kaylasw91

Female
from Levittown Pa

  • Activity

    • feeling...

      6 years ago

      kaylasw91

      Insecure and down. Some things just never change.

    • It's been a while...

      6 years ago

      kaylasw91

      So it's been at least a year since I have been on here and I'm not too sure how many of my friends still visit the site let alyne my profile.... So here it goes.

      A lot has changed in my life. Left the father of my son because I was sick of being treated like crap. I lost all my friends from the break up, but I decided that if they dropped me because of that then they weren't real friends anyway. A few months later I met my current significant other and we've been together for a bit over a year now. He's a sweet heart when he's not being a stubborn ass lol. My son will be three this year and I just can't believe it! Time goes by so fast. Went through a horrible custody battle with my ex in August-October of last year. He took my son from me and wouldn't let me see him for over 2 months. With out Ryan, my boyfriend, I'm not entirely sure I would have made it though that time.

      I have gone through 3 jobs and I'm on my fourth now. However, my first job was only seasonal and my second job which was working at a clothing store called FashionBug shut down. I was working at RadioShack but things didn't work out and my manager and I both agreed it would be better for me and the company if I didn't work there. So now I'm working at Catherines which is a store from the same company FashionBug was in. I'm working with a few of my FashionBug girls and I love it. Same manager as before and she's awesome. My other co-worker came on board the same time I did and I love her to death. My manager is trying to get me promoted in the store already. I've only been there since late March. But this was her plan when she offered me the job. Again, I love that women, she's amazing and such a great friend.

      In the time I've been with Ryan, a lot of things have happened. I've made new friends from work and some through him. Renewed friendships with people I lost contact with because I was still with my ex. So I'm doing pretty good now. I'm working on getting my license and a car and I'm trying to save some money so I can move out of my dads' house and get my own apartment.

      Well, that's pretty much the summary of my past year, there's more obviously but some of it is very personal and y'all don't need to know that. But how is everyone else doing?

    • At this point...

      7 years ago

      kaylasw91

      It is 70 degrees in my house with all my windows shut. I am freezing my ass off. And for you people out there that like to reply to this with something stupid like "well maybe if you put some clothes on", I have sweat pants, a hoody and a blanket on to keep me warm and I'm still cold. I was not meant to be in cold weather which is ridiculous considering I'm Irish and Native American ... Ya, I don't understand it either.

      Any way, at this point I'm glad I have a select few people in my life to help keep me sane. I've known a lot of people in my 20 years of life and not very many have stuck around. Some have stayed a few months, others a year or two. But it's the people that have been around through thick and thin with me that I truly appreciate. They listen to me bitch and complain and they don't get mad at me, they simply offer me friendly advice or just laugh at me for being so high strung. You know who you are Ellis.

      To one of the greatest friends I have ever had, Thank you. I don't know what I'd do or where I'd be without you.

    • FOR REAL?

      7 years ago

      kaylasw91

      The fact that my house mates can't pick up their hair out of the shower drain or wash their own damn dishes is just stupid. But they can't even change an empty roll of toilet paper. Really? It's not that God Damn hard!!! I fucking hate lazy people that want everything done for them! I understand I don't work, but get over it. My half of the rent is being paid and I'm not your damn slave. Pick up after yourselves because I'm not your maid. My job is to take care of my son. You need to grow up and take care of yourself. Because I'm done. I'm not doing your fucking dishes anymore. When I see your shit laying on the kitchen table I'm setting it on your couch just like you do to me and I'm going to bitch when your clothes are hanging for more than a day. Oh, by the way, put your fucking towels away.

      K thanks bye

    • awesome...

      7 years ago

      kaylasw91

      You ever feel left out and unwanted by you're own fucking friends? People you have known for well over 5 years. And that is my newest of friends. Fuck it. I'm so sick of this shit.

    • Today

      8 years ago

      kaylasw91

      I would pretty much just like to disappear and never come back. Why can't life be like it is in movies and books? It would be nice. Seriously depressed. I just want one person to love me and respect me. Treat me like I'm not the most horrid creature that was ever born to this world. Someone to care. Why is that so hard to do? Am I really that much of a monster? What am I doing wrong, because apparently I can't do anything right. Since you're mad at me for everything. Because I'm a bitch about everything. Everything covers a lot. I guess cooking you dinner makes me a bitch. Doing your laundry every day so you have clean clothes to go to work in makes me a bitch. Making sure you're up for work on time makes me a bitch. Taking care of our son makes me a bitch right? Thanks.

    • FINALLY!!!!

      8 years ago

      kaylasw91

      I have my bookcase that I bought myself, carried myself and put together myself since this house has no handyman. It's more of a handywoman. :) Any who. I'm just happy to have it. However, Anthony is threatening to throw it out. I flipped out saying this is the one god damn thing in the house that I wanted. I bought it with my birthday money, it's mine and if he touched it I would kill him and his computers. Needless to say, that started a silent argument because you don't threaten a mans computers.
      But seriously. I told him I was getting a bookcase for all my books so they're not in boxes getting ruined. I saved for it and bought it with my money. Not his. I put it together without any help from him. In fact,he wasn't even home to deal with all the cursing and mess. So, I see it as he has no right to even touch the fucking thing. Yup.

    • YAY!!!

      8 years ago

      kaylasw91

      I gots interwebs back today!!!!! I'm happy. :)

    • wewt!

      8 years ago

      kaylasw91

      Today is when I move, goodbye world of the internets for a bit. I shall miss you. And for those of you who will actually miss me. call or text :)

    • Some people ...

      8 years ago

      kaylasw91

      They crack me up. They think it is cool to continuously call me a stupid bitch but they have nothing to back it up. Yup ...

      hmm, bitches need to stop their shit. Get a life and stop meddling in mine. I mean damn, my life doesn't revolve around you so stop revolving around me. I mean it's either you're just really jealous, or you just like me that much to think about me all the damn time. Cuz the only time your name comes out of my mouth is when I talk about middle school. Just saying, quit hating. ♥

      ^Facebook post a day ago^
      It sort of just explains it all.

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  • Comments (1545)

    • C16H14N2O

      7 years ago

      LOL, cool! Not to dis the other guys in the band.. but Anthony looked the part. I mean, he fit the mold of a hard/metal rock band. The other two fit your typical alternative mold OR maybe punk/grunge. :)

    • C16H14N2O

      7 years ago

      So glad to see you Kayla!

      Yeah, I sorta deleted my facebook (don't ask, crap just happens with me sometimes).

      So how are you doing today? Hopefully better... I saw you were having difficulties of your own lately.

    • C16H14N2O

      7 years ago

      :) looking for you.

    • C16H14N2O

      8 years ago

      Why yes Mrs Dr Seuss, we do indeed, have more room to roam at home, shall we discuss?

    • C16H14N2O

      8 years ago

      I have? 18? LOL!

      I likes the journals. Yeah, it feels good here, like we're free to roam.. .without character restrictions indeed! And yes, the friendly confines of RvB.

    • C16H14N2O

      8 years ago

      LOL! So now it seems you were the one that had neglected our friendship here... hahaha... asking if I deleted you from my friends list. Just kidding of course. Yeah, I'm more at home with these miscellaneous journals I write so often. I do get a good one in there occasionally though.

    • C16H14N2O

      8 years ago

      No, I never stopped being your friend. You were on fb, and since I wasn't hanging out here anymore, I knew where to find you. LOL!

      And you just now noticed you weren't on my list? lol. I had deleted my whole list after I had left.

    • C16H14N2O

      9 years ago

      Just sent you a request on FB. :)

    • darklife

      9 years ago

      so whats new with you?

    • darklife

      9 years ago

      sick actually

    • darklife

      9 years ago

      understandable...

    • darklife

      9 years ago

      How are you?

    • darklife

      9 years ago

      hello

    • C16H14N2O

      9 years ago

      LOL! And I actually was gonna put a "fresh comment" .. but decided to be nice, haha!

      I been good, could be better but good is fine with me, lol. So, are you gonna be back on rvb for a while or what's your plan?

    • C16H14N2O

      9 years ago

      Time to post a fresh comment!

      smiley0.gif

    • C16H14N2O

      9 years ago

      *pokes*

      Get on sometime and let's chat Kayla.

    • C16H14N2O

      9 years ago

      Oh yeah, well, nothing new to report, still looking for a freakin' job, lol. Otherwise, same ol, same ol.

      It's ok, I figured you'd come around some day ... and here you are! smiley0.gif

    • C16H14N2O

      10 years ago

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    • C16H14N2O

      10 years ago

      Yep, I agree. smiley0.gif

    • C16H14N2O

      10 years ago

      Yes, we have known each other for years now. How time flies, huh? Memories made of/from RvB. Glad we've been friends for so long, hope it continues for even more years.

    • C16H14N2O

      10 years ago

      So.... how was the birthday? I thought I'd see you around yesterday but you were a no-show, lol.

      Happy belated birthday nevertheless.

    • kairipassion

      10 years ago

      I try it's so fucking annoying!

    • kairipassion

      10 years ago

      Yeah. I get that. She is a bitch. She always makes me seem like a bitch in front the guy im like in love with so it's hard to say anything at all.

    • C16H14N2O

      10 years ago

      What's like .... happenin' Kayla?

    • Gangles

      10 years ago

      You and me both. In the end it' going to come down to bravery more than academics!

    • MoonFire77

      10 years ago

      Thanks for the image comment...I know it's small...sorry. I forgot to enlarge it when I copied it...now I can't find the original to get the large copy. smiley5.gif

    • Da_Chupathin

      10 years ago

      yeah, whatever, lol, he can have my eggs, he is not touchingf my peeps. lmao

    • Da_Chupathin

      10 years ago

      lmao thats nice...
      Yeah, apparently its the day Jesus comes back and steals everybody's eggs,lmao

    • duality2

      10 years ago

      sounds bit like it here but gun crime high

    • duality2

      10 years ago

      wots so bad about it tho lol

    • duality2

      10 years ago

      hey hws it goin

      im from bristol uk btw its bit of a hell hole here lol

    • C16H14N2O

      10 years ago

      Hi Kay. How's things going with you?

    • kairipassion

      10 years ago

      Thanks!
      Good new: I don't have that anymore.
      Bad news: I have another cold.

    • C16H14N2O

      10 years ago

      You know I don't mind hearing from you in whatever it is you have to say. You used to talk to me a lot more in the past remember? So, I'm here for you just as I was for Jess. We have a history or sorts, lol. So please, share your thoughts.

      So who else do you know that might take you in. Is it not working out with your grandpa or whoever you're living with now?

    • C16H14N2O

      10 years ago

      Eh! You know me, things tend to roll off my back. Always with the positive outlook. Wish I could give you a piece but all I have are my words of encouragement. I hope you find some middle ground somewhere, where you can be satisfied, if not completely happy in order to make progress. Of course I'm always here for you in any way I can be helpful. You know that Kay. smiley12.gif

      Post edited 2/23/09 3:38PM

    • C16H14N2O

      10 years ago

      So, how's it going today?

    • C16H14N2O

      10 years ago

      Eh! You shouldn't think of it as not being good enough. I think there were deep hidden issues. And being the young one, not knowing or comprehending what's going on... I believe you naturally would blame yourself or think something was your fault when nothing was of your own doing, if anything, it was not what they did either. But maybe what they didn't do... maybe not knowing the 'what' or the 'how'.

    • Gangles

      10 years ago

      Thanks for the message. The fires are still going, but apparently they are slowing down slightly. There is hope.

    • C16H14N2O

      10 years ago

      I see, yeah, it's easy to lose track here once you get into a groove of happenings outside of RvB.

      You didn't say if you wanted in on that photo opportunity in that link I sent to you. Let me know something, k?

      LoL .. k? kay

    • C16H14N2O

      10 years ago

      photo opportunity

    • C16H14N2O

      10 years ago

      And now I extend to you a belated Happy New Year, lol.

    • C16H14N2O

      10 years ago

      Merry Christmas Kayla! smiley12.gif

      Also send greetings to Jess please, k? smiley0.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley0.gif

    • C16H14N2O

      10 years ago

      I guess I can see how it can become annoying - I think - LOL!

      We're doing pretty good, just living, you know. Moving right along.

    • kairipassion

      10 years ago

      I agree with you on the whole twilight thing,

    • C16H14N2O

      10 years ago

      You're just blessed with your awesomeness that haunts you, lol. I guess you could say it's one of those "nice problems to have". Others I'm sure are jealous of you, heh!

    • C16H14N2O

      10 years ago

      I used to work for a printing company, so if you start up a company one day or be the boss of such a place, I can come work for you, lmao!

    • C16H14N2O

      10 years ago

      Coolio Kay! So you could be preparing yourself in the field of editor or something likewise right? I know you're more in line with nursing but that could be an interesting or entertaining field to say the least.

    • C16H14N2O

      10 years ago

      LOL, oh I see... so what are your responsibilities as a year book partaker? lol

    • C16H14N2O

      10 years ago

      lol, just talking to you and dark_layasha, both of you are in school, lol. Are u in a boring class as well?

    • C16H14N2O

      10 years ago

      Oh, ok, so you don't want anything for it.

      So what's going on today? You in school?

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