from Elsberry, MO

    • fpayne


      6 years ago

      so i was in a relationship for almost a year...the whole time we'd fight constantly. when we weren't fighting we went up in his room and either slept, watched a movie, had sex or a combination of any of those...it got boirng....so i broke up with him...no he's being an ass hole...calling me a two timing bitch i never cheated on him and he won't even look at me...why can't we just be friends...i still really care about him...people break up...it's not like we were going to be together forever...but whatever...i think i might be done with the guy thing...lol...AAAAAHHHHAAAAHHHH

    • fpayne

      My Life

      6 years ago

      You know I used to think that my life sucked and that no matter what it wasn't going to get any better. That was how i was until I met my current Boyfriend....I LOVE Him with every ounce of anything i have. I never thought I could love someone this much. I just don't know what I would do without him. My mom doesn't like him too much but she'll never really like any of my boyfriends!! he is the best thing that's ever happened to me and i can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him!!! I have finally found someone that loves me the way i am and wants nothing but the best for me...even if that meant leaving me...but i know that it's not and so i get him FOREVER!! very few people ever get to experiece that kind of love and i'm so happy that i get to...God has put him in my life to show me that life isn't as bad as i thought. Life is only as bad as you make it out to be...and i just was so desperate to get out that i made my life a nightmare...but not anymore....Brett, my boyfriend has shown me that someone does love me and that i can survive!!!!


    • fpayne

      Lunar Eclipse

      7 years ago

      I just got done watching the Lunar Eclipse turn from partial to full...and then i'll watch it go from full to partial...i'm excited.

      I'm a nerd i know....

      If you guys watched comment...or don't whatever....but i thought it was pretty kool...

    • fpayne

      140 Life Experiences. I've Had 98!

      7 years ago

      140 Life Experiences. I've Had 98

      Level 1

      () I have had an asthma attack
      (x) Smoked A Cigarette
      () Smoked A Cigar
      () Been drunk
      (x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
      (x) Been In Love or still in love
      (x) Been Dumped
      (x) Been Fired
      (x) Been In A Fist Fight
      () Snuck Out Of A Parent's House

      total so far: 5

      Level 2

      (x) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back
      (x) Been Arrested or Seen Someone You Know Get Arrested
      (x) Made Out With A Stranger
      () Gone Out On A Blind Date
      (x) Had A Crush On someone older than you
      (x) Skipped School
      () Slept With A Co-worker/ team mate or relationship close to it
      (x) Seen Someone / Something Die

      total so far: 11

      Level 3

      () Been On A Plane
      () Thrown Up From Drinking
      (x) Eaten Sushi
      (x) Been Snowboarding/Skiing
      (x) Been Mosh Pitting
      (x) Taken Pain Killers
      (x) Love(d) or Lust Someone Who You Can't Have
      (x) Been in a BAD relationship

      total so far: 16

      Level 4

      (x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
      (x) Made A Snow Angel
      (x) Had A Tea Party
      (x) Flown A Kite
      (x) Built A Sand Castle
      (x) Gone Puddle Jumping
      (x) Played Dress Up
      (x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
      (x ) Gone Sledding
      (x ) Cheated While Playing A Game

      total so far: 25

      Level 5

      (x) Been Lonely
      (x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
      () Used A Fake / Someone Else's ID
      (x) Watched The sun set/ sun rise
      () Felt An Earthquake
      (x ) Kissed A Snake
      (x) Been Tickled
      (x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
      () Robbed Someone
      (x) Been Misunderstood..

      total so far: 32

      Level 6

      (x ) Pet A Deer
      (x ) Won a Contest
      () Been Suspended
      (x) Had Detention
      (x) Been In A Car/ Motorcycle Accident
      () Had / Have Braces
      (x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
      (x) Had Deja vu
      (x) Danced in the moonlight
      (x) Hated the way you look

      total so far: 40

      Level 7

      (x) Questioned your heart
      (x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
      (x) Squished Barefoot Through the Mud
      (x) Been lost
      ( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
      () Swam In The Ocean
      (x) Felt Like You Were Dying
      (x) Cried Yourself to sleep

      total: 46

      Level 8

      (x) Played Cops and Robbers
      (x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
      (x) Sang Karaoke ...
      (x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
      (x) Made Prank Phone Calls
      (x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
      (x) Kissed In The Rain
      (x ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
      (x) Been Kissed Under Mistletoe

      total: 56

      Level 9

      (x) Watched The Sun Set With Someone You Care / Cared About
      (x) Blown Bubbles
      (x) Made A Bonfire
      () Crashed A Party
      () Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
      (x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
      (x) Had A Wish Come True
      ( ) Been Humped By A Monkey
      (x ) Worn Pearls
      ( ) Jumped Off A Bridge (into water)

      total: 62

      Level 10

      ( ) Swam With Dolphins
      (x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/ Freezer/Ice Cube
      ( x) Kissed A Fish
      (x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
      (x) Sat On A Roof Top
      (x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
      (x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
      () talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
      (x) stayed Up All Night

      total: 69

      Level 11

      (x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
      (x) Climbed A Tree
      (x) Had / Been In A Tree House
      (x) Have been/Are scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
      (x) Seen/heard a Ghost/Spirit/demon
      ( x) Have/had More Than 30 Pairs Of Shoes or Flip Flops
      () gone streaking
      (x) Been to/Visited Someone At Jail
      (x) Played Chicken
      (x) Been Pushed Into A Pool/lake/river With All Your Clothes On

      total: 78

      Level 12

      (x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
      () Broken a bone
      (x) Been Easily Amused
      (x) Caught A Fish
      (x) Caught A Butterfly
      (x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
      (x) Cried So Hard You Laughed
      () Mooned / Flashed Someone
      (x) Had someone Moon / Flash You

      total: 85

      Level 13

      (x) Cheated On A Test
      (x) Forgotten Someone's Name
      ( x) French braided someones hair
      (x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
      (x) Rode A Roller Coaster
      ( ) Went Scuba-Diving / Snorkeling
      (x) Had A Cavity

      Total: 91

      Level 14

      (x) Been Used
      (x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
      () Licked a Cat
      (x) Bitten Someone
      (x) Licked Someone
      () Been shot at --with a BB gun :D ---
      () Had sex in or next to a field/garden/lake/ocean/park
      () Flattened someone's tires
      (x) Drove/rode in a car until the gas light came on
      (x) Had five dollars or less and bought something

      Total: 98? i think i add it right..

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    • fpayne

      The many questions of life......

      7 years ago

      Why, Why, Why

      Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead?

      Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money?

      Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet?

      Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle?

      Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection?

      Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard?

      Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him?

      Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets?

      Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "Lisp"?

      If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes and not naked men walking out from the jungle?

      Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white?

      Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale?

      Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized?

      Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuum cleaner, then reach down, pick it up, examine it, then put it down to give the vacuum one more chance?

      Why is it that no plastic bag will open from the end on your first try?

      How do those dead bugs get into those enclosed light fixtures?

      When we are in the supermarket and someone rams our ankle with a shopping cart then apologizes for doing so, why do we say, "It's all right?" Well, it isn't all right, so why don't we say, "That hurt, you stupid idiot?"

      Why is it that whenever you attempt to catch something that's falling off the table you always manage to knock something else over?

      In winter why do we try to keep the house as warm as it was in summer when we complained about the heat?

      How come you never hear father-in-law jokes?

      And my FAVORITE......

      The statistics on sanity are that one out of every four persons is suffering from some sort of mental illness. Think of your three best friends -- if they're okay, then it's you.

    • fpayne

      So Be It!

      7 years ago

      I really love this one
      This is one of the better e-mails I have received in a long time! I hope this makes its way around the USA several times over!!!!!
      So Be It!


      So if the US government determines that it is against the
      law for the words "under God" to be on our money, then,
      so be it.

      And if that same government decides that the
      "Ten Commandments"
      are not to be used in or on a
      government installation, then,
      so be it.

      I say, " so be it," because I would like to be a
      law abiding US citizen.

      I say, "so be it," because I would like to think that
      smarter people than I are in positions to make good decisions.

      I would like to think that those people have the
      American public's best interests at heart.

      Since we can't pray to God, can't Trust in God and cannot post His Commandments in Government buildings , I don't believe the Government and its employees should participate in the Easter and Christmas celebrations which honor the God
      that our government is eliminating from many facets of American life.

      I'd like my mail delivered on Christmas, Good Friday, Thanksgiving &Easter. After all, it's just another day.

      I'd like the " US Supreme Court to be in session on Christmas, Good Friday, Thanksgiving &Easter as well as Sundays." After all, it's just another day.

      I'd like the Senate and the House of Representatives
      to not have to worry about getting home for the "Christmas Break." After all it's just another day.

      I'm thinking that a lot of my taxpayer dollars could be saved, if all government offices & services would work on Christmas, Good Friday &Easter. It shouldn't cost any overtime since those would be just like any other day of the week to a government that is trying to be "politically correct."

      In fact....

      I think that our government should work on Sundays (initially set aside for worshipping God...) because, after all, our government says that it should be just another day....

      What do you all think????

      If this idea gets to enough people, maybe our elected
      officials will stop giving in to the "minority opinions"
      and begin, once again, to represent the "majority"
      of ALL of the American people.

      SO BE IT...........

      Please Dear Lord,
      Give us the help needed to keep you in our country!
      'Amen' and 'Amen'

      These are definitely things I never thought about but
      from now on, I will be sure to question those in
      government who support these changes.

      At the top, it says " I hope this makes its way around
      the USA several times over!!!!!"
      Let's see that it does.

    • fpayne

      This is Beautiful, Try Not to Cry.

      7 years ago

      Please read---

      She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said:
      "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?"

      The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it."

      Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?"

      The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university."

      Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked.

      Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.

      The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom." She went on, "My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could."

      Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car.

      The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room.

      She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.

      It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said:

      "Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say "I Love You" . I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD ! And guess what, Mom ? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom ? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you t his letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him ?' "God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children. Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool ? I have to give God His pen back now He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great.

      Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery ! How about that ?

      Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.

      (Let's see Satan stop this one.) Take 60 seconds and repost this, within the hour, you will have caused a multitude of believers to pray to God for each other. Then sit back and feel the Holy Spirit work in your life for doing what you know God loves "When you're down to nothing, God is up to something."

    • fpayne


      7 years ago

      This is a really good poem...

      Now I sit me down in school
      Where praying is against the rule
      For this great nation under God
      Finds mention of Him very odd

      If scripture now the class recites
      If violates the Bill of Rights
      And anytime my head I bow
      Becomes a Federal matter now

      Our hair can be purple, oragne, or gree
      That's no offense, it's a freedom scene
      The law is specific; the law is percise
      Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice

      For praying in a public hall
      Might offend someone with no faith at all
      In silence alone we must meditate
      God's name is prohibited by the state

      We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks
      And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks
      They've outlawed guns but FIRST the bible
      To quote the Good Book makes me liable

      We can elect a pregnant senior queen
      And the "unwed daddy" our senior king
      It's "inappropriate" to teach right from wrong
      We're taught such judments do not belong

      We can get our condoms and birth controls
      Study witchcraft, vampires, and totem poles
      But the 10 commandments are not allowed
      No word of God must reach this crowd

      It's scary here I must confess
      When chaos reigns, the school's a mess
      So, Lord this silent plea I make
      Should i be shot, my soul please take!
      By: Anonymous

      This poem is good because it shows the present conditions of society...Christians freedoms of religon, speech, press, and others are slowly being taken away....and nobody's doing anything about it....it's time that the 21st century Christian stand up for what they believe....that they stop being pushed around...and they stop getting "tolerance" shoved down our throats from the atheists....


      God bless....

    • fpayne

      Think about this for a while...

      7 years ago

      This is an e-mail I got from one of my friends. It's amazing, just let it sit with you for a while, even if you're not a religious person. This prayer can still have meaning.

      _B_est Prayer I Have Heard In A Long Time...

      Heavenly Father, Help us remember that the jerk who cut us off in
      traffic last night is a single mother who worked nine hours that day
      is rushing home to cook dinner, help with homework, do the laundry and
      spend a few precious moments with her children.

      Help us to remember that the pierced, tattooed, disinterested young man

      who can't make change correctly is a worried 19-year-old college
      student, balancing his apprehension over final exams with his fear of
      not getting his student loans for next semester.

      Remind us, Lord, that the scary looking bum, begging for money in the
      same spot every day (who really ought to get a job!) is a slave to
      addictions that we can only imagine in our worst nightmares.

      Help us to remember that the old couple walking annoyingly slow through

      the store aisles and blocking our shopping progress are savoring this
      moment, knowing that, based on the biopsy report she got back last
      this will be the last year that they go shopping together.

      Heavenly Father, remind us each day that, of all the gifts you give us,

      the greatest gift is love. It is not enough to share that love with
      those we hold dear. Open our hearts not to just those who are close to
      us, but to all humanity. Let us be slow to judge and quick to forgive,
      show patience, empathy and love. Matt 5:44

      If you send this to 5 people, then you have a chance to touch 5 people.

      Working for God on earth doesn't pay much.. . ..but His retirement plan

      is out of this world.

    • fpayne


      7 years ago

      Today I got to go to see the broadway performance of Wicked. For those who don't know what Wicked is, it's The Wicked Witch of the West's side (haha...westside..neway) of the story of The Wizard of Oz. The music is great, the actors are amazing. The whole play in general is AWESOME!!! If you ever get the chance to see it, I HIGHLY recommend it.

      That's All....but again go see it if you can...IT WAS PHENOMINAL (sp)

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  • Comments (401)

    • lilflash200


      6 years ago

      hey what's up

    • DarthDonut77


      6 years ago

      awe thats great :)

    • DarthDonut77


      6 years ago

      awe you have a boyfriend.
      *cute face*

    • DarthDonut77


      6 years ago

      well im doing pretty ok

      enjoying the last week of vacation and all.

      I have facebook...but i like this site better...
      i use them both all the time tho lol

    • DarthDonut77


      7 years ago

      lol you better.

    • PunkRocker93


      7 years ago

      haha. i was JUST going to say the same thing as jen. lol.

    • Legos


      7 years ago

      *cough* NEW JOURNAL*cough*

    • DarthDonut77


      7 years ago

      Creepy's good sometimes right?

    • DarthDonut77


      7 years ago

      You seem to be an awesome person.

    • lonewolf92


      7 years ago

      i have heard that many many times i need prof i need to know a GOOD reason why i should stay cause wat i have heard u never wanted it to go far anyway