Gamertag = Hank Of Hearts
Come get some! =P
11 years agoh4nkychief
Was it fun?
Very much so, Yes!
What did i do?
Cosplay naruto and a host! XD
Who did i meet?
Sevena <3, Laura <3, Mendaa (<3 and a heart for Mendaa because he cried for one >.>), Erica, and a few other ppl like Menda's friend and a really cool Kankuro and Temari.
What did I get to see?
lots of good cosplay, and many funny things, Baltimore is certainly a very interesting place, I liked the night life I experienced on my last night there, that was an adventure for sure o.O
All around a very enjoyable and memorable experience that I will be smiling about every time I think about it. ^_^
I hope I get to see all of you again very soon one day, even if I have to drive there or just visit each one one at a time. =)
for now, it's back to lvling my WAR and being a hermit at home. <3
12 years agoh4nkychief
No journal update, no images, no nothing. What so ever.
I dunno what to say really. I just sorta became a lurker I guess.
soooo what's the reason?
well, I've started playing FFXI... it's fucking more addicting than anything I've ever played before... and that includes KH, wow.
Im still going to school. It's going on 3 years now... so where's my fucking diploma? Am I qualified to be a fucking Doctor now? Jesus -_-
Other than that I've just been grinding the days away playing with friends and playing games online.
I still go on AIM and MSN, but I've been sorta burnt out on the whole messaging to K.I.T. kinda thing online. I'm sorry for those who have actually attempted to contact me and my lame or really blunt responses, it's just how I've become I guess. =\ though I do enjoy having a conversation or 3 every once in a while if the conversations seem pretty engaging or entertaining ^^;
Well, that pretty much sums it up for myself, so for those small few that still even watch me or pop in to see if I updated every once in a while. I'm sorry. I'm LAME XD;;;
Well, hows everything going with everyone else? Good? bad? same ol'?
I do check updates and I do check images and shit like that, so yes I do log onto RvB and see what's up every so often. though I just seem to be pretty picky or random on where i choose to respond. I still have a fat list of alerts to check out, but believe me, i check them all lol -_-
Oh! and I'm attending some kind of Convention... a sort of anime convention if you will, I think its in Baltimore. What's it called again? (I'm Kidding, but yes, I AM going to Otakon, got the plane ticket and everything to prove it lol :D )
Hope life goes well with everyone I have talked to or made friends with on this site. Carpe Diem people! ^_^
12 years agoh4nkychief
These masks are so beautiful.
They Surround me and let me become someone else.
Their colors vary and expressions change from day to day.
Though I hate them I use them everyday.
For my mother.
For my father.
I wear this one for you.
For my friends.
For my brothers.
I wear these ones for you.
But for my love?
Which one will do?
You have been the only to disagree.
You see right through to me.
You shatter and break them.
My mask my masks.
You show me I donÃ¢â‚¬â„¢t need them.
My masks my masks.
The Void they leave is so easily replaced.
By your love for me that I embrace.
I try to hide it but you remove my hands.
With your beautiful eyes.
You are the first one to see this face.
With your gentle hands.
You are the first one to touch this face.
With your soft lips.
You are the first one to kiss this face.
With your kindness and love.
You are the first one to truly see me smile.
For this I thank you
For you have shown me that there is so much more
Beneath those masks that I adored.
lol, OK so I haven't updated in forever, I guess you can blame school and family and friends for that, well, my own personal laziness as well I guess.
But, I am going to try and update more often. <3
So yes, I'm alive, haha
Oh and three people to give mods to...
Teh pretty Glod
Zaeon (insert witty description here) =P
13 years agoh4nkychief
"What I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that though I do not know you and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you, I love you. With all my heart, I love you."
Same goes for me...
13 years agoh4nkychief
well, hmmm, I guess I can try an keep it short... ^_^;
lets start with 3 weeks ago shall we.
I get home from a weekend with my dad, only to learn that on of my moms friends needs help fixing a beach house she own in Newport Beach. I think "hey thats cool, why not make a few bucks before Con."
I get there the next day only to say "What the fuck, this an't no house... it's a fucking Apt. complex"
I'm mean damn the thing was fucked to hell, and mainly because she only rents it to rich college students during the year. So like I already know (from experience at my own school...>_>), it's that college students who have so much money they don't know what to do with seem to blow tons of it on drugs and end up completely destroying things as a result. No lie my friends, one guy I know has purchased over 4 cars in one year (a 3 BMW's at like 80,000 a piece and one Infinite car at around 60,000) all because he likes to get high and go drifting down the streets in PV. Talk about retarded.
So yeah, like I was saying... they were REALLY messed up. Like, holes in the walls and doors and it seems to us that one of they decided to turn the back end of their dining room into a dart board because the dam wall was littered with around 437 tiny little holes (I counted them, just because I was fixing them anyway and wanted to keep things interesting...god I'm a loser).
But, the upside to everything is that the place was literally like 20 feet from the beach. I could wake up in the morning and walk outside and go for a walk on the beach in a matter of seconds, it was awesome.
So you can guess what I did during my "down time" while staying there to work... SWIMMING!!
but yeah, that was tons of fun. but the most fun I had came the next week.
I got to help the owner of the beach house with her first grade class during their last 3 days of school. I had such a blast.
the children were noisy and really off the wall at times, but through all of it i came to like each one of them. I even remembered all their names before school got out on like the first day.
Through all of that it got me thinking.. "hmm maybe i should get into child psychology?" because being around them really makes you wonder what makes them tick... and at times made me sit in my room and just think about how I was when I was their age. all the things i did, all the kids i met and played with... even all the trouble I caused. it's something that really makes one think about where they want to go in life and shows them how much they really have improved since 1st grade... how your dreams and desires in 1st grade have changed and how focused your life is starting to get.
when I think about it, it's something that keeps me up at night for hours, and because of that it makes me want to help the children who were in my position at that age. Help them succeed where I failed. help them achieve many great things at such an early age. I personally think that doing that might really keep me happy if I chose that as a career.
maybe I'll get more into that at another time though.
Back to the journal.
After I helped at the school I would go to the beach house and help there. In the end I got paid close to 1,000 bucks for my help. so yeah, it was all worth it.
But what about this week you ask?
Well, I spent the whole week getting ready for the convention I'm currently at (Anime EXPO 2006, CA)
so yeah, currently I'm sitting here in the hotel room playing on the net, getting excited about whats going to happen the next day. truth is I really don't know, but what I do know is that whatever it is I'm going to make the best of it.
Hope all of you have had fun so far this summer.
PS, yeah I know... typos and stuffs up the yin yang.. but yeah... it's like 3:30 in the morning... and I just spilled coke on my shorts...>_>... I'm going to bed...
13 years agoh4nkychief
How's this for an update. I should be dead.
This Sunday I was racing down at Irwindale Speedway, and on the last lap coming out of the last turn... I hit the wall. Nice, huh?
First thing out of my mouth when they pulled me out was "How's the car?"(It's fucked BTW ) The Fire and Safety crew sat me down on the truck, pulled my helmet off and started asking me questions. I answered all of them correctly, fucked with them a bit and answered a few obvious ones wrong, like telling them I saw 18 fingers when there was only 2.. haha.. I guess it was more funny to me than it was to them..>_>;;
But yeah, went to the hospital sat there for 4 hours to get 10 stitches in my head (my glasses shattered and the frame shredded like four deep cuts in my left eye brow).
All and all, I'm a little sore, I have some pretty colored bruises on all the parts that had the seat belts (Five-point harness leaves you pretty damn sore the next day.... i couldn't get out of bed.. so I laid there for about 12 hours.. till I couldn't stand it anymore and got up to take a shower.)
Well that's a nice way to start of summer, yeah?
lol, My first time on the track and i fucked up... great... just great.
But yeah, I owe the school 30,000 for a new stock car, anyone wanna loan it to me
So, how did your summer start out?
13 years agoh4nkychief
Sooo... I got Featured.... again...
I dunno how it happens... but it happen again... awesome.
I just think it's hilarious that I got Featured and I wasn't signed on.... for the third time... jesus....>_>;;
well, thanks again for all the nice comments and stuff, and thanks again to everyone at RvB for making me Featured User... for the third time.
I'm stoked. Really. I am.
In other news.
I think that not going to school sucks... hardcore.
Really, kids. Stay. In. School!
life sucks and video games get old when you've got way too much time on your hands.'
God, I can't wait till summer session.
Oh, and I really wanna see X-men 3.
That is all.
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