green_dog

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from a world of writer's paper and ink.

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    • I feel bad....

      12 years ago

      green_dog

      I'm tired, I haven't slept for a week, well a little in class or on the bus, my friend is going through a hard break up and I'm always worried about Katie, guess I love just a little too much.

    • Woah,

      12 years ago

      green_dog

      I got my hair cut, short and spiky, I look REALLY different now. Plus I lost about three pounds. I'm scared.

    • Pray for her.

      12 years ago

      green_dog

      My fience hyper30 on this site, just had one of her best friends die. She's real upset and is struggling, please pray for her to feel better, and to have help in the whole issue of accepting. This is partly a selfish journal, because if she kills herself, I know that I won't be able to do anything to stop the feeling of dread in me and my death would soon follow. Please please, pray for her.

    • Well I got it

      12 years ago

      green_dog

      My class ring is pretty awesome, white gold with a fencing symbol and weight training symbol on it, I'll post pics later.

      ring1.jpg
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      ring2.jpg

    • Wow! I didn't even know.

      12 years ago

      green_dog

      I went to the dentist today, so besides getting to miss math I find out today that I have great teeth, which is odd because I hardly ever brush or floss.

    • Finally!

      12 years ago

      green_dog

      After an iternity of waiting for me I get my class ring this thursday. I am happier then ever!!

      God bless

      - Chris.

    • You know?

      12 years ago

      green_dog

      There comes a time for all when you get tired in a way that's final if you slept at all the night before and dread the day because you know you want to go to sleep. But sleeping isn't just repairing the body, but the mind. My mind has reached the point where it's always tired. I don't sleep at night often. Worried for my fience or about my friends.

      I break down in class a lot now. Either just strieght passing out or slowing nodding off, or sometimes crying over my friends and family's deaths. You see I don't take pain all at once. I let it in little by little over months or even years. Not fun to do, but it's just the way I am. Anyway I haven't slept properly for about three days now.

      That's the finallity to me. I could sleep a full 8 hours a night and would wake up tired. I hate it. I am forever tired. Wow bad timing on my part.

    • Ouch.

      12 years ago

      green_dog

      I was walking home today from the bus, and on my regular route I pass inbetween two fences that have a small strip of land inbetween them. A large black lab leapt over one side and bite me twice, not hard enough to make me bleed but it hurts, a lot. He bit me in the shoulder and on the chest. Now my left arm and right side really hurt.

    • Aw...

      12 years ago

      green_dog

      I ate some apple pie,

      Now I have Dieria

      .... it's not fun.

    • "Maybe America's not wrong" - VERY LONG.

      12 years ago

      green_dog

      You know how they want to take "under God" out of the pledge of allegence, you know what? They should. You know why? Because America gives it's vows to itself, but it's not even that. America is a country that contridicts itself on so many accounts, for one example, We wait for the presidents to be all give their speech, we vote the man in who promised to help America, not only does he mess up, and we yell at our elected offical, but HE FLICKED OFF AMERICA ON CAMARA and this is the man who doesen't just rule America but pratically the whole world.

      Secondly America says, that all Americans, now listen, ALL Amreicans, have the right to the freedom of speech, freedom of press, AND FREEDOM OF RELIGION! So I knew that students have the rights of citizens as long as such rights are not overmined by the school, rights of religion were not. However, when I bring a bible to school and pray durning lunch am I protected? NO I AM NOT! What am I threated with if I do it again? POSSIBLE EXPELTION! Oh now this sound really smart, give your students a right and then punish them for using that right. Thanks America!

      We are free but only so long as the definition of freedom is "You can do what doesn't offend anyone or anything" Yes only then are we free. Now don't get me wrong. I relize that there is a lot of places we could've been born and America is one of the best. What I'm saying is that America hides behind a curtian of DIRTY LIES! My friends I ask you, is this the freedom the pioneers meant in coming to America? I should hope not! Was America, home to the FREE AND BRAVE at a time meant to be ruled by every loophole and curupt polotian? NO, it was not. America was meant to be right and just. Now I can't remember the name of it but there was a court case, where a burgler broke into a man's house, raped the daugther and the started a fire before being burning in the fire HE started. HE sued and WON! Another great sence of justice.

      America can't ever be what it was meant to be. So the phrase "under God" is a joke, and "over God" would be only close, God not mentioned at all? That's the America we live in. I don't want to touch it. "In God we trust" What? This is purly an attempt for the non-beliving presidents to make themselves look religious. The phrase, "In ourselves we trust" Would be far more apporpitate.

      And now people are always like "Where was God when Katrina happened?" "Why did God let the school shooting happen?" Oh I've got a crazy Idea America why not look for God, where do you look? TRY WHERE YOU PUSHED HIM TO!!!! America says, "God leave we don't need you here anymore." Rita, Katrina, and school shooting happens and God says, "America! You still want me to leave?" And you know what our responce is? "YES GOD LET US BE DESTROYED SO WE DON'T AFFEND PEOPLE WHO DON'T REALLY CARE!" Am I the only one who sees a problem with this?

      Do I force Christainity on others? No. Do I think it's wrong for others to take pride in their own religion and pratice their own belifes? No. Does America let this happen as it has promised to? NO IT DOES NOT! If there was one law I stress it would be freedom of religion. Has America promised it? YES. Did we get this? NO! America is so incredibly stupid. "Oh no God we can't let people pray to you in school! It'll offend the other religions!!" God says, "They are free to pray as they want." America? "NO NO I SAY WE DON'T DO IT SO WE DON'T, GOD GET OUT!" Just as God walks out the door it rains, and God has the umbrella. America need help? "NO GET OUT We can do it on our own!" stupid stupid stupid. I'm sorry but please tell me I'm not the only one seeing and issue here.

      Now I wait for those odd enough to read all this.

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  • Comments (415)

    • green_dog

      13 years ago

      Done brother

    • Gerot

      13 years ago

      Brother I need your help lookat my journal and vote for who you think is good looking..not me!!

    • green_dog

      13 years ago

      what posistions are open?

    • Ruble

      13 years ago

      YEP

    • LOST687

      13 years ago

      Try this one

    • LOST687

      13 years ago

      click

      I'll fix it.

      Post edited 3/17/06 10:58PM

    • green_dog

      13 years ago

      Thank you much

    • LOST687

      13 years ago

      you have to be my friend to read the journals that are stories.

    • green_dog

      13 years ago

      I fell to the emotion of a Sith, Hate and I had a blood fight with LOST687

    • Ruble

      13 years ago

      how were you a fool

    • Ashayden

      13 years ago

      lol no, I do not have such a gift to touch the masses. I am a guide in life and nothing more.

    • green_dog

      13 years ago

      Amen you gonna be a preacher? I mean it you are a very truthful motivational speaker

    • Ashayden

      13 years ago

      Most people tend to only look 1 way in life and that is all they CAN and WANT to see. I am the one who shines his lantern to other paths, but it is you who must decide to step onto that other path.

    • green_dog

      13 years ago

      I am glad you are man enough to help us do so

    • Ashayden

      13 years ago

      Ahhh, peace.

      Im glad you both are man enough to find faults within yourselves and to be forgiven for them as well as forgiving others.

    • green_dog

      13 years ago

      Amen

    • LOST687

      13 years ago

      yes, we are both brothers.

    • green_dog

      13 years ago

      overly ready through faith LOST and I are brothers after all

    • Ashayden

      13 years ago

      On the contrary, he is willing to forgive and be forgiven as long as you are up to it as well.

    • green_dog

      13 years ago

      True we don't speak we kinda reached a agreement not to talk, I forgive him but he doesn't apprently want to be forgiven nor will he forgive me

    • Ashayden

      13 years ago

      I have been helping him for sometime now, but one thing that still remains is that bad blood between you two. Reminding people of the flaws that many find painful to acknolwedge does not bring them into the Light of God's Love.

    • green_dog

      13 years ago

      Well nobody else I knew at the time was online to help and I'm not used to it, maybe you should help him

    • Ashayden

      13 years ago

      God's Love is not a force we can readily give out, it is a feeling we must accept. Your intentions were good, but your methods were strong and ill suited for dealing with someone that was extremely sensitive at the moment, thus creating the bad blood between you and LOST. Shoving God's Love at someone that is already in pain does not alleviate that pain. You yourself know that God's Love is powerful and if not gently accepted would do more harm than good.

    • green_dog

      13 years ago

      I supposed that's true LOST and I have a troubled history in religion

    • Ashayden

      13 years ago

      I laugh in joy my young Evangelist, but I must say that people need to accept the love of God, not have it forced upon them for it was so, would it really be the right kind of relationship God would want with that person?

    • green_dog

      13 years ago

      Well thanks. (I think)

    • Ashayden

      13 years ago

      lol it would seem you are very eager to spread God's word and love, I commend you on that.

    • green_dog

      13 years ago

      If he wanted to stop talking to me he will block me, well actually he has done that and everyone's (Gerot, LOST687, snipster, green_dog) been doing that for a while

    • Ashayden

      13 years ago

      So would going into LOST's page and continually talking to him when it was clear that you actually upset him instead of calmed him be any better?

    • green_dog

      13 years ago

      True there I do agree, but however I only apologized for LOST687 because I thought he'd be very reluctent or refuse to do it and I figured that if to men burst into someone else's page and start arguing then the person wouldn't exactly like it.

    • Ashayden

      13 years ago

      I would think that apologizing for someone else's behavior and then still condemning that person would point to the opinion that you look down on them.

      If it is a habit you have garnered from your time as a leader of sorts, it maybe one that should best be forgotten.

    • green_dog

      13 years ago

      As far as me talking down to them that may be a matter of opion or maybe slight habbit from leading, or renown from having been spoken to like that, I have a lot of time on the internet

    • Ashayden

      13 years ago

      I do no comment about such things. I comment on how you glare down at those unfortuante to not know God as you and I do.

    • green_dog

      13 years ago

      I'm the Ex-commander of two armies, ex-peacekeeper, Master to two young learners, and to top it all off a very communitive person, I would be found quite easily in a lot of places

    • Ashayden

      13 years ago

      You do come off that way everywhere I see a post of yours. You talk down to alot of people.

    • green_dog

      13 years ago

      He knows I am not God I am not, and in a PM he denied the existence of God

    • Ashayden

      13 years ago

      Really? I dont ever him saying he didnt believe in God. Could it be that he doesnt think that you are God?

    • green_dog

      13 years ago

      Thank you much

    • RedWolf117

      13 years ago

      Wonderfully said brother. I couldn't have put it better myself.

    • green_dog

      13 years ago

      LOST687 doesn't even think God exists

    • Ashayden

      13 years ago

      Actually, LOST687 is very strong in faith. I have found him a great believer in God. I think he just doesnt like being judged by someone with a superiirty complex, like the Sanhderin did with Jesus back in the day.

    • green_dog

      13 years ago

      That pretty bad I actually was praying for you like 5 mins ago or something, I don't know

    • Ruble

      13 years ago

      yeah i actually went through with it i took a 357 magnum revolver (mine) and i put one bullet in it....i spun it a closed it put it to my head and pulled thetrigger and nothin happened and so i cried....my parents never found out

    • Ruble

      13 years ago

      DID YOU EVER TRY TO COMMIT SUICIUDE LIKE CLOSE TO DOING IT
      i shure have i put a gun to my head

    • Ruble

      13 years ago

      OH THANKS NOW MORE PEOPLE HATE ME THANKS I AM FREGGIN DEPRESSED AND I THOUGHT ABOUT SUCICIDE DAMMIT LOOK JUST FREGGIN PRAY FOR ME and also go to my journal

    • Ruble

      13 years ago

      thanks for the info actully i still have some followers and right now i am going through a depression phase now so plz pray for me

    • green_dog

      13 years ago

      Amen

    • RedWolf117

      13 years ago

      LOST687's lack of faith has made him weak.

    • green_dog

      13 years ago

      He trusts my decisions

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