stevie Wonder, right?

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