four_winds

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    • What I Did: Part: 1

      9 years ago

      four_winds

      Well, this is the official preview for, "I'm Totally, Completely Sane." It's written in South's POV and if you don't want spoilers for the fic, don't read this.

      What happened after South shot Wash in the back? Who's this mysterious child? What is the Chairman up to? And how does it all lead to Wash?

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      After my banshee broke down, I wondered as far as I could into the forest. It didn’t matter if I got lost. Really, the only thing that matter, was that I wasn’t anywhere near my ex-boyfriend. He’d be pissed after he woke up. There was no doubt in my mind I’d die if Wash found me. He’d kill me without another thought.
      The air around me seemed heavy and I breathed deeply and quickly to regain my breath. I’d easily just run for three hours strait. “Agent South, your vitals are lower, you should sit down.†I did so, leaning against a pine tree’s trunk.
      “Thanks... D…†I said breathlessly, removing my helmet and staring around randomly. The area was a forest near the UNSC prison. It probably wasn’t too wise of me to come here, but I couldn’t think of anywhere else to go. Anywhere near Valhalla and I’d be nabbed easily--the soldiers there were pretty smart. And I’m sure command’s got around to placing a bounty on my head… or, at least got the word out about me.
      That didn’t scare me. The only thing I was afraid of was Wash finding me. If he did, he’d strangle me to death.
      That’s when I finally leaned back into a more comfortable position. My stomach churned. I’d probably run too long. “D, what are my chances of escape?â€Â
      “About eighty percent.†I was happy with that number, but I had a better question.
      “What’s the chance of Wash finding me?†He hesitated before answering.
      “I am unable to calculate due to lack of information.†I shifted in my armor.
      “Okay, we better get moving.†I stood and started walking. The leaves beneath my feet crackled. The sounds out here were so natural: birds chirped, a river raged to my right.
      I was going horizontally over a hill that seemed everlasting.
      “Carry…†D mumbled, crawling through the memories I carried with me. “Why haven’t you told David?†He asked me, sounding displeased with me.
      “Because, Wash could never handle it.†I explained simply, pressing forward even though my muscles protested with pain.
      “I think he deserves to know if he has a-â€Â
      “Daughter? D, do you really think, after seeing him, he could handle it? You saw him as he tried to takedown Maine. How determined he is and wrapped up in his work.†My voice grew soft as I continued. As much as I hated the thought of ruining David’s life with a daughter born out of wedlock, it still felt wrong.
      “Maybe you are right. You know Washington much better then I do.†As he said this, he holed through my memories like a worm. He saw everything I ever had, thought everything. Some of the memories surfaced, one was one of me and my brother playing tag in a meadow I later would sit in with David as he read poetry to me. It had a beautiful willow tree in a patch of dirt, the strings of the willow and the surrounding grass that never failed to bypass my waist, was golden and dead. It blew in the wind like water.

    • Commissions.

      9 years ago

      four_winds

      Anyone want me to do some art? It won't be too good since I have no scanner and Paint.NET, but I'll do it for free and throw in a background if you'd like! Leave a comment if you would like me to, describing what you'd like.

      Active Projects: Freelancer Wars: Season Two, "I'm Totally, Completely Sane."
      Current Word Count: 5,407. 124,409

      Also, I want you all to hear Wash's Playlist. It's currently what the themes are for "I'm Totally, Completely Sane."

    • RvB Site

      9 years ago

      four_winds

      For the last weeks, I've been betatesting the next big site for RvB fans of fictions. The site it about bug free, no ads, no pop-ups and more importantly: the next big thing for Red vs Blue writers. RvBfics.com has got to be the coolest fan fiction site to ever exist. It loads smoothly and is the perfect place to find Red vs Blue fan fictions. but what are you doing reading this? You should be visiting the site and telling for yourself! RvBfics.com

    • Snow Bound, Chapter One

      9 years ago

      four_winds

      i would post the whole thing here, but it's way too big. So, here's the link.
      You are warned now that, hate comments WILL be ignored and that this is a Twilight Red vs Blue crossover.
      also, I've been a member a year! At last!

    • Red vs Blue Music: The Scientist

      9 years ago

      four_winds

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      The Scientist - Coldplay

      It had never been his plan to do this, but then again, what had been his plan? Church couldn’t help but feel a tad bit of frustration towards himself. He’d screwed up so much in his life.
      Last Resort felt so lonely without a single soul. Even Gary was gone. He walked into the building and walked towards the ramp. His mind flashed with memories of what had happened here years ago: the Great Destroyer. He laughed at it now. Tucker had been the one to fuck everything up then. Not Caboose, like he’d first presumed. And Tex wasn’t the Great Destroyer.
      Her memory hovered in his head as he climbed the ramp and then down the hall where they’d first met the alien. Crunchbite. The alien that impregnated Tucker. “Urg..†He mumbled, that was still creepy and weird.
      The console Gary had once been in, was now just an empty computer with only a few gadgets. He wanted what was left, even if he didn’t fix anything, he wanted to try.
      Gently, he activated the console and then searched it for the program he wanted. Surely it would be charged up by now.
      He activated it and put in the date he wanted. The time machine transported him and he was crouched in his old living room in Houston. The only light on was in the kitchen, he could see the light’s dimly yellow light. He snuck to the counter and peeked into the kitchen. On the floor, him and Tex sat, both of their eyes locked on each other. Future Church’s chest ached. Her green eyes watched the younger him as he popped the cork from a bottle of wine. Gingerly, he poured a fourth of a cup for both of them and handed it to her. It almost looked too heavy for her hands to hold, but she held it with no shake or anything.
      They both raised their glasses. “To you and me.†Church’s voice broke off the silence, their glasses dinged together and both of them took sips. He sounded different, less annoyed, more content. It hurt future Church’s mental when Tex crawled onto younger Church’s lap and he wrapped his arms around her. She set her glass on the tile and turned around. He reached out and ran his fingertips over the plains of her face. She reached out and touched his lips with her fingertips. He leaned forward and kissed her lips. She tangled her fingers in his hair and he pulled her close around her waist, setting his cup next to hers. The wine inside it took a minute to freeze up like Jell-O.
      The cool air on the floor surrounded them, but it was nothing.
      Future Church watched tremblingly as younger him unbuttoned her jeans and she began unbuttoning his shirt. The future was so fucked up, but Church couldn’t stop himself from marveling at her, even now. Gradually, their clothes were scattered. Tex stood and pulled him up with her. ‘I love you.†She mumbled, it was the first and last time he’d ever hear that.
      “I love you too.†That was when he went back to his time. There was nothing left for him to see or hear. That was all he’d wanted to hear.

      The End

    • Red vs Blue Music: Our Swords

      9 years ago

      four_winds

      Our Swords - Band Of Horses

      They’d struck at night, their best aliens stealthily sneaking towards the base and taking out the guards. They groaned and shouted in response. The only one to hear were the sharp ears of Junior. He lay curled up in a ball on a pillow on the floor by Tucker’s bed. He shot up and listened carefully. His alien senses amazed Tucker, and now was no exception. He heard the footsteps and the faint movements of air as they gestured military signs in their language. Instead of hurrying, Junior just slowly crawled atop Tucker. “Blarg!†A tremor shook Tucker violently as he awoke.
      ‘What? What is it buddy?†He asked groggily.
      “Blarg!†Junior pointed to the door and crawled to the floor. If it’d been a cartoon, he would have been strait as a board and pointing stiffly. Tucker got to his feet gracefully and silently. He grasped his sword by the hilt, but didn’t activate it. His footsteps were silently as he went to the door and opened it. He glanced speedily from side to side and caught a glance of the aliens. One was dragging one of his comrades out of their room and had a gun aimed to his head. He didn’t watch further and looked at Junior, who was now to his hip. They both nodded and Junior got out his alien needler.
      They stepped out and Junior fired at the aliens that were headed into another comrade’s room. They were surprised and killed, but only two out of ten. The others returned fire, hitting Tucker on the leg. It burned and he took cover in his room, while Junior continued to return fire back evenly.
      Suddenly, all fire seized. “May I speak with you?†It was a man this time, a freelancer in black armor. Tucker came out.
      “What the hell do you want?†His voice was harsh, but shaky.
      “The artifact, of course.†His ominous tone screamed danger.
      “Yeah, I should have guessed that.†Then the man fired at them again. Tucker and Junior retreated out the bedroom window and took off to hide in the catacombs.
      Before that, Tucker began recording a distress call and left it in a long hall building.

    • Red vs Blue Music: Tourist Trap

      9 years ago

      four_winds

      Tourist Trap - Bright Eyes

      Tex wasn’t sure how she’d expected to feel upon returning, but it sure wasn’t what she felt. Everything, everyone, was… different. The way things were hadn’t changed too much, except now, the team wasn’t all here and Church looked at her like he waiting for her to pickup and leave again without telling him goodbye. Too often now, she asked herself why she’d ran off. Why she’d never said goodbye to Church properly. But she knew the answers. She’d not told him she was leaving, because he was the only person in the universe who could have changed her mind.
      Caboose was blabbing to her, but she was tuning him out, just watching Church as he watched her. They hadn’t even properly greeted each other. What would things be like now? Her chest hurt as she thought about how he could easily hate her. When she thought about it actually, she wanted him to hate her. It was the only way that she’d never hurt him again. His eyes showed her that he didn’t, that he couldn’t, but he wanted to.
      After Caboose bounded off, Church strolled over to her, the question in his eyes. Was she staying? It took her a moment to find her voice. “I… I don’t think I’ll unpack, Church. Because… this honestly… doesn’t feel right. I’m not sure if this is where I live anymore.â€Â

    • RvB Music: No One's Gonna Love You

      9 years ago

      four_winds

      No One’s Gonna Love You - Band Of Horses

      It was almost like a faded picture, or a picture with a reflection on it now. Church could barely remember her now. Tex had been gone more then four years today. The rubble of her ship still rests in peace in Valhalla. It seems almost blurry to him now. Her face. It was the basics he remembers. Like, her fiery hair, emerald eyes, pale skin. Her face had almost faded from his ghostly memory. He wishes he could remember her smile, her entire being, but he can’t. She’s just like a slowly fading memory.
      The only thing he could say: was that it was right. It was all right. Times did heal your wounds. Maybe not fully, but they did to an extent. He wouldn’t cry like he did the first two times that it was the anniversary of her death, or the first night she’d left, he couldn’t.
      The only thing he felt was his old wound burn like salt had been poured in. It was a lesser pain; this was a lesser anniversary. He stared at the ship with no expression.
      She’d torn him into a million pieces, but even he could recover enough to live. Just like any other who’s lost someone. He sighed and turned towards blue base.
      It was pretty obvious to him what was his remaining. All he was, was an ever living ghost of what once was and what could have been. Whether he liked it or not, he’d never be the same without her. Without his other half.

    • Red vs Blue Music: Enemy Fire

      9 years ago

      four_winds

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      Enemy Fire - Ryan Adams

      Was it really too late? No! Of course not! Sarge thought as he imagined shooting Grif. It would be so easy right now. Just one shot that he’d say was an accident.
      They were all in battle right now. Alien gun fire whizzed by them as they hid behind a wall. They’d taken out one, but there were plenty more scum where that came from.
      Sarge fired randomly down the hall and an alien groaned painfully. “Yah!!!†Grif shuddered as Sarge laughed. Tucker maneuvered closer to the edge in a crouch, his trained eyes locked on the gun fire’s pattern. “I think we should send someone orange in to distract them!â€Â
      “No way! I’m not going in there!†Grif whined in a light, hysteria voice.
      “He’s yellow!†they heard Epsilon Church correct.
      “Shut the fuck up you, dick!†Tucker ordered. It truly amazed everyone that he listen.
      “Hey, where am I?†They all groaned in response; except Caboose.
      “You are in a temple! With mean people!â€Â
      “Wow… that sounds really- huh? Where am I?†Caboose continued in the background as Sarge finally sighed. He’d not be able to kill Grif today. But at least he’ll get to kill some scummy alien!
      “Yah!†He fired at Grif anyway. He jumped out of the way.
      “Ahh!! SARGE!!â€Â

    • Red vs Blue Music: Crooked Teeth

      9 years ago

      four_winds

      Crooked Teeth - Death Cab For Cutie

      Caboose and his dumb Epsilon friend were really chewing on Tucker’s last nerve. It didn’t even make sense to him how someone, anyone, could be as stupid as them. It just wasn’t right. A disgrace to the entire human species. And yet, he was the one stuck with them. It was almost too easy to believe that this was planned in someway. That his life was planned out to be a disaster. The doctor probably shout, “Congrats Mrs. Tucker! It’s a disaster!†After he was born. His parents probably gave him the middle-named disaster. Luverneus Disaster Tucker.
      He sighed. Trying to make sense of these people was useless. More then half the time, he didn’t even understand what they were saying. It was too official, everyone he knew were dumb asses. Each one more useless then the other. Epsilon Church had to be the worst. Then Caboose. Sarge, and last Grif. At least he was kinda intelligent.
      He wondered as he crouched on the ground with his sword, what he’d been doing. Why had he even wasted time with them? And why had he actually wanted to believe that there was something to find here? That possibly they could help? He didn’t know. But he did know he’d wasted a lot of precious time. There had been nothing to find now. And there had never been a single thing to find before either.

  • Comments (916)

    • simmons345

      10 years ago

      yes hold on

    • simmons345

      10 years ago

      cool sorry i commented a lot of people and new alerts every 5 seconds

    • simmons345

      10 years ago

      thank you your awsome.

    • simmons345

      10 years ago

      will you please vote on my contest roosterteeth.com/members/journal/entry.php?id=2421433

    • TbErNaNd

      10 years ago

      Camera theif, i made a movie for Tech and he jacked my camera.....

    • TbErNaNd

      10 years ago

      We was working outside in construction.... i had just come in and he snapped a pic of me

    • TbErNaNd

      10 years ago

      jimmy.gif

      This doesn't seem physically possible

    • Seaborn94 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      The pic is up.

    • Seaborn94 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      I'll be back in a few minutes I'm going to add a pic I drew.

    • Seaborn94 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Cool, thanks. smiley0.gifsmiley9.gif

    • Seaborn94 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Since I don't have ideas I'm not that picky.

    • Seaborn94 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      If only you could give me some of your ideas.

    • Seaborn94 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Thats the dream.

    • Seaborn94 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Which is the reason I can't write.

    • Seaborn94 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      I would be able to write heaps but I don't have the ideas to write stories.

    • Seaborn94 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      I can only write if someone tell me what to write.

    • Seaborn94 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Thats cool.

      If I tried writing till 4am I wouldn't get much done at all.

    • Seaborn94 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      So are you going to write till you run out of ideas.

    • Seaborn94 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Yeah in writing.

    • Seaborn94 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      So much do you have to do?

      Post edited 7/17/09 12:23AM

    • Seaborn94 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Well thats good.

    • Seaborn94 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Like you are now. Because writing is a hard job.

    • Seaborn94 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Yeah it is a lot of things.

    • Seaborn94 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Not really the game is a sniping game so I click the mouse then start talking for a while.

    • Seaborn94 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Talking to you, TbErNaNd, playing a flash game and listening to Whose Line is it Anyway?.

    • Seaborn94 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      What are you up to?

    • Seaborn94 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Hey.

    • Ruhiel

      10 years ago

      oh ok

    • DGSunshineFD

      10 years ago

      How have you been? Good I hope...

    • DGSunshineFD

      10 years ago

      Besides the accident, good. Actually very good.

    • DGSunshineFD

      10 years ago

      I know, me too.

    • DGSunshineFD

      10 years ago

      yeah, it's ok. Trust me, any real damage done and I'd be in the hospital.

    • DGSunshineFD

      10 years ago

      Yeah, i'm good. The paramedics came and fixed me up.

    • DGSunshineFD

      10 years ago

      I'm ok. besides the whole 'slitting my lip open with a razor' thing, I'm ok. (Didn't happen on purpose)

    • DGSunshineFD

      10 years ago

      Hey, whats up? You good?

    • Ruhiel

      10 years ago

      oh that would be cool of course you can

    • psyco38

      10 years ago

      hey emily I'm super sorry for not getting on the other day.
      I tried to get on but my parents wouldn't let me.

      can you send my profile a friend request.

    • xXSWATXx

      10 years ago

      It doesn't kill him.

    • xXSWATXx

      10 years ago

      Yes...
      Yes I do need to write a new journal.

    • xXSWATXx

      10 years ago

      Should I...
      A. kill Tucker,
      B. get him seriously messed up and have him transferred and say it was an accident,
      or
      C. just beat the crap out of him?

    • TbErNaNd

      10 years ago

      thanks i guess, though he is a bit of a handful

    • TbErNaNd

      10 years ago

      yes thats my dog and yes, he is adorable

    • steellawman

      10 years ago

      how did u get those pics of tucker in that group

    • conmars

      10 years ago

      cool

    • conmars

      10 years ago

      wach ya doin

    • conmars

      10 years ago

      yo

    • GontArk FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Blacksmith

      10 years ago

      Cricky i'm nill 14 hours ahead of you, well cya then

    • GontArk FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Blacksmith

      10 years ago

      yeah but lets stop talking about it, don't want to start a conspirity or something

    • GontArk FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Blacksmith

      10 years ago

      yeah possible

    • GontArk FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Blacksmith

      10 years ago

      If you want send it as a message or something then the only way to be heard is if he got on to my account

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