goldguy81

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  • Activity

    • I'm no longer Dead! Happy Matt Day 2016

      3 years ago

      goldguy81

      I'm on Rooster Speak all day today, so if anyone wants to hang out with this cool guy just come in and say hi!

      Anyone and everyone, how's it going with you? My made up holdiay is upon us!

    • Okay, I'm sorry..

      4 years ago

      goldguy81

      I figured I just let something off my chest here. You guys are awesome. I sometimes forget I had the bestest best friends a guy could ask for. People would always be confused as to the reason I was talking about a bunch of people online so fondly. Everyone as always confused.

      And regardless of how good I had it here, I left (only to return sparingly). I have no reason as to why, but I did. I found Reddit through /r/roosterteeth and /r/GameGrumps. I decided I'd keep those channels in my life, and I did. But I was not successful in keeping you guys in my life.

      I got diagnosed with IBS and was out for three months of school. It wasn't the best time in my life, and you guys helped me get through it. I was more active socially in school, except I wouldn't be active online. I don't think I wouldn't gotten through that without you guys though (I can't stress that enough). You guys were probably the only contact I had besides my brother for a very long time.

      When things were looking up for me IRL, I was almost done online. I prefered consuming content rather than creating it. I fell into a trend where I just go into sleep mode for the entirety of my time alone (and just not try to be stressed). Talking to people was stressing for me, and I barely did anything besides lay around. People always wondered why I didn't do anything, but I didn't have an answer.

      I still only have a fraction of an answer. I got depressed. I thought I'd lose what I had, or that it was already gone. I fell into a mode where I didn't do pretty much anything because of this.

      Now that I've gone full ramble mode (regardless of my original intent being a cut-throat apology and explanation) I will say more words that have no meaning. Donkeys are in the sense, the best comparison to I they don't really know what they have, and just do what they do because they have nothing else to do. They do what they do to live, and don't know of anything better to have. They also are complete jerks, and do things to people who don't deserve it. A bad friend could be described as a Donkey, and I am that. I essentially cut contact with many of you. And that is why I am sorry. I'm too busy being down on myself, I just show a long face when I should be happy for what I have. I just didn't have it in me to show my long face.

      And there you go.. I'm a sorry Donkey with a Long Face who's a Jackbutt that doesn't do anything but accept he's a Donkey and doesn't strive for anything at all. I'm also 16, so apparently I'm at the age of not being a baby, but I'm probably more of a child than before.

      Hee haw.

    • "Happy Birthday!"

      5 years ago

      goldguy81

      "Thanks you, too!"

    • The Turkey

      5 years ago

      goldguy81

      The Turkey Travels, such is sight,

      To a land with wonder and right.

      There it sees, many others,

      But, what is it they mudder?

      Could it be the Turkey not belong?

      Or could he just not cherish with song?

      Many questions the Turkey tells,

      That only a Turkey, could hide in a shell.

      Unlike others he set forth,

      To leave in shame, and find his worth.

      Though drawn back with despair,

      The Turkey hides in thin air.

      Not belonging within the ranks,

      Only able to say one thing: Thanks.

    • 5 years ago

      goldguy81

      Okay, how does one go to Florida and comeback with a cold?
      I have no clue, and I hate being sick!

    • Good Night ❤

      5 years ago

      goldguy81

      I'm tired...

    • What do I have to say about 11 years...

      5 years ago

      goldguy81

      Well, I've... got nothing.
      But, I'm here for it. Though I'm miffed that I didn't get a chance to be here for my 1-year-anniversary on the site, I'm here for the big one.
      I guess all I have to say is, I'm sorry.
      I was gone, I wasn't here. That's why I can't be happy on a day of extraordinary events...

      But, let me tell you about me...
      My biggest fear: Losing friends due to my own actions. I feel I let them down, that I abandoned them. It's just not relaxing for me to be around people. I've done this exact thing to about 3-5 or so communities. I can't return there without feeling that I let them down. This place is starting to feel like that. I make promises, to break them... to pressure myself. Now that I started school, I can't do anything anymore. Yet, I do, I consistently do. What goes is generally any form of communication I have, not the time wasting stuff.
      So, that's where I was... I left for stupid reasons(or at least, it's stupid that I got rid of this than stuff that actually wastes my time). I'm sorry, and can't promise I'll change.

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      Though cyan is in fact a shade of blue.

      Yes, I'm admitting it(But not really gimme a sec). That's a crutch for communication. I use that to break the ice in a sense. If I didn't have that, I couldn't talk to you guys. I'd be at akward levels that could only appear if you divide something by 0. It's not right for me to use it, even though I don't agree with that statement, you won't hear a peep from me if you ask. I'm done! It's wrong for me to do that, so I won't. It's time for me to man up when it comes to stuff like dealing with insecurities and not have a fallback plan, regardless the amount nausea I feel because of it.

      I'm not a child, nor do I intend to act like one.

      Last order of business is the Golden Group. Lately, I haven't had time to work with it to make it better. All I know is I want to improve it, make it more awesome(not saying it isn't now, I still lurk even if I don't post). Been thinking about it, all I know it'll involve getting a ".com".

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      Oh, yeah happy 11 years! 'Gratts Roosterteeth!
      Love ya guys, even when I'm not here to say it! smiley12.gif

    • 5 years ago

      goldguy81

      I feel... odd.

    • 5 years ago

      goldguy81

      I just changed back to my normal Profile Pic, it only took forever.
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  • Comments (85)

    • Forrest_

      3 years ago

      Hey, you dead?

      please don't be

    • nickster12 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      5 years ago

      Happy Birthday, Man!! Hope you had a great one!

    • jordanf717

      5 years ago

      I see you like Lets plays maybe you'll like my videos too?https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC6q0OIIC5sSZUUy-CaEKqmA

    • Julia FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold elDiablo

      5 years ago

      YOU!....you're cool.

      • Julia FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold elDiablo

        5 years ago

        Hey! That corner was great! Plus if I recall I had plenty of crouching spots bahaha

      • goldguy81

        5 years ago

        Thanks!

        I can't explain the anxiety of seeing you left me a comment, and worrying if it would just be you staring at me in a corner(Halo 4 Gamenight Throwback reference).

    • technoking33

      5 years ago

      I don't know who you are but i will find you and make you PAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    • AdamJTurke

      5 years ago

      Hey man,
      Could I be an admin one that group pl0x smiley10.gif

      • SpartanSloth

        5 years ago

        I like pie

      • AdamJTurke

        5 years ago

        Probably tomorrow. smiley13.gif

      • goldguy81

        5 years ago

        Sweet, I'll just let our little @SpartanSloth know by mentioning in this reply.
        And We should be good. I'll message you a template for the GG recap, and you can start it now(Or tomorrow depending on when you want to).

      • AdamJTurke

        5 years ago

        Done x5.
        Okay.

      • goldguy81

        5 years ago

        I'll consider it, for now I'm sticking with my title of the Cyan Spartan because of my Latecomers Podcast.

      • goldguy81

        5 years ago

        Um, I'll list the requirements:
        -Mike(I know you are in need of one so you pass, but for the future) on Teamspeak for any random admin meetings I might have.
        -Introduce yourself here and keep a conversation
        -Write the GG recap for last week and probably take over my rotation until I get my GI series and they figure out why I'm sick and stop it(Lesson included)
        -Get working ideas for the future
        -Be trustworthy and awesome
        -Get to know other group members

        That's it. I know it's a lot, but that's standard admin duties. But you do get a sign off in the group description and some other perks.

      • AdamJTurke

        5 years ago

        I am The Badass.
        @Wulfboi is The Loyal.
        You should be The Snake. smiley8.gif

      • AdamJTurke

        5 years ago

        Golden Group.

      • goldguy81

        5 years ago

        What group then?

      • AdamJTurke

        5 years ago

        Just a way I say please. smiley8.gif

      • goldguy81

        5 years ago

        pl0x? What's that?

    • Ssserena

      5 years ago

      YAY FRIENDSHIP! <3

    • AdamJTurke

      5 years ago

      Hey man,
      You comin on?

      • AdamJTurke

        5 years ago

        The best! smiley0.gif
        I now know how you felt when you got yours. smiley13.gif

      • goldguy81

        5 years ago

        I know right! You just have to live it up while you can! It's a great feeling! smiley12.gif

      • AdamJTurke

        5 years ago

        Thanks! smiley9.gif
        I don't have to wait till' next week to watch the podcast! smiley0.gif

      • goldguy81

        5 years ago

        3rd try to reply is the charm:
        Hi? Wait What! Sponsor! Nice! Congrats Adam! smiley0.gif

      • AdamJTurke

        5 years ago

        Hello! smiley0.gif

      • goldguy81

        5 years ago

        Yup

      • AdamJTurke

        5 years ago

        I have to go now, we'll do it tomorrow.
        4pm good?

      • goldguy81

        5 years ago

        Yeah sorry, I got my brother to help, it'll make up for lost time.

    • AdamJTurke

      5 years ago

      I added you on XBL. =D

    • RainbowStorm

      5 years ago

      Thanks for joining Halo 3 custom games :)

      • goldguy81

        5 years ago

        You're welcome! I love Halo 3! I just had to join.

    • Forrest_

      5 years ago

      guess who just joined your lovely group

      (DRheadshot dropped)
      (DRheadshot joined)

      this guy

      • goldguy81

        5 years ago

        EEEEyyyy That's great to hear!

    • fgado

      5 years ago

      Hi new awesome friend!

    • Matty FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Student

      6 years ago

      Hello Matt, thanks for the add and the comment!

      • Matty FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Student

        6 years ago

        And you!

      • goldguy81

        6 years ago

        Oh, well, Nice to meet ya anyways! <3

      • Matty FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Student

        6 years ago

        Oh yeah probably then. Oh well.

      • goldguy81

        6 years ago

        Maybe I saw someone else then, but I saw someone named Matthew in a channel on Rooster Speak.

      • Matty FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Student

        6 years ago

        Teamspeak?

      • goldguy81

        6 years ago

        You're welcome, I've seen you around Teamspeak, as the other Matthew. Even though I'm Goldie now, not Matt, and you're addressed Matthew.

    • JJ FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      6 years ago

      Hey Matt, thanks for the add!

      • goldguy81

        6 years ago

        Shouldn't I being doing that for you? That is generally how it goes, either way you're welcome! <3

    • trevorc FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      6 years ago

      anal butts

      • goldguy81

        6 years ago

        Velcome! You deserve all the creepy love.

      • trevorc FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        6 years ago

        You earned +1 anal butts for all the creep love. Fanks!

      • goldguy81

        6 years ago

        THANKS!!! I appreciate the comment, made my day.

    • AlecLB FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      6 years ago

      Don't be ashamed

    • liagibA

      6 years ago

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      • liagibA

        6 years ago

        Bye!

      • goldguy81

        6 years ago

        Now I have to go watch the Patch #04. So, I'll be seeing ya soon new BFF. TTYL

      • liagibA

        6 years ago

        Well thats good!

      • goldguy81

        6 years ago

        No, I didn't find out about Roosterteeth until I think 5 months ago. Never thought I'd want to go. But if I can wait a year for MineCon 2013, then I can do the same for RTX 2014. Trust me it takes alot of patience, and I have ADHD. I think I probably explode if I had to wait a week, not to mention a year. But I will wait, just like Jack did on another planet for a year, I will do the same.

      • liagibA

        6 years ago

        I have an app on my phone that lets me download them so I can listen to them anywhere I go. Are you going to RTX this year?

      • goldguy81

        6 years ago

        I like Youtube. That's where I found them, and that's a platform I'm familiar with. But it's one week behind so I find it hard to relate that much since it's not current, and I feel that everyone has already seen it but me. So yeah, I watch it one week behind on YouTube. Though, I'm trying to save enough money for a sponsorship, tickets to RTX 2014, and an HDPVR to record CH videos on. I can't wait until then.

      • liagibA

        6 years ago

        Great!
        No. I still listen to them I find them really entertaining and keep my mind off of things.
        What about you?

      • goldguy81

        6 years ago

        So how's your day going?(Ran out of things to say)
        (Wait better question!) You're not a sponsor, right? Do you find watching the Roosterteeth podcast hard because everyone has already seen it live? There's not to many dedicated RT fans out there who are not sponsors so I was just curious.

      • liagibA

        6 years ago

        I like it!

      • goldguy81

        6 years ago

        Though the name for the acheivement(mine) wasn't very clever. The developers really should have taken that into concideration.
        ...
        Who's the publisher Lifeâ„¢ anyways?

      • liagibA

        6 years ago

        I feel awesome now!

      • goldguy81

        6 years ago

        My, gosh! This must be the best day ever, friends and Gamerscore(which mine is low, yet I'm trying to become a hunter). My day took a turn for AMAZING!

        Achievement Unlocked:
        Give Someone the Best Day Ever- 25G

      • liagibA

        6 years ago

        Achievement Unlocked!
        Gained a new friend-10G

      • goldguy81

        6 years ago

        YAH!!! Friendship!

      • liagibA

        6 years ago

        Its all good!

      • goldguy81

        6 years ago

        Yeah, that's the best I could find...

      • goldguy81

        6 years ago

        YEAH!!! YAH!
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      • liagibA

        6 years ago

        Best friends forever
        Best friends forever
        ring
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      • goldguy81

        6 years ago

        Ok, No refunds. We are now BFF's. Nice to meet you, no take backs.

      • liagibA

        6 years ago

        If you want then yes

      • goldguy81

        6 years ago

        Does this apply to our new friendship, stranger? My reaction might be similar.

    • Ryans_Cow_2

      6 years ago

      Sure I'll help you out with you building. Joined the group.

    • Ryans_Cow_2

      6 years ago

      Thanks for the Friend request, dude. It's about time.

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