drummerscout

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from New Castle PA America

  • Activity

    • Thoughts

      6 years ago

      drummerscout

      My head is swirling, and I don't understand how to take everything, I have started blaming myself for everything, and I am slowly beginning to hate you and who you are, but I feel bad about what I have blamed myself for. Are you even worth the pain anymore? Throwing my feelings away and having excuses every time...i hate never being able to have a winning streak, I can't move on because I am afraid of hurting you. I just want to give up but something keeps kicking me and telling me to get back in and I foolishly listen. I must fix all, but that bitch made me want to snap. How am I the root cause?! I didn't do a damn thing to you all week and I ruined your week?! I only talked to you for two days its her fault and you protect her...what the hell am I even supposed to say to that or try to do? I try to bend backwards for you and you just punch me in the ribs, sure your "problems" are bigger then mine...im trapped in a hole you helped me dig and I have no one anymore...where am I to go? Just back into the fire...Christ...I am an idiot...

    • Chit chat

      6 years ago

      drummerscout

      I seem to be bored, and lonely on a Friday night, anyone up for a chat?

    • WOW...

      6 years ago

      drummerscout

      Damn, I have not really used this much as a "Social media" Site in along time....and I see why...I Was a completely annoying little kid...Well, I guess I am going to try to restart, but let me tell you about myself.... My name is Jonathan McCracken, and I am enlisted in the United States army for the Infantry...I ship in July of 2013 a month after I graduate. I am a Cadet Airman First Class, in the Civil Air Patrol, a Cadet program (Auxiliary of the Air Force) I am an Eagle Scout, and a Vigil member (Not alot of people know what that is, if you know of the OA (Order of the Arrow) then you probably should), I have just recently became single, and I am attending a Vocational school for Computer and Office Tech. But my sole passion is photography. I am also a writer, mostly if not all dark writing...I dont really know what else to say...so any questions...if you read this...message me or post it...

    • back for good

      8 years ago

      drummerscout

      back for good! YAY!!

    • Ages

      8 years ago

      drummerscout

      Ages since i posted... havent been on it for the social aspect for awhile. i may or may not be back...ttyl hopefully...

    • NEW Vegas

      8 years ago

      drummerscout

      ....i hate...i....:'( i cant play because i fell and hit my xbox....so i have a big scratch in it...life sucks

    • Challenger01's award...

      in Forums > Challenger01's award... | Follow this topic

      drummerscout

      Write how you got his award and when here :D

      2 replies

    • looking back...

      8 years ago

      drummerscout

      I was reading my journal and i found an old entry...its making me mad now...Luke still owes me steaks...lol

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  • Comments (188)

    • Vaughnie

      8 years ago

      haha thanks.

      and
      watch directive as in me?
      Vaughnie now.

    • challenger01

      8 years ago

      I guess if you've been with the site long enough and people know what you've done, then yeah, maybe.

    • challenger01

      8 years ago

      For being an Eagle Scout and for that matter, being a good friend, I present to you the "Shake Your Shamrocks" Award!

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      Use every bit of the Eagle's power to the fullest extent

    • directive

      8 years ago

      oh- ART!!! i thought we where talking about my stupid vlog. lol- thank you. :D
      ....
      ....
      NOW BUY ONE OF MY PAINTINGS!!! OR DIE!!!

      lol jkjkj
      no really.. ;) (duh.duh.du----uh)

    • directive

      8 years ago

      ha- i'm counting 4 consistent fans... hum...

      THATS MORE THAN EVER!!!! lol

    • directive

      8 years ago

      lol- gald I have one fan. :b

    • directive

      8 years ago

      lol- thanks... There's gonna be alot more once I get a new computer... when that ever happens. lol

    • Re1ndeer FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      8 years ago

      Sorry. I have been working on a local webelos woods. To answer your previous questions, National Jamboree was a blast.

    • directive

      8 years ago

      No i dont know... lol

    • directive

      8 years ago

      Pretty good.... or not. You know- school just started for me... meh.

      you?

    • CorrosiveCustard

      9 years ago

      yeah thats a deal haha if only :(. im away atm and i will be back 3rd august see u then

    • directive

      9 years ago

      lol. Thankyou. :D

    • directive

      9 years ago

      Haha- I know, right? lol jk

    • directive

      9 years ago

      lol. No really- he's lazy as hell.
      Lazyest guy with a six pack- EVER!!! :P

    • directive

      9 years ago

      Yeah. Ive heard.

      The guy I liked for the longest time is trying to get into the Marines. For the longest time, he tried to recruit me into rotc. :P

    • directive

      9 years ago

      My school does. I have quite a few friends ether already in or joining it.

    • directive

      9 years ago

      Curious question, you in ROTC? lol

    • CorrosiveCustard

      9 years ago

      We can swap places lol

    • directive

      9 years ago

      lol- took you long enough. ;)

    • directive

      9 years ago

      oh sheesh yall
      twas a joke.

    • directive

      9 years ago

      lol- you said you lived in gotham... right?

    • directive

      9 years ago

      ..... O_o
      two faces.

      lol jk

    • directive

      9 years ago

      :)

    • directive

      9 years ago

      lol- yeah or just nobody at all.
      I dont like my pics being looked at like that >_<

    • directive

      9 years ago

      what? you getting excited over a minor's picture online?
      yeah- that would be.

    • directive

      9 years ago

      Lol- yeah
      If I was to ever dye my hair- it would be ether white or silver.

      And I caught that... just don't get too.. um- excited, okay?

    • directive

      9 years ago

      hmm... unoriginal. lol jk
      Id only get those if i died my hair
      a. black
      b. white
      c. silver

    • directive

      9 years ago

      I know... Im a little phyco.

    • directive

      9 years ago

      yeah- the only reason why I would want contacts is to get those anime ones that make your eyes look huge or to get the ones that make your whole eye black. :P

    • directive

      9 years ago

      Idk ether.

    • directive

      9 years ago

      so....

    • directive

      9 years ago

      yeah... I know how that is.

    • directive

      9 years ago

      ?

    • directive

      9 years ago

      Meh... could be better.

      you?

    • directive

      9 years ago

      Idk...
      Your problem... nomine

    • da_anaconda

      9 years ago

      oh well

    • da_anaconda

      9 years ago

      hehe...

    • da_anaconda

      9 years ago

      proven fact

    • directive

      9 years ago

      sorry, dude.

      She gets that alot.

    • directive

      9 years ago

      too old for you, and gonna get married in a few years.

    • da_anaconda

      9 years ago

      no I'm not

    • da_anaconda

      9 years ago

      from what?

    • directive

      9 years ago

      thanks.. my sister gets that all the time.

    • da_anaconda

      9 years ago

      Here now! sorry for the delay!

    • da_anaconda

      9 years ago

      indeed

    • CorrosiveCustard

      9 years ago

      I bet your newcastle is nice and dandy, here is quite rough and i hate it i wanna move to the USA

    • da_anaconda

      9 years ago

      nope, please move along.

    • CorrosiveCustard

      9 years ago

      Thanks :D ive followed RT for a while and its only recently i decided to join the community

    • Box

      9 years ago

      No problemo.

    • Escheron

      9 years ago

      BYOS Badminton
      it is done!

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