yet another christmas is gone, and wow was it... unique. I am usual the one person who is super christmas cheer and spirits soaring, but this christmas i felt broken down and my spirit was dull. to that i can only say, thankfull christmas is ending, it cant be over with fast enough.
9 years agogodessjenfer
What a kiss means
*Kiss on the belly-----"lets have sex"
*Kiss on the Forehead ----"Forever you will be mine"
*Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm horny"
*Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends"
*Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you"
*Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together"
*Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you"
*Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you"
*Holding Hands ---"We can learn to love each other"
*A wink ---"Let's get it on"
*Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine"
*Playing with the Ear ---"I can't live without you"
*Holding on tight ---"Don't let go"
*Looking into each other's Eyes ---"Don't let go"
*Playing with Hair on Head ---"Tell me you love me"
*Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go"
*Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completley Comfortable with you"
*If your kissing someone, close your eyes.
It's not nice to stare.
*If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.
*Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.
If you REALLY LIKE OR LOVE someone right now
and MISS THEM and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you tomorrow.
Repost this as "What A Kiss Means
10 years agogodessjenfer
The memories of the next couple days mesh together, mixed up as if thrown into the blender that is life for all the team.
*I knew this would happen.* Sitting in the chair in front of my desk, looking at the fully typed essay imprinted into the radiating white synthetic paper of my backround. The only thing my eyes can focus on is that blinking black bar, flashingÃ¢â‚¬Â¦.and flashingÃ¢â‚¬Â¦.the world around that single flashing bar seems to blur, as if suddenly the outsides of my eye seem to drift off into a sleep. That bar blinking over and over again begins to bring forth the sound of a beating heart, not mine, but of the woman I nearly killed just three days ago. The woman whose life so abruptly put mine on hold, whose memories have overwhelmed my mind, causing great unsecurity, as if for a brief second I had a soul, a soul filled with horror, sadness , and guilt. The bar begins to slow down, as does the heart beats. Soon I no longer recall myself, but become lost within the person of that fatefull day. Watching as this hideous monster throws me to the ground, her cold black eyes, as chilling as the darkness of space, that void around you at night where each ever little thought sounds as if it echoes outside your body, your breathing rumbles in your ears as if its not your own, but that of those self inflicted terrors that haunt you when you are alone. Ã¢â‚¬Â¦ everything is dark now, there is nothing, who am I, I donÃ¢â‚¬â„¢t really know at the moment, but does it really matter. *I saw my own self from a third person view,Ã¢â‚¬Â¦.and I was terrified, disgusted, ashamed.*
As if smacked in the head I feel the blunt force of reality wake me up from the memory. Ã¢â‚¬Å“weÃ¢â‚¬â„¢ll maybe I should get some sleÃ¢â‚¬Â¦Ã¢â‚¬Âlooking at the clock I realize school starts in two hours.*I guess id better prepare for the sun then* . Still breathing deeply and panicked I calm myself , and slowly stand up and tip toe my way to the twins, just waking up too. Ã¢â‚¬Å“bless your souls, how was your sleep my little onesÃ¢â‚¬Â as I pick them up one in each arm. I slowly walk my way back towards the bed, the infants still semi asleep, resting their heads between my upper arms and bosom. They send a peace through me as I feel them slowly try to wake their precious little eyelids, as the three of us greet the sunrise together. Slowly turning their heads against my chest they begin to crawl and climb all over me. Ã¢â‚¬Å“woah there guysÃ¢â‚¬Â tickled and surprised my face tries to turn red. *where did I put their bottles*
The day slowly passes, my visions fade as slowly I begin feeling back to my old self. The final bell rings as me and Morgan walk down the halls to our lockers.
Ã¢â‚¬Å“so, you and Todd, you guys excited for tonight?Ã¢â‚¬Âas she playfully swings her hip into mine causing me to bump into Kevin.
He just smiles and looks over at Morgan.
Ã¢â‚¬Å“is she being a little brat againÃ¢â‚¬Â he says as he playfully sneaks around me and traps her in his arms. She squeels as he begins to tickle her stomach. Ã¢â‚¬Å“ some one needs to stop pester my sister about ToÃ¢â‚¬Â¦Ã¢â‚¬Â
Of course who else but Todd happens to walk right up to us at that moment. For a brief second we catch each others eyes. I see through his grizzly gameday face to see that little spark in his eys grow to a flame upon seeing me. I look down at my feet, blushing invisibly.*come on donÃ¢â‚¬â„¢t just stand there look at him and say something* turning my head up towards his face. There he is already looking at me smiling .
Ã¢â‚¬Å“ Hey Rachel, you heading towards your locker?Ã¢â‚¬Â as he rolls his eyes realizes how stupid that just sounded.
I give a quick glance at Morgan who is laughing and wiggling uncontrollably as Kevin kisses her neck. Ã¢â‚¬Å“ You wanna carry my books for me?Ã¢â‚¬Â *really, thatÃ¢â‚¬â„¢s the one thing you say to end the awkwardness of this conversation*. Todd sees the same look of nervousness on my face, he grabs my books as we both chuckle. As I walk down the halls nearly attached to his side I begin to feel nervous again.* wow do I really sway my hips that much, hmm, nevermind just be calm and let him do the talking*.
At just that moment we reach my locker.*stupid me, wow that was real smooth Rach*
Ã¢â‚¬Å“ well I guess I have to go,umÃ¢â‚¬Â¦ IÃ¢â‚¬â„¢ll see you at the game tonightÃ¢â‚¬Â. He smilesand hugs me, ohh I will never feel so alive again. As he takes a few steps backwards I manage to speak.
Ã¢â‚¬Å“good luckÃ¢â‚¬Â. Morgan and Kevin start laughing from behind my back. Kevin gives Morgan a quick peck on her lips and follows Todd laughing the whole way. Morgan looks at me and laughs again.
Ã¢â‚¬Å“come on Rachel, weÃ¢â‚¬â„¢ve got some work to doÃ¢â‚¬Â.
10 years agogodessjenfer
Annoyed and dizzy the car cruise down the busy streets, hearing the tires squeel just as loud as my suit ready to explode. Looking over at the woman sitting next to me, still on her annoying little cell phone.*who the hell is this lady, what is going on*" what's going on?"
"well, right now there a situation requiring you and the reest of the team." going back to her cell phone.
*are you kidding me?* taking a deep breath in" I know that, I want to know what we're dealing with?"
"dont worry little girl, the situation is being handeled as we speak. We need you there to help your teamates"
"little girl, you......what is wrong with you. how can i do anything if I don't know ....whats.....going ......on" looking down i see that she has a revolver pointed at me touching the center of my upper chest" you know I already figured this out"
" o really, than why did you get in the car , huh, you stupid little brat"
" well, you see my cell phhone, which you forgot to take from me, has a gps system, and i sent out a panic code. so for the past couple of minute my team has been following us, waiting for the right time to attack. and well that time is now!". looking over Kevin jumps down and smashes the front end of the car. we fly around as the car flips end over end. my arms are banged by the cars walls smashing to the inside of the car. I hear a bang go off, then another, and one more. my ears are ringing, as i see smoke fill the inside as the car slides to a stop along the ground. thrown out of the car , laying in the broken glass, i look over and see the woman laying feet away from me. lifting up my head , i see that the three shots went straight into my stomach. I crawll over and barely grasp her arm, whispering"you want me dead, well, now your going to help me live" as soon im out of blood. My skin begins to grow grayish as my viens bulge, my eyes black like a shark's eye seeing it's prey. i dive my two three inch fangs into her arm. she squeels in pain as i begin to drain her blood. As i drink her juicy blood, the bullets pop out as my body heals. "there, you have enough in you to keep you alive, and thanks for the blood." laughing i get up as my body returns to normal. wiping of the excess blood of my face i turn away from the team as they arrive. " i'm sorry, i should be more descrete but i've imobilized her and trapped her"
10 years agogodessjenfer
Slowly shutting the door behind me, the floor begins to drop as an elevator. surrounded by the steel shaft, the darknesss consimues the air. A crack emerges as light explodes through. *so this is the battle prep room.* its almost like a locker room. to my left and right is see grated metal plates seperating each persons locker. I see the names of my teamates imprinted at the top of each cubby. Walking down to the end of the locker room, i see a small door with a small label reading girls lockers . *wow, this is a liitle weird* Opening the door, i slowly walk in. there is a woman in a buisness suit standing inside messing with her cell phone. she turns and looks up at me.
"o good, your finnally here. Sorry I didn't get that message to you earlier. Anyways , hurry up and get ready the team needs you out there."
"Who are, whats going on?""
" i'll explain as we go but you need to get ready, the teamm is almost at the incident site right now. get your suit on"
"suit" As i look to my locker. hanging from the topp is a leatex looking leather jump suit, combat black boots, and a black cloak. all of these are being cooled by liquid nitrogen."what the hell is that?"
"i'll explain as you change just put it on."typing on her phone, as i sigh" listen, we can't have you fighting bad guys in that skirt and blouse, besides this was designed to keep your body cool in the sun."
I sigh out of frustration as I walk to the locker. she still looks at her phone as i undress . i slip into the suit zipping up the front, throwing the cloak on and putting the hood over my head. As I slip my feet into my boots she looks up.
"oh, sorry its pretty small, but I'll stop by some time this weekend to get your sizes."as she looks down at her phone.
" Small!!!!! I can barely breath, every part of my body feels exposed.i"
interupting me "ok, lets go sweetie" as she leads me to the car outside, the driver slams on the gas as the car bolts down the road.
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