gogoyuko

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from Statesboro, Ga

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    • I met this girl hehehe

      10 years ago

      gogoyuko

      ok this is a different type of post since i last did anything on this site i was full of teenage angst and didnt that i would ever meet a girl that actually likes me for me. well since then that has changed a-lot and i have met serveral women who like me but that not my point they all later become great friends though awkwardly enough. So what im trying to say is that even though i can sex i ended up keeping good friendships becuase i generally dont give a damn about what they think so that makes for the transition all that much easier for them. Sadly ive done some interesting things in my love-life. First i met this girl at a job i used to work at and then we sorta hit it off. thikngs grew hot and heavy and for the first time i met some one that i care about. here is the downer she lives in poland and we were working in california well i moved back home she went to here city in warsaw and we continued to talk online sending each other emails and basically for once in my life i felt like i was in a relationship. SO here is the funny part i decided to fly all the way from Georgia to Poland for a 6 week holiday in which at the current time we hadnt had sex. this was totally because i care about here and now two going on three weeks in im trying to figure out if i should say the L-word because we are at the point since i have to say in all day there is nothing new to say. Not that the connection has died its just in an area thats like hey if we dont figure out whats going on then we will fall apart wrong!! this around the time she lays the greatest sex that i have ever had. So this being said i dont know what to think i want to say it and i can tell that she want to say it to, but if one of us says it then i can see the conversation afterward and i would love to be like hey ill stay in here with you. but at the same time if i do that and my parents back home are going to be likke what the fuck. im lost and dont know what to do becuase all the things point to she is someone i want to stay with and make something work. and then there is the other side that says just give it a couple more weeks and then figure it out.

    • Awesome

      12 years ago

      gogoyuko

      So i cant remember whenever i posted something good and happy so here it is. Life is awesome and im thinking about getting a tatto that makes that saying all the more better Awesomeness is the way to go and i love it.

    • Ex,LIfe, and Changes O my

      12 years ago

      gogoyuko

      Ok, so since my last update a lot has change i had a Girlfriend and needless to say we had Moe's LOL. But yeah my life has changed alot after that, and i have realized some things about my self that im not too proud of. Mainly how im only truthful when im drunk and how some ppl have used that to get information out of me sometimes bugs me but hey im the one who gives it up and now i regret alot of my previous choice. Sadly after learning about that my sex drive die and now the only time im horny is when im drunk or sleeping. Also i dont think that im turned on by sex i mean sure its fun but it gets boring after 10mins in. Like i said i guess i need to meet the right girl.

      Ok so awesomeness has happen im in Death Valley and im making a shit load of money and some of the chicks here are cool while others are douches/bitches and i really cant stand that type and i keep here rumors about different ppl that i cant trust and im a little upset about it but i try to configure mylife around it. But So far its awesome my computer is stiull here and im woorking hard on it to make it the most awesome thing ever.

      Ok, there is a girl that i do like out here in Death Valley but i honestly need to stop playing around and talk to her because i suck seroiusly at that i like when girls approuch me. I dont know im here for 3months and i want to start something but i know it wont go any where and i dont want me to get hurt i mean i will love to have some one that i can talk to other that the guys here. But i dont truly know how she feels and sadly unless she drinks with me i will never know unless it comes in conversation and she is the one who says something. I hope she does that. Sadly i have a way of picking girls that make up for my flaws i dont know why but hey life is life.

    • Its Been Awhile Scary

      12 years ago

      gogoyuko

      Im still alive and just chillen

    • Time, Religion and Neutrality

      12 years ago

      gogoyuko

      So one day im sitting in my room thinking about time. Now for the average person time passes by and u dont even notice it until it is to late. Now is there anything u can do about it no unless u can manuplate time. But what im getting at is that even the pure thought of time and the notion that it exist tear apart the fabrics of life. Consider this ppl tend to not believe in destiny because it messes with faith in a religion. The average person cant handle the conept of death and im no exception but the fact that ppl have to belive in something just to make there everyday life seems like it means something is just weak. If were to eliminate the source of pain and suffering u will come back to the source which is religion and ppl beliefs. Ppl get wrapped up in something that they can not truely explain but with a simple notion that maybe there is a higher power. Is so simple to belive that maybe just maybe we have another purpose on this planet then to care about death. Just the other day i was watching ppl talk about revalations and the rapture and make me worried that ppl would want to die just so they can leave a plane of existence to try and join somthing that they cant prove. The simple idea of that is ludacris and i think that this is going to piss some of my friends that are religous fanatics but to put it simple as long as i dont turn my back to god im still accept and that just a clause because who knows. I am simple a neutral party and i dont care about either good or evil nor heaven or hell because simple put one cant exist with out the other. Most ppl would want to be in an extreme happyness but without sadness or anger than u are nothing but a being that simple exist to serve a higher power and that gains nothing. Then if u turn to hell the concept of satin doesnt make sense if he is a secondary power and rules his domain that means he is an equall to god because of the simple fact that he is "evil " and God is "Good".
      But back to the point the idea that a person can think about time and death can send u to a unnatural state of conciuosness. Dreams and life itself seems meaning less without the concept of a purpose but to think more clearly we are all going to die and the concpet of religion steps in to fill that void for the ppl who are weak and cant grasp the fact that they are going to die and the purpose of ur being was filled and that is to simple exist and interact with ppl. Because life is pre-destined simple because u cannot change the future nor can u change the past. Just think of this as i am typing this i have a chocie to continue and post it or delete it but either one would not matter for the simple fact that it is going to happen one of the choice wether i like it or not. So to get the point of this is that make of life what u choose and that means everything. I am a neutral party of life and i simply exist to make ppl realize every side of the story wether it be good or bad. Many ppl cant go down the path that i have choosen because it is a hard one and u have to decide if it means ur friends will leave u or ackward ppl will join u. To clearfiy i am neather religous nor atheist i am Marcus and i think that is what matters more then heaven or hell good or bad.
      Also think of this Relgion gives u conccept of one extreme to anther saying that every thing is good or bad. There are cases that thing are just weird and pychopaths do exist but think about what pushes them to those points and why those ppl do what they do. the balance of life was screwed from the begining or just maybe they enjoy what they do same goes with the bible thumbers they enjoy there life simply to believe that maybe we dont just die and thats it but how hard is that to concive. Is it the thought of death that scares ppl i dont think so its the idea of not exisiting that scares ppl. Hence the idea of relgion or just to simply put it faith.
      Back to tiime to but this out there things happen and u cant really change events even when u try to. Becuase its nature and time is never on ur side even when things are going right

    • World of Warcraft

      13 years ago

      gogoyuko

      So i play World of Warcraft and i was in MC. But the part that is bad is that the guild that i was in decided to severe its alliance with the guild that was helping us out. Basically my old guild leader is like we are going to use them to build our gear and then split. well the officer at the other guild were like thats not right and the whole idea of the alliance was for us to be on core raid group which i was looking for but instead we ended up sperating. well the problem for is tha i was stuck with a tough decison to stay with the guild with the least expience and is in it to get gear themselves and split. I didnt like the idea of using another guild to get gear for my toon so end the end i ended up joining the other guild and now im hated by that guild and im kinda sad because i try to be loyal but how do u stay loywal to guild that going to fall apart.

    • Life Changing

      13 years ago

      gogoyuko

      My Life as i write this is changing and if you pardon any grammer errors you will see why i must die. I am nothing but a meer man that cant concept his on being and why i am here i dont care about religion merely just to say that my life from this point on can only get worse. In a since that i dont understand why i must become a international business man or a bum. I just realize that the pressure of being the successful one in the family is building and as far as i can think i am dieing from it. I want to start over. I am nothing with out my thought and my imagination i can drift off to a distant land and never come back i miss my life i miss ME. the person that i use to be the person that cared for nothing not this emotion that i feel now. Its sad even though i am MAN i cry right now as i write this. My life the people that i infect i wish they would of never met me i dont care about things that much. I write this as a cry for help not a desperate plee of death or self loathing but a simple cry for help. Even while being around people i am alone. Sadly i think that this about my love life and the lack of one. Many people say its ok that you dont date well i here to tell them that my life has been not worth living and the fact that i have to but on this front to make everyone happy the factt that i can never tell the girl i like that i like is what drives me insane i will always care for her even if she doesnt know it. She made me happy and listen to the things that i had to say but the fact of the mtter is that i am to distant and i ran away i ran away from her and now i cry sometimes not for her but for me the lives that has changed me the issuse that break me the fact that i fall in love with everygirl with pretty eyes and the fact that i dream about them wishing i could be with them but never saying a word. Thats all i have to say i wasted enought time if any one reads this i fear only a few things one being stabbed and mainly beeing allone. I cant stand it anymore my thought are daughting and my regrets kill me everyday

    • O Snap Again

      13 years ago

      gogoyuko

      Wasssup I cool o yeah HELLS FUCKING YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    • IPOD

      13 years ago

      gogoyuko

      OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG I JUST BOUGHT A IPOD SO HAPPY SO HAPPY!!!

    • O Snap!!!!

      13 years ago

      gogoyuko

      O Snap im back not really depressed any more just kinda sad the more i play WoW the more i think man im glad to be by myself sometimes i wonder if i try to hard or if i try to little to get a girl freind all i kknow is that the single life is great and im glad to be in it!!!!

  • Comments (20)

    • LittleHarf04

      11 years ago

      heh, so you stalked me huh? I got comment raped a while back (A friend of mine came through and posted in ALL of my journals.... Ever!) and you were one of my followers. Thanks... At least SOMEONE made me feel loved smiley1.gif I missed you man! You need to keep coming around!

    • LittleHarf04

      11 years ago

      haha wow. I posted that a month ago!

    • LittleHarf04

      11 years ago

      So, I just recently became a sponsor and was looking through some people I used to talk to when I first started this thing.... Well my internet was being a bitch for a while, but I've been good for a long time now and wanted to re-talk to people. So how ya been???? (Heh I doubt I'm remembered, but thats ok, doesn't mean we cant talk smiley0.gif )

    • LittleHarf04

      12 years ago

      Hey, you need to watch this video that my friends made. It's pretty damn funny. If you lose the link, its on my latest journal, but if ANYONE ELSE reads this, no need to mod me or anything, just leave a journal comment and let me know what ya'll think on my RvB site. They want input from people they don't know. It would really mean a lot to me, and them. Here's the link:

      youtube.com/watch?v=sqb1DucwYEg

      ~Jen~

    • xXxpl02iVe

      13 years ago

      Hiiya, sorry to be random but could you please vote for me here: rvb.roosterteeth.com/members/journal/entry.php?id=852992
      This could be my chance to get sponsored :D

    • medeapyralis

      13 years ago

      Yes sir-ee I have a facebook.
      Here's the link: westga.facebook.com/profile.php?id=46704667

    • LittleHarf04

      13 years ago

      YAY! YOU WON!!! i have the explanation under your comment on my journal.... i shall now give you mods lol (they'll be in ur journal entry) :-)

    • Hydro626 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      13 years ago

      GA represent!

    • weeoo

      14 years ago

      Oh I graduated bro, I was homeschooled^_^

    • weeoo

      14 years ago

      Sweet dude! I'm from Conyers too^_^

    • Hybris51129

      14 years ago

      TAG YOU ARE IT!


      The Game of Tag
      If I tagged you... HA! You now have to follow the rules of the game:

      -You cannot tag someone who tagged you
      -You should tag at least 5 other people (those with 4 or less will be punished by flogging or any other way I can think of)
      -Random tagging is accepted
      -All tagging should be done in the personal comments section on the homepage of the tag-ee
      -Do not eat a live chicken
      -This game is only fun if people participate
      -The goal is for everyone on the site to get tagged EVENTUALLY
      -If you decide to participate, post the rules in your journal or link them to this journal
      -I have a space monkey in my pics section
      -There is no violence until I change the game to capture the flag
      -When capture the flag breaks out, the teams will cluck like chickens until I am satisfied (....???)

      -haloperson

    • haloed

      14 years ago

      bla bla bla mmmoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

    • Kimy

      14 years ago

      thank ya...lol woot!! for no reason at all...lol...ok well anyways, you know where Perry, GA is right?? well if not you know macon and perry is about 40 min south of it as I recall, anyways I lived in perry for 6 years from 97 till 03, so whats happening in the south??

    • BrkableDream

      14 years ago

      Thanks so much :]

    • desole

      14 years ago

      what are you talking about?

    • jtmitchell87 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      14 years ago

      marietta

    • The_Rogue

      14 years ago

      thank you

    • LittleHarf04

      14 years ago

      yes it is a nice mirror isnt it.... quite a sexy mirror in my opinion ;-)

    • gogoyuko

      14 years ago

      Lol its such an awsome game

    • Eidolon49er

      14 years ago

      Hmm... I still need to play Xenosaga. Hopefully I won't die as you seem to suggest.

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