jonnycrow

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from Port Huron, MI

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    • Well since you guys just love my probs.

      9 years ago

      jonnycrow

      I just figured that because everyone just love to here me complain since thats what i'm doing when ever i post anything about a problem that i decided to post some more of them and only because i'm going insane and i'm looking for an answer to the (REAL) ultimate question how to get her out of my head i'm going crazy i can't do anything without thinking about her everytime i shut my eyes i see her right there and then i open them hoping shes there, but she not people are starting to worry about me and quite frankly so am i, so long story short she was cheating on her bf with me because we loved each other and she didnt like cheating and then she and her bf broke up and she dated my best friend who i found out is a back stabbing lying basterd and then she found out she didnt really like him that much she just didnt want to hurt him which is how she is but then her and her bf got back together and i never got my chance and she ended the cheating because she felt terrible about it about seven months ago and all this time her beautifull face has been in my mind but i dont want her out of my mind i want her back but i cant ever get that so i just want to be able to go threw life without always thinking about her so if u care drop a line and if u really care or are just interested then ask me and i'll give you a more detailed version but you wont get the whole story.

    • please check this awesome site out!!!!!!

      10 years ago

      jonnycrow

      www.biohazard-neoground.darkbb.com and tell me what you think of the site its my friends so also please join it it will also be alot better when he gets more people on it also i am admin on it.[link=http://]www.biohazard-neoground.darkbb.com[link=http://]

    • I'm fine theres nothing wrong

      10 years ago

      jonnycrow

      I'm fine i cant be touched cause u cant hurt wats alredy hurt himself and wats dead inside not feeling anything so all u gay ass punks who can only dis and put down because u cant face ur own problems came on and dis me because u cant get worse than me so just try to make me worse and when i kill myself its not because of u its because of me and my life and the way i am and the way my life is and has been its because of me. and ya i'm alone and there is probly something rong with my head and ya i have scars all up my arms because i'm a fucking cutter but i dont cut for suicide its just a way to cope and deal and the scars r reminders of wat i am and wat has happened to me and the way i am and ya i drink and ya i'm about to go downstars and get some liquer and take some motrin ibuprophin tylenal, acemetaphine and conserta so wat i no my flaws and i have no strengthes and so wat if my knife is in my hand and on my arm making memories to remind me that is if i'll be here long enough to remember i'm hard hardened and hollow alone stupid and make bad choices but y should u give a fuck or waste 2 seconds on thats right u shouldnt u have no reasin u didnt do anyof this its because of me but i'm fine theres nothing rong and remember that and when i promised her i would be her friend forever if nothing else a friend i never thought forever would come so fast i promise all of u i wont care anymore or stop to think for two seconds because u shouldnt for me and most of u wouldnt i'm trying to make it so none of u do so leave me alone or dis and put me down try to brake me becasue u cant brake wats alredy broken and i have been for 9 years so fuck off and dont bother i'm fine theres nothing rong

    • me,pills,suicide,and love(not for life)

      10 years ago

      jonnycrow

      so i almost killed myself and i wouldnt be here today if it wasnt for my true love and i'll tell u how
      ok so wednesday i tried to OD on pain killers fever reducers and sleep aids and i was talking to my true love the hole time and she fixed things and got threw to me right before i went to bed and if she hadnt i woulnd of taken more pills and not tried to pul threw and i no i would have died but i decided that i had her to live for and i cant die now i have to much to do and i forced myself out of bed and forced myself to stay awake and when i was done at the doctors the next day they told me that if i had fallen asleep i would not have woken up and no i am not allowed to touch pills without someone there to wach me take only two not twenty two so because of her i am here and i remind her constantly ever since i got back from teh hospital and after she got threw to me.

      THANK YOU SHYANNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    • songs

      10 years ago

      jonnycrow

      which one do you like best!!!0...,,,...0!!!
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    • People We Love, But Aren't In Our Family

      in Forums > People We Love, But Aren't In Our Family | Follow this topic

      jonnycrow

      this is for talking about the people you love that arent in ur family like gf, bf, wifes, husbands, soul mates, lovers, and the girl (or boy) you love and that love you back but can't be with you cause they have a fucking bf (or gf)!

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    • my girl!!!

      10 years ago

      jonnycrow

      yo i met this girl about four months ago and fell in love and i went to ask her out but that same day she got back together with her boy friend but i got her to come over every weekend and we pretty much made out the whole time and she stopped it cause she was cheating (i didnt like how it felt either) and then a while ago she was telling me how she was going to brake up with her boy friend for me and we started kissing again and so the next time i see her i am giving her this super special kiss that will be better than all the rest i have givin her and it is to symbolize "US" so we're not going out yet but when i see her this weekend i'm going to give it to her in a photo booth. lol with it taking pictures! so give me your thoughts please!

    • HELP

      10 years ago

      jonnycrow

      i need help fixing a relationship but she has to be ananomous so if u can help please ask about itt before its too late

    • my mom is a bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

      10 years ago

      jonnycrow

      my mom kicked me out of her house and stole my laptop please help i really need help on this one guys!

    • WWOOOWW

      10 years ago

      jonnycrow

      wow things are actualy working out for me but i want some second oppions so dont forget to vote but this girl oh my god the girl of my dreams we kissed all friday until saturday morning things got a little bumpy because of my cuz but i'm silky smooth and fixed them and we were kissing all saturday night i lost my voice because of the insanly long and great kissing and I LOVE HER but if she dumps her boyfriend then she doesnt want to go out with me she just wants us to stay as friends as benifits which some of u horny geeks out there might think is A oh kay but in my book with her its not i just want to be around her and kiss her soft lips and hold her close and i dont wanna have to be with her inbatween boyfriends or sneaking behind there back i wanna be that boyfriend

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  • Comments (69)

    • ihateukyle

      10 years ago

      roses are grey, violets are grey, im dead and colorblind

    • Liselove

      10 years ago

      Deal. Take it to message if you wish to speak more.

    • Liselove

      10 years ago

      Me? I'm a chick who knows what she's talking about.

      First off. Stop complaining, you're never going to get through it bitching about it to everyone on the planet.

      Second. Don't mutilate yourself. It solves nothing.

      Third. Get your dad to get ya a shrink. Yeah, I know you're going to say, I don't have anything wrong with my brain. At your state, yeah, ya do. You see, the brain controls everything, and is effected by everything from this message I'm going to post to getting abused. If you've really been broken for nine years, your brain is effected by it. Medication and psychotherapy will help.

      Fourth. Call child services and the cops. If child services fails on putting your mother in her place at least you'll get your laptop back.

      Fifth. Caboose1995 is right. You need to do these things and get your act together. Your life will not change if you don't. Trust me, it won't, I've seen it dozens of times and it never changes. YOU have to change your life, not wait for some act of God or whatever. And teenagers are the most brutal people on the planet. They are killer, they are worse than me.

      IT'S FACTS. IT'S THE WAY IT IS.

      Please comment back when you've learned how to speak English, write a proper sentence, and you have learned more than the typical fifteen year old knows about psychology.

    • cabose1995

      10 years ago

      not bad response i'm almost hurt and i do pay attention in school so i can go to college and make something of myself and i'm not 20 i didnt even no that my age was set to that and i'll go put my age in the little intro on my homepage and ur age guess was a good guess i'm 15 and trust me ur a peppy little spoiled rotten brat whos a little germaphobicand i havent lied about one thing on here accept my age like i said i didnt no it was set to 20


      Until you have an IQ of over fifty, do not attempt to argue with me.

      Obviously no one has taught you the proper way to use this wonderful site, and so it is not entirely your fault that everything you post is worthless shit. Go to the First Stop Forum and find yourself a mentor.

      What on earth makes you think I'm germafobic? Perhaps this is just a stupidity leak, but I would like to have a confirmed theory.

      I am a sociopath, uncaring, apathetic. asshole. I am far to hated to be "preppy."

      Fifteen? Act you fucking age, then. Get over your pathetic life and change it! With enough willpower, any personalty can change. Even I can be nice sometimes.

      If you can't handle an insult, you will never make it through school. Teenagers are the crulest people on the planet. Learn to fight back instead of mutilating your own skin.

      Like I said above, if you wish to argue with me, learn to do it properly.

    • Liselove

      10 years ago

      I think you're a lying little attention whore.

      If you're twenty, then duh, you're going to get kicked out of the house.

      If you're not, why haven't you called child services instead of getting on her and bitching about your woes.

      Laptop? If you're twenty, it's thievery, call the cops.

      But I doubt you are, so it was probably your mother's property anyway

      Where the hell are you staying mister? Somewhere with the occasional internet access apparently.

      If you're really cutting yourself, why are you telling the whole world? It's typical of most people with depression to keep to themselves.

      It's also very untypical to tell your suicide and save story for the whole world to see. Yes, to friends, but not the whole god damn world.

      The way you're talking in your journals you should already be wasted.

      Nine years? Please, you can't have possibly been fucked since ten. Again, I don't think you're twenty, so it must've been younger.

      Broken? Fucking doubt it. You're an attention whore and a compulsive liar.

      At least that's what I think.

      Have a problem with it?

      Prove. Me. Wrong.

    • cabose1995

      10 years ago

      1 i never said "disd" i said "dis" 2 everyone tells people there problems alot of people do it over the net even u with ur cathlic thing 3 and where did ur germaphobia come from were u raised in ur fancy rich house that germs r bad or did u learn that in ur preppy exspensive private school or did u decide it wasnt preppy and clean enough and just quit or did mommy and daddy just pay for it to be prepped and cleaned and your just straight up full of shit i mean come on ur a grammer nazi who spells worce than me so stop hiding behind daddy's money and be a man seriously ur that little boy that everyone walks past and bumps into on purpose and y r u so driven to go after me i mean come on..... stolker........ and i no ur watching my journals and wat ever so when i get a new one out or when me or someone else comments on ur comment u can get right back to me oh and dumb ass emo punk goth and cutter r all differant punk is more music and rocker with chains its just a look really, goth is simply dark dark clothes dark make up dark personality dark everything, emo is the baggy clothes with chains and piercings and emotionally deep, and cutter well there u go they cut themselves not neccessarily for suicide sometimes to prove there alive or human or because sometimes u feel so cold that u have to no that u can feel something get it right u stupid mother fucker oh and watch out there's some dirt on the floor behind u better get ur over payed servent to lick it up


      To this I have but one response, What. The. Fuck?

      Where on this god forsaken planet did you get the impression I am germafobic? That is, quite honestly, the most absurd, not to mention random, thing I have heard in a long time.
      Rich Household? Please, my dad got laid off from Circuit City and my mom is a bartender at the American Legion. Real rich, huh?
      "stolker"
      What is that word? Translating for you grows tiresome.
      How old are you really? To me, I'd put my money on thirteen to sixteen. If you truly are twenty, you should be ashamed of yourself. You're getting upset by the trollish actions of a fourteen-year old.
      You really need to rethink your life, and I would also advise that you pay attention in school real, real hard so that you may one day produce something that vaguely resembles a brain wave.

    • stealthviper

      10 years ago

      lol

    • stealthviper

      10 years ago

      ummmm ok.

    • 521182

      10 years ago

      Hey man Vote Earth and watch this video!

      www.youtube.com/watch?v=L7WiPO5_Juk

    • cabose1995

      10 years ago

      What the fuck was that gibberish? For your sanity and, much more importantly, mine, stop talking to me.

    • uhhlala

      10 years ago

      well is that the only thing? (sucide)

    • cabose1995

      10 years ago

      No it doesn't. Emo and Goth are the bastard children of Punk. Please, save me the effort and kill yourself now.

    • jonnycrow

      10 years ago

      so u r gay u little fagot and i dont have anything wrong with my brain dumb ass how about u try having ur life that bad for 9 years

    • tury

      10 years ago

      A hole is a hole when it comes to sexuality. But a hole In your brain is a serious matter. Talk to your doctor about how you can improve neural activity in your brain.

      Post edited 2/26/09 7:19PM

    • tury

      10 years ago

      My testicles are fine at the moment. I'm concerned with your brain's left side functioning though.

    • uhhlala

      10 years ago

      you did?!?! why?!?!?!?!

    • tury

      10 years ago

      In other words, did you volunteer for a lobotomy?

    • middyfrosh

      10 years ago

      jesus is a gay nonexsistent homo (sorry i cant spell for shit)


      Whether you believe he is God or not, he DID exist. Roman records prove that they did crucify a man claiming to be Jesus. Whether he came back from the dead or not is where scrutiny lies.

      And no, you can't spell.

    • uhhlala

      10 years ago

      thanks =)

    • Biohazard777

      10 years ago

      GET BACK IN THE MIDDLEGROUND

      were comin back baybay D:<

      WERE MAKIN THE SIKEST COMEBACK EVAR D:<

    • uhhlala

      10 years ago

      hey whats up?

    • snchider

      10 years ago

      nm

    • snchider

      10 years ago

      hi

    • stealthviper

      10 years ago

      I really don't think it is any of my business. Do what you think is right...don't listen to anyone else.

    • stealthviper

      10 years ago

      I bet.

    • stealthviper

      10 years ago

      Sounds fun.

    • jonnycrow

      10 years ago

      In reply to stealthviper, #-2:
      just a friend with his life being picked up and put back together thx to a girl

    • FreeLancer28

      10 years ago

      Thanks for the add.

    • stealthviper

      10 years ago

      May I ask who you are?

    • jonnycrow

      10 years ago

      In reply to graingervon, #-7:

      yo sorry i might be late but if u didnt get it it was quarantine

    • Dashou ?

      10 years ago

      Thanks for the FR.. smiley1.gif

    • lilsugarbabe

      10 years ago

      nothing much, just chatting and enjoying my 12 day weekend but i also was spended from school that why i didnt go

    • lilsugarbabe

      10 years ago

      why did you go to school?

    • graingervon

      10 years ago

      any one catch the name of that movie about the infected people innan apartment building?

    • lilsugarbabe

      10 years ago

      i love beer

    • lilsugarbabe

      10 years ago

      Hey what up

    • graingervon

      10 years ago

      yo, how do you find out what your color is? please respond asap...

    • Kuroneko690

      10 years ago

      yup.

    • Kuroneko690

      10 years ago

      okay.

    • Kuroneko690

      10 years ago

      not exactly sure what im supposed to do. im not to good with this stuff as well.

    • masman1

      10 years ago

      if bungie gives you recon you can give copys away i cancelled the 10 friends thing also so now its the gif thing

    • philli

      10 years ago

      the show is rosario + vampire, and the pic?? not telling you =P

    • masman1

      10 years ago

      i'm talking about impressing to get recon

    • masman1

      10 years ago

      actually well i think you need to impress me some how

    • caboose478

      11 years ago

      I kno what you mean man. Fell in love we went out. Broke up, still 100% crazy for her

    • caboose478

      11 years ago

      dont worry man, you'll get her, but if not you'll get som1 better ^__^

    • Pento88

      11 years ago

      Hey and thanks for the friend request.
      Watch me, I might do a trick. smiley8.gif

    • Thornxanthos FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      sorry mate. no random friend requests. srry.

    • trickstar

      11 years ago

      If you made it 3 years ago why would you say today

      i need opinions because i just opened them

      plus if you could spell you'd be too embarresed 3 years later to show a website with such bad spelling e.g. bigining e.g. biggining
      It's beginning btw

      And this kind of gives it away that it's not 3 years old

      member since july 3,2008


    • Kuroneko690

      11 years ago

      i dont know why but i just felt like changing it.

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