grimangel53 Icarus

from Longwood, FL

  • Activity

    • 11/25 - Black Friday, and I'm onna Boat.

      2 years ago

      grimangel53

      WHALEP. Yes, that was a whale pun. To start a journal entry. 

      Okay. So a ton has changed in the last year, beginning with finding a part-time job, and then a full time one, and living on a cruise ship for 3 months at a time. That's where I currently am. I'm on a ship, a week from my vacation, and I'm on a blog kick. An anchor in the digital sea. I'm getting more involved in Reddit, here on the Community, and in a few different Forums. I think I'll be trying to post more here, and possibly make some kind of web content. I'll be working on my magical stuff, and a great deal of art things, cause this is something I want to do. While I'm working on this, I'll be at home, playing games, trying to stream, and do some lets plays.

      I really need to do work on these things, and push myself to do it. Because I need to continue creating and writing and working. To push against my constant work.

      I'll push myself to create, contribute in the communites, and to enjoy myself. To make some content, write in forums, talk with people, and spread the good vibes to all. Let the Good Times Roll, and whatever will be, will be.


      I think it's time to get to work. ONWARD TO VICTORY!

    • Moving Forward

      3 years ago

      grimangel53

      So, recently I've been...in a bit of a funk.

      I'm looking for a job where nothing is coming, I've run over my thoughts on topics from relationships to reality, force of will to philosophy, music to magic. Mania and depressive thoughts circling like they do. "It's a Circle, I mean Cycle..." All of this runs from one end to the other, in an endless circling of what's gone by, what is, and what is to come.

      I've been trying to focus on things, like teaching myself new skills, learning about new ways of exerting my will on the world, and creating something new. In all, I've figured some things out, and I'm working on getting somethings together. Creating a world, pulling different parts together. everything can be a bit confusing at times.

      So really, I've been slightly repeating myself. I'm looking to find a job and that just feels like an endless cycle. No breaking down a new path. I'm feeling constantly stressed by the fact that I can't seem to break in to the industry. Some things with family are giving added stress and anxiety, because we can't seem to come to an understanding about the world, but I guess that's part of the challenge.

      Sometimes I'm not even sure what to do at this point.

      But then I read something, see something, or really just jive with something. Like a post from a friend here, reminding me that things can be bad, but as long as we move forward, we'll be okay. Light comes from things we least expect. We must keep moving forward, and if we break apart while we're going, that's okay. Just as long as we see it for what it is, and move on, continuing down our path, always growing and learning.

      I liken myself and a piece of my personality with Icarus quite alot. So the idea of falling apart is one I understand, though not in the most positive of ways. RVB and @kittypann have actually helped to bring the understanding of it being a good thing. To fall apart, so that maybe your pieces can be useful to others, or can help them to understand themselves a little better. Those fragments can be of great use. The wings might not be able to fly anymore, but the feathers can be used for other things, and the story can be used to teach.

      So, I'm moving forward. Whether I must stay in my small cycle of looking for a job, I'll move forward, creating, learning, and doing. Simply because I must. The light will come and will fade, but I will continue on my way.

    • 3 years ago

      grimangel53
    • NYC HERE I AM!

      3 years ago

      grimangel53

      So. I am now in NYC. Mostly for a job opportunity. because hell yeah!
      But I am here! So yeah. where are all my RT community people?

      I know I'd love the opportunity to meet some new people and enjoy my time here more than I am. The RT community is fantastic, and though i didnt get to do RTX, I'd really enjoy meeting some of the people in the area.

      I've gotta head out for now, cause I've got work in the morning. but yeah, I'm really excited to be here.

    • Happy Community Day!

      4 years ago

      grimangel53

      I'm actually posting to talk about my series of lets plays that I've just started over on my Youtube channel The Living Louder Project. But it just happens that its also RT Community day!

      So in honor of my starting a new lets play series for my project, and all the lets plays that have been done in Achievement Hunter, HAPPY COMMUNITY DAY!

      here's the link for the beginning:
      youtu.be/mV0OeZr4SBs

    • New Youtube Project!

      4 years ago

      grimangel53

      I started a new project on youtube!
      It's introduction video is up HERE!
      www.youtube.com/channel/UC3jI2AHmqpd-osaPr3EmgAg

      so go check it out!

    • 6 years ago

      grimangel53

      So. Episode 180 of the podcast marks Ray's first podcast appearance by name. What is his first referential appearance? Podcast #10

    • 7 years ago

      grimangel53

      so. i just did teh entire scavenger hunt. THAT WAS AMAZING! Whoever thought it up has a great mind! Thanks for the fun! also HAPPY LATE ANNIVERSARY ROOSTER TEETH

    • 7 years ago

      grimangel53
    • Meh

      7 years ago

      grimangel53

      College....its awesome, yet hard.

      I learn a lot. not only on subjects im studying, but about the people around me as well.

      I've got rvb stuff all over the dorm room, and I use this and tumblr for my journal. its great!
      I really need to start posting here more often.

  • Comments (4)

    • crunchbite22

      7 years ago

      Hey, if you were unable to get into DT, I started an unofficial alt guild called <Drunk Holding Tank>. It's for DT alts or people waiting to join DT. Hit up Stubbymerc or Stubbysorc for an invite.

      • grimangel53 Icarus

        7 years ago

        thanks! i've been...preoccupied with school.

      • crunchbite22

        7 years ago

        Yep. See you in game!

      • grimangel53 Icarus

        7 years ago

        thanks. hit them up in game?
        im waiting for the client to fully load

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