holes

Female
from Tuscaloosa, AL

  • Activity

    • Xbox Live

      13 years ago

      holes

      I finally moved out of the stone-age of gaming and signed up for XboxLive! If anyone wants to teach me a thing or two in Dead or Alive 4, my tag is AshesSmashes. Just remember to go easy on me because I'm a girl. smiley8.gif

    • I Don't Fit Your Gender Roles

      13 years ago

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      It's bad enough that people get weird about girls playing video games (and kicking plenty of ass I might add), but now I have to be singled out because I enjoy watching hot girls and guys doing the nasty?

      Whenever I tell people I like porn I get this shocked reaction, like I just told them the universe was about to explode or something. This happens a lot, and I'm used to it mostly because I'm very open about a lot of things that make most people uncomfortable because I'm a girl and I shouldn't talk about those things. I even got a message the other day from another guy here who seemed to be surprised I would list porn as one of my interests.

      Why? I don't know what kind of life these people live, but there are plenty of girls who like porn. And I don't think my particular interest comes from me being bi, even if I was straight I'd still watch porn. I know a lot of straight girls who tell me they watch porn. Do I just attract these kind of people because they are drawn to my twisted, perverted soul, and it's just an isolated case? Maybe, but I doubt it.

      I like to think of myself as a nice, decent girl. So what if people condemn me to hell because I like the way a girl's ass looks in a pair of tight jeans and high heels? So what if I like hardcore porn? So what if I have a genital piercing that I'm rather fond of showing off? That doesn't make me a slut and it doesn't mean people should automatically brand me as such. The whole double-standard issue just pisses me off to no end. I'm not sure what the point of this journal was, but I'm just saying that if a girl wants to enjoy some adult movies then she should be able to without everyone treating her like some kind of freakshow. I already get treated like that for plenty of other things, thank you very much.

    • Witty Comment Relevant to Subject

      14 years ago

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      I promised to make a journal, but now I'm not sure what people write in these things. Well, right now I'm dealing with carpal tunnel in both of my wrists and I go to the neurologist Wednesday to see whether I'll need surgery or not. The splints/braces I've been have helped a little, I think, but I can't tell if they're getting better or I'm just getting used to the pain and ignoring it more. Either way I'm hoping it doesn't go to surgery because that would suck.

      Other than that, not much going in my life at the moment. I work at a vet clinic and that's always interesting, but my best friends have left for the summer and I'm very bored with no one to hang out with. Make new friends? Pffft.

      And that's pretty much all I have to say for now. Well I could ramble on forever and ever and bore you all to death, but luckily for anyone reading this my wrists forbid me from more typing. :)

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  • About Me

  • Comments (12)

    • Stealth0419

      13 years ago

      Don't join her in DOA4 unless you want to get taught a thing or two smiley8.gif

    • Archee07

      13 years ago

      Glad to see additional support, know (however) I don't think it blatantly sucks but it wasn't as good as the original in many ways.

    • Lvl_99_Elite

      13 years ago

      i didn't know there were other people in tuscaloosa who even liked video games. cool!

    • DasDesertFox

      13 years ago

      I love your avatar too! Or, I would, if I understood it!

    • imallama

      13 years ago

      hello! hav you read battle royal? that book is crazy. its an anime book and since i'm guessing you like uh..killing type books mybe you might wanna check it out. just a thought. smiley8.gif

    • BluSpectre

      14 years ago

      Silent Hill.. a great game to scare the shit out of your stupid mates.

      Akira and Ghost in the Shell are there, but where's Ninja Scroll? You'd like it if you liked Ninja Gaiden

    • Rhyno1982

      14 years ago

      Do you have a journal or something? I never get a chance to talk to you, and responding wittily to posts about your life is the only form of communication I can think of right now.

    • Rhyno1982

      14 years ago

      Silent Hill is my home, in my mind anyway. I like to remember that even if all this is without meaning, even if the universe really is only guided by cold, pitiless indifference, at least there's a place where such feelings are the fuel for creativity and wonder. Pyramid Head isn't scary, he's beautiful. An organism of pure dread and impossible power.

      Feel free to message me anytime, I'd love to chat about SH or anything in particular.

      Perfect Blue...now there's scary for ya.

    • GrantRM

      14 years ago

      i couldnt imagine this world without stuff like ff series silent hill series etc. Silent Hill is the ultimate game for scares bar none.Finished all 4 of em got everythin and i still keep goin.played the first when it came out i was like 8 or somethin and it was my parents bought me it as a present.so many sleepless nights lmao mainly coz of pyramid head he still brings shivers down me spine especially when ya play it in 5.1 surround sound lol

    • Phoenix_87

      14 years ago

      lol silent hill is a great series..o and would love to hav u as a friend so contact me ^ ^

    • darwin

      14 years ago

      Big Silent Hill fan too, although I never got around to finishing The Room.

    • Great_Drako

      14 years ago

      mmmmmmmm
      i like you

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