emilyyy

Female
from Pennsylvania

  • Activity

    • Teasing to Please

      12 years ago

      emilyyy

      Have you ever wondered why we do things we don't enjoy?

      Whether it be....
      a sport
      wearing something uncomfortable
      working out (exception. I like it)
      or maybe even.....
      Loving someone


      We do it....because we constantly try our bests...or atleast most people I know,

      To please other people.

      We give our hearts into something we don't love sometimes.....just to recieve recognition for doing it, and having it be viewed as some sort of accomplishment.

      So many things are done because we want people to view us in a certain way. Maybe it has to do with embarrassment....because your afraid that what you really may love, isn't acceptable. Maybe it's the girl next door compared to the popular girl. Maybe it's fencing rather than soccer. Maybe it's a learning experience....that prepares you for the future. You'll know what you want someday....and you'll know how to find it. It all starts with perseverance. So....do me a favor.

      Wear what you want
      play a sport you enjoy
      love the person you desire

      and stop pleasing. So many of us try so hard...for something we don't even take pleasure in.

      you'll get what you deserve someday ;)

      Love,<3
      Emily Jordyn

    • decisions, decisions

      12 years ago

      emilyyy

      I'm standing in the pouring rain.

      Every last drop....
      Every last inch...

      was an immense blanket of sorrow...
      Filled with mystery...anything but enlightment was apparent.

      I walked up to the door...knocked...
      As soon as that door opened....

      My heart felt like it was about to stop beating.
      It got slower......Love is challenging.

      I fell.
      right into his arms.......crash......
      catching me, I felt his warmth against my weak, hollow body.
      dependency had shined through.
      It was powerful.
      I fell....

      Maybe it was over....
      Or maybe,
      it was the beginning of something beautiful.

      ---Emily

    • Learning to let go.

      12 years ago

      emilyyy

      Am I wasting my breath? Because its still in my mind
      that its always the wrong place at the wrong time.
      So lets face the facts, we all make mistakes.
      But we've got to live life..... before it passes right by.

      So before you pack your things and go, theres one last thing that I want you to know.
      You cant find happiness if you wont let go.

      We can agree on one thing.
      You cant fight fate with fate.
      We had a good love, but its seen its last day.
      When opportunity knocked you had to answer the call.
      Now those clouds on that sunny day have all blown away.


      Open your eyes. Youre bound to get hurt sometime




      Can you blame us? Something good occurs and you want it to last. Isn't it only natural.
      love can happen within a flash.
      One minute, your standing, alone...the next you can't imagine how to live life without them in it.
      It becomes apart of you.

      They, become a part of you.
      Why?

      It just happens like that. It's safe to say-
      heartbreaks are heartbreaks...
      They hurt....and ache like a deep pain you can't begin to describe. At times...Unbearable
      Falling in love is, well, falling in love.
      And when the person....is right...when that feeling
      shines right through....
      I promise you this,

      you will fall hard.

      Keep your head up high.
      love, my friend, can happen within a flash.*

      -I wrote that =\
      have a goodnight everyonee!

    • describe true love.

      12 years ago

      emilyyy

      I thought this was an absolutely amazing quote from a book that I had read a couple weeks ago. I came across it again....and I think it's beautiful...hopefully you do too =)


      Here it is...

      Her: Why do you stare at me?
      James: What?
      Her: you stare at me. I want to know why.
      James: you already know why.
      Her: no, I don't
      James: you do, you just want to hear me say it.
      Her: Tell me why you stare.
      James: I took a deep breath. The first time i saw you, my heart fell. The second time i saw you, my heart fell. The third time fourth time fifth time and every time since, my heart has fallen. (I stared at her) You are the most beautiful woman i have ever seen. Your hair, your eyes, your lips, your body that you haven't grown into, the way you walk, smile, laugh, the way your cheeks drop when you're mad or upset, the way you drag your feet when you're tired. Every single thing about you is beautiful. (I stared at her)


      When i see you, the world stops. It stops and all that exists for me is you and my eyes staring at you. There's nothing else. no noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow. The world just stops, and it is a beautiful place, and there is only you. Just you, and my eyes staring at you. (I stared) When you're gone, the world starts again, and i don't like it as much. I can live in it, but i don't like it. I just walk around in it and wait to see you again and wait for it to stop again.

      I love it when it stops. It's the best fucking thing I've ever known or ever felt, the best thing, and that, beautiful girl, is why i stare at you.

      We were standing a foot apart, staring at each other, arctic and pale, locked and loaded. The world had stopped and there was nothing else. Just me and her, arctic and pale, locked and loaded.


      If any of you get the chance....or have the time....listen to "Learning to let go" by Corey Crowder =)

      have a goodnight everyone<3

    • The truth will set you free

      12 years ago

      emilyyy

      It's not like what I have done...and what I've accomplished was entirely washed away.

      It happened for reasons....for reasons misunderstood.
      Is that okay? I don't know yet..... maybe it is.
      because through all of the pain and hardship....you learn something.

      You see how well your strength truly shines through....something you never thought you possessed.....you did.

      You just needed something to prove it, and if that was worth some of your past, then it will benefit the future.....
      Moving on takes awhile.....some never do....some breeze right through....
      But I know what's right, and what's wrong.

      There aren't exuses anymore.
      No more lies.
      Hatred.
      Envy.
      stop time. Take a breath. Let it go.

      There's also belief that things will turn out okay. Destiny.
      Maybe they will....maybe they won't. I'm certain about one thing though.

      My name is Emily, and I'm happy right now. =)

      I had a fantastic day.......I hope everyone's doing well...

      Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.

      --Ida Scott Taylor

    • relief

      12 years ago

      emilyyy

      I have never, ever....felt as relieved as I do at this moment.


      Things that were bugging me for the longest time....have completely subsided.

      I don't know why, but I'm really....really enjoying it. I didn't think I would react this way, at all....but I have, and I am extremely lucky that I did.
      =D
      Hope everyone's doing well....I know I am right now =)

      Love.Hope.Relief.
      Em


      "And sometimes you have to take that leap,
      that one jump, to make what your doing...
      what your constantly trying to accomplish...
      worth while. When you get the exact opposite....
      It's even better. Relief...hatred...everything finally clicks...
      like happiness is the only thing left, and the only thing you'll accept.
      It's waiting at your doorway."

      Goodnight everyone. =)

    • American Baby

      12 years ago

      emilyyy

      American Baby by Dave Matthews Band is the only song I've had stuck in my head the whole day....

      Have you ever had a dream that seemed so real that when you woke up you didnt know what to believe? What would you do if what you thought was true, wasn't. and what you thought wasn't true, was.



      sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of our lives that you expect it to always be there. because you can't remember a time when it wasn't. But then one day you feel something else, something that feels raw, probably because it's so unfamilar, then in that moment, you realize you're happy.

      I'm planning to put some new pictures up after a party tomorrow.

      do you ever wonder if we make the moments in our lives, or if the moments in our lives make us?


      peace.love.
      Em

    • That Holiday....

      12 years ago

      emilyyy

      I wanted to wish everyone a Happy Valentines Day....I hope it's spectacular.

      For others, I know that this holiday could only be a big drag....and for those of you who think that.....keep your head up high.....Just like I tell my brother J.

      Things may truly not be working out right now, and this holiday is not much of a help. My regards are with you....

      here are some thoughts I'll leave you with...enjoy =)


      "Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way.
      Because without it, I don't know; maybe we just wouldn't feel real.
      What's that saying?
      Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer?
      Because it feels so good when I stop."

      " We can't pretend we hadn't been told
      We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers,
      heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time,
      heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day.
      Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves.
      We have to make our own mistakes.
      We have to learn our own lessons.
      We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore.
      Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant.
      That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping,
      and even the biggest failure, even the worst,
      beat the hell out of never trying."

      Happy Valentines Day everyone

      <3
      --Em

    • Something you define for yourself

      12 years ago

      emilyyy

      "I wish there were a rulebook for intimacy.
      Some kind of guide to tell you when you've crossed the line.
      It would be nice if you could see it coming, and I don't know how you fit it on a map.
      You take it where you can get it, and keep it as long as you can.
      And as for rules, maybe there are none.
      Maybe the rules of intimacy are something you have to define for yourself."

      "Okay, here it is, your choice... it's simple, her or me, and I'm sure she is really great.
      But Derek, I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music,
      let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you.
      So pick me....choose me.....love, me."


      That's the most amazing quote, ever.

    • niceee

      12 years ago

      emilyyy

      This was a time filler.

      If your life were a movie, what would the soundtrack be?
      So, here's how it works:
      1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
      2. Put it on shuffle
      3. Press play
      4. For every question, type the song that plays
      5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
      6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...

      Opening Credits: Tell Me Baby -red hot chili peppers

      Waking Up: She Doesn't get it- The format

      First Day of School: speakers blown- Hit the lights

      Falling in Love: I still remember- Bloc Party (awesome, i love this song!)

      Fight Song: Best of Me- The starting line

      Breaking Up: The call out- Hit the Lights

      Prom: I'm just a kid- simpleplan

      Life: Teasing to please- Cuteiswhatweaimfor.

      Mental Breakdown: sweet home alabama- lynard skynard (? oookay)

      Driving: She likes me for me- Blink182

      Flashback: Lips of an Angel- Hinder (hmmm....)

      Wedding: Hurrican-something corporate (love this song)

      Birth of Child: Echo- Trapt (awesome song)

      Final Battle: Snow (hey oh)-RHCP (awesomeee)

      Death Scene: Halo-Bethany Joy Lenz

      Funeral Song: Do you remember- The summer obsession

      End Credits: When the world ends- Dave matthews (haha)

  • About Me

  • Comments (1615)

    • The_BIG_D

      11 years ago

      Im koping lol, yh regadles of who said it it still is very powerful n true n has helped me have some stabilty in my life ,not alot but just that lil bit more hilps u kno. But any who whats up?

    • jasminpaige

      11 years ago

      hey you, no joking we need to hang, and r u ganna go to chicago with me or what?

    • Mcfly103

      11 years ago

      Thanks, I should say the same about you.

    • Mcfly103

      11 years ago

      Hey, - whats up?

    • Snowsaint

      11 years ago

      hey havn't talk 2 u in a while and yea do my journal thing please

    • cuddlypyro

      11 years ago

      lol so hows life?

    • fastrigger08

      11 years ago

      hey!

    • Echo217

      11 years ago

      EMILY!!!!!

      ....hi. yup. that's all =D

    • cloudstrike

      11 years ago

      HEY!

    • cuddlypyro

      11 years ago

      lol u can vote on that one to

    • 804

      11 years ago

      It wouldn't lemme reply to your message :\

    • Sax on

      11 years ago

      hey baby, wanna do me a favor? I'm in a popularity portion of a contest and I need people to cast 3 votes for me on journal in the profile: cuddlypyro

      wanna help me out by casting your votes and posting a journal asking your friends to vote for me? =D puh puh puhleeeeeease :-* <3 8>

    • Sax on

      11 years ago

      Hi baby! how was your day =D

    • masteredneck

      11 years ago

      thanks for the add, Im Robert

    • vampireslaye

      11 years ago

      Hello there my big boobeb friend Emily. smiley8.gif Hows it going?

    • Lawrenceblue

      11 years ago

      is that really you if it is you got nice boobs

    • fastrigger08

      11 years ago

      lol im great, running the 360 hot right now, and the PC since its freezing outside lol

    • MDewMan

      11 years ago

      hello

    • MDewMan

      11 years ago

      hello

    • fastrigger08

      11 years ago

      hey there whats up?

    • Sax on

      11 years ago

      Hi baby!

    • vampireslaye

      11 years ago

      Hey there goodlooking, hows you today? smiley0.gif

    • Sax on

      11 years ago

      some sexy girl is still awake

    • jasminpaige

      11 years ago

      you fuck face. i am having problems. and uhmmmmm i need instant sex from you.

    • vampireslaye

      11 years ago

      Then they are growing according to me. smiley8.gif and getting smaller when reached a certain point.

    • vampireslaye

      11 years ago

      Hehe, wait you mean your boobs can grow bigger and shrink smaller?

    • vampireslaye

      11 years ago

      I will then, but answer my questions, is it D's? smiley8.gif

    • vampireslaye

      11 years ago

      I would love to have you as a Miss RvsB. You have to choose a picture with you only in it.

    • vampireslaye

      11 years ago

      What about Chrismat/Hannukah? smiley0.gif

    • vampireslaye

      11 years ago

      Hey dear Emily, if youre interested to Be Miss Christmas thats avable. smiley1.gif Youll be up for like a week, have no chance to become Miss RvsB of 2007 but youll still get your votes/mods.

    • Snowsaint

      11 years ago

      hey

    • DeltaSniper

      11 years ago

      Ok...I will when I get home. I'm leaving school shortly.

    • DeltaSniper

      11 years ago

      No I can't. smiley8.gif

    • Sax on

      11 years ago

      Move to Chicago <3

    • roosterman

      11 years ago

      I've missed you too. We ought to talk more often. What have you been up to lately?

    • jasminpaige

      11 years ago

      blah.
      fuck.

      i absolutely hate being overworked. this weekend, i work til 5:30 and then i will be over but your calling me anyways after dinner tonight. love you

    • Sax on

      11 years ago

      so if you dont get my text, i've got a really really reallllllllllly big surprise for you baby! just you wait!

    • Snowsaint

      11 years ago

      hey wats up haven't talk 2 u in a while

    • Sax on

      11 years ago

      Hi Baby!!!!!! I'm at home studying all weekend, so feel free to interrupt me! <3

    • Sax on

      11 years ago

      Emily sweetie where have you been? Its been days! Call me some time baby

    • Echo217

      11 years ago

      hey EM! send me a message if you have the time.

    • DeltaSniper

      11 years ago

      Awww....thanks Emily smiley1.gif

    • DeltaSniper

      11 years ago

      Hey...I hope you are doing well. I have to to head to class soon. But, I hope to hear back from you.

    • hooyuyuyu157

      11 years ago

      why hey there ms cutie

    • darkness117

      11 years ago

      hey havent talkin to u in a while...hows things been????

    • jasminpaige

      11 years ago

      hey bubbbbby

      uhmm do you understand that i klove you, and that you called me last night when i was getting ass and then i fell asleep and just got your call this morning b4 i pced out to work, call me, love you

    • LoneLegendX

      11 years ago

      sup

    • DeltaSniper

      11 years ago

      I'm glad to hear that. Just remember you can always talk to me...about anything. It's happens. Air Force isn't going too bad...PT twice a week...I'll be fine. smiley1.gif

    • DeltaSniper

      11 years ago

      I'm just bored on fall break. I miss you too. Are you doing any better?

    • DeltaSniper

      11 years ago

      Emilyyyy!!!! I sent you a message the other day.

      I guess we can talk this way too. smiley1.gif

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