So next year I finally graduate from my university course on Medical Science and I still have no freaking clue what I am going to do after. I hate that by the end of high school you have to have most of your future all sorted out. I thought I wanted to become a doctor but then I realised that I don't wanna dedicate my life to a profession that I will probably come to hate. I know that I could have dedicated 100's of hours each month to studying it and then getting in but I just didn't.
Then in my second year I realised that university is hard. Like really hard. And yeah I know what you are thinking oh its not as hard as working 40 hour weeks and you only go to uni 3-4 days a week. Yeah this is true but I was working, going to uni, studying most of my days off and I was basically looking after an entire house (which is another long winded story). Anyway I started to get off track and I started to fail a couple of courses. I started to hate my course. My GPA went down and I realised that maybe medicine wasn't for me.
Oh and I didn't mention that in my first year I also rediscovered Rooster Teeth. Wait, rediscover you think. Well I watched both RVB and stranger hood very long ago but being an Australian and having shitty internet means that internet videos are VERY hard to watch. So I kinda lost track on Rooster Teeth. But then a friend showed me the surgeon simulator video that Michael and Gavin did and the rest is history.
Anyway as I was saying, second year was hard for me. Then I got out of my depression pit a little thanks in part to Rooster Teeth and my best friend @NWinchester94. I realised that yeah I don't have my life figured out but it'll come eventually. I know want to study psychology and possibly become a neuropsychologist (seriously its an awesome part of psychology). Anyway this is my current dream but I just don't wanna study anymore. After 4 years of doing this constantly I want a break. I wanna work but I just can't find a job anywhere even though I have a good resume and a lot of work experience.
I'm getting off track again. Anyway I just wanted to rant a little coz I'm an adult and when the hell did that happen? When did I need to have my whole life sorted out even when I feel like I shouldn't even be in charge of making dinner at night? Being an adult sucks :(