glassxblower

Female
from Manhattan, NY

  • Activity

    • the see friendship feature on facebook

      8 years ago

      glassxblower

      IS OFFICIALLY MY FAVORITE PAST TIME

    • i need a boy...

      8 years ago

      glassxblower

      who isn't annoying/ridiculous/a fuckhead/crazy.
      does this exist? -__-

    • so.

      8 years ago

      glassxblower

      hello.

      i'm... a stressed out grump.

      fuuuuck my life.

    • halloween!

      8 years ago

      glassxblower

      this is my completed first costume. i'm being a ghost. so like. think of it with pale-ass make-up and shit. now i just need a second costume.

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    • 8 years ago

      glassxblower
    • 8 years ago

      glassxblower
    • im still sick

      9 years ago

      glassxblower

      fucks dis.

      and now i have a work crush!

      fml.

    • today i learned

      9 years ago

      glassxblower

      that a man's penis is three times the size of his thumb.
      this is what i learned.

      is it true? i don't know, because i don't have a penis.
      even if it isn't true, will this stop me from looking at men's thumbs on the train?
      probably not.

      also, if i did have a penis it would be really small.
      like, three and a half inches or so.
      so i'd have a baby dick :(

      the more you know.

    • i have a library crush.

      9 years ago

      glassxblower

      every time i come here on a day off of school to use the internet he's here and fuck, dis boy is so cute! gah.

    • whats a girl to do

      9 years ago

      glassxblower

      this is going to sound stupid. and you're all going to tell me the same thing, and i know what it will be, and i don't know why i'm even posting this here for anyone to read, but i don't know what else to do. i'm just sick of it welling up inside. i just want to say something about it somewhere. that's all. it's stupid. i know it is. but i can't help it.

      this is a long story. and there's a long backstory. which makes it an even longer story. so i'll try to explain e verything in detail without going into much detail. oh yeah and its about a fucking boy. duh.

      last may i met a boy whose name i wont mention but its not like it really matters. we weren't official or anything but when we hung out we always ended the night making out or staying together until the sun came up and we realized we should probably go home. this progressed until i went back to rochester for the summer and then we didnt really talk. but that's kind of his mannerism so it didnt really hurt me or anything, i just missed him a lot. so august came and i came back to the city and the first day of classes we hung out and drank and he came over to my place and we hooked up. and then after that he didnt really talk to me, but as i said, that is his mannerism. which i'll get into later. but whenever i contacted him asking him to come out or something he would always decline. so okay, 3 or 4 times after him declining, i kind of thought maybe he wasnt interested anymore. then when he showed up to a party at hunter i was at and didnt say a word to me the whole night, it seemed to confirm this feeling, and so i cried the rest of the night and tried my best to forget about him, but it didnt work, because stupid silly me, i might love this fuckhead, and so a little while ago i got drunk and messaged him on facebook saying that i miss him and that if i did something wrong i was sorry but don't just fucking not talk to me. and he was a defensive bitch back and said that he didnt stop talking to me, basically explained that i took things too personally, and he wasnt mad at me at all we just hadnt talked in so long because he "doesn't give a fuck" about anything. which is just a quick summary tha tmakes him sound like a dick head but whatever, he's being a dickhead so i dont really care. the thing is though, hes really the sweetest, chillest kid ever, and so the fact that my assuming he hates me/wants nothing to do with me made him so mad implies that maybe he does in some way still give a shit about me, but how coudl that be, he doesnt care about anyone or anything because he's so stupid. but im being unfair, hes a really sweet guy, i just would like to not be lumped in with all the things he doesnt care about, but he didnt even mean it THAT way, just that he doesnt take the time to text or call or ask people to hang out because he just doesnt care. he doesnt even talk to his best friend since they were like, babies, that much, but its just. to me, its just like, come on, really. i dont think that given the situation i described earlier i was out of line to assume he didnt want anything to do with me. so all of this shit was a huge misunderstanding, i guess, which would be great if we could go back to before he broke my heart without meaning to, i guess, and the closest i ever got to an apology was him telling me that if he hurt me he didnt mean to, but that doesnt change anything and i shouldnt care about him but i do. i love this fuckhead. but i hate that he cares so fucking little about himself. but it doesnt even matter because he wont even reply to the last facebook message i sent him telling him i wasnt trying to start a fight, poured my fucking heart out to him, and its been so fucking long since then so what am i even supposed to do? forget about him, sure, but thats easier said than done, and fuck i just want to shake him. jesus christ.

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  • Comments (396)

    • JoseDRojas

      8 years ago

      Somehow I failed to click the "accept" button... friend request sent!

      Post edited 12/30/10 4:01AM

    • Chalky991

      9 years ago

      That sucks. :( I hope you get well soon.

    • Chalky991

      9 years ago

      Nothing much, just hanging out, nothing to special, what about your self?

    • Chalky991

      9 years ago

      Why hello there.

    • JoseDRojas

      9 years ago

      Random friend request is random. Did I see you at PAX? I never forget a pretty face.

    • JumpGuy FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      I just usually say hey! Whats up? smiley13.gifsmiley8.gif

      Post edited 9/09/10 6:42PM

    • JumpGuy FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      Thanks for the add! smiley0.gifsmiley13.gif

    • i_like_me

      9 years ago

      I smiley12.gif delicious food too!

      After some tasty lamb on Sunday night, I cooked some very yummy kangaroo last night!! smiley0.gif

    • i_like_me

      9 years ago

      I don't believe you! Show me a sexy nerd, and prove it to me! smiley6.gif

    • LiLScruby

      9 years ago

      Thanks for adding me ^,^

    • AndyHarness FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold RTX Guardian

      9 years ago

      well, the fact that someone i don't know somehow found me on a site i hardly use and likes my picture is all the substance i need to be sincerely flattered. :) thank you!

    • Deanzo_

      9 years ago

      sometimes here, the sun doesn't set.

    • Deanzo_

      9 years ago

      ach nothing much, just chillin' like a villain, plus since it's nearly 1am here bed seems like a good idea right now. :L
      how about yourself?

    • i_like_me

      9 years ago

      I know how you feel. As annoying as it is to be woken in the middle of the night, this cat is still cute and lovely.

      But just a little. smiley6.gif

    • i_like_me

      9 years ago

      You must know EXACTLY how I feel with this cat then! I can hear it singing out for food downstairs now - lucky I brought earplugs home from work so I can sleep, because this cat is going to drive me CRAZY!!

    • Sax on

      9 years ago

      scared of what?

    • Lorrry Rawrie

      9 years ago

      well i'm getting less active on here tho... but i still check my watchlist alerts and comment.

      i'm getting sleepy... i took a sleeping pill an hour ago x]

      so what cha doing in Manhattan? Skewl? What cha takin?

    • Sax on

      9 years ago

      very nice, i get my apt to myself in a week

    • Lorrry Rawrie

      9 years ago

      Yesh. I've always been here... alone...
      Since all you Williamson wimminz left me :'(
      </3

      heheh. Man hat eh? awesomes :]

    • Ziontific

      9 years ago

      Not creepy at all. ^^ Your hair is absolutely gorgeous but I concluded a long time ago that I would look terrifying as a blonde. Gingers really just have to stick with what we've got. :p

    • Sax on

      9 years ago

      Hey! I'm doing really well. I'm a huge Blackhawks fan, and we're winning hardcore right now. What's up?

    • El_Guapo86

      9 years ago

      everything is great, just got done watching the new episode and gettin ready for some sleep. what part of Manhattan do you live in?

    • i_like_me

      9 years ago

      ROFL - In the olden days, things were so much simpler.

      It is a bit too complex, after being away for so long - I've only come back recently too, and I hardly know anyone here! But there are some nice people here. smiley0.gif

    • SocialistYam

      9 years ago

      For saying that, you are my favourite random creeper :p

      I also really like Neutral Milk

    • El_Guapo86

      9 years ago

      you're my 2nd friend Yay!

    • deryell FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      Oh wow, you're my first friend...I guess I have a long way to go haha. Nice to meet you? :)

    • breebree20

      9 years ago

      Aww, thanks! I know, haha, she's adorable!

    • AssCutter

      10 years ago

      There is a lot of hot-ness in this profile.

    • SPLChamps

      10 years ago

      Is there an inherent coolness in being Jewish? I wish I were Jewish. I mean, I'd love to be Seth Rogen. Or Ben Stiller. Or maybe even Larry David. Is Jewish the common theme here? We Catholics, oh God, we don't even have any sort of mentionable celebrities that people want to be. Everyone is either Kabalah, Buddhist, Atheist, or Jewish. Can you perform conversions over the interweb? If so, pencil me in for a cyberconverting on, say, the 20th.

      I see you're back. Turn around. HA!

    • WFGeppetto

      11 years ago

      glassblower? As in glasses, or ahem, er glass pieces?

    • SPLChamps

      12 years ago

      I don't think "social" and "internet" go together. It's a bit like "Mel Gibson" and "sobriety" or "Transformers" and "not the greatest thing ever thought of since man invented the fire wheel".

      Yeah, I've been neglectful hither and tither too, what with the moving house creating a vacuum of internet. That's my excuse.

      This is a stupid question: Do you watch Harvey Birdman? I figured with your (creepy...ahem...dedicated) love of Colbert you must...

    • beemer7

      12 years ago

      hey no problem, and yes i know how you feel about the good old days, funny how people only think that ok go have been around for a year, even though they've got like three other videos that are equally as awesome. tsk, ah well it is unfortunate that the world still follows the "ignorance is bliss" ideal.

    • SPLChamps

      12 years ago

      Life is alright, I'm not the one to complain in the boat while there is a leak in the back and I have to shuffle like crazy to get this silly Japanese outfit off and get bucketing the water back out of the boat so that we'll actually make it to dry land.

      Exactly.

      No, life is cool I suppose. It would be better with some Special K. I do love that stuff. You were right to go on and on about it, it's some pretty special stuff.

      How is life on your end?

    • caboosiness

      12 years ago

      oh im glad im a fun person.

    • sphinxter

      12 years ago

      Haha, alright, I can accept that.

    • SPLChamps

      12 years ago

      Oh man, tell me about it. I've had this goddamn cold for like a week and a half, it just won't leave me alone long enough to enjoy a bowl of Special K without having to blow my nose like 50 times in between. And don't worry about not working over Spring Break, no one has ever, in the history of humanity, ever worked on a holiday. Anyone who says "Oh, I did, I got a headstart, woo!" is a total liar and a tool. And you can tell them I said that.

    • SPLChamps

      12 years ago

      No, Richard Nixon is the worst internet friend ever. He hasn't emailed me since 1994!

      Yes, well, this has been a while. I'm not too shabby, just enjoying Day #1 of my 3 week Spring Break thing. Sweet beans.

      How hath ye been, Rumplestiltskin?

    • sphinxter

      12 years ago

      I'm glad for that. You should.

      Yeah, I know that every single dancing movie is all the same thing. Which is why I've decided not to go see it.

    • jlewisj

      12 years ago

      nice page

    • sphinxter

      12 years ago

      Haha, don't worry about it. I understand that it can be hard sometimes. Not everyone is incredibly lazy like me and is willing to do anything to avoid homework, a job, or anything else. smiley0.gif

    • SPLChamps

      12 years ago

      Oh I'd already planned on replacing you with somebody else...but I can't say no to your return.

      Getting a permit is like riding a horse through a field of mud, in that I wanted to make that comparison regardless of how much or how little it actually related to the topic.

      And short comments are cool...when done properly.

    • sphinxter

      12 years ago

      Actually, Dane Cook has acted very well in a couple of movies. The most prominent being Waiting. Granted, he wasn't the lead character or anything, but he still was very good in it. His next movie with Jessica Simpson should be hilarious. I think Dane Cook should host SNL all of the time. Except it should just be a ninety minute monologue with him telling jokes since that was the bright point. You can't blame him though for the show sucking. There's really no one good left on SNL.

    • SPLChamps

      12 years ago

      Well it's not like you can't do it now...unless you lost your legs and hands. In which case, I would question how you got on the bus on your own in the first place...like some sort of superhuman tongue...you could be the guy from X-Men...without limbs. This went stranger than I had expected.

    • SPLChamps

      12 years ago

      Either I've been seriously duped or that is the longest comment I've ever seen.

      What kind of a saint? Explain more. In fine detail.

    • xKristinx

      12 years ago

      Haaa, yesssssss!

    • SPLChamps

      13 years ago

      Wow...that's a lot of stuff to digest. Congratulations...I think.

    • SPLChamps

      13 years ago

      Create a paper trail linking the librarian and the guidance counselor to each others' murder. That way, when they see what has happened, the police will treat it as a gang hit and back the hell away. Yizzle.

      The only other alternative is to set fire to her. Which person I am talking about is up to you, however gasoline is too obvious. Secretly coat her in hairspray. Then she'll light up like a balloon...okay...not a balloon...bonfire. I had the b.

    • xKristinx

      13 years ago

      Yeah..I like having mine..makes me feel special. =] And I don't have fancy stuff on my computer to do it with...Photoshop rocks my world, but it likes to cost $456456. So yeah.

    • xKristinx

      13 years ago

      Ha, that's amazing. Thanks for all those mods. :D

    • SPLChamps

      13 years ago

      If she does that, simply elect a class martyr (making sure your not selected). This person will then proceed to eliminate the monitor with rusty bayonets. And if they fight back, then storm the monitor. With rusty bayonets. Just go to your local war memorabilia store. Or make your own bayonets.

      So you're in senior year?

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