hiddeneyes

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    • schools in!

      10 years ago

      hiddeneyes

      well its been the first week of school already, and man, holy cow I never had so much work, this semster is going to be tricky but I can't for the new trials. Hope everyone is doing well and best wishes to all but damn i need to get back to the books for another hour or two at least.

      I'm out, peace, One love all

    • something new

      10 years ago

      hiddeneyes

      So I've been trying new things and getting out of the cave I live in, it's nice to be out and about but the game seems all to familiar, I play and roll just to see how it goes but I know the man upstairs has something unique in mind for me I just can't wait for the search to be over and doing what I am supposed to be doing and with who.

      Given my heart I will try and experience heartbreak of course but one play the game in order to find their other part of their soul, so as the saying goes I will rage into the dying of the night, rage on into dying of the day and seek what it has been foretold, for my life is of service and to help those of course

      Peace be with all you

    • Truth or dare

      10 years ago

      hiddeneyes

      So I've been waiting.....................................

      In my past, who I was or use to be and now I'm on who I am and was meant to be

      I want to be with someone for the right reason and not a lie
      I want to be with someone for the truth and will wait forever till it is true
      I would rather die then live a lie, famous words I know but my code

      So I changed a little bit but not, I'm more outgoing now than not
      I'm searching but am not for someone to spend time with
      Someone to understand, in the end if they do not agree, kool
      I tried and will move on but if they see my way then...........
      .......................................................................................................

      I don't care, if they can see I will be true to the for him that I love and cherish
      Because in the end he made us to share who we are with the world and
      to not fear the end for we love him..................

      I swear to all those who read this
      I would rather die then live a lie
      If its true she will have all of me,
      Please help with any fear and push me to be, so we share what was meant to be!!

      That is what I have to say...........



      Any thoughts from anyone, I would like to hear, please comment

      Please comment

    • I need sleep

      10 years ago

      hiddeneyes

      Ok, at this point I've been up for 36 hrs straight

      I'm going to try and go get some sleep. :)

      Night All

    • computer picture question

      10 years ago

      hiddeneyes

      Does anyone know if you can take a picture and zoom and and clean it up?

      If so can anyone offer any points?

    • From Larry the Cable Guy

      10 years ago

      hiddeneyes


      1. A day without sunshine is like night.

      2. On the other hand, you have different fingers.

      3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot.

      4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name.

      5. Remember, half the people you know are below average.

      6. He who laughs last thinks slowest.

      7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.

      8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap.

      9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have.

      10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory.

      11.. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines.

      12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments.

      13. OK, so what's the speed of dark?

      14. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane.

      15. Hard work pays off in the future.. Laziness pays off now.

      16. How much deeper would the ocean be without sponges?

      17. Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked into jet engines.

      20. What happens if you get scared half to death, twice?

      21 .Why do psychics have to ask you your name?

      22. Inside every older person is a younger person wondering, 'What the heck happened?'

      23.Just remember -- if the world didn't suck, we would all fall off.

      24. Light travels faster than sound. That's why some people appear bright until you hear them speak.

      25. Life isn't like a box of chocolates. It's more like a jar of jalapenos.. What you do today, might burn your A** tomorrow.

    • The semester is finally over

      10 years ago

      hiddeneyes

      If you want to try something challenging go nursing it will drive you crazy.

    • 4 days

      10 years ago

      hiddeneyes

      Come monday will be my last two finals for this semester
      The first thing I'm gonna do is sleep for a week

    • Mirror doesn't look the same

      10 years ago

      hiddeneyes

      I see red in the mirror
      My eyes they glow red
      Red from time I spent trying to make this work
      I've been at this so long, I don't even recognize who I am

      All my life I've been chasing these number
      I am sick to my stomach about these numbers
      They make my eyes glow red

      In my youth it was the color of greed
      Later it was the number 1 on xbox live
      Yet today its the numbers that say I pass
      I am sick and tired of these numbers

      I cry out every night asking god why
      I cry out because my eyes are red and I have these numbers in my head
      I cry out because I used to search for love
      I cry out because I would settle for a hug

      My eyes are red, and I have numbers in my head
      My life is a test, test after test, I am sick of tests
      I cry out god I am sick of my eyes being red and having these numbers in my head and I'm tired of being tested for this whim.

      I can't sleep at night because...
      My eyes are red, numbers in my head, sick of being tested
      Then this day comes and its the end of it
      Love and peace balancing on the scale
      The world of truth laid before me on my bed

      Tonight I finally will sleep....
      Without my eyes being red
      Without numbers in my head
      Without the worry of tests

    • Head above the Water

      10 years ago

      hiddeneyes

      its been a rough couple of weeks
      debating my reason in life
      and contemplating my purpose in this life
      I gave up, had no more reason to continue my direction
      thought it wasn't possible and felt no emotion about leaving to stay straight

      but here I am, a ray of hope which means never give up
      never say die and remember who I am inside
      do everything I can to sty alive on the inside
      this includes writing these words as I try

      talk about the bottom, thats where I was
      walking away, ready start new somewhere else to stay
      but here I am at again with renewed faith
      believing that it will be ok

      If this is path I must walk not in dismay
      but to hold my head high, glad to get the chance to show who I am
      I wear this cross trying to remember who I am
      tears in my eyes, smiles across my face
      and reason to never give up hope

      not for but those who need it
      I stay on this path of righteousness
      not for my benefit but yours
      for there is reason I need or want
      but to serve in the end with hope

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  • Comments (269)

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      That sounds pretty cool man, busy but now a days busy is a good thing. Good lucky with it all, I am sure you will do fine with the surgical rotations.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Thanks man. How have you been?

    • lilith87

      10 years ago

      hola. How've you been?

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Ok so far bro. At the university summer term, Got a 92 on my Law Enforcement Systems class. And I just took another exam for my Juvenile Justice class today. So hopefully I am doing ok.

      How are things with you bro?

    • lilith87

      10 years ago

      Well, summer goes. I survived the two week overlap between B session and D session courses. I thought I might die, but at the last second I managed a daring escape and turned in all my homework. lol Other than homework, my mind is already preoccupied with thoughts for next year. It's moderately inescapable, I'm afraid. But, I still manage to get in some good swimming, and working out, and gaming. :-P How are things your way?

    • Brookems3

      10 years ago

      ahah! dosent really work like that, dosent snow where i live! its just like a normal day but its cold! if u go to the mountains there is snow! speaking of snow...ive never seen it :S

    • Brookems3

      10 years ago

      hahah i wish! its winterd down here. so quite zee cold one!

    • Brookems3

      10 years ago

      thats heaps good :D make sure u relax and lap up the sun while u got it!

    • Brookems3

      10 years ago

      yeh i get yam honestly i was full anal about it when i first joined but now im like.
      meh.
      more lovin the better.
      just started actually :) finished the first semester and now on a 5 week break :D

    • Brookems3

      10 years ago

      ahaha i dont.
      i just reply to whoever wants to talk!

    • TheBad

      10 years ago

      Not much is new.
      Just the same appointments each week.
      Sailing, workin out, still waitin to get my licence back from MTO...

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Yeah... just wish I knew whom to thank.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Come on... A Team was the best!

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      So true Hannibal, So true.

    • tofu12

      10 years ago

      lolz. no. i hadnt even thot of me bein her. lolz. hope your summer's good as well!! =]

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      A hold for an unselected major. You must go to advising to get it removed. I went 2 terms ago. Then must have put it back on. So the put a hold on me so I couldn't pick classes online.... had to go for advising. But I am in orlando and I didn't want my classes to fill. So I called their offices and yelled for a bit when the girl disrespected me, and then she took the hold off without me having to go in, picked my classes and enrolled at 5:30 pm. So i am good now.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Yeah sounds fun, but I am also going to court for work. So not too much fun.
      And I had a hold for school, so I couldn't sign up for classes.

    • lilith87

      10 years ago

      Other than Tuesday's work day, yes. Now I just have to handle video games and homework haha

    • tofu12

      10 years ago

      watcha mean?

    • lilith87

      10 years ago

      We're all unraveling around the edges. hahaha. It's time for summer.

    • lilith87

      10 years ago

      I'm sure it'll come out "win." :-)

    • TheBad

      10 years ago

      Not too much is new.
      Still no driver's licence due to the MTO mess up in paperwork, going onto 3 months now... grr...

      I got a few appointments each week which aren't too exciting.
      Got the sailboat back in the water and been out a couple times so far.

      Getting some Cabin Fever stayin in, since my licence is not back yet, and cab company here is on strike.
      So, I'm gettin a lot of sleep, which I should be doing anyways.

      As soon as I get my licence back, BOOM, headin south for a while to get some sun and relax a bit. :D

      How are things going with you?

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Hope it goes well bro. I hated my finals but I am sure you will do fine, just buckle down and study hard.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Its alright.... got two B's this term.

    • lilith87

      10 years ago

      Quite well. How about you? Thanks for the image comment, btw. :-)

    • AllieNicole16

      10 years ago

      Yeah she really could. I really wanted her to release Midnight Sun. That pissed me off when she did that. It was like GOD DAMNIT! But maybe she'll realize that she cant write ne thing other than the twilight series because host wasnt that great.

    • lilith87

      10 years ago

      Life goes well, yet busily. lol Spring Break is here from teaching, no Spring Break from schooling, however. haha.

    • dizaster

      10 years ago

      This is true. But despite the fact that they are both hinge joints, as you've said, they do have different names, and said names are NOT interchangeable.

      You'd think if you broke your leg you'd know where you broke it and if you didn't, the doctor sure as hell would know, and they'd tell you, not to mention as a child you'd have heard the song "Elbows, Knees and Toes" enough to know which joint is where in your body.

      I smell either a very confused person or a very large rat.

    • AllieNicole16

      10 years ago

      Yeah i loved jacobs point of view. It brought a lot the story. but i just got having Nessie in it...it was like okay what? I just got confused. But it was alright for a conclusion. Though i think she could write more if she wanted.

    • TheBad

      10 years ago

      Nah, dont have the DL back yet, MTO and the Docs are being lame.
      I may have it back in the next 2-6weeks *eyerolls*

      Other than that, things have been alright.
      Still just relaxing at home, working out, doing some gaming again, working on the sailboat, now that it is nice out.
      Thinking about planning a trip down south for a bit to enjoy some sun.

      A friend of mine asked me to get a place with her and a friend of hers, it reminded me of the TV 3's Company.
      I'd be splitting a place with 2 women, all I would need is Don Knotts living next door LOL

      Anyways, I'm crashin, it's been a long day of workin on the sailboat.


      Cheers

    • AllieNicole16

      10 years ago

      eh could have been better u?

    • lilith87

      10 years ago

      Well, I didn't want to make assumptions, so thanking you for sympathy was the safe option. lol

    • lilith87

      10 years ago

      I appreciate your sympathy. :-)
      I know it will balance out, but it's difficult. And it takes time. And it's crappy. Ah well.

    • TheBad

      10 years ago

      Still about the same...
      The note the doc wrote to the MTO to have them give my licence back was no good I was told... I have to go in for some testing and send results in to get my licence back. Even though all the docs say it should never of been taken away, for I have no problems that effect driving.

      Other than that, sense of smell had changed scent a couple times. Still can't smell things though.

      Anyways, about to crash, been up for a while, was working on the sailboat last couple days, its going in the water this week.

      Laters

    • trouble21

      10 years ago

      Hey

      Ya it has been some time. I am doing good. School is gettin close to being done. I am done end of May. And then i am graduating in June. I been really sick but other then that all is well. Just busy with school and work. And will be gettin busier now that school gettin close to being done. I hope life is going good for you. Talk soon.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      I hear ya dude.

    • lilith87

      10 years ago

      The realization that a certain relationship prospect just wasn't going to work. And the fall-out from that as he is one of my best friends. So, we broke. And now we're recovering...trying to find the right boundaries and balance to maintain the friendship without treading back into places where hurt will happen. :-(

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      it is going... slowly but surely.

      How are all things with you???

    • TheBad

      10 years ago

      Been about the same.
      Still no sense of smell, still no hunger.
      I started running and working out again, lil' worried about losing vision, but have had no problems.
      Only running for 45min or so before working out, so it's a light run.

      Other than that, the Doctors are taking their time fixing the paperwork that they've messed up.
      Still no licence, and I need a note from the doctor for Insurance and Bank, and he's takin his time.
      Trying to resist sending him to the room I woke up in.

      The pain that has been in my head 24/7 fades away sometimes, but other times it hits me out of nowhere.

      It was kind of funny, the women that are helping me with all this paperwork and taking me to my appointments took me grocery shopping (Since they know I have no licence at the moment). She kept trying to get me to buy junk food and stuff, but I don't eat anything like that.
      They also took me to Home Depot to help her buy something to fix a dresser she broke in her house.

      Of course I help without asking any questions, a bit back to the way I was always helping ppl my whole life.

      How are things down there?

    • lilith87

      10 years ago

      Hey! I'm so sorry. I totally thought I'd replied to your last comment, but I don't think I did. hahaha. I'm doing very well. Although this week has been the first week I could catch my breath. Teaching 5th grade and taking graduate distance classes is quite a combination! How's your semester going? Things evening out for you?

    • Que

      10 years ago

      i would never be able to get a master grade kit done haha, my hands arne't steady enough

    • TheBad

      10 years ago

      As for the sense of smell thing, aparenlty I told them about it a while back, but I have no memory of it.
      *shrug*
      And I take 0 meds, so it's nothin to do with meds.
      I never take pills for anything.

    • TheBad

      10 years ago

      Still the same for things going on with me man.
      Docs still talking to me about my MRI results and my healing.
      One new thing I cannot stand... and new effect... I Lost my sense of smell! LOL as of 2 days ago.
      Everything smells like ... *shrug* some kind of burnt toothpaste or something LOL!
      I can't smell things, I just smell that one scent... it's wierd.
      Going to call that one into the doc in just over an hour when their office opens.

      But I went out to the pubs this weekend, bought a few rounds for some people I haven't seen for a while.
      And stuck with water, since they asked me not to drink up yet.

      Cheers man.

    • lilith87

      10 years ago

      So I can't remember if I responded to your last comment or not. Hm. Well, anyway, how are your classes going?

    • TheBad

      10 years ago

      Pretty much the same man... they still got my DL, I should get it back this week I was told.
      The doc said he was shocked at how much I have healed already, I told those bastards I heal fast.
      Which is why I don't take meds.
      I still have the headaches, as for the sleep, not sleeping much lately.
      Went for an MRI, then some testing for my memory and other things, I haven't heard back from them yet.


      Anyhoo, cheers man.

    • TheBad

      10 years ago

      The same.
      Except I haven't been able to stay within the Max Hours awake thing the doc said. 10-12hrs at the most per day...
      I've been gettin up at like 4am-6am and staying up late each night.
      Even when sleeping, not sleeping well... bah...

      I have an appointment to get new scans done in a Week or so.

    • TheBad

      10 years ago

      Well, saw the doc today and talked for like an hour and a half.
      According to my scans they did, it could be like atleast 6 months for me to recover from the bleeding and bruising in my bain. Good times.

      So the effect of me being easily angered, and no holding it in is because of the injury she said.
      So I have to put up with that, the dizziness, the memory issues and the pain in my head for a while.

      Good times... Anyhooo, thought I'd update ya since you asked.

      She said I am not allowed to do any running or weights yet! grr!! Was doing a ton before the injury.

      Slow and boring times ahead.

      Can't even practice the bagpipes!!! And I bought a new Kilt Pin today too!!! Grrr!!!

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Isn't that the truth. Oh well, I will push forward in school and hopefully be done soon.
      Thanks for the encouragement.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Florida International University (FIU)
      It is in Miami, Florida.

      Junior. Yeah, just a year or so left. Need to get my GPA up though. In the 5 years I was gone, they changed the degree requirement in the business school, so I need better grades now.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Dude, nothing at all. I did start back up at my old university.... about time to finish what I started. Just studying I guess. I have an oral speech to give in class next saturday.

      Whats new with you????

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