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    • So.....

      7 years ago

      halosavior

      It's been a very long time since I've posted a journal. Admittedly, RT and RedvsBlue has lost my attention, and as a result my journal and profile have seen an apparent decline in activity. By the looks of my feed, it seems that most of my friends have kept their distance as well. I still want to ask though, do any of you still visit the site even if you all you do is check in on your alerts?

      God loves you

    • 2012

      7 years ago

      halosavior

      First of all, I want to apologize to myself for not writing a journal, or even doing much on RvB, in the past two weeks. I think most of my neglect stems from being on winter break; I have just been on full on lazy. Seriously, my days have literally been SW: TOR and How I Met Your Mother on Netflix. I have been anything but productive and it is kind of sickening. Like, I want to do something, but I don't really know what I want to do.

      I suppose a good start would be to reflect on 2011 and think about the lessons I have learned and then how I am going to apply those lessons in 2012.

      1. Ashlea and I have been dating for 22 months. We will have been dating for 2 years come March. I really don't need to go into detail about our relationship, simply because most of you know what's up, but I will say that I have had my fair share of hardships and success. Obviously, long distance relationships aren't easy, what with not being able to be together, but I think the greatest trial of our relationship is just the three year age gap. Sure, three years doesn't sound like a lot, but there is a lot going on in our young adult lives. Most if it comes down to our differences in maturity and transitional experiences as we grow up into adulthood.

      I suppose the lesson here is that despite all of the hardships and the close calls, I'm glad we're both willing to overcome it all in the hope that we can finally be together in the future. When I take a step back and look at us, I believe it is nothing short of a miracle of how we not only found each other, but just how unbelievable compatible we are. I have yet to find someone who I feel comfortable enough to rapidly switch between intimately romantic to one of the closest friends I have ever had. Here's to another year for us!

      2. College has given me a lot to think about from friends to career. Honestly, I am terrified about leaving. I have absolutely no idea where I am supposed to go, what I am supposed to do, and how I am going to do it. Yeah, I'm studying film, but in the back of my head, I really physically haven't shown any enthusiasm for it. I have nothing in my portfolio. I can't even finish Proteus, and hell, I doubt that is ever going to get finish. It's like I want to start at the top instead of working my way up there. If I am going to get serious about film, I need to set smaller goals and work my way up to it. Above all, I don't want Proteus to be the dream that fails. To that effect, I will be halting Proteus to work on other projects. I will focus on all of my other ideas until I am ready to make my dream a reality. I think by the time I am confident enough to actually finish Proteus I will be confident enough in my portfolio to go above and beyond Proteus.

      I want to be confident enough to look for internships, confident enough to start at the bottom and navigate my way to the top. I keep saying that Hollywood is the dream, and that I'd settle with less simply because I want to be financially secure, but I think it's time I start looking at Hollywood as a tangible goal. I don't want the fame or fortune, I want to be able to say that I accomplished my goal. And when I really take a look at it, there is going to be a lot of work involved. Not just my portfolio and my creative ambitions, but looking at Hollywood as the business that it is. I need to research every aspect of film: the actors, the directors, the staff, the demographics, everything.

      3. In a more immediate light, my academic career has been slowly deteriorating. It's a mix between laziness and overconfidence. I've gotten all the way through High School and my first two years of College of just doing the bare minimum and excessive procrastination. That's gotten my mostly B's and a few A's here and there. However, after this first semester, I've gotten two C's and three B's; the worst I've ever done. And I think it's even worse knowing that while I sat around hanging with friends and playing video games with my door open, my floor wisely spent their time between studying and still managing to have pretty eventful lives. It is never too late to start trying to be better, so I think if I start treating school like an 8-5 work shift, I can still "come home" from 5pm-1am and still have plenty of time to hang with my friends and game.

      I've realized that as much as I like to game and spend time with you guys, we technically aren't going anywhere from each other. It's not like I am missing out on a whole lot when I take breaks from my online life. Sure, we have plenty of good times that I am happy to have shared with you guys, but the key word is "plenty;" we aren't going to run out of those. So, whether I've made it clear already or not, my online/gaming life won't be as "dedicated" as it used to be. I know that I can still be close to you guys through the many outlets: Skype, XBL, TOR, and even the celebratory summer visits.

      4. The last thing are my relationships. I'm still debating whether or not I've been growing lazy or desensitized in maintaining my relationships, but I want to get to that point where I feel like I don't have to maintain the friendship. I just want to be able to have those friends I can always count on no matter the time gap between our meetings. I know it sounds counterproductive to want friendships that I don't invest a lot of time in, but it frustrates me thinking about all of the friends I feel like I am losing simply because I do not have the time for every single one of them. I suppose the best way to start is to simply maintain my friendships on a weekly/monthly basis rather than a daily basis.

      It's hard to explain, but the point is that I am going to try to give all of my friends the time they deserve.

      Here's to 2012!

      God loves you

    • Post-it Note

      7 years ago

      halosavior

      Finals week. I'll return to the Internet Wednesday evening!

      God loves you

    • The Silent Observer [Part 1]

      7 years ago

      halosavior

      Thursday night has probably got to be one of the strangest, most random, most interesting Thursday nights of all my Thursday nights thus far.

      I had just spent the latter half of the afternoon filming with my group for our Final project, a video about Machinima, and I promptly spent the rest of my evening editing the footage. Not that I had any other plans, I took note of how quiet the floor was. Apparently, a majority of the floor was out partying. I honestly did not mind as I was sitting comfortably in a couch that we had stolen earlier, to add a more "documentary" feel to our video, and editing in peace.

      Around midnight, out of the corner of my eye, I see a figure enter my room. I look up to see a cute girl, dressed in a very revealing tank top and pajama short shorts, stumble into my room. She moves closer to me until she is at the edge of my bed, leaning on it, and tells me that she is hammered. I was like "uh....?" before she came up to me and promptly sprawled herself out over me. Again, "uh.....?"

      At first, I thought Taylor and Porsha had a friend spending the night and were pulling a prank on me, but that wasn't the case. The girl said her name was Christina and that she was my neighbor. It took me a few seconds to realize that she was the second new girl who joined our floor about two weeks ago. I never actually met her, only indirectly spoke to her when I was talking to her roommate, and had forgotten her name. Even though I knew who she was, it honestly didn't help me in my current situation.

      She then started telling me how she just got back from a party, go figure, and had been drinking too much, surprise surprise, and that she may have cheated on a boyfriend by making out with some random guys... well this is going down hill pretty fast. She then said that she called him and told him about the incident, but he then hung up on her and stopped answering her calls. I told her that she should probably wait until morning when she is sober to try and call him to sort things out.

      She said she wanted to talk to him now, and insisted that we hang out until then. I offered to make her some tea, to which she accepted, freeing myself from our awkward position. I got her tea, sat back in my chair, and she back on top of me. I figured I should just try to keep her calm so I didn't have a drunk girl break down crying in my room.

      Just then, my friend Nathan walks into my room, gives me this look and yells, "what the fuck!?" I'm like, "I know!"

      "Josh, did you steal that couch from the lounge!?"

      ... Seriously, Nathan, you're going to come into my room and completely ignore this half naked chick laying down on top of me!?

      "Uh, yes, but I don't think we should be discussing this right now."

      Christina looks up to see Nathan and starts screaming, claiming that he was at the party she was just at... he wasn't. After a brief conversation, Nathan gives me this look of approval before leaving my room. Throughout the night, as my floor mates return from their parties, all they do is pass my room giving me a thumbs up. Seriously, guys!?

      About half an hour later of hearing this girl drag on about her dilemma, she looks up at me, touches my face and says, "Asian guys are really hot."

      "I'm half."

      "Oh, that's sooooooo cool. Your mom or your dad?"

      "My dad."

      "That's so cool, you're really cute, we seriously need to start hanging out."

      At that point I just texted Kevin to come save me. He comes over, bringing his friends, Alyssa and Katie, from down the hall. They start a conversation with Christina that frees me from our awkward position, but then they somehow got onto the subject of Rachel. This instantly triggers a bitch fit with Christina, and goes onto how Rachel is too damn loud when she is having sex with her boyfriend, and how often they do it, and how unrealistic her moans are, and it just really starts to get out of hand.

      I casually joke that maybe she should talk to Rachel about it. Bad idea on my part. Christina hops off my bed and into the hallway, "good idea. I'm going to talk to that bitch." The group starts that silent laugh as they follower her out into the hallway. I stay in my room, on my laptop just aimlessly browsing reddit. Kevin stays in the doorway because he doesn't want to get too close to the coming storm. I honestly didn't want to cause any drama on the floor, and the new girl really didn't need to start off on the wrong foot. So I had Kevin tell her that her boyfriend was calling her back.

      She rushed back, and I told her I was lying, and that I don't think it would be a good idea for her to talk to Rachel. She gives me this angry glare which suddenly transforms into a very scary seductive, mischievous look... "mmm Joshy I'm going to have punish you for lying." I freeze in terror.

      Kevin saves me by starting his going to bed ritual, which Christina picks up on. She says goodnight and goes into her room... right next door. Kevin and I briefly laugh about the situation before going to bed. I should note that my allergies must have started acting up when we went to sleep that I literally could not fall asleep through my sporadic coughing. Throughout the night I glanced over to see Kevin shifting between coughs, and I apologized over and over again for keeping him up. I was really sorry, but I don't think he minded as much as I believed.

      Christina avoided contact with me all day Friday, but Saturday she messaged me on Facebook and said she apologized. I told her not to worry about it, and we are now on the path of establishing a normal relationship. Heck, I might even use Christina to establish a friendship with Katherine, her elusive roommate; barely anyone on the floor knows who she is.

      Part 2

    • The Silent Observer [Part 2]

      7 years ago

      halosavior

      I told Ashlea about Christina and she couldn't stop laughing. I told her I was shocked by her reaction, but Ashlea said it was funny because its me, but she still wanted to "gouge the bitch's eyes out." I have such a lovely girlfriend...

      And since we are on the subject of Ashlea, I want to say that our relationship isn't the strongest right now. We actually got into our first legitimate fight over the weekend, though she was the only one getting extremely angry and throwing the profanity around.

      Long story short, we don't talk to each other as much as we used too. There are several factors contributing to this. First of all, the biggest factor was my transition to college. Not only do I have a busier schedule than when I was at home, but I actually have friends to hang out with. Then, Ashlea recently got a job, and now our schedules just aren't meshing together as well as they did. And to crush any hope of trying to work around our situation, Ashlea goes to bed extremely early, 9:00pm CST, and continuously refuses to stay up any later on most nights.

      The thing that really irritates me is that Ashlea hates texting. I try to stay in contact with her throughout the day, but all she can manage is one word responses. I've pretty much given up on trying to text her anymore. She says she prefers to talk on the phone, but she just doesn't understand that our schedules aren't working out. She refuses to acknowledge that her unwillingness to stay up, even just an hour later, is really intensifying the situation.

      Friday, I had the whole day free and she got out of school super early, so I proposed that we spend the entire day doing what she likes best, watching anime on netflix. After my only class I patiently waited for her to get home so we could spend all day together... she never showed up. No text. No phone call. Nothing.

      I got a call around 9:00pm CST, her proverbial bedtime, and she started talking as if nothing happened. I was extremely pissed off because I had blown off a lot of my friends to hang out with her, and I told her why I was angry. It was a short lived conversation when I just told her to go to bed; I wanted to play on Live. Amanda can testify to this story, she was the reason I was getting on Live.

      Obviously, Ashlea felt horrible, but as she apologized, she somehow made me feel bad for going off on her. Which pissed me off even more because I was not at fault whatsoever!

      The next day, we talked it over and settled the situation. A day later we're on the phone and I'm just browsing the Internet. She figured that since I wasn't doing anything, we should watch some anime. Completely not in the mood to watch anime after the other day, I told her I simply didn't want to watch anime. She unexpectedly retorted by saying that I never want to do anything she wants.

      At first I thought she was just playfully pouting, and made a little "joke" about the other day, but apparently I was wrong. She completely ignored the playfulness in my voice and got very angry. She hit her tipping point. She said that she thought we were past that incident and was being completely serious her statement, and just broke out the F bombs.

      I was completely dumbfounded by her sudden outburst, and when I realized that she was being serious, I hung up on her. Again, we didn't talk for a while, but we made up. Sort of.

      Right now, things are just very strained, and she doesn't make the situation any better by telling me she is constantly afraid that I am going to break up with her. As of right now, I'm just not feeling it. Not enough to break up with her, but at the same time... I honestly wouldn't care if we did.

      I'd say the biggest thing for me is that Ashlea's immaturity is really starting to get on my nerves. And I don't mean that in a bad way, it's just that our age difference is becoming increasingly more apparent and aggravating. I know three years doesn't sound like a lot, but I can assure you that none of you have no idea how crazy a three year difference can be.

      I'm just kind of "eh" about our relationship right now.

      Part 3

    • The Silent Observer [Part 3]

      7 years ago

      halosavior

      As some of you may or may not know, I organized a game of Assassins for my floor to participate in. The game was simple, you get a contract, kill that person and get their contacts, and keep going until there are only two people left standing to kill each other.

      Yesterday, all hell broke loose, and not in a very fun way. The game hasn't ended, with my friends Wayne and Heidi left. Everyone kind of lost interest in the game because they haven't attempted to kill each other in over a month. So, a few days prior, a friend of mine came by and asked for his $2 back; everyone on the floor had to pay $2 for the prizes.

      Now, here is were things start getting completely screwed up. The reason my friend asked for his money back was not only because there were rumors going around that the two agreed not to finish the game in an attempt to troll the floor, but only half of the participants actually paid the money. He figured why should he have to pay if others have no intention too. I agreed with him and made a post on our Facebook group telling people that I would return their money.

      Wayne takes notice of this. Now, before I continue, I should mention that Wayne was one of the people "in charge" of the game because he helped with the rules, and he went ahead and bought our prizes (two Nerf guns) thinking he would be reimbursed by the money we collect. However, as I already stated, only half the people paid. That was technically my fault.

      I told Tara, the other person "in charge," and Wayne that I would take care of collecting the money. At the time, they didn't want to do it because they felt it was embarrassing and degrading to go door to door asking for money. I was like whatever. The only issue was that no one carries around $2 (change or singles). As I previously stated, only half the people paid, and at the time, the other half said they would pay me whenever the happened to have $2. Over time, it was kind of a mix of trusting my floor mates to deliver and just generally "losing interest" in the game.

      Wayne promptly pays me a visit and bitches me out for making a decision without discussing it with him first. This irritates me because while technically he was one of the administrators, he wasn't actually an administrator. He's just one of those guys that just likes to be in charge. I explained the situation to him, and then he responds by repeating that it wasn't my decision alone to give the money back, and confirming that he and Heidi made no such agreement. His excuse was that she's hard to kill... says the guy who has the most individual kills.

      He then goes on to explain that it's my fault that not all of the money was collected, and while he was right, I defended myself by saying that if truly had any investment in the integrity of the game, he would have made an effort to check on my progress. I had a list of who has and hadn't paid on my door, so he was aware. At this point, it was blatantly clear that he figured he was going to win the game and not only wanted to keep the guns for winning, but all of the left over money as well.

      I told him that I would go around and collect the rest of the money; it was the only fair thing to do. However, he said that it was too late because people already think they are getting their money back. I told him that it honestly wasn't a probably because I highly doubt the floor is going to care about $2. Again, he said that it just wasn't going to work. I realized that the motives behind his arguments was that he knew I would make him help me collect the rest of the money, and he didn't want to be looked down upon, just like he originally felt when it came to collecting the money. I really didn't want this to escalate, so I offered to pay the money and be done with it. Of course, he then says that would not be an ideal decision.

      At this point in our conversation, he's only in my room to degrade me as a person and my integrity as an administrator. I simply told him that if he wants his damn money he is going to have to help me. He agrees, but first, I would have to delete my post and replace it with a notice that we would be coming around and people should be prepared.

      This pisses off a few vocal people. Within minutes, my room was filled with Kevin and his friends. I want to note that Kevin was not a part of this, but it was his room, his friends, and he likes drama. They start going on about how they were never notified about any money to begin with, and digressed into how the rules were made, how the prizes were picked, the lack of communication, and who was really in charge of deciding all of these things.

      Although Wayne was in the room, I was the only one recognized as the sole administrator of Assassins, and consequently had to deal with everything. This is exactly why I'm pissed off at Wayne as a person. Quick to be in charge, wanting all of the attention and praise of something successful, but the slightest signs of trouble and he'll hide behind others as his scapegoat. At this point, Wayne was just enjoying watching me suffer.

      I had a solid argument, showing documentation (of meeting schedules and major decisions and the official rules) through our group Facebook posts, thoroughly explaining how everything was decided by a majority vote, and even apologizing FOR them about not actively participating in these meetings (participation = show up). Hell, in addition to all of this, I even went door to door when I was coming around for the money.

      But alas, apparently $2 was a big deal for everyone. I was extremely pissed off at this point, so much so that I just said fuck it and whipped out the money that would cover the costs of the Nerf guns so I could be done with all of this...

      "No Josh, that's unfair to you."

      Part 4

    • Silent Observer [Part 4]

      7 years ago

      halosavior

      Unfair!? How the hell is it unfair if I'm offering to single-handedly sponsor this mess of a game? I acknowledge that there may have been some poor planning on my part, and so the only fair thing would be for me to single-handedly fix it.

      Oh no... they just wanted to keep wailing on me.

      Thankfully, Jessica chimed in by saying that in the official rules I had actually put the word "donate" in there. Seizing the opportunity, I compromised with everyone.

      My Facebook group post:


      Alright, so apparently this whole Assassin thing has just been blown way out of proportion. I don't want any more fuel to be added to the fire, so I ask that there be no more discussion about the events leading up to Assassin, or anything that has happened thus far. What's done is done.

      I apologize for helping to organize an event so poorly, and I also apologize for the lack of communication between the floor. It won't happen again.

      As my final involvement in this whole ordeal, I'm going to leave the option up to you:

      (1) You can pay the $2 DONATION, or (2) if you were under the impression the money was required, you may request to have your money returned, and I will personally deliver it to you.


      I cannot begin to describe to you how frustrating it was to deal with this whole situation. In fact, it was such an incredible incident that people revealed their true selves to me in order to gang up on me. If you already don't know, I'm a people person and I tend to read people like a book, so it was interesting to see everyone come out as the arrogant, manipulative assholes and bitches they are. Sure, they're still good people for the most part, but it would take an idiot to miss the blatant inner demons parading around on their faces, body language, attitude, and words.

      I suppose it's a bittersweet irony for me to be the only one on the floor to see everyone for what they are, but also the one to be responsible for bringing it out.

      And that's why these series of journals is called the silent observer. Recently, a lot of people have started taking notice of my unique ability to just "read" people. Some people, like my friend Meer, like it because he doesn't have to physically admit what is on his mind (embarrassed or ashamed), and we can just talk about it. Others don't like it because they think I can only get that information by physically invading their privacy.

      In either case, a majority of the floor is cool with it because I don't use my ability for self gain, manipulating people to certain extents (I do kind of use it to give me an edge in flirting because flirting is just too amusing), but because I actively try to use it to be the best friend they've ever had.

      So far, they really appreciate it.

      God loves you

    • December Playlist Update/Title Update

      7 years ago

      halosavior

      I still intend to write a journal about the topics listed in my previous journal, but I found this between classes.

      I don't know how many of you care about the changes being made in Halo: Reach, but I figured I'd bring your attention to this little segment should you pass up the entire article:


      TU game types are our standard Reach Matchmaking settings with the Title Update changes. Those changes are: damage bleed enabled, modified reticle bloom, sword block removed, Armor Lock modified, and Active Camo modified.

      • Premium Battle removed.

      We’ve adjusted the Matchmaking algorithm to match players who have DLC with other players who have DLC more often than in the past. We’ve also upped the weighting for DLC in our playlists so that you’ll see the DLC in your voting options more frequently. Also, remember that all of the Anniversary maps have been added to the majority of the playlists. The combination of these things means that you’re going to be able to enjoy your premium DLC in Matchmaking much more often than ever before.

      • Pistol tweaked to return to pre-TU behavior in TU game types.

      There was a slight variance between the damage output of the DRM and the Pistol. To bring them closer, we tweaked the Pistol to do slightly less damage in the TU game types. Four shots to the body and one to the head will kill the player now, as will seven to the body. The one small difference is that where four body shots would pop your shields previously, it will not now. That’s okay, though, as shield pop means significantly less in TU game types because damage bleed is active. In other words, a fifth headshot will still result in a kill.


      I was going to go on about zero bloom being implemented into all gametypes, but it seems 343i has opted to tweak it; I'm assuming compromising between original settings and zero bloom. I think I can live with it. That leaves the bleed through my only gripe; I really don't want to deal with a Halo 3 assault rifle fighting style.

      But alas! There is nothing I can do about it all, so I suppose I'm just going to have to adjust and slowly let my complaints fade away.

      God loves you

    • Place Holder

      7 years ago

      halosavior

      Topics for next journal:

      Christina
      Assassins
      Ashlea

      God loves you

    • Quick Note

      7 years ago

      halosavior

      If you are a part of our Star Wars: The Old Republic guild, please take the time to read and respond to this thread.

      God loves you

  • Comments (2360)

    • doll

      7 years ago

      oh! lol okay ^w^

    • doll

      7 years ago

      what is intresting?

    • doll

      7 years ago

      0w0 awesome XD

    • doll

      7 years ago

      thanks

    • doll

      7 years ago

      took me months to get it done TT-TT

    • doll

      7 years ago

      once i get a tablet i can go over these in photoshop. sorry about the crappyness of the speach bubbls.

    • doll

      7 years ago

      DX so far no one has one, or uses one lol.

    • doll

      7 years ago

      oh but what fun is an rp if you have complete control? anyways, once i start it'll get better, i think that another reason is that i'm not used to rping anymore, also i haven't written a fic or anything, where i had twins lol. especially in an rp, for some reason its harder. i'm still trying to figure out what would be the best way for them to be found ya know?

    • doll

      7 years ago

      only because i have more control with it, and i know where the story is going lol. no surprises XD

    • doll

      7 years ago

      DX i know but still hah hah

    • doll

      7 years ago

      thanks, i got it last year at the fair. i think it would be the only tat i'll get, in my life, and i'll have to be knocked out inorder to get it, cause i'm deathly afraid of needles.

    • doll

      7 years ago

      thank you

    • doll

      7 years ago

      lol, thanks, =3.

    • doll

      7 years ago

      one day lol.

    • doll

      7 years ago

      yeah. i tried to play all classes but the consular class was just so much fun, and addicting, i couldn't stop DX, i'm now a lvl 16 shadow...should have picked sage....

    • doll

      7 years ago

      hah hah, i had some troubles, but it is a new game and it will have bugs, also i didn't expect it to run as smoothly as one would like, there are so many people on each server, there is a wait time. but i never had a problem with lag until i was in a main building, like the hutt's palace, or the jedi temple. my laptop is holding well, playing it, and more. and still have a crap ton of memory to spare. =3 i love my mom for getting me this computer.

    • doll

      7 years ago

      hah hah, yeah i know, unless something bad happens DX, which normally happens when i want something lol

    • doll

      7 years ago

      waiting for the game to load TT-TT but i'll do that

    • doll

      7 years ago

      it's alright, everyone has to go sometime right?

    • doll

      7 years ago

      math makes me cry on the inside

    • doll

      7 years ago

      hmm, okay, thank you =3

    • doll

      7 years ago

      i just wanted to know your opinion in the fate of Angel Sada, if i should have her die or have her live....sorry if i'm confusing you

    • doll

      7 years ago

      yes, but the fic takes place during the clone wars. its probably cause angel sada has the same name as angel kito, Sada is named angel because the leader of the project called the ancient race that, because of their wings.

      i suppose i could do that, but it still doesn't solve my problem DX

    • doll

      7 years ago

      ...legion, married for three days) calls to her under the order of the elder of the ancient race which is supposed to be dead, said to... so what do you think i should do?

    • doll

      7 years ago

      thanks. well idk if i should kill Angel from my first fic 'just the way i am' see she was part of an experiment to bring back an ancient race of force sensitives, but everyone who went though the procedure died, everyone but her, or so she remembers, anyways, every time she uses the force for an extended time she will bleed and eventually pass out, worst case scenario is she stops breathing, and she would need an injection to save her. every time she uses the force during battle, it's normally to save one of her brothers (lucky, spaz, doc, drill, and Kane, clones from the 130th legion) every time it happens to the point where she passes out the force becomes so strong that even nonforce sensitives could see 'wings' sprouting from her back, each time she gains another pair, Doc believes by the sixth wing she will die. now i could either have it where she survives order 66 because of the love of her brothers, they save her life, or she dies stopping the fight between brothers for her sake, spouting the sixth wing and ending it once and for all, but later is brought back, because of some phrophicy that the ancient race created a long time ago involving her, and for some reason unknown she is brought back because her husband (Runt, captain of the 130th...

    • doll

      7 years ago

      i would hope so, i hope that once TOR comes out and i play a bit i'll be able to get back to writing 'Falling' sigh. oh i have a question for you, if you don't mind, its for a fic, i know you haven't read it, but i need someone's imput on it.

    • doll

      7 years ago

      yeah...it all started with my first star wars fic, and i couldn't just let it be, i had so many ideas from just one part DX

    • doll

      7 years ago

      i didn't know enough of the old republic to make it work, and i changed it from instead of Hope not being a Jedi in the beginning to later on, and i messed up, i should have had Angel be the first to set the Karma that her decedents will suffer from, but i had it where she was the second or third one to suffer from the Karma of her ancestor. XD

    • freelancer92

      7 years ago

      HAHAHA I genuinely lol'ed when I read that. Thanks for the laugh!

    • QuackJAG

      7 years ago

      In reply to QuackJAG, #9:

      sorry it kipes messing up on me a my computer sutsdown but I will get it done.


      Maybe I'll get it done one day!

    • BigSinFilms

      7 years ago

      I hope so too. But, I'm pretty sure he will be in it as he is too awesome to get rid of. If he isn't in SCV I'll just end up using Ezio XD

    • doll

      7 years ago

      yeah, there is a whole story i tried to do for them ,but it didn't work out all that well, but i have key points down lol. wow, well, at least i know i'm not the oldest hah hah

    • doll

      7 years ago

      i'm good, i like the guild, might add another holocron record, or something to pass the time. people are nice so its all good, and yeah hah hah, i'm finally younger then someone XP

    • doll

      7 years ago

      hah hah, thanks, i'll get used to it in a day or so XD

    • doll

      7 years ago

      yeah, i'm sorry your system for rps are very confusing right now, since i haven't been in an rp in years hah hah well ever since i quite gaiaonline

    • doll

      7 years ago

      I'll edit it

    • doll

      7 years ago

      oh, yeah, thanks, hah hah, i was never good with timelines XP but i'm glad you liked the twins, i wouldn't want to do an rp with only one, since its funnier when they are together lol.

    • doll

      7 years ago

      okay =3 i'll see what i'm supposed to do hah hah

    • doll

      7 years ago

      KK, so its mainly a TOR rp? i'll use my Jedi then hah hah

    • doll

      7 years ago

      oops sorry angel sada

    • doll

      7 years ago

      i sent in my application thingy, i'm angel kito

    • doll

      7 years ago

      didn't know it was for TOR, cool, i think my old guild disbanded or something lol so this is cool. =3

    • doll

      7 years ago

      uh, well, i really don't like to join an rp that has already been going, i tried that once, and it isn't the best thing, however i'll give it a try, send me a link, and i'll see if i'll join. lol

    • Shotgunchief

      7 years ago

      You're dumb.

    • MDosik FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      I didn't mean bad as in "Herp derp, macs suck, don't use them."

      My mac was having some technical issues with video editing. I love using macs to edit video.

      But I figured it out, and that's why I'm making a vlog, so I can start doing videos again.

    • pimpsniper1

      7 years ago

      I just litterly tickled you over the internet I am so much awsomer then you :D

    • Galaar FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Alla till mig!

      7 years ago

      SWTOR Guild Phase 2 has begun. www.swtor.com/news/news-article/20110921

    • Shotgunchief

      7 years ago

      Oh my... I thought that was a goddamn screenshot from Skyrim!

    • QuackJAG

      7 years ago

      Theres a white you running around Memphis.

      Be scared.

    • QuackJAG

      7 years ago

      Lmao, that is amazing.

      ALSO, its funny that you should comment me today, because I thought of you while at the fair today!

      There was this skinny guy with glasses, and he was wearing a Coca-Cola shirt... OR SO I THOUGHT!

      It actually read Jesus Christ in the Coca-Cola font.

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