emilyyy

Female
from Pennsylvania

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    • You're body is a wonderland

      12 years ago

      emilyyy

      Good song by John Mayer!

      AHHHHH -so....clearly, World history paper can kiss my ass. sucks, I'll end up doing it.


      Oh, and I have a neckache.
      Anyone care to help me out? smiley0.gif haha, I haven't had one of those in a whileeeee. smiley12.gif Anyway.....yep, school's great.

      I'm tired. Shower went well tonight.
      I read an issue of cosmo with Eva Mendes on the cover.
      It was so good!!
      haha, it had so many helpful tips in it regarding relationships, body, etc. that I'll be sure to try in the future. How's everyone? I just want summer....I don't know about you =\

      <3333

      Em smiley12.gif

    • Friend and I found this. Amazing.

      12 years ago

      emilyyy

      it doesn't seem fair that you never think of me, when all i ever do is think about you.
      and the most insignificant things you do make me feel worthless. and it's not fair
      that you get to be happy all of the time and choose when i get to smile and when i get to cry.
      it doesn't seem right that you get to play my emotions like a broken record.
      it isn't fair that every important desicion is left up to you, because i can't find the strength
      to just get up and walk away. i hate the way that i care about you so much,
      regardless of how often you fuck me over.
      i hate the fact that deep down inside,
      I know you don't love me; but for some stupid reason every time you tell me that you do,
      i believe it. and it isn't fair that i'm crying right now. it isn't fair how i'm always thinking of you,
      but you never waste a moment of your precious thoughts on me.

      it isn't right that you use me as a backbone when you can't find the courage to move on alone.
      i hate the fact that you've used me, and ripped every ounce of self-confidence
      that i've ever had right out from under me. but what hurts the most is that i'll never see
      the end of it until i can gather up the strength to walk away.


      and you and i both know, that day is something neither of us should hold our breath waiting for.

    • Another Journal?

      12 years ago

      emilyyy

      AMAZING SONG- TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK -- www.youtube.com/watch?v=IERkIaqDlVo


      "And tonight I walk through an empty street,
      With my shadow stretching in front of me,
      When my lonely thoughts meet my lonely feet,
      And the cold reminds me that I've chosen this life"


      Hey Guys =) I'm pretty exhausted, but journal entries are always interesting to do ;)
      How is everyone doing? I've been busy, i've been pretty confused (and that just makes everything even better, huh? =P)
      So other than the feeling of knowing there's more out there (hey, i'm only a freshman)
      everything seems to be going fairly well. Hope the good times keep up.
      Hey, Women's Health is an AWESOME magazine. Seriously, it's fantastic.

      Enlighten me on how you're doing. Yeah, you! The one reading this journal. Keep me up to date.

      I'll try and do the same smiley1.gif
      smiley8.gifsmiley9.gif

      Emily


      P.S. the lyrics my journal starts with is in a great song....check it out =)
      "Town That You Live In" --Sherwood

      <3

    • this is the way i liveeee

      12 years ago

      emilyyy

      Hey Guys! Yes....I know, I haven't written in ages. =P
      Good reasoning behind it of course ;)
      I've been tremendously busy with school, sports, Graham (haha), you name it, and I couldn't find one mellow moment to just sit down and write something in my journal. Everythings really starting to speed up, and I feel like the people I associate with (and )I are on full throttle.....just making our way (as fast as we can) towards summer =)

      Anyway, things have been going really well as of late. Sure, the workload could be less, but other than that, everything seems to be going relatively smoothly. Relationships and sports are also working out too. All of this is markedly exhausting, but I couldn't ask for a better lifestyle then the one i've been given. Lacrosse is also alot of fun too. haha

      I have good friends, I go to a school I love, and things are simply.....working out. Good, it doesn't happen that often so I'll cherish these pleasant times =P

      HAHAHAHA I JUST rememebered something. Graham and I (JASMIN, YOU WITNESSED THIS) were walking down my front lawn at night about to get in Kevin's car, when it was EXTREMMMMELY icy out, and Graham starts sliding down and finally falls righttttt on his butt. I start to make fun of him then of course....graceful me, I slip and go right on my bootay and crash into him. Then Jasmin was about to die because SHE was laughing soooooo hard. It was borderline embarrassing too, smiley11.gif

      I truly hope everyone's doing well.
      <333
      Emily

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    • Alright, everything's great.

      12 years ago

      emilyyy

      Hey everyone. So I just got back from Cancun about two hours ago. I had so much fun.....more than I can even begin to remotly describe. Everything that was stressing me out beforehand, dissapeared for the time being when I was there. I'm telling you, it was heaven. Although I did get sunburned, but that will clear up. Time flyed, and the majority of the nights were spent with my new friends on the beach.....and it was an unforgettable experience. I met so many people from different places. London, Wisconsin, California. You name it. =) I'm happy that it was a time where everything simply faded away....and although i'm back to reality, I still feel like i'm in paradise. smiley12.gif I also learned some very important lessons that have begun to give me a good grasp on how to handle certain situations in the near future. I hope all of you are doing well. I'll never forget Spring Break 07' smiley9.gif

      >>Emily Jordyn

    • Such Great Heights

      12 years ago

      emilyyy

      "It’s been a long hard road without you by my side
      Why weren’t you there the nights that we cried
      You broke my mother’s heart
      You broke your children for life
      It’s not ok but we’re alright
      I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
      But those are just a long lost memory of mine
      I spent so many years
      Learning how to survive
      Now I’m writing just to let you know
      I’m still alive"



      Getting ready to go away...
      I think I'm doing alright guys. =) Hope each of you are doing well.

      ~Emily Jordyn. smiley9.gif

    • <?!?<@L#$%

      12 years ago

      emilyyy

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    • Because I feel like it

      12 years ago

      emilyyy

      Okay, so here are some random facts about your's truly. These shouldn't be taken the wrong way....they're true, and probably a bit critical, but it's all good.


      We'll work our way up......the first few are in order, the rest, in my head.

      I'm Emily

      I'm fifteen years old, not twenty six. My birthday is December 10th

      I live in the suburbs outside of Philadelphia.

      I'm the middle child. I have an older brother and a younger sister.

      I have green eyes. you: Really?

      I love my comforter

      I love soccer and lacrosse. Soccer more.

      I think that having a good scent goes a long way.

      If I don't understand something after learning it more than once, I go on Howstuffworks. That usually clears up everything.

      I wear contacts

      I constantly worry about my future.

      It's not insecurity, it's reality

      I'm a poser regarding snowboarding. I tell people all this awesome stuff I've seen and everything

      I've only gone once though.

      City of Angels gets better and deeper every time I watch it.

      I like thinking about things before doing them, atleast the important aspects of them.

      I love when my friends are real with me, but around others, are plastic.

      I like guys that understand me.

      97% of the guys reading this don't.

      Don't ask me if your one of the 3%.

      I hate it when someone responds with a "whatever" I'm asking you something, I mean, really?

      I like going outside when it's cool.

      I hate it when someone comes in my room, leaves, and doesn't close the door.

      you miss 100% of the shots you don't take.

      I have no idea why I said that, but it's a fantastic quote.

      Speaking of quotes, I love having deep conversations with my sister.

      ahah, that had nothing to do with quotes.

      Secrets over-rated, although I do use it.

      When I wake up, i'm freezing.

      I love feeling accomplished

      I honestly can't read more than five pages of a book unless I take an interest in the topic. I try.

      I have an equal amount of guy and girl friends.

      I don't know what I believe in anymore. Maybe I do, I just don't feel like explaining myself, it's pretty late.

      I like it when guys ask me how my day went.

      I love modern homes, and sim games. I could spend hours building a house I'll never use, but recieving the satistfaction of completing it is amazing.

      I like parties.

      I have never gotten drunk, nor do I plan to illegally. That doesn't mean I can't act like it though.

      I find guys with good back muscles very attractive.
      also, deep brown and green eyes.

      I tend to go for brunettes more than blondes. (haha, don't be offended)

      I hide my feelings well. Even if I give you a hint of knowledge that something's wrong, I know I'm doing it.

      I'm a lefty

      I believe in challenges. I believe in rewards.

      I love making people laugh.

      I could listen to the same song one hundred times over.

      Although I do tend to be a people pleaser, I end up doing what I want regardless.

      I love it when guys, or anyone for that matter, use good grammer.

      It's annoying when people TaLk LiK3 THiS. honestly, wow.

      I have a body by jake ab scissor in my room.

      I don't like running when I'm asked to, otherwise, it's okay.

      I'm an honest person

      I am trustworthy.

      I love water ice.

      I remember most of my dreams.

      I love guys that can make me laugh, and comfort me when I need it.

      I like the guys that fail at that, but try.

      If someone sneezes in the car, I ask them to please lower their window.

      I personally love fiji water because of it's bottle design.

      I want to go to Fiji because it sounds absolutely awesome.

      I like pepsi more than coke

      I'm really good at procrastinating. I should get a title.

      I love it when people surprise me.

      Outcomes of most situations are usually predetermined by me, so that doesn't happen often.

      I laugh at things other people don't find funny. Alot of people just like saying that, but they don't actually do it.

      If I say i'm going to do something, and I'm serious, I mean it.

      I'm scared of my 7th grade science teacher who looks like trinity from the Matrix. I hope she doesn't stalk me, I'd be pretty freaked out.

      I think Angelina Jolie's awesome.

      I have an apple Laptop.

      I have always been fascinated by people who don't have to use Thesaurus's to vary their choice of words vigorously.

      I should really be in bed right now.

      I love making chocolate milk and sitting on the couch in front of the fire.

      I love night sledding.

      My hair is naturally curly

      I'm 5' 2

      I believe true love happens when you're ready, and that usually occurs after the teenage years.

      I believe and look up to an amount of people I can count on one hand.

      Lying's a fantastic skill to obtain, but it serves no purpose.

      The truth will always come out.

      I love fast forwarding through commercials when I dvr something.

      I like wearing necklaces.

      I'm a risk taker

      I like to do what I want, but you probably knew that.

      Telling myself to relax tends to actually work when I need it to. So no, it's not another false statement.

      I once laughed so hard, I literally couldn't breathe for five seconds.

      I can recite almost every line of Mr. and Mrs. Smith & Wedding Crashers to you, any day =)

      Goodnight, hope you enjoyed it.

      Tell me your thoughts whenever.

      Goooooodnight.


      I love telling people to have sweet dreams, it makes me feel mysterious and alluring.

      haha.

      sweet dreams ;)

      <3 Emily Jordyn



  • About Me

  • Comments (1615)

    • jasminpaige

      11 years ago

      you would be online, call me.

    • billthedork

      11 years ago

      *hugs*

    • roosterman

      11 years ago

      Hey. If there's something on your mind that you'd like to talk about, I'm here.

    • Scorpion2077

      11 years ago

      you need to clean your inbox. it's full

    • jasminpaige

      11 years ago

      indiana next weekend i leave thursday around 11

    • dvdx

      11 years ago

      hey emilyyy smiley1.gif

    • Kaikara

      11 years ago

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    • sonicfan

      11 years ago

      hi person

    • jasminpaige

      11 years ago

      hey darling. i called you today after i got home, i was ganna stop by and see if you wanted to grab some sushi.

      the offer is still there if your up for it.

      love youuuu

    • billthedork

      11 years ago

      SCHATZE!!!!

    • krayzboi

      11 years ago

      EMILYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!! wutz up happy new year/christmas bla blah blah

      havent talkd 2 u lately

    • nweasel

      11 years ago

      Hun, clear some message space, it is telling me it's full. smiley12.gif

    • Sax on

      11 years ago

      go to bed! you have school in the morning =P

    • Snowsaint

      11 years ago

      hey its reggie wats up

    • shrimplove

      11 years ago

      you rock my socks :)

    • vampireslaye

      11 years ago

      Thanks for the journal comment Emily, I really needed it. Thanks so much for being my friend still.

    • wwefan_bs

      11 years ago

      hey

    • bjbear

      11 years ago

      No problem

    • DeltaSniper

      11 years ago

      lol...yeah we do. Yeah it's a little late for catch up tonight. smiley6.gif I miss you too.

    • Bigbrulz

      11 years ago

      merry christmas!!!!

    • Ghost_Nova

      11 years ago

      You are cute!

    • spartablade

      11 years ago

      ello stranger smiley1.gif

    • vampireslaye

      11 years ago

      Youre picture is up Miss RvsB of Christmas/Chanucka. smiley1.gif

    • vampireslaye

      11 years ago

      Hey Emily, its just 2 more days then its our 1 year anniversity since we met each other. smiley1.gif How did you spell Chanucka now again?

    • vampireslaye

      11 years ago

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    • billthedork

      11 years ago

      hiya schatze

    • DeltaSniper

      11 years ago

      Happy Birthday Emily. smiley1.gif

    • Sax on

      11 years ago

      Happy Birthday sweetie!!! sorry i'm 4min late

    • cloudstrike

      11 years ago

      Happy Birthday

    • Sax on

      11 years ago

      hey cutie! how are you?



      PS if you dont hear from me after tomorrow I may be dead

      well god forbid i wont be, but we're under code red lockdown on campus, but finals schedule is still in operation... so we' going into the line of fire

    • E102_Gamma

      11 years ago

      *Random Hi Moment* Hi!!! =D

    • billthedork

      11 years ago

      hiya schatze

    • darklife

      11 years ago

      hello

    • nweasel

      11 years ago

      and Nick, why are you so sweet?

      Because it's my personality? And because it's true, you are one of the most beautiful girls I've met? =)

    • DeltaSniper

      11 years ago

      Well hello beautiful. How have you been? I'm just getting ready for finals.

    • billthedork

      11 years ago

      *sniffles* you arent talking to me anymore???

    • masteredneck

      11 years ago

      hey how is it going?

    • billthedork

      11 years ago

      *runs up and hugs tightly*

      EMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    • Sax on

      11 years ago

      BABE ITS BEEN TOO LONG! (which isnt really anyones fault b/c i know you're busy and I'm dealing w/ end of semester exams, papers, speeches, and finals next week [which i'm about to kill myself over btw]) BUT I MISS YOU.

      we will talk soon!

    • vampireslaye

      11 years ago

      I miss you too, Im pretty good, its getting close to our 1 year anniversity as friends. Christmas/Chanucka that is. smiley8.gif

      What have you been up to?

    • vampireslaye

      11 years ago

      Hello there darlingly dear, hows it going?

    • billthedork

      11 years ago

      hiya darlin

    • billthedork

      11 years ago

      im back dear!!!

    • Sax on

      11 years ago

      i miss you too Em =D

    • TheMatt

      11 years ago

      Hey, how you doing hun??

    • Comradftw

      11 years ago

      hey whats up

    • vampireslaye

      11 years ago

      Hey there hows it going?

    • TheMatt

      11 years ago

      Happy Thanksgiving Emily!!

    • nweasel

      11 years ago

      Thanks Emily. <3

    • The_BIG_D

      11 years ago

      i would but i need sleep lol sooooo tierd. Well sry u still have to go to skool n i dont lol sry i kno how much it suks. well im guna go bye

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