idol_tears

Female
from Tucson, AZ

  • Activity

    • rawr

      13 years ago

      idol_tears

      Haven?t had much time for this thing and needless to say my typing is a little rusty. For those who are behind on my daily life yes, I have acquired a boyfriend and he does take up much of my time. I know I make him seem like a puppy but for the most part he is. It's been about a month and five days...God that flew, I honestly didnt think it would last more then two days but his personallity got the best of me and that for the first time I can actually tell someone is honest and genuine...Also he's a dork and I feel most comfortable around them..And I do use the term dork in a loving manner e_e! Anyway...Today...Went by quickly...The usual stuff I flirted with Mike(the boyfriend) and Alex (my homie) flirted with Joe ( my other homie ) little things like that seem to make Alex giddy but who am I to say anything...I've been there once. Eventually I believe they will get together...That is to say if a certain blonde tyrant doesnt release his nuts from her death grip. ANYWAY! I wrote something today and as usual I need other peoples criticism

      Eyes Reopened

      My eyes haven't changed
      Still the same brown hue
      Then how come things are different...
      When those eyes gaze upon you?

      In the past they saw friend
      The present, something more
      Thoughts of us together...
      Used to send me falling to the floor

      Looking back now
      That memory makes me smile
      Needless to say you've broken threw my fear and denial

      Now I've come to terms
      It seems we're meant to be
      Yet still I wonder
      Have your eyes changed, the way they gaze at me?

    • Long time no see

      13 years ago

      idol_tears

      Yeah, I've finally found time in which I'm able to harness the computer. It's been about 5 days into spring break and yeah im a little restless.

    • The bus ride

      13 years ago

      idol_tears

      My friends are so far beyond idiots its sickening. They keep hastling this guy about liking me when its plain as day he does not. Maybe, MAYBE HUGE MAYBE I would find him a tiny itty bitty bit appealing if he actually tried to get my attention. He's waiting for me to come to him and I'm sorry but I just don't do that, for anyone. This is my main reason for not believing my friends when a guy likes you he at least shows it a little bit and I've seen less than nothing from this one....or maybe I'm oblivous to signals? Either way its just a rumor till he tells me himself and this is something I believe whole heartedly.

    • Dice game?

      13 years ago

      idol_tears

      Some guys at my school have started this dice game which from my understanding is called "Werewolf " Its a lot like DNR but with vampires o.O; anyway im done, later homies ;d

    • Long time no see fellas =]

      13 years ago

      idol_tears

      For some reason the liberry lady has been on my ass lately about using this so yeah. New developments! I have a job! My friend got arrested! I'm suicidally lonely! I went out with an oger and made him pay for everything because I am a manipulative little whore =D!!! I got a fruits basket calander and to this day the sight of Kyou makes me cream x3 Um, yeah thats it. Later homies!

    • Eh

      13 years ago

      idol_tears

      I hate this library...Short one...My life is awesome and crazy eyes are funny x3!

    • I love being a TA

      13 years ago

      idol_tears

      It has its perks, one if which being I get to use the in-tra-net ^_^! My teacher wants me to end a poetry contest and I was thinking about using one of my older ones:

      An endless void approaches
      My soul is pulled into its path
      Why am I to endure this evils unyielding wrath?
      Save me, crys a voice from the pits of the abyss

      Then quickly silenced by a monster's tender kiss
      No escape is shown
      The will to fight has fled
      There's nothing more to do than leave this soul for dead


      * I worte this during the summer when I was still mourning the loss of my ex but I like the way it flows. Anyway, comments? Suggestions?

    • Few things

      13 years ago

      idol_tears

      Jimmy is a whore
      His girlfriend is a sweet heart
      He has a stalker who is also a whore
      I'm slightly depressed for no reason

      And finally

      My mother says I have no sex appeal o_O;

    • My plans fell through

      13 years ago

      idol_tears

      So my friend’s mom was being a bitch and we weren’t able to go to the movies nor was I able to meet this Brad. However, we are planning to meet them again this weekend hopefully my plans will be realized. I went shopping on Friday, bought a new outfit for Sunday and I didn’t get to wear it. Its very sluty well...Not very sluty. Its sluty to me cause it shows some shoulder and I have to wear a skirt with it so yeah by my standards sluty. Imma take pictures later, you guys judge for me kay?

    • Things are slightly better

      13 years ago

      idol_tears

      So I've started to ignore him and to my surprise its been a lot easier then I had orignally imagined. He's jealous of me talking/hugging other guys, I can see it in his facial expression and his eyes tell all. I find this hilarious and make it a point to hug any guy im next to when he's around. BUT! My friend has set me up on a sort of double date. I'm going to a moive with this kid name Brad o.O ( God I hate that name) but she said he's sort of gothish and thats usually my requirements ts for a mate. We'll see how this goes xD

  • About Me

  • Comments (23)

    • 0_Hanshou_0

      12 years ago

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    • ColdAdema

      12 years ago

      I would really like to be your friend if its possible, just comment me back and tell me

    • Tainted_Soul

      13 years ago

      hi

    • CloudDavis

      13 years ago

      I'm back from my trip so what have you been up to

      and would you like to join the anime fan club.

    • DraQuaza

      13 years ago

      check my journal please

    • Tainted_Soul

      13 years ago

      I have a job every summer!! you know this! You must communicate with me sometime. We MUST hang out!

    • 180

      13 years ago

      thxs watch me i may put the rest of my sasuke pics up

    • Luigi_Flore

      13 years ago

      HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!! smiley0.gif

    • damhippies99

      13 years ago

      not tomboyish at all

    • 0_Hanshou_0

      13 years ago

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    • ilovcaboose

      13 years ago

      hey marry X-mas tektekd67bef008f405d6f07ef0d5a.png

    • Cpt_Murphy

      13 years ago

      Guilty Gear X is my favorite fighting game.

    • Tainted_Soul

      13 years ago

      Where are you right now?

    • Tainted_Soul

      13 years ago

      Is that so? Well just remember who your friends are because we may overthrow you! smiley0.gif

    • Tainted_Soul

      13 years ago

      I would rather be a Kathleen than a Jessica!!! Ewwww!!!! smiley12.gif

    • Tainted_Soul

      13 years ago

      Hito-chan is a booger!! smiley8.gifsmiley12.gif

    • asattaur88

      13 years ago

      holy crap.....your pics RULEE!!!!!!!!....hiei is the coolest character on that show. really nice pics

    • Tainted_Soul

      13 years ago

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      No need to explain this one... ^.^

    • snipingking

      14 years ago

      HIEI is the man him and his dragon of the darkness flame ooooooooooooooooooo!!!! no one can beat him

    • DevlsNevrCry

      14 years ago

      Hiei lovers unit HIEIS the best

    • 0_Hanshou_0

      14 years ago

      Hiei...or Hehei as some people spell it...can be called a vertically challenged, bisexual, alien...I just like to call him Hiei so we're good!!

    • Ultimadragon

      14 years ago

      Yes, I was only joking

    • Ultimadragon

      14 years ago

      Cool, I get the first comment for a fellow Yu-Yu-Hakusho fan. Hehei rocks!

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