glassxblower

Female
from Manhattan, NY

  • Activity

    • 9 years ago

      glassxblower
    • idk.

      10 years ago

      glassxblower

      i may or may not be back?
      keep a look out kiddos. i miss you fools.

    • !

      11 years ago

      glassxblower

      Stephen Colbert is doing a book signing at the Borders in the Time Warner Building at Colombus Circle November 5th. MY LIFE IS OFFICIALLY COMPLETE OMG <333
      [in other words I'm fucking going to that shit because Stephen Colbert might just be the love of my lifeee]

    • Better be heaven.

      12 years ago

      glassxblower

      Basically, things suck. Except that I was given 80 dollars to spend on the internets, and I've wasted 45 of them. Some of them went towards the Strangers With Candy movie poster. Don't ask me why, I can't control myself when it comes to online shopping.

      At any rate, I have nothing even somewhat positive to say, and since I was always told that if you can't say anything nice you shouldn't say anything at all (and also, I don't want to come off as ~*~emoshunalll~*~), I'm going to break out pictures from the last time I went to Forman's park. It was a while ago, but fuck, was it pretty. So yeah. Hereee.

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      And, well, I don't know where this was but I like it, so I'm breaking it out, too:

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      And this is the most amazingly fascinating building I've ever seen. I walk by it everytime I walk to the park and I don't know, there's just something about it that I find captivating.

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      And, well, that's about it. So... accept it?

    • :/

      12 years ago

      glassxblower

      So.

      We just had our dog Misty put down.
      She had cancer.
      Just like Princess had cancer.

      Fucking ridiculous.

      I don't... know what else to say.
      I just thought I'd mention it, so you'd understand why I might not be commenting you in the next few days or anything.

    • :/

      12 years ago

      glassxblower

      So today has been really terrifying.
      First... our power went out for a couple of minutes, which was sort of weird because at the time in wasn't even storming, it was just windy and there was thunder in the distance, but it wasn't that weird. Then, later, my sister and I went to see my mom at work, and when we came back, I went right upstairs with Jana and about a minute later, Jana and the other dogs started barking, so I went downstairs to see why. When I got there, I went to see if someone was in the driveway, but there wasn't a car, and Melissa told me she heard someone knocking on the door less than a minute after she got into the house. And that was pretty weird because she had just gotten into the house, so it's not like someone could have walked up and knocked, as she would have DEFINITELY seen them unless they were hiding somewhere while we went inside. And there wasn't a car outside, either. And then she told me later that she went outside to check after dad woke up, and the porch door was open, like someone had come up on the porch to maybe knock on the house door? And it wasn't like anyone had gone outside since, and Melissa had shut the door tightly. And then later, mom and dad left to go somewhere, and right after they had, the house phone rang, and Melissa said that whoever it was just stayed on the line for, like, a minute after the answering machine picked up. And then right after they hung up, someone called her cell phone four times in a row, and it's from some Rochester number she doesn't recognize. So now we're kind of freaked out because, well, really.

      Aside from that, today has just felt wierd. It stormed a lot, and it was just really windy all day. And I walked Jana to the park tonight and the whole time I just felt so... strange. When I got there the waves were really big, and there wasn't anyone in the park aside from the people playing baseball, and one couple, and there were teenagers in the parking lot sitting and staring in their cars. And then I walked Jana home and she just seemed so scared. She wouldn't even walk ahead of me most of the time... She did the thing she does when I yell at her for chasing cars and she knows I'm really angry, and she just stayed directly next to me the entire time. I don't know. Today has just been... really creepy.

    • night terrors.

      12 years ago

      glassxblower

      i was screaming out in my sleep last night.
      i didn't remember it until my father said something about it later in the day.

      i guess my mom woke to screaming around 3:30 or 4:00,
      my dad heard it, too.

      she went downstairs and asked my sister if she was screaming.
      she wasn't, so when she came upstairs she woke me up and asked "are you screaming?"
      and, i remember this now, i responded with "not that i'm aware of."

      but i had been screaming, i remember it now.
      but i was sleeping, and i'm not even sure why i was doing it, or what i was screaming.
      mom says i was just screaming, like if i were really scared, and that i only did it once or twice,
      but when i think about it it seems like i was yelling for her, or about her, and i remember feeling really scared.
      which is why i was so confused when she woke me up.
      i woke up abruptly and i wasn't sure whether or not i had actually been screaming.
      and then my mom came in and asked me, and i just said what i said because i wasn't completely sure, and i was terrified.

      i must have fallen back to sleep immediately because i didn't even remember any of this having taken place.


      i don't know why this happened, but i'm afraid i'll do it again.
      and if i continue to do it, it probably means i have a sleeping disorder.
      which, really, i do. i'm an insomniac. and not in that cute, clever way that teens use to discribe their ability to stay up past 2:00.
      i'm an actual insomniac.
      and screaming out in my sleep in the middle of the night doesn't really make things better.

    • lol omg i suck.

      12 years ago

      glassxblower

      So I said I was making a comeback.
      And then I didn't do that at all.
      And now I'm going to try again but I'm not making any promises, buddy.

      So this is what I've been up to since... I'm not sure when I last posted?
      April! It was April. Because I'd met David Sedaris <3

      Right. So at one point I went to prom.
      And my dog got pregnant.
      And I fell in love.
      And I went to Apple Blossom.
      And started hanging out with people more.
      And I graduated from high school.
      And went to New York City to take a math placement exam for college.

      And that's a quick recap.
      I'll try my best to comment you douchebags tomorrow because even if I never come here I love you guyyysss. <3

    • So.

      12 years ago

      glassxblower

      I taught David Sedaris how to draw Matthew Broderick and then he gave me ~*~body lotion~*~.

      That is all.

    • This is my big comeback.

      12 years ago

      glassxblower

      That should have been the title of my comeback journal. Now, it just seems silly. But I was listening to the song, so... here we are. Additionally, please excuse any spelling errors. A.) My keyboard is a shitbag, and B.) I'm super tired. So yeah. Ignore them allll.*

      I'd just like to say, right here, right now, that I, Jamie Motherfucking Bruce, have been accepted into the Liberal Arts program at Hunter College for the Fall 2007 semester. What? Yeah. A college actually wants me to attend classes. In its buildings and everything. I don't know why, but I'm not going to complain. All I know is that I am relieved, to say the least. I've been pretty sure that no college would actually find me appealing in any way, and I would be forced to go to a community college unless even they wouldn't accept me, in which case it would be official - I would be the biggest loser ever to grace the planet. I don't know what Hunter College saw in me. Perhaps this is all a big mistake, some sort of technical error, much like the one I'm sure must have been responsible for me being placed in the accellerated math program at our school. Maybe there's another Jamie Bruce out there, one who's actually deserving of college acceptance. Maybe they got us confused, and I've officially sealed her (or his? who knows!) fate as the biggest loser to ever grace the planet. Or maybe they'll reject me after all, write me a letter, tell me it was all a big misunderstanding, and they don't want me anymore. That would be the wise thing to do. I'm not a good student. I wouldn't want me at my university. The only positive thing I have going for me as a student is the fact that my OCD will not allow for me to not do an assignment. I might put it off until the very last minute, but I will never not do it. I'm not good at anything, really. I don't have dreams or anything. I've spent the past three and half years completely avoiding doing community service or after school activities. This is all a really bad idea, Hunter College. As willing as I am to attend you, fatal error or not, I think the fact that you accepted me speaks volumes about your own education. Clearly, your admissions people are retarded. Anyway, I might not even go there. If the admissions crew at American University are as stupid as the ones at Hunter, I'll probably end up going there because I really need to attend school in D.C., and the people at George Washington made a wise decision when they rejected me. AU is my last D.C. college hope. Otherwise, it's off to NYC, which isn't that bad, I've wanted to live there since the sixth grade, but I really want to live in D.C. at some point, and why not during college? Other than the possibility that the schools in D.C. won't want me, if that's the case, clearly that would prevent me from living there during college. But I like the idea of college there better, and then moving to New York afterwards. Besides, I have family in Virginia, so it's not like I'd be completely alone like I will be in New York. Whatever. I'm fine either way.

      Other than that? I got a haircut. There are pictures in my pictures section. I don't want to type anymore.

      *That one was actually intentional. :/

  • About Me

  • Comments (396)

    • mynamewasusd

      13 years ago

      Thanks for reading my journal!

    • AnThRaX_MaN

      13 years ago

      Find A Guy!

      Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...wait for the boy who pursues you, who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're the prettiest when you have no make-up on, and insists on holding you around the waist.The one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you...The one who turns to his friends and says "that's her"

      u wanted love thats as close as it gets

    • flyingdivine

      13 years ago

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    • flyingdivine

      13 years ago

      OMG now I'm with Linky and I'm drinking coffee all the time. Oh that Linky!! I can not wait for Spring, cause that means Lent and Easter which means a successful diet and then CANDY!!!! What movie are you gonna go see??? Dude is Nic working today? Cause last night we were soooo talking about hanging out with you!!!! What kind of cookie did yo mama make? Dude I barely sleep to. Well I sleep a lot during the day but at night I never can sleep. Maybe I'm a vampire?? That would be totally cool!!

    • PleasureTown

      13 years ago

      I will deffinatly do that!

    • KevinB

      13 years ago

      lol. conan and leno are real funny. the version of nbc i hav dont show the lympics so i dont miss either of em. hehe

    • pbchick

      13 years ago

      OMG HELLZ YEA WERE HOMIES!!!!! we got to kick it sometime cuz u know.............thats what homies do!

    • AnThRaX_MaN

      13 years ago

      i luv ur books

    • xNichoLette

      13 years ago

      I tooooootally saw you in a parking lot, and screamed your name like I was enjoying some hott sexual relations. With a BODY!

    • flyingdivine

      13 years ago

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      Jamie this is what you and I will look like at Mardi Gras!

    • flyingdivine

      13 years ago

      Yo Jamie. yeah def. come to the Mardi Gras sex dance!!! It's totally your scene because you love sex and it's allllll ass 'n' titties there. Wow that was a little intense wasn't it? But still come!

    • robhostage

      13 years ago

      o i had to fly there
      and ya the car almost went bye bye
      it scared the shit out of me

    • robhostage

      13 years ago

      damn a week
      :(
      i had today off and monday
      i went ocean kiacking today and almost ran a car off the road
      its fun
      and that is about it

    • robhostage

      13 years ago

      hay how r you today?

    • robhostage

      13 years ago

      :D how was ur valintines day day

    • robhostage

      13 years ago

      HAPPY VALINTINES DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    • mynamewasusd

      13 years ago

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    • xNichoLette

      13 years ago

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    • Pvt_Muffin07

      13 years ago

      lol my cousin gave it to me because I needed a bed...they are extremely fun though :D

    • robhostage

      13 years ago

      o that sux
      lo i knew you would be so i ate it
      all of it

    • pompom02

      13 years ago

      *gasp* it says your online now!! =O

    • flyingdivine

      13 years ago

      Jamie my love I have fallen ill as you have.

    • Pvt_Muffin07

      13 years ago

      lol unfortunately no...it's not really that comfortable...*sob*

    • robhostage

      13 years ago

      o that sux im sorry what do u have
      im good tyred but good
      and just got done eathing ice cream .....yum

    • robhostage

      13 years ago

      hay whats up

    • GreatHeights

      13 years ago

      ps you have beautiful music taste.

    • PleasureTown

      13 years ago

      That's SO true! I may get some sex now.

    • Pvt_Muffin07

      13 years ago

      Futon bed? Lol yes I have a black bunk futon bed lol!

    • PleasureTown

      13 years ago

      Maybe an alcoholic one? Cause i am so extreme!

    • Aleph

      13 years ago

      My favorite band is Radiohead, so I know a little about aquired taste. ;) Besides, I like anything interesting.

    • Aleph

      13 years ago

      Heh, don't be sorry. Thanks for the suggestions, I'm downloading them now.

    • pompom02

      13 years ago

      Ho'kay, so here be my little entries for the little contest...thing:

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      Oh oh.. you dirty little rascal! ; )
      Thinking of turtle porn you little mini-gangster

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      And then I so totally colored this one for you because i got bored... uber bored.
      But it features You in a glittering ballroom gown and accentuating blond highlights!
      It also displays Mr.Smirky over there wearing a fabulous olive-green sweater (with 2 buttons might I add!!)
      He's so ahead of the fashion it's mind-boggling!

    • xNichoLette

      13 years ago

      Does he also have pineapples? I enjoy pineapples.

    • xNichoLette

      13 years ago

      Aw, I know, right? I don't like when things go away eeeither.

      BUT I LOVE THIS SONG! STILL THE FREAKING ONE-- SHANIA TWAAAAIN(my ex-wife)

      AND AND AND! Total Eclipse of the Heart? AMAZING. FORUL!

      Can I do some coke wit'cha? I might bring some heroin, if that's okay.

    • PleasureTown

      13 years ago

      Well you sure have swayed me on M-Brod. Cause, a BEVERAGE?! Fucking sweet.

    • robhostage

      13 years ago

      well thank you

    • flyingdivine

      13 years ago

      Hey Jamie thanks for the story, it was nice. I hate Liz cause like you said she's a MORON!!!!!!

    • flyingdivine

      13 years ago

      Yo Jamie my friend that rhyme and icon made me laugh and I +1 funny-ed you. It's tru kids do have guns these days. Personally I still like the old fashioned knife and fork but hey whatever floats your boat. Another icon is coming for one of the coolest people ever. PEACE!

    • pompom02

      13 years ago

      lol, thats another song that none of my friends have heard! =/ Finally someone knows about... some songs
      =P

    • pompom02

      13 years ago

      Oooooh!! I just saw that you liked Phantom Planet! =O Do you like the song Anthem by them?

    • xNichoLette

      13 years ago

      Oh J-master. You sure know how to please my tummy-box. smiley0.gif

    • pompom02

      13 years ago

      You have actually heard that song?! *gasp* almost no one has, its so freakishly sad!! =/ lol

    • flyingdivine

      13 years ago

      I told you i would leave you this icon and so I did!
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    • PleasureTown

      13 years ago

      THAT IS SOOOO NOT TRUE!

    • flyingdivine

      13 years ago

      Your so right Jamie Panic! does freakin' Rock! Don't you just want to have sex with it?
      And like my first creation was an ice cream cone!

    • S1apSh0es

      13 years ago

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    • pompom02

      13 years ago

      Are you online right now? cus uh.... it doesn't say you are *sniffle sniffle*

    • black_roze

      13 years ago

      Thank you for the comment on my mirroer image. I really appreaciate it.

    • robhostage

      13 years ago

      eh it was ok
      im realy tyred and sleepy

    • robhostage

      13 years ago

      im just messin around
      helped a friend move
      lots of work

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