filakia

Female
from Elgin, IL

  • Activity

    • lo siento

      12 years ago

      filakia

      no more mods people
      deleting this within the next 24 hours

    • oookay...here we go

      12 years ago

      filakia

      i'm deleting my roosterteeth and i need to get rid of my mods. people are stalking, others are cruel, and it's become a cause for concern regarding my grades. random amounts of mods will go to whoever posts here on this journal...aaaaaaaand go
      p.s. fall ball sucked

    • hung up on you

      12 years ago

      filakia

      so the guy i was supposed to watch the movie with? he ditched me again. strike two, buddy! i gave him crap for it and many punches were administered. i haven't come close to getting even with him yet.
      moral of the week? girl friends are way more reliable than guy friends.

      as for school, it keeps stinking more and more. i no longer have very much motivation to do homework or study like i used to. at least my friends motivate me to keep going! plus the flowers on my desk always put me in a happy mood.
      also, on friday i had waffles and chocolate for the first time. surprisingly, they didn't make me want to puke. fantastically delicious
      this friday is our school's fall ball, the equivalent of homecoming for most other colleges, and once again no guy has shown interest. actually, i don't think most guys even know that we have a fall ball. so guess what happened? one of my good friends, megan, hinted at wanting to go. so i asked her, proposal style. she's going to be my hot date for the night. [and for those still confused, yes, i am 100% straight!] we're still going to have a lot of fun, and scope out hot guys the entire night.
      i also went to the art institute on thursday for an assignment. i only needed to check out a couple galleries, but winded up going through the entire museum. i definitely spent a couple hours in the european galleries.
      the art institute is my new favorite place in chicago [besides greektown] smiley12.gif

      "we can dance, we can dance, everybody look at your pants hands"
      name this song, and you're amazing

    • don't wish, don't start

      12 years ago

      filakia

      so on my birthday, guess what i did?

      nothing.

      yup, you heard me. and i'm totally okay with it. the only reason why i was remotely concerned was because i was too worried about what others would think about this. when talking to a really good friend of mine online that night, he said all that mattered was that i was happy. and you know what? i was. honestly, i don't really care if anyone thinks it's sad that i didn't go anywhere, because it gave me a lot to think about. mostly about who my real friends are, and who really cares. i signed up on this thing just two months ago, and already i have people who cared enough to wish me a happy birthday. however, when it comes to people i've known for years, or friends here at school who i thought i was close to, i didn't hear a word from some.
      shit happens
      for those who did remember, for those who did leave me comments, and for those who did call me, i am truly grateful for them. it's hard to come across good friends, and i'm very lucky to have them. i'm more fortunate than most.

      all in all, a crappy birthday, but a good day

      the most amazing moment of the weekend: on sunday, i was sung to. three of my guy friends wrote a retarded song and sang it to me, accompanied by a guitar. i loved it =)

    • existentialism at night

      12 years ago

      filakia


      i'm 20
      whoot!

    • dancing in circles

      12 years ago

      filakia

      i'm such a slacker smiley4.gif
      but i guess it's good for everyone else, huh? more time to spend with friends, talking, exploring, causing mischief, and the like. i also like my capri suns smiley1.gif . they are strawberry kiwi and fabulous.

      in the meantime, i give you a quote that has stuck with me for a few days:
      "Organized religion destroys who we are by inhibiting our actions... by inhibiting our decisions, out of fear of some intangible parent figure who shakes a finger at us from thousands of years ago and says, "Do it - Do it and I'll fuckin' spank you. "
      -Dogma

      now don't get me wrong, because i'm all for my religion and everything, but i can't help but think that it has some truth in it. you can feel this amazing attraction with someone, and realize shortly thereafter that nothing will happen-nothing can happen. and it's all because he doesn't have the same beliefs as you.
      kinda stinks, don't it?

      well, my roomie bought me a body pillow for my birthday that's coming up, and i'm off to cuddle with it.
      though i secretly wish that it was tina cause technically it's lesbian day.
      nite nite

    • sirens in the night

      12 years ago

      filakia

      the tornado alarms went off in the city today. did i mention how scared i am of tornados? >.<
      so i called my friend neil, cause he's smart and would know what to do in a situation like this. he calmed me down and everything turned out fine. phew
      it's been awhile since i've taken any good signs. maybe a road sign or something should be next on my to-do list. i really need to keep up with that. the wall is still pretty bare.
      so the roomie's gone for the weekend, and i'm here on my own, as bored as i could possibly be. i mean yes, i live in chicago. there are many things to do. however, you need a couple bodyguards with you at night to be safe.
      mmm i'm on a high right now from barely sleeping last night. it's wonderful =)
      right now i have an obscene amount of giordano's mozarella sticks and mushrooms on my desk. i also paid an obscene amount of money for em. my lil tummy can't handle it all lol.
      alright, shower time

    • psh

      13 years ago

      filakia

      so i'm turning 20 in less than two weeks. it's kind of surreal. thank you, my tina, for reminding me how old i have become. i almost feel like i can't be immature anymore, which i know is not true, but i feel a new sense of responsibility that i'm obliged to. my friend warned me of this crisis that is coming on lol. on the plus side, i'm one more year from being, as i like to call it, "completely legal". pimp.

      in the meantime, i wish guys knew how much they play with girls' emotions with the little things they do. we've got feelings, ya know. and if you say you're going to watch a movie with a girl, don't blow us off and go out to party or some bs like that. and if you say you're going to visit a girl, don't ignore her and completely blow her off.

      other than that, homework sucks but my friends are awesome. that's all

    • rain on my windows, flowers in my hair

      13 years ago

      filakia

      so just yesterday i got over being majorly sick, and i couldn't be happier about that =)
      i'm sure that everyone else has mentioned it, but i just saw part of the memorial service for september 11th, and i couldn't hold back my tears. it's so heartwrenching seeing how all those people were affected. i thank God everyday for letting me be so lucky thus far for having my family and friends. it's always good to be grateful.
      funny story:
      so last thursday our showers flooded the bathroom. there was a good 1/4 inch of water covering the floor, and we lovingly referred to it as the swimming pool. using hair dryers, toilet paper, and the drain in the floor, we managed to overcome the water. fantastic night though smiley0.gif
      i was feeling kind of sad over the weekend, mostly because of the boy situation, but my mom picked me some flowers. i took them on the train so i could bring them to my dorm, and the people stared at me because i could not wipe the smile from my face.
      then alas! i find that my close friend and crush [i hate the term, but am not sure of what else to put] has fallen for another girl. worst part is that i don't know who it is. plus she has a boyfriend. so since it's a whole "want what you can't have" thing, he probably wants her even more. bs. also, friends keep ditching me. more bs.
      hmm, complications =/ i guess it could always be worse though!

      til next time

    • the sounds of muppets

      13 years ago

      filakia

      i'm sick. blech. i feel like crap cause my throat is sore and my nose is stuffed and i sound like a muppet, but i'm sure you don't want to hear me ranting ^.^
      on the plus side, i found a greek dance troupe located here in chicago. i'm too excited to start dancing again with a real professional troupe! my first practice was last night, and i was an awful quick learner. this makes me uber happy.
      more good news: i talked with a counselor, and i'll be done with my pre-pharm requirements by spring! pharmacy college, here i come!

      back to the homework. it's due in an hour

  • About Me

  • Comments (304)

    • SyxShots

      12 years ago

      leaving....
      not cool.

    • irishred

      12 years ago

      ah! you're leaving?!? it must be contagious! thank you for the mods. wish i could've gotten to be e-friends with you.

    • aurora_daze

      12 years ago

      even though you are leaving thanks for the mods. smiley1.gif

    • Lanturn

      12 years ago

      I wasn't cheating, I was telling you not to go.

    • Huberstank

      12 years ago

      no doubt, i don't have any reason to leave right now. but if one has his or her reasons for leaving, i'm not one to say otherwise smiley8.gif

    • squall_born

      12 years ago

      hope to see you around. you will be missed

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    • squall_born

      12 years ago

      so if i gave you back all those mod points, you cant leave??? smiley8.gif

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    • Huberstank

      12 years ago

      actually my pic right now is dedicated to another rvb friend that's leaving b/c he hit lvl 50

    • Templar895

      12 years ago

      Love you too smiley12.gif

    • LordRaiden

      12 years ago

      because it doesn't sound good and it lowers your IQ lol

    • Zodios

      12 years ago

      yea thats a good pic but i have even better ones :-p

    • EmptySoul

      12 years ago

      Im not getting a grade in my Thermo class anymore.... but Im still kinda supposed to go.... but I usually dont feel like it.

    • Lanturn

      12 years ago

      I think it might be chunky, I don't like chunky in my pbj, instead I use smooth, and then I put doritos in the sandwich, that makes it crunchy and cheesy.

    • EmptySoul

      12 years ago

      Thermo for Mechanical Engineers SUCKS!!!! I also had a very shitty teacher. I also havent been to that class in a week.

    • tankluvr2

      12 years ago

      filakia, i almost stepped on a homeless guy in chicago once. it was odd and funny at the same time. smiley0.gif

    • Zodios

      12 years ago

      awwww ok good to kno :-)

    • Templar895

      12 years ago

      I never whine, I state the TRUFF!

    • thehermit3

      12 years ago

      brillant!!! we are so going to do that

    • Tommykool47

      12 years ago

      1. To yourself, say the name of the only
      guy or girl you wanna be with 3
      times!
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      2. Think of something you wanna accomplish
      within the next week and say it to your self 6
      times!!
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      3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to
      yourself 9 times!!!
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      4. Think of something that you want to happen
      between you and that 1special person and say
      it to your self 12 times!!!
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      5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these wishes and as
      you scroll down focus and
      concentrate on it and think on nothing
      else but that wish.
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      Now make one last &final wish about that one wish that you picked.
      After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people, and what
      you wished for will come true within in one week!
      u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your
      crush!!!
      Keep going down
      Keep going
      Keep going
      !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
      Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was
      your last chance. Now pay very close attention this important message!
      Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those kinda chain
      letters that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1863 and if you
      break this chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing these
      stories.

      First Example:
      Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl,
      up till she got this same chain letter. She had a crush on the same kid
      since kindergarden. when she got this mail she didn\'t pay any attention to
      it. She just thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her dad
      got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If she would have sent the
      letter none of that would have happened and her mom would be alive.

      Second Example:
      Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average
      nerd. Had glasses, was short and chubby, was in gifted. All the signs of
      your total dork. He also received this letter and sent it to 51 people in
      the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush on a girl since 3rd grade. The
      next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her love for him ever
      since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to ask her out, and of
      course, she had been waiting to yes to that for years. They grew up and
      married each other to live happily forever.

      Third Example:
      Now if you couldn\'t relate to the others, this\'ll
      get ya hooked. Listen to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson was just
      getting on AOL to check his mail. He was a quiet kid, not that popular but
      not a geek either. he was just normal. He saw he had mail from his
      friend. It was this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a smart kid and
      he knew what could happen if he didnt pass it on. He simply pulled a few
      friends from his buddy list and sent it along. The next day, about that
      same time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the lottery! then his
      dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him Nintendo64 and
      play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer, and his best friend
      gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and Limp
      Bizkit! Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was goin\' wild!
      the next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have been going out
      ever since.

      Now, you heard the stories. I know which person i\'d rather
      be, but thats up to you. I wouldn\'t wanna end up like Barbra but thats
      only me. We all want what we cant have but now\'s ur chance to go out with
      that special somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you send
      this to-
      1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love
      life.....forever!!!!!
      10 people- your crush will say they like you as a
      friend......ONLY!!!!!
      15 people- your crush will say they like you
      20 people- your crush will ask you out!
      25 people- your crush will kiss you!!
      35 people or more- All of the above!!
      Don\'t blow it, it\'s ur chance to shine! Have
      everything u wanted, and more! Now, complaining cus u dont have any
      friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It\'s simple, just go in a
      chat room, pick some names and send away! but here\'s the catch.....you only
      have one hour to send it after being read. Please pass this to everyone u
      know and keep it going

    • Lanturn

      12 years ago

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    • 1KiLLa

      12 years ago

      im doing good, hardly any time for sleep with school and a job and other stuff ya know, but ill be able to make it, well g2g, school, lol, cya

    • rev22013

      12 years ago

      hey, its good to see another Illinoisan on here.

    • 1KiLLa

      12 years ago

      hey beautiful, hows it goin?

    • Huberstank

      12 years ago

      understanding is outstanding smiley8.gif

    • shadow89

      12 years ago

      dw i wouldnt ditch a cute girl like u

    • A_Man_Apart

      12 years ago

      I agree with you.

    • A_Man_Apart

      12 years ago

      Thanks for the friend request.

    • Huberstank

      12 years ago

      well if he's worth it, than you got to keep giving him chances. smiley1.gif

    • EmptySoul

      12 years ago

      Yea guys aren't always that reliable.

    • shadow89

      12 years ago

      haha i will make sure i keep u updated on the beangles :)

    • LLPoolD FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Fukkit

      12 years ago

      I meant me in the suit, but thanks for the compliment smiley8.gif

    • Zodios

      12 years ago

      hhhmmm how do i kno that for sure :-p

    • Zodios

      12 years ago

      lol o ok, i think u just agreed with me to shut me up :-P

    • Lanturn

      12 years ago

      Ode du penut.

    • Templar895

      12 years ago

      huh

      I am confused :'( DONT TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME YOU BIG MEANIE

    • squall_born

      12 years ago

      I know how you feel. im sure everything will be fine.

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    • Templar895

      12 years ago

      No such thing as too much of a good thing

    • erin_18

      12 years ago

      what were u talking about? becuase, i thout u were talking about the picturre. i am so sorry.

    • Templar895

      12 years ago

      Except I'm ridiculous, so I can get away with it ;D

    • erin_18

      12 years ago

      not really. hes my step-brother and, i took a picture of him a while ago.

    • DJH4311

      12 years ago

      still a retarded excuse lol

    • Templar895

      12 years ago

      Please, please, call me "Jacky", babe

    • Templar895

      12 years ago

      No, of course not

    • squall_born

      12 years ago

      MATT DAMON...mmmm.... oh wait... smiley3.gif

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      Post edited 10/08/06 1:44PM

    • Magicspartan

      12 years ago

      japanese, i just registered to a japanese site a few minutes ago, talk about hard reading, and i was wondering why no one would reply to my post. so i looked at my tokyo clock and then realized that it was 5 in the morning over there...lol, nvr thought of that....

    • Magicspartan

      12 years ago

      dang, oh well, hajimemashite (good to meet you for the first time)

    • Magicspartan

      12 years ago

      Hey, thanks for sending the fr =) do you have msn?

    • squall_born

      12 years ago

      dis is true. i think she would have been a little worried if i said guys did.

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    • squall_born

      12 years ago

      you got a point there. i actually got into an agruement with a friend about who got sexier thighs. I said women and my friend(not the one in the journal), she said guys have sexier thighs. this last for an 1hr. that is what happens when you dont have a life.

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    • Lanturn

      12 years ago

      nothing impresses a woman more than beating a pack of rabid hounds. or something like that.

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