hottie102

Female
from Republic, MO

  • Activity

    • Birthday

      11 years ago

      hottie102

      ILL BE 16 TUESDAY IM SO EXCITED!!!!!

    • PLEASE KEEP ARIC IN YOUR PRAYERS

      11 years ago

      hottie102

      Yesterday Aric Long was in a Motorcycle accident he was on his was to the store and his bike went outta control it swerved and threw him into a bobwire fence it caused his right leg to be ripped off and his right arm broken in 3 places he is very lucky to be alive i am here at the hospital with him right now he is taking the loss of his leg pretty good he is trying to stay happy

      I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH PLEASE EVERYONE KEEP HIM IN YOUR PRAYERS

      IF ANYONE HAS ANY QUESTIONS FRIENDS OF HIS HERE IS MY CELL NUMBER 417-379-2419

      THANK YOU

    • For My Baby

      12 years ago

      hottie102

      I can't live without you.
      I would breathe the air,
      and my heart would beat,
      but I would not feel the joy of life.
      My dreams would be lost
      like a leaf carted away by a storm.
      I would gaze at the stars
      without appreciating the
      way they light up the sky.
      I would pass the roses in bloom
      without noticing their beauty.
      I would no longer look forward
      to each sunset and each dawn.
      I would be broken,
      never to be mended again.
      Winter would own my heart;
      its icy breath would steal
      the warmth in my soul,
      because I could not smile
      without your love.
      I could not know laughter
      or happiness.
      If you were lost to me,
      I'd have no reason to try,
      no reason to be.
      You are my prayer,
      my shelter from
      hopelessness and despair,
      my sunshine, my light,
      my lazy days,
      my peaceful nights,
      and only you can keep the
      spark in my soul burning bright

    • relief

      12 years ago

      hottie102

      Life sucks sometimes ya know it becomes so stressful u just wanna scream but u can instead u burst out in tears it feels like someone close to u just died or the world is coming to an end ive had that feeling for the last 2 weeks its hard i dont care what anyone thinks about this journal cause its mine and i have the freedom to write whatever i want so im gonna express my emotions simple SAD MAD CONFUSED and sometimes happy my family is nowhere to being perfect but im happy i still have a mom an a dad right now there having a court battle it feels like im gonna have to stand up infront of the funny lookin old guy called a judge and tell him who i wanna live with and truth is i dont wanna live with either parent it makes it so hard my mom abuses me and my dad always finds something to yell at me about. as soon as i turn 17 im out and going to live with my bestfriend and 2nd mom Amber she is totally awsome i love her she has always been there for me and it made me so mad today cause my father was making fun of her cause she is BI i yelled at me and he yelled at me back and told me to get a new attitude then after that me and my EX-Bf Dan got into a fight cause of my Bestfriend Aric Dan is jealous cuz im always hanging out with Aric but he dont get it Aric has always been there for me in my times of need an he is great support he is funny goofy girly and loves to go shopping and no he isnt GAY lol even tho it makes me wonder sometimes lol j/k. last weekend me and my mother got into a fight cause i went off on my grandmother cause she accused me of kissing my brother's bestfriend which is totally sick!!! 1 i have a boyfriend 2 i would never even think about lip locking with him and 3 its just wrong!!!!! so i cussed my grandma out and she tried to beat me with another belt and i caught it this time so she let go and yelled at my and left the house that spoiled gold digging no good for nothing stupid beaner then me and my mom fought an fought and fought and then my father is racist against my race which is Mexican an yesterday was the final straw there are mexicans moving in upstairs from us and he was pissed cause of there race i again went off on him and he went off on me and it didnt end well so i called Aric up and told him to meet me at the mall so he did an i left with him. and some more stress to express is right now im not doing so well in school i mean im making A's B's and C's but i wanna do better an i cant it makes me mad i try an try an try but there is no click. it seems like all my life my dad has wanted me to be perfect cause i get cussed at every little thing i do wrong it seems its hard i just wish my dad would quit being suck a dick ever since he got a new girlfriend he has been stuck up all he cares about is her an it seems like she dont like me we used to be bestfriends ive known her since the age of 5 and ever since she had kids all she cares about is she 3 daughters and my dad like in Feb i asked her to take me to a friends house she said not now and shut the dork on me and her and my dad ya lets not go into that (ewww) i hate her and she knows it she is a whore who needs to go to hell b-4 Amber came into my dads life she was like oh i just wanna be friends to my dad and then once Amber was here she got all pissed and went to my dad while she was trying to work things out with chris her Ex-husband an they slep together which is ewwww then played a guilt trip on my dad and my dad dumped Amber and went out with Lesia so i think of her as a whore

      ok i feel a lil better now

    • >was bored<

      12 years ago

      hottie102

      pretty girl is suffering
      while he confesses everything.
      pretty soon she'll figure out:
      you can never get him out of your head.
      it's the way that he makes you cry.
      it's the way that he's in your mind.
      it's the way that he makes you fall in love.
      it's the way that he makes you feel.
      it's the way that he kisses you.

      it's the way that he makes you fall in love...


    • Some dayz

      12 years ago

      hottie102

      Some dayz im happy
      Some dayz im sad
      The pain flows with in me
      It hurts real bad

      The feeling of lonelyness
      Is what hurts the most
      I cry out to god
      For here i am alone

      I wish he could bless me with a mommy and daddy
      Maybe even a family
      so i wont be unhappy

      I sit here in this dark cold room
      Thinking about the good times
      I woulda have had if they were only home

      They chose to party
      They chose to drink
      They chose to beat me
      Brusing me till i was weak

      I am lucky to have my daddy
      For he has changed
      Loving me so dearly
      Accepting me for a change

      My mommie will die in about 1 year
      For she is a pill popper
      With a eating disorder

      She's been put in the Hospital
      almost died last July
      I will miss her so much
      It makes me cry

      She suffers from Depression
      She's givin up on life
      Leaving me and my brother
      Only to cry

      God does things for a reason
      He does them so strange
      Maybe its to make her happy
      Or to take away the pain

      My mom is drifting
      Soon going to heaven
      Where she will be happy
      No more tear's or pain

      My heart will break into a million pieces
      When i get that 1 phone call
      It will never be the same

      I love my mommie
      I dont want her to go away
      Please god dont take her
      I need her to stay

      No matter what she's done
      No matter how many tears have fallen
      I will always love her for ever the same

      www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZxAAspHOfF4

    • yea!!! beat him

      12 years ago

      hottie102

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    • 1 Question

      12 years ago

      hottie102

      one ?
      One Question

      One ?

      one question



      1 question.
      1 chance.
      1 answer.
      Thats all you get.

      You get to ask me 1 question.
      (TO MY INBOX)
      any one question,
      no matter how crazy it is.
      ANY 1 question!!

      I promise to answer it.*

      The catch is,
      you have to repost this
      and see what people ask you.
      So go for it.

      This may be your only chance to ask me ANY question you want, and I will answer

    • Today sucked

      12 years ago

      hottie102

      Today sucked so bad school was fine but then after school it was snowing and i didnt realize the road was iced well i was on my was home on my moped and tried to make a left turn going 40 and spun out and flew off my moped the moped landed on me and made me slide in to the ditch it suck i screwed my leg up : (

    • Answered Prayerz

      12 years ago

      hottie102

      When we first met
      I didn't think it would be true
      I thought it was a friendship
      But the more and more it grew

      As time past on we began to fall inlove
      And I can't believe my dream had begun

      I thank god everynight
      For bringing my True love at an early sight
      I feel I am lucky with the blessing i had been given
      And now i pray for what god has given

      As time pass'es on our love will grow
      An then the passion will start real slow

      We've had our good times
      An also our bad
      And I thank the angels
      For every chance we had

  • Comments (1306)

    • THE_MIDGET FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      8 years ago

      here....and there...lol

      look me up on facebook: Dick Blaine Fernando

    • THE_MIDGET FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      8 years ago

      victoria!!!! whats up!

    • THE_MIDGET FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      if you remember who i am, you should definitely add me on facebook, id love to talk and catch up.

      just search Blaine Fernando Tyner

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      I will soon. And I also have all the major IM services... lol

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Hey, I miss you

    • MandoMania

      10 years ago

      Just chillin on the computer, you?

    • MandoMania

      10 years ago

      Hi, how's it going?

    • THE_MIDGET FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      hey beautiful, it's been a while

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Whats up girlie?

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      You were special to me, I remember a lot of things you said.

      Well I am just coming to terms with my life and my place in this world. Hard to explain I guess.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      You better show that love, I was worried about you. Didn't know if you were alright or not. I would have called but no digits...lol.

      I am doing ok I guess. My life is always crazy. How are you doing? You are not still with Eric are you? That was the last I heard from you.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      I am ok, how about you?

      And yeah it has been forever, where is the love girl, where is the love?

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      So you ever gonna talk to me Victoria?

    • fishman22

      10 years ago

      Hola!

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Just chilling I suppose.

      So birthday coming up huh.... excited?

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Haven't heard from you in forever.

      How have you been my dear?

    • nope

      11 years ago

      I sent your live account a friend request I'm pizzaboy99 if you are wondering who that was

    • Free_Agent

      11 years ago

      Whuddup, Anything good going on here?

    • nope

      11 years ago

      you look almost idenical to a girl at my school it really wierd

    • nope

      11 years ago

      a fellow rotc member

    • MrHangover

      11 years ago

      Well its been forever since we've talked! How have u been?

    • ClonEnforcer

      11 years ago

      hey what up have not seen u on in a long time

    • quotemaster

      11 years ago

      hey i have not been oon in a long time but just wanted to know HOW have you been?

    • tucker1jr

      11 years ago

      srry to hear that
      i also got jrotc to but i got it at Chicago Marine Millitary acadamey and i have a colonel and a sargent major
      hope your colonel RIP

    • TheMatt

      11 years ago

      LOL

      I really have missed you though Victoria.

      Whats new in life? Where have you been these last few months?

    • happychiz

      11 years ago

      no problem. =]

    • TheMatt

      11 years ago

      Well do it then..... its a turn on anyways

      ;-)

    • TheMatt

      11 years ago

      Well we were.....lol

      *Slap*

    • batosi

      11 years ago

      what are you doing?

    • batosi

      11 years ago

      good evening miss hottie

    • bowwow32

      11 years ago

      hey hey hey
      nothin
      u

    • jester0011

      11 years ago

      that is a long way that sucks lol

    • jester0011

      11 years ago

      what about you Victoria were do you live ?

    • jester0011

      11 years ago

      brisbane AUSTRALIA

    • fishman22

      11 years ago

      Aloha!

    • TheMatt

      11 years ago

      Well you weren't answering me!!!!

    • bowwow32

      11 years ago

      hey ^_^

    • TheMatt

      11 years ago

      So... you still alive??

    • TheMatt

      11 years ago

      How are you??

      I miss you!!!

    • TheMatt

      11 years ago

      You back hun??

    • TheMatt

      11 years ago

      Yo, where have you been girl???

    • Spartan_251

      11 years ago

      Merry Christmas smiley11.gif

    • TheMatt

      11 years ago

      Umm ok. So why did you do that??

    • TheMatt

      11 years ago

      I am good. How is my favorite 16 year old.

    • TheMatt

      11 years ago

      Thanks for answering me.....

      :(

    • TheMatt

      11 years ago

      So where you been now???

    • dirkthemking

      11 years ago

      i seeee well awsome and i am doing good!!

    • TheMatt

      11 years ago

      Well, did you get the day off????

    • TheMatt

      11 years ago

      Sorry, my internet connection is going crazy, I see I responded a few times.

      Awww, poor baby. Don't worry, I am sure the Taco Factory can do without you today....lol....jk
      What do you do for work anyways?

    • TheMatt

      11 years ago

      Doing ok I guess.

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