jessi169 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

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    • How am I even an adult?

      3 years ago

      jessi169

      So next year I finally graduate from my university course on Medical Science and I still have no freaking clue what I am going to do after. I hate that by the end of high school you have to have most of your future all sorted out. I thought I wanted to become a doctor but then I realised that I don't wanna dedicate my life to a profession that I will probably come to hate. I know that I could have dedicated 100's of hours each month to studying it and then getting in but I just didn't.

      Then in my second year I realised that university is hard. Like really hard. And yeah I know what you are thinking oh its not as hard as working 40 hour weeks and you only go to uni 3-4 days a week. Yeah this is true but I was working, going to uni, studying most of my days off and I was basically looking after an entire house (which is another long winded story). Anyway I started to get off track and I started to fail a couple of courses. I started to hate my course. My GPA went down and I realised that maybe medicine wasn't for me.

      Oh and I didn't mention that in my first year I also rediscovered Rooster Teeth. Wait, rediscover you think. Well I watched both RVB and stranger hood very long ago but being an Australian and having shitty internet means that internet videos are VERY hard to watch. So I kinda lost track on Rooster Teeth. But then a friend showed me the surgeon simulator video that Michael and Gavin did and the rest is history.

      Anyway as I was saying, second year was hard for me. Then I got out of my depression pit a little thanks in part to Rooster Teeth and my best friend @NWinchester94. I realised that yeah I don't have my life figured out but it'll come eventually. I know want to study psychology and possibly become a neuropsychologist (seriously its an awesome part of psychology). Anyway this is my current dream but I just don't wanna study anymore. After 4 years of doing this constantly I want a break. I wanna work but I just can't find a job anywhere even though I have a good resume and a lot of work experience.

      I'm getting off track again. Anyway I just wanted to rant a little coz I'm an adult and when the hell did that happen? When did I need to have my whole life sorted out even when I feel like I shouldn't even be in charge of making dinner at night? Being an adult sucks :(

    • Why don't I have any karma

      4 years ago

      jessi169

      Okay knowing my luck my karma is broken but for some reason I really want some. Okay so I've made a journal, posted on forums and liked people comments/journals and for some reason I still have no bloody karma. I have looked on forums and other journals for answers and yeah I still have one. So can some one please tell me what I am doing wrong. Much love if you can sort out this problem.

      Jess xoxo smiley3.gif

    • My first journal: BTVS

      4 years ago

      jessi169

      Okay so this is going to be my first journal entry. I've always wanted to make one but never really knew what to say or if anyone would actually read it besides my best friend @NWinchester. But anyway I'm making one. I've decided to make one about my current obsession, which is Buffy the Vampire Slayer. So I was about 4 years old when it all started so obviously I didn't start watching it then. Over the years I would hear my cousin talking about it and would watch it ever so often not really understanding it but it looked cool to me as a child. So now its 11 years later and I finally have decided to start watching it on Netflix, which is another obsession of mine currently. Anyway cue a week and a half later and I've just finished season 3. Wow what a great finale, really I don't know how it could get any better. Anyway I'm a bit upset that angel is gone and now is doing his own spin-off but oh well I guess we get spike soon which is awesome coz I kinda love him in a he's a creepy over attached vampire way. Anyway BTVS is the bomb and I really hope that everyone at some point in time watches it.

      Also I 've decided to make journals more often, well a lot more often than I make tumblr post, so if anyone is out there reading this come back soon as there may be another journal about maybe another new show I'm obsessing over.

      Jess xoxo smiley0.gif

    • 2019 years ago

      jessi169
  • Comments (33)

    • Nate_0294 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      4 years ago

      ugh I'm stuck in another stupid fucking quantum physics prac... remind me, why am I doing this shit

      • Nate_0294 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        4 years ago

        In my physics prac again killing time on here... 5 minutes to go thank fucking god. I kinda wish I didn't do this submajor and just chose random electives, but it's too late now :\

    • Nate_0294 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      5 years ago

      well somehow I'm at 3 karma and you're still at 0 honestly I don't get it

      • jessi169 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        5 years ago

        I know and here I am at fucking 0

      • Nate_0294 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        5 years ago

        lol I legitimately have no idea how I'm getting karma points seriously I don't fucking do shit

      • jessi169 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        5 years ago

        WTF I hate you I still have fucking none, tell m your secret or I will steal your account and claim it as my own. Don't think I won't smiley0.gif

    • Nate_0294 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      5 years ago

      Bitch smiley12.gif

      • jessi169 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        5 years ago

        Sup bitch smiley9.gif

    • Nate_0294 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      5 years ago

      Dude what the fuck I've gone up to +2 karma and I'm 25% to +3... how is this happening :\ and how are you still at 0 seriously what the fuck is this... do you get this shit?

      • jessi169 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        5 years ago

        Yeah you should, don't question it

      • Nate_0294 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        5 years ago

        Exactly I don't fucking get it... but I'll accept it lol

      • jessi169 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        5 years ago

        wth that makes no sense, I haven't even got a start to completion of level 1 smiley2.gif

      • Nate_0294 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        5 years ago

        It just jumped to 70% completion :\ ... is it something I'm doing? I don't know how this is happening

        Post edited 11/27/13 10:53PM

    • Nate_0294 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      5 years ago

      oh and if you want to change the "Sponsor" to say something else go edit profile and it's the one at the bottom smiley8.gif

    • Nate_0294 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      5 years ago

      So about that early Christmas present, take a look at that little star next to your username... appreciate it, bitch <3
      oh and here's a little bit more Tom, for your viewing pleasure smiley0.gif
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      Post edited 11/27/13 10:25PM

      • Nate_0294 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        5 years ago

        love you too bitch... X-Ray to your Vav and all that smiley0.gif

      • jessi169 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        5 years ago

        omfg I freaking love you bitch

    • Nate_0294 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      5 years ago

      just gonna leave these here :D
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    • Nate_0294 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      5 years ago

      Oh hey, guess what I got some new glasses... fucking finally, lol I'm such a blind fuck and yet still no enchanted senses :)

      • jessi169 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        5 years ago

        awesome! Well now you will hopefully be able to see the projection screens at uni but that is a little too late now

    • Nate_0294 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      5 years ago

      bringing back this one
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      • jessi169 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        5 years ago

        yeah that is what sucks the most, I could retaliate with a picture of my cat but he is just too cute to be called retaliation, that would be considered as being nice

      • Nate_0294 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        5 years ago

        Hahahaha too bad you don't have anything to retaliate with :)

      • Nate_0294 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        5 years ago

        Bullshit you love me and you know it bitch

      • jessi169 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        5 years ago

        I fucking hate you so much right now

    • Nate_0294 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      5 years ago

      mwahahahahahahah prepare yourself...
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    • Nate_0294 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      5 years ago

      hey bitch... guess what, I'm starting this here too :D


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      <3 you bitch

    • Nate_0294 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      5 years ago

      hahahahaha I'm your only friend, deal with it bitch, you will never escape me... wow this must look really bad to people who don't know us lol

      • jessi169 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        5 years ago

        Yeah I know

      • Nate_0294 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        5 years ago

        ha freaking ha me too bitch so suck my stones <3

      • jessi169 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        5 years ago

        oh and I'm now also friends with Ray, suck it bitch

      • Nate_0294 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        5 years ago

        Haha fuck you, bitch... SUCK MY STONES

      • jessi169 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        5 years ago

        haha very fucking funny, well now I'm friends with ryan and chris as well so suck on that

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