djirla

Male
from Iowa.....unfortunatly

    • djirla

      2 years ago

      holy shit its been a long damn time since ive been here....different.

    • djirla

      stress

      4 years ago

      yeah it may hit everyone eventually but for christs sake what the hell did i do to end up with constantly increasing stress for the past 5 months straight?!

    • djirla

      im gonna miss you mom

      5 years ago

      well my mom died last friday and i have no idea what i should do. this is fucked.....now i have to teach everything she taught me to my 11 year old brother.....i dont think i can do it. i wasnt exactly what you call a good kid....now i have to be the parent.....but i still need a parent.....i have no one to talk to anymore......THIS IS FUCKED!!!!

    • djirla

      dude

      5 years ago

      holy shit this place has changed!?! wow this is really why i need to get a new computer

    • djirla

      Six by All That Remains

      6 years ago

      I wish i was free of this!
      I see her in my dreams
      Wish that she wasnt there
      But she still haunts me and I
      Still feel her breath on me
      Still want to taste her skin
      But i know that would kill me

      No damn her
      Still i choke on her lies
      Still reeling from her last caress her goodbye

      Oh how this sickens me
      This wretched fools affair
      I cant erase this from me
      And now it permeates
      In every thought i feel
      The anger burns in my soul

      No damn her
      Still i feel my stomach turn
      Choke back hold my head high Im strong

      No damn her
      Still i choke on her lies
      Not reeling Im strong

      No damn her
      Still i feel my stomach turn
      Choke back hold my head high Im strong

      No damn her
      Still i choke on her lies
      Not reeling Im strong

      I wish I was free of this!

    • djirla

      One by Metallica

      6 years ago

      I cant remember anything
      Cant tell if this true or a dream
      Deep down inside i feel the scream
      This terrible silence stops with me

      Now that the war is through with me
      Im waking up I can not see
      That theres not much left of me
      Nothing is real but pain now

      Hold my breath as i wish for death
      Oh please god wake me

      Back in the womb thats much too real
      In comes life that i must feel
      But cant look forward to reveal
      Look to the time when ill live

      Fed though the tube that sticks in me
      Just like a wartime novelty
      Tied to machines that make me be
      Cut this live from me

      Hold my breath as i wish for death
      Oh please god wake me
      Now the world is gone Im just one
      Oh god, help me hold my breath as i wish for death
      Oh please god help me

      Darkness imprisoning me
      All that i see
      Absolute horror
      I cannot live
      I cannot die
      Trapped in myself
      Body my holding cell

      Landmine has taken my sight
      Taken my speech
      Taken my hearing
      Taken my arms
      Taken my legs
      Taken my soul
      Left me with life in Hell!

    • djirla

      hey people

      6 years ago

      Happy Halloween dudes!

    • djirla

      hey guys repost this if u agree

      7 years ago


      what u girls need to realize
      (from the perspective of a guy)
      we don't care if you talk to other guys.
      We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
      But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
      It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
      We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
      Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait
      till the morning.
      Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
      cute/ stunning, we fucking mean it.
      Don't tell us we're wrong.
      We'll stop trying to convince you.
      The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
      Yeah, you can quote me.
      Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in.
      let us pay for you!
      dont "feel bad"
      We enjoy doing it.
      It's expected.
      Smile and say "thank you."
      Kiss us when no one's watching.
      If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.
      You don't have to get dressed up for us.
      If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to
      wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
      We like you for who you are and not what you are.
      honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. or my
      tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up
      Don't take everything we say seriously.
      Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.
      Don't get angry easily.
      Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
      Don't talk about how hott Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.
      It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.
      Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change. ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population and find someone who will treat you with utter respect
      Someone who will honor your morals.
      Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
      Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
      Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
      Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say "i love you" ..and actually mean it.
      Give the nice guys a chance
      Guys repost this if you agree
      Girls repost this if you think it's cute
      Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this

      *Holdin Hands
      Girls :If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of
      times.
      Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once.
      *Cuddling
      Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold
      Guys : Automatically move closer to her.
      *Movies
      Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
      Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.
      *Loving each other
      Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her
      too... And mean it.
      *Laying below the stars
      Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
      Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers

    • djirla

      hey!!!

      7 years ago

      happy valientines day u dirty S.O.B.s! lol just kidding see ya fuckers

  • Comments (516)

    • jetman431

      jetman431

      5 years ago

      no, I mean did you click it on the poll?

      and yea, its an awesome gun, but i can't really choose one from those.
      by the way its going, i'm probably gonna go for either the M4 or the FAMAS

    • jetman431

      jetman431

      5 years ago

      did you vote for it tho?

    • rabid_usagi

      rabid_usagi

      5 years ago

      hey hey sweetie, how are you doing?

    • tacosftw

      tacosftw

      5 years ago

      I'm Spanish but not Hispanic anyways there awsome!

    • tacosftw

      tacosftw

      5 years ago

      Tuesdays always taco day!

    • WebSniper117

      WebSniper117

      6 years ago

      That's a slow Tuesday, like to day

    • WebSniper117

      WebSniper117

      6 years ago

      High School student, and I pick up pagans, smart girls, bubbly girls, and sometimes the sluts. Because I'm cool like that

    • WebSniper117

      WebSniper117

      6 years ago

      Yes it will be like that. I'm still a student so nothing pro yet, just protecting my town from zombies.

    • WebSniper117

      WebSniper117

      6 years ago

      So we're are doing a one upper. Lets play it right.

      I work at the rec department, making ice rinks and fun of other employees.

      I play the bagpipes and the drums.

      No tattoos, that shit is weird

    • WebSniper117

      WebSniper117

      6 years ago

      Impressive. Well I'm 6' 0", six pack included. Local track and Ulitmate Frisbee star, also I can take a hit and keep on laughing. Plus I'm also the local superhero expert.