drag00nhnter

Male
from From the bowels of my mind! HAHAHA! O.o

  • Activity

    • SCUBA Diving

      10 years ago

      drag00nhnter

      Yep. We can scuba dive in Alaska. Yes. There is ice on the ocean too.

      What?

      We're epic like that. It's Alaska. Whaddaya expect?

    • You can adapt. I know it.

      10 years ago

      drag00nhnter

      Having lived a somewhat hard life, I know that you can survive what is throw at you. Most of life's best experiences are the worst. But, we can adapt. And with those adaptations you become somewhat conditioned to not be effected by it.
      I adapt rather quickly myself. No matter how hard the situation, I love pulling threw it. Truthfully, I hate when life is easy. Too boring. Must have some sort of tough conflict. Keeps me on my toes.

      So what if who got elected. Think it really matters? We have a check and balance of power. Read up on your civics. Know that even if you don't like the president who got elected, there are other votes that do matter to change that. And if you didn't vote, good for you. You roll with the punches and can acknowledge that politics don't have anything to do with your life.

      I don't mean that meanly, or sarcastically, just, there are many things politics don't effect. I know that if it were illegal to continue the life I am living, I would still live it. I do pretty much what I want, and oddly that falls within what society has declared "legal". Sure, every night I do mixing and new mix tapes, and yes those are illegal, but fuck it. I do what I love.

      I'm just saying, a new president really won't change life that much. People in office need to be afraid of us, and if we show them that they have a reason too, then they'll listen to us, right? We can't just sit here and just vote, we need to live the life we think is right. We need to go about the way we want, and if it's illegal, fight back. Get people who agree with you that something needs to be changed, and start a movement. Yes, one person can't change the world, but one idea can. It can come from one person, and intrinsically one person can change the world,... so I guess one person can and can't change the world. It's weird, but live your life with no complaints and no regrets.

      So, what matters if so and so got elected. We need to show the government they have to respect us, and the consequences of that disrespect to the people. That's what matters the most.

      Not the face, but the idea.

      Get the point.

      I'm out.

    • Just putting up with it

      10 years ago

      drag00nhnter

      Yep. I'm just going to let it continue on. Once college is over, I'll head to England and end contact there. We'll stick to the original plan thank you. Well, time to put on the mask once again.

    • Been A While

      10 years ago

      drag00nhnter

      Hello yall!
      It's been awhile.

      How are you all.

      That's about it.

      Life is just as confusing as ever, and yeah. Pretty much. Working on 2 research papers and hopefully getting some new headphones! Beyerdynamic DT 770 Pro-80 Closed Studio Headphones
      Woo. Excited!

    • Just been gone for a while.

      10 years ago

      drag00nhnter

      Changed a lot. Lost a lot of friends I made up here (I chose to leave them, they didn't leave me). Gained new ones. Started Diving, Acting, and recording music for the new cd. Moved twice, met strange new people, stabbed dinosaurs in the head, and will finally talk to a girl if I ever see her again! She just disappears so much. My fears inside of me want to tell me that she probably is already taken, but that's okay, since meeting new people is fun!

      O.o

      Anywho, still haven't let my cool personality come out yet. Oh well.

      New clubs. New funs. New friends. Ug. It's so weird to suddenly realize you hate everyone you are friends with and just need to get new ones. It's a weird feeling.

    • Strangers, tides, and suicide.

      10 years ago

      drag00nhnter

      Don't joke around with either too seriously.

      Wow,

      Just have to say.

      Don't fuck with any of those.

    • Help wanted.

      11 years ago

      drag00nhnter

      So, I want to make this my last journal entry for some time.

      I just want help with one problem in my life.
      Taking off this quiet/hushed mask I have put on myself.

      That's it.

      I just. Freeze up in a group of strangers. One on one with strangers, easy...ish. I'm not shy. God no. If someone told me to go up to the leader of Russia and tell him I'm madly in love with him, I'd go do it. It's just...

      having actual meaningful talk. I just can't do it. In fact, I have no clue where to begin.

      Gah! This is just a cry for help. I have a personality that is me completely, but it only comes out when I'm by myself. It's a social butterfly, a funny/weird character that I love. Talks about anything with anything. I love it.

      Just, whenever I get around people, it just disappears. I just turn into a mindless, speechless zombie, that only says yes and no every so often. And I feel that is not at all who I am!!!

      However, I have no clue what to do to unleash this real me, the who I really am. Just hides, and I never feel that I have control of it.

      I've read lots of self-help books, talked to some people, but... IDK, I just don't feel I'm being true to myself, who I really am only comes out when I'm alone. And I DON'T LIKE IT! But I have no clue where to go or what to do to even start changing it... So...

      I'm asking for help!

      How do I let this real me out? I wanna remove this mask I have fallen upon using. I wanna let my mind come out and become who I really am!

      And until I can really become this person who I see everyday when I'm alone, I won't write another journal entry. I won't let myself keep this mask of quiteness on. But I have gotten so used to having it on, I don't know how to take it off...

      So, I'm asking for help. I am trying hard to make this decision mentally, but I just fall back on my old habits, and run for quietness as a knee jerk reaction. I'm noticing that this is affecting my life in ways I don't like.

      But who knows, maybe time is the only solution for me. I just know that I have kinda found the me that I love, but for some odd reason my subconscious won't let it out to the real world. Gah. I just need some way...

      Anywho, until I feel that the real me does come out into existance, I'll keep this journal up.
      Maybe as a reminder to myself of the whole figuring out who I am/what I am about.


      I've thought about that way too much. And I think I'm getting a small grasp on who I am and what I am about. And hey, maybe once I've got that perfected, I can easily let me come into the world. Or maybe I just have to come to some weird realization that I do care what others think of me and have to overcome that to become who I really am.

      All I know is that when the real me comes out, this blocked feeling I have in my brain goes away... and when I'm in groups of people, the block comes back.

      So...until I become the person who I feel I was meant to become, I won't change this journal. Best of luck.

      From,
      The Establishment of Me.

    • Becomming Alaskan...

      11 years ago

      drag00nhnter

      Well, today is the day. Get my Alaska License, my alaska plates, and I register to get the PFD (Public Fund Dividend, don't know what it is, then google it). Woohoo.
      I guess today is my official becoming an Alaskan day!

      Once I do that, now I have a few job opportunities opening up for me to get a few bucks before college starts back up.

      Woot.


      Well, never mind. Thanks to an unreliable parent I now have no valid forms of I.D. on me at the moment to get any of that done. Woo hoo. Great. The only way I can get my birth certificate is to fly down to colorado again, because my dad is too stubborn to send it via fed-ex/ carrier service. That and also HE has no clue where it is... ug. Well, now to have absolutely nothing to do for the next 3 weeks... yay.

    • Vegas

      11 years ago

      drag00nhnter

      Yay. Vegas!

    • Lots of Firsts...

      11 years ago

      drag00nhnter

      First date...
      First cuddle...
      First kiss...
      First French Kiss...
      First time cupping-a-feel...
      and a First time saying that we might be going a bit too fast...


      O.o

      My brain hasn't quite logged back into the body yet.

  • About Me

  • Comments (535)

    • nasafreak87

      10 years ago

      A couple hundred thousand?! What'd you do, win the lottery? Late night Star Trek, brings back memories or Voyager... good times. Congrats on getting a house, is it a house or an apartment? And this interesting bit about octopusses... you are talking about the sea critter with eight legs right? Well, not really legs, but you know what I mean. Because it sounds like it could be something so much better lol.

    • nasafreak87

      10 years ago

      Kinda, spent a lot of money on a new computer. That and this girl is confusing me. I think that's what they tend to do though.... what's up with you?

    • confuzzled

      11 years ago

      hay...i replied to your journal comment check n reply por favor!!!!!!!!!

    • mrblurevil

      11 years ago

      wassup man!?
      thankx for the add n the welcome

    • Twinki

      11 years ago

      what is up?

    • confuzzled

      11 years ago

      seven sevens!! check my journal!

    • Twinki

      11 years ago

      oooo, England. Thats pretty kewl. I wanna go to england someday. I also wanna be a bum someday...well, nvm, I hate those gloves with the fingers cut off. umm...yeah. BLARG!

    • Twinki

      11 years ago

      hmmm, I sent you a message a little while ago with my number, anyway here it is...again...(850) 485-6418. By the way, I thought that you were staying up in alaska, at least thats what Garrett told me.

    • Twinki

      11 years ago

      DUDE!! why you no talk to me?? you're back in Colorado? what the hell man. give me a holler!

    • confuzzled

      11 years ago

      hey dude!!! welcome back to colorado!!! are there any plans for tomorrow?

    • Twinki

      11 years ago

      Dude, I spent all day playing mass effect...I have no life...*BLAM* (and so passes the only man who understood the real meaning of the number 42. He shall me missed, or at least thought about once in a while...we think)

    • nasafreak87

      11 years ago

      A long time indeed. You need to get on MSN more... well so do I. I'll probably be on here more during this week and weekend, we'll have to catch up.

    • Twinki

      11 years ago

      oi, My phone number is (850) 485-6418. Call me anytime after 5. I'm in Hawaii by the way so...yeah...CHOSEN ONE!! Weeeooooh!

    • Twinki

      11 years ago

      dude, what is up. long time no talk. garrett tried to get ahold of you for me while i was home but you had to go and be homo and not answer your phone. write me back dammit. ok, ttyl.
      Dylan

    • DmanZ

      11 years ago

      because, if what she says is true. it makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside knowing that somewhere in the world some random person is being hurt. lol smiley8.gif

    • krukx

      11 years ago

      hey there buddy how are you doing these days and what is you DJ name.

    • confuzzled

      11 years ago

      it seems we both have our own relationship stuff going on....keep me posted por favor

    • confuzzled

      11 years ago

      okay

      explanation about the relationship please!!! you know you cant leave me hanging like that...

    • confuzzled

      11 years ago

      hi! i havent talked to you in a while...hows the mixing coming? can i expect some new tunes anytime soon?

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      Aw...I keep hoping to see the award that I gave you with the others.

      PEER PRESURE!!

      Lol, it's okay. He is flipping everyone off -- kind of a turn-off for people. smiley0.gif

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      Not quite; you have to substitute words for other meanings.

      Morning = Birth (babies crawl on all fours)

      Afternoon = Life (just walking around)

      Night = Old Age (three legs because often old people walk with a cane)

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      Wow. I spaced it. You won #1 too, actually. Good job!!

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      Lol, I know! It's just sadistically fun! Go randomly neg mod someone -50 who's avatar or who's name you hate!

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      Badger, badger, badger, badger, badger, Badger, badger, badger, badger, badger, Badger, badger, badger, badger, badger, Badger, badger, badger, badger, badger, Badger, badger, badger, badger, badger, Badger, badger, badger, badger, badger, Badger, badger, badger, badger, badger, MUSHROOM!

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      I know you've got other ideas. I'm gonna badger you! I know you can get all 200! WOO!!!

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      Come on! Go for it! Use your last list of guesses for the other 3!

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      You should see what I did to Krukx's prof. I hope he doesn't E-hurt me.

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      Okay. You'll have to be patient for it, though. I already know what to do with the evil rubber duck and the sleeping kid.

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      You want me to completely hand-draw it, or find random images like my other ones? Also, do you want your RvB name on it?

    • krukx

      11 years ago

      hey buddy, how is life as an eskimo

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      Man, I see now how threads can be addicting, lol.

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      So, I just blazed through The Dark Tower Book 1: The Gunslinger. And I know I would completely regret NOT recommending it to you. I'm starting the second book now. Seriously, find it. And read it. It's right up both our allies, lol.

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      I took your advice. My Disney rant has been edited and put up on AC. smiley0.gif

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      I was wondering if I could see that animated short you made for your class, if at all possible.

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      Oh, and I found this fucking hilarious!

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      You know, that's a little harsh that just because that Zoey chick now has a fetus inside of her, that Disney canceled her show. Why? She could have potentially been a great role model for young mothers everywhere!

      Besides, Disney has never had a movie involving a pregnant character. EVER. Times need to change, lol.

      Um, actually, The Emperor's New Groove had a pregnant woman, but the STORY wasn't about her. That was my point. smiley1.gif

      Post edited 2/13/08 10:56PM

    • confuzzled

      11 years ago

      environmental change with lewis and clark and the animals they discovered

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      I'm surprised you have nothing funny to say about my latest journal, lol. Thought it'd at least get a chuckle.

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      How are you tonight, sir?

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      I found a fun pic. Thought you would like it.

      hitlersex.jpg

      Lol.

    • DmanZ

      11 years ago

      just beat it.

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      By the way, what kind of special features are on that DVD? Anything worthwhile?

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      Yay! Your gift came! You're welcome. smiley1.gif And actually, that hallmark idea isn't a bad one. I was gonna go into office depot today and try there.

      So you're going with the fishing boat job, not the cannery, if your internship doesn't happen? Could be, well, dangerous.

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      I also have a new pic you will love.

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      Because I know you well, and because it's true:


      newaward.jpg


      smiley0.gif

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

    • confuzzled

      11 years ago

      he told me he was gay...he definately is....he just thought about ging straight cuz of me.

      message me if you want and we can talk about the cass situation....i wanna know whats goin on

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      Glad you liked my joke. smiley7.gif

      How did you come (HA!) about giving balloons to kids? I wish my day had been that fun.

      Oh, and I have to get up at 4:45 tomorrow morning. So I can be ready to leave the house at 5:50. So I can be at work at 7. Ugh.

      If you have insomnia now, just pretend you're watching, or remember as best you can, that devil science discovery movie with Jeff Goldblum called "Double Helix." Remember that one from Gentry's class? If not, rent it. You WILL fall asleep.

    • Moslow

      11 years ago

      Sorry that link wouldn't work in that message. To see it, just create an 18+ account that you'll never use again.

      What's your day been like? Mine was long. smiley3.gif

    • confuzzled

      11 years ago

      because i have no idea what you're talking about

  • Questions

    No questions have been answered yet