jhoncena05

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from heaven and hell

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    • fuck my life

      12 years ago

      jhoncena05

      to all who knew me personnaly im sorry i diddnt want to kill myself i just cant handle bien here any more i want i care free life like some of u have were ur always so goddam happy

    • hello everyone

      13 years ago

      jhoncena05

      i love my freinds yes its true lol

    • i need a new fucking journal

      13 years ago

      jhoncena05

      hello world whats been up well fuck that shit lol

      school yea y open house id on wendsday

      i go back on friday

      so like message me

    • im......in love

      13 years ago

      jhoncena05

      if u want to know mail me

    • flyleaf songz (my faves)

      13 years ago

      jhoncena05

      so i thought
      All your twisted thoughts free flow
      To everlasting memories
      Show soul
      Kiss the stars with me
      And dread the wait for
      Stupid calls returning to us to life
      We say to those who are in love
      It can't be true 'cause we're too young
      I know that's true because so long I was
      So in love with you
      So I thought

      A year goes by
      And I can't talk about it

      On my knees
      Dim lighted room
      Thoughts free flow try to consume myself in this
      I'm not faithless
      Just paranoid of getting lost or that I might lose
      Ignorance is bliss cherish it
      Pretty neighborhoods you learn to much to hold
      Believe it not
      And fight the tears
      With pretty smiles and lies about the times

      A year goes by
      And I can't talk about it
      The times weren't right
      And I couldn't talk about it

      Choris Romance says goodnight
      Close your eyes and I'll close mine
      Remember you, remember me
      Hurt the first, the last between
      Choris Romance says goodnight
      Close your eyes and I'll close mine
      Remember you, remember me
      Hurt the first, the last, between

      And I'm praying that we will see
      Something there in between
      Then and there that exceeds all we can dream
      So we can talk about it

      Choris Romance says goodnight
      Close your eyes and I'll close mine
      Remember you, remember me
      Hurt the first, the last between
      Choris Romance says goodnight
      Close your eyes and I'll close mine
      Remember you, remember me
      Hurt the first, the last healing

      And I'm praying that we will see
      Something there in between
      Then and there that exceeds all we can dream

      And all these twisted thoughts I see
      Jesus there in between
      And all these twisted thoughts I see
      Jesus there in between

      red sam
      Here I stand
      Empty hands
      Wishing my wrists were bleeding
      To stop the pain from the beatings

      There you stood
      Holding me
      Waiting for me to notice you

      But who are you
      You are the truth (you are the truth)
      Outscreaming these lies
      You are the truth (you are the truth)
      Saving my life

      The warmth of your embrace
      Melts my frostbitten spirit
      You speak the truth and I hear it
      The words are I love you
      And I have to believe in you

      But who are you
      You are the truth (you are the truth)
      Outscreaming these lies
      You are the truth (you are the truth)
      Saving my life

      My hands are open
      And you are filling them
      Hands in the air
      In the air, in the air, in the air

      And I worship
      And I worship
      And I worship
      And I worship

      You are the truth (you are the truth)
      Outscreaming these lies
      You are the truth (you are the truth)
      Saving my life

      all around me
      My hands are searching for you
      My arms are outstretched towards you
      I feel you on my fingertips
      My tongue dances behind my lips for you

      This fire rising through my being
      Burning I'm not used to seeing you

      I'm alive, I'm alive

      I can feel you all around me
      Thickening the air I'm breathing
      Holding on to what I'm feeling
      Savoring this heart that's healing

      My hands float up above me
      And you whisper you love me
      And I begin to fade
      Into our secret place

      The music makes me sway
      The angels singing say we are alone with you
      I am alone and they are too with you

      I'm alive, I'm alive

      I can feel you all around me
      Thickening the air I'm breathing
      Holding on to what I'm feeling
      Savoring this heart that's healing

      And so I cry
      The light is white
      And I see you

      I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive

      I can feel you all around me
      Thickening the air I'm breathing
      Holding on to what I'm feeling
      Savoring this heart that's healing

      Take my hand
      I give it to you
      Now you owe me
      All I am
      You said you would never leave me
      I believe you
      I believe

      I can feel you all around me
      Thickening the air I'm breathing
      Holding on to what I'm feeling
      Savoring this heart that's healed

    • GreenDay songz

      13 years ago

      jhoncena05

      Jesus Of Suburbia
      i'm the son of rage and love
      the jesus of suburbia
      from the bible of "none of the above"
      on a steady diet of soda pop and ritalin
      no one ever dies for my sins in hell
      as far as i can tell
      at least the ones i got away with
      but there's nothing wrong with me
      this is how i'm supposed to be
      in the land of make believe
      that don't believe in me
      get my television fix sitting on my crucifix
      the living room in my private womb
      while the mom's and brad's are away
      to fall in love and fall in debt
      to alcohol and cigarettes and mary jane
      to keep me insane and doing someone else's cocaine

      2. City of the damned

      at the center of the earth
      in the parking lot of the 7-11 where i was taught
      the motto was just a lie
      it saya "home is where your heart is"
      but what a shame
      'cause everyone's heart doesn't beat the same
      we're beating out of time
      city of the dead
      at the end of another lost highway
      signs misleading to nowhere - city of the damned
      lost children with dirty faces today
      no one really seems to care
      i read the graffiti in the bathroom stall
      like the holy scriptures in a shopping mall
      and so it seemed to confess it didn't say much
      but it only confirmed that
      the center of the earth is the end of the world
      and i could really care less

      3. I don't care

      i dont care if you dont.
      I dont care if you dont
      i dont care if you dont care
      everyone is so full of shit!
      Born and raised by hypocrites.
      Hearts recycled but never saved
      from the cradle to the grave
      we are the kids of war and peace
      from anahem to the middle east
      we are the stories and disciples of the jesus of suburbia
      land of make believe
      and it dont believe in me and i dont care!

      4. Dearly beloved

      dearly beloved, are you listening?
      I can't remember a word that you were saying
      are we demented?
      Or am i disturbed?
      The space that's in between insane and insecure
      oh therapy, can you please fill the void?
      Am i retarded?
      Or am i just overjoyed?
      Nobody's perfect and i stand accused
      for lack of a better word and that's my best excuse

      5. Tales of another broken home

      to live and not to breathe
      is to die in tragedy
      to run, to run away to find what to believe
      and i leave behind this hurricane of fucking lies
      i lost my faith to this, this town that don't exist
      so i run, i run away
      to the light of masochists
      and i leave behind this hurricane of fucking lies
      and i walked this line a million and one fucking times
      but not this time
      i don't feel any shame, i won't apologise
      when there aint nowhere you can go
      running away from pain when you've been victimized
      tales from another broken home

      Holiday

      Hear the sound of the falling rain
      Coming down like an Armageddon flame (Hey!)
      The shame, the ones who died without a name

      Hear the dogs howling out of key
      To a hymn called Faith and Misery (Hey!)
      A plead, the company lost the war today

      I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
      This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
      On holiday

      Hear a drum pounding out of time
      Another protestor has crossed the line (Hey!)
      The line, the money's on the other side

      Can I get another Amen (Amen)
      There's a flag wrapped around the score of men (Hey!)
      A gag, A plastic bag on a monument

      I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
      This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
      On holiday


      "The representative from California has the floor"

      Seek out to the president gasbag
      Bombs away is your punishment
      Pulverize the Eiffel tower
      who criticized your government
      Bang bang goes the broken glass man
      Kill all the fags that don't agree
      Triumph by fires, sinning buyers
      Is that a way that's meant for me
      Just cause
      Just cause because we?re all ok

      I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
      This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
      I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
      This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
      This is our lives on holiday



      Boulevard of Broken Dreams

      I walk a lonely road
      The only one I that have ever known
      Don't know were it goes
      But its home to me and I walk alone

      I walk this empty street
      On the Boulevard of broken dreams
      Where the city sleeps
      And I'm the only one and I walk alone

      I walk alone
      I walk alone
      I walk alone
      I walk a...

      My shadows the only one that walks beside me
      My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
      Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
      Till then I walk alone

      Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
      Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah

      I'm walking down the line
      That divides me somewhere in my mind
      On the border line of the edge
      And were I walk alone

      Read between the lines of what's
      Fucked up and every things all right
      Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
      And I walk alone

      I walk alone
      I walk alone
      I walk alone
      I walk a...

      My shadows the only one that walks beside me
      My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
      Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
      Till then I walk alone

      Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
      Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah

      I walk alone
      I walk a...

      I walk this empty street
      On the Boulevard of broken dreams
      Were the city sleeps
      And I'm the only one and I walk a..

      My shadows the only one that walks beside me
      My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
      Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
      Till then I'll walk alone!



      Are We The Waiting

      Starry nights city lights
      coming down over me
      sky scrapers and stargazers in my head
      are we we are, are we we are the waiting unknown
      this dirty town was burning down in my dreams
      lost and found city bound in my dreams and screaming
      are we we are, are we we are the waiting and screaming
      are we we are, are we we are thr waiting
      forget me nots and second thoughts live in isolation
      heads or tails and fairytales in my mind
      are we we are, are we we are the waiting unknown
      the rage and love, thr story of my life
      the jesus of suburbia is a lie and screaming
      are we we are, are we we are the waiting unknown
      are we we are, are we we are the waiting unknown
      are we we are, are we we are the waiting unknown
      are we we are, are we we ar

    • ENTOURAGE

      13 years ago

      jhoncena05

      this band is awsome! u should check them out on myspace!!!!
      ttyl~ JC05

      p.s my name sucks on here i dont like him anymore and green day kiks all ur asses

    • back

      13 years ago

      jhoncena05

      i dont use msn messenger so just email me k?
      illl try to get on more

    • life updated

      13 years ago

      jhoncena05

      i hate eyeryone/thing no one talks to me no one cares if someone would just leave one post id be happy

      and if you read one of my freinds loe_blaze his journal on april 14 is how im feeling

    • life

      13 years ago

      jhoncena05

      ya its sucks
      girls r good!
      but life sucks

  • About Me

  • Comments (177)

    • pizza

      12 years ago

      hey man sup? sorry i haven't been on is such a long time

    • Pink_Halo101

      12 years ago

      hi paul

    • Peeonyou

      12 years ago

      ea can you check my journal and tell me other bands you Know mahalo see ya aloha.

    • ulovekelly

      13 years ago

      lol thanx! =)

    • Leo_Blaze

      13 years ago

      GET THE FUCK OVER IT PAUL, YOU KNOW THAT YOU HAVE FRIENDS HERE, GET YOUR ASS ONLINE

    • deadshotD12

      13 years ago

      You Are never on msn anymore or this... get your ass on man!

      Post edited 4/29/06 11:13PM

    • ulovekelly

      13 years ago

      lol


      THANX FOR ALL THE COMMENTS!!! =)

      Post edited 4/23/06 7:20PM

    • ulovekelly

      13 years ago

      nm
      u???

    • ulovekelly

      13 years ago

      hey

    • XKaineX

      13 years ago

      How long do you think John Cena will keep his title?

    • deadshotD12

      13 years ago

      Whats Up You Have Not Been On In A While

    • GUNITsnowman

      13 years ago

      hey yo mann go check out my new journal ok talk to ya later

    • Dman82

      13 years ago

      Don't worry I have more. And I also Post Darwin Awards in my journal.

    • deadshotD12

      13 years ago

      i like your new Pics

    • deadshotD12

      13 years ago

      vote for me 3rd round rvb.roosterteeth.com/members/journal/?uid=212121

    • MC_Endurance

      13 years ago

      hey can u vote for me here? its the second round thanks!

    • Death_Row

      13 years ago

      dont get you'r panty's up in a twist whan you see my profile

    • MoonFlower

      13 years ago

      Hey check out my journal.

    • gangsta_06

      13 years ago

      plz check out my journal

    • scarface330

      13 years ago

      Halochief89
      talkt some more shit chck my jurnal for a laff

    • XoXNicoleXoX

      13 years ago

      Thanks smiley12.gif

    • punky_babe89

      13 years ago

      no chance you like 50 cent is there... lol

    • XoXNicoleXoX

      13 years ago

      Thanks for voting for me. smiley1.gifsmiley12.gif

    • XoXNicoleXoX

      13 years ago

      Vote 4 me in killer2009's journal smiley11.gif

      and i'll love you forever smiley12.gif

      PLEASE

    • Daneja2002 TACTIKILL

      13 years ago

      Yea, I'm really scared of snowman's connects...oooooh I shiver.

    • DIZisANSEM

      13 years ago

      wrestling rules!

    • deadshotD12

      13 years ago

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    • pauls473

      13 years ago

      Dude you dont know who spida loc is what!!! add me and i'll send you some of this music

    • pauls473

      13 years ago

      Are you going to vote..?

    • iczcoldmac

      13 years ago

      u do kno its spelled johncena not jhoncena right?

    • deadshotD12

      13 years ago

      whats with all the gunit stuff

    • funiemonkie2

      14 years ago

      TAG YOU ARE IT!


      The Game of Tag
      If I tagged you... HA! You now have to follow the rules of the game:

      -You cannot tag someone who tagged you
      -You should tag at least 5 other people (those with 4 or less will be punished by flogging or any other way I can think of)
      -Random tagging is accepted
      -All tagging should be done in the personal comments section on the homepage of the tag-ee
      -Do not eat a live chicken
      -This game is only fun if people participate
      -The goal is for everyone on the site to get tagged EVENTUALLY
      -If you decide to participate, post the rules in your journal or link them to this journal
      -I have a space monkey in my pics section
      -There is no violence until I change the game to capture the flag
      -When capture the flag breaks out, the teams will cluck like chickens until I am satisfied (....???)

    • Ascendance

      14 years ago

      Amusing

    • QuarantineV1

      14 years ago

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    • QuarantineV1

      14 years ago

      This sux.... My job's hours are on Monday and Thursday when Raw and Smackdown air. At least I can see Smackdown live when it is filmed on Tuesdays "which is every week."..... which brings up the thought, how did they film both Smackdown AND Super Tuesday that one year.

    • jhoncena05

      14 years ago

      woot!

    • MJOLNIRarmor

      14 years ago

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      You have been awarded the MJOLNIRarmor award for being so awesome!
    • monkeYgirl

      14 years ago

      wtf!? y the hell?

    • church_681

      14 years ago

      yo r u there

    • Sebastian_L

      14 years ago

      hey bitch shut the hell up

    • church_681

      14 years ago

      hi pual

    • demoneye0

      14 years ago

      grrness says you suck

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      14 years ago

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      14 years ago

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      14 years ago

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      14 years ago

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      14 years ago

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      14 years ago

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      14 years ago

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