kaylegate

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    • How many cards will fall?

      11 years ago

      kaylegate

      Another friend of mine has just passed on. Today, I found out my Aunt has Colon Cancer. . . so . . .

      I begin to wonder about this great plan some almighty has for all of us at times. . . .

      So I begin to anylize â€"

      My best friend I grew up with. Next door neighbor and kind of mentor. One Sunday as I put my son in his car seat and shut the door, I hear, “ Hey, Matt!†7 years later I still hear it.

      And now I know why. When we were kids we’d walk to grade school. There was this cross walk where a crossing guard always stood.

      Tom. . . How the hell do I still remember his name? Large horn-rimmed glasses, thick brown mustache, thinning, almost George Carlin like straight brown hair with the same body style and expression like a lankey gorrilla trying to figure out his mass, and always the same reddish-green checkered long-sleeved button-up shirts and blue-jeans. The guy could have been a lumberjack. As soon as we rounded the corner, we’d hear it in the distance. . .

      “Hey, Zeb! ! !†Zeb loved the extra attention he got from the odd group of adults he interacted with. Tom wasn’t the only one, but he was the most animated and memorable. I think it made his morning, really.

      Zeb knew he’d miss Tom when he went to jr. high (on rare occasion’s he’d say as much. Probably thought I’d forget). I didn’t think on it. People come and go in my mind at the time. It was only a couple of years later when we found out Tom got lung cancer and quit the cross-guard position. Zeb was the one to tell me. I didn’t get the same kick in the gut he did. . . There were very few people to me that mattered. Everything else was filler. I wanted to care like he did, but I just didn’t. Kind of funny really since I’m the one of us that’s more sensitive.

      “Hey, Matt!†. . . He used to say that a lot to get my attention. . . I never knew why. . . Well, . .I know now.
      Sunday afternoon. There he is, with a few other friends gathered around an old 80’s tan pickup truck under the canopy of the remnants of a fallen tree in his front yard (another story) like they’re getting ready for something, in his front yard. I paused, at least I can say that. Then I waved and got in my car. I thought about going over to bullshit for a minute. But. . . I was never comfortable around his friends. I always felt like I was trying to prove my worth around them. Like I was in judgement every time I stepped on Zeb’s soil just to see him.

      To be fare, Zeb NEVER made me feel that way. He genuinely thought I was funny and creative and saw a great future for me. I used to love the times we had goofing off where we both just had the greatest time. Man I loved making him laugh. It was like the highest achievement, and it seemed so easy. . . when others weren’t around. . . But lately, they always were. I felt like a third wheel. Like he’d have to explain his relation to me to his friends after I left.

      That’s no excuse though. . .

      Sunday afternoon. I waved to him as I passed to go back to SLC. He waved back with his wrap around glasses, leaning on the pickup. . . probably the same side.

      He was smiling at me. I didn’t pause. What if I did? Just a quick conversation. Would that have done it?

      Monday morning at work I got a call from my dad. I’ve never gotten a call from my dad. . . “Zeb’s dead.

      He died in a car accident on Sunday.†I didn’t hear the rest at first. Pretty blunt, but then. . . What should I expect? My dad makes his point. The end.

      They went out to the desert to rabbit hunt, rode over a dip in the road and Zeb fell out of the back. He died instantly.

      His brother drove. When they closed the coffin, I was the only person in the room that wasn’t a family member. That means I’m the only one not family that heard Zeb’s brother wail in his wifes shoulder when they sealed my friend forever. Jared was a goof-off, a smart-ass, party-goer, and a stand-up fighter. I never once saw him cry in my life. That day I saw him broken to the core.

      I admit, I didn’t know just what to do. I was stupid enough to stumble up to Zeb’s dad, my scout-master, . . my friend, and ask, “What do I do, now?â€Â

      He couldn’t look me in the eye as he barely spoke, “ I don’t know.â€Â

      Sorry Bug. . . That’s what I should have said. . . sorry.

      I placed my hand on my friends coffin as they lowered it. “Laterâ€Â. We’d always at least say that much. Because we thought we’d say more, later.

      Well. . .

      Today, I remember another friend.

      This one was harder, though. I willingly left a friend knowing I couldn’t possibly be back before. . .

      She died two weeks later.

      And again with the. . . could I have, what if I had just done, maybe if I had. . . . .

      This time I was prepared. This time I knew! And yet even this time I couldn’t do anything.

      We read books, watch movies, play games where people do extra-ordinary things in the face of adversity.

      Why couldn’t that be me?! Just this one time! I swear I feel there was something I missed. . . Too late. . .
      I missed it. Did I screw it up? Was there something I skipped? Did I not Believe enough to make it real?

      I lost my best friend because I shrugged him off. I don’t want to loose another because I didn’t do enough.

    • memories. . .

      11 years ago

      kaylegate

      Remember when we all actually had conversations on our threads? Ones pertaining to the thread topic? Ya, I'm having trouble remembering them too.

      Lately this new crowd seems to stay on topic for (if we're all really lucky) 3 posts at best before they go into some pornographic or misclaneous tirade. We all used to blast noobs like this into quiting the site and committing suicide after a day of posts. . . .

      Now they think they're elite. They have gotten backing from other jerking-off one-handed special-ed retards and think they now have ultimate say in thread activity.

      To a certain extent they do. . . We haven't stoped them, have we? None of us can have a valid dialog because raveing dick-monkeys will surelly show up and fuck up the thread. . .

      And when they do, their monkey nut back-up shows up at the same time. . .

      The reconstruction thread has possibilities, but these bananna jerkers overpower the thread and corrupt its potential. . . MG- DOA, Unofficial Blue forum- close. . .

      Armageddon isn't subtile. It gives you warnings. It has with other threads I saw go away. . .

      These threads are headed for Babylon

    • Dead thread. . . FUCK YOU!

      11 years ago

      kaylegate

      What in the fuck is all this dead thread bullshit being posted?

      Does it give you an honorary private eye badge for stating somthing every other fucking person with an I.Q. higher than 30 could, AND PROBABLY ALREADY FUCKING DID, figure out?!!!

      Jesus Christ on a stick, batman! What? Is that going to jump start everyones brains into figuring out something to say?!!! Like everyone that usually posts in this particular thread just got caught in the headlights, but luckily you were there to pull us all out of it?!!!!

      Thank you ass-wipe, thank you. . . Once you posted, the flood-gates of inspiration just opened right up for me.

      All I needed was a little push.

      Here's a thought you obviously didn't consider, why not offer your own ideas to the discussion thread INSTEAD OF CRITICIZING EVERYONE ELSES LACK? no, no. . . let me answer that. . .

      BECAUSE YOU'VE GOT FUCKING NOTHING TO ADD EITHER!!! You just EXPECT everyone else to get there act together to give YOU something to add to, since you just posted your dissapproval. Well, all mighty. . . Did your puppets jump?

      Funniest thing about this whole thing is. . . These dick holes keep harping on everyone else too just lurk when they have nothing to offer to a thread at the time. . .

      High and Mighty Hypocritical bullshit.

    • Oh...My God. .. . . Fuck this!

      11 years ago

      kaylegate

      A series mpeg's the next E.P. and all of a sudden everyone loses their fucking minds ?. . . .

      I must be in shock. . . I can't believe that in the opening of a new video everyone runs around like the world just settled and the cooling landmass just accepted the charisma that is red/vsblue. Last I heard, people were debating each action, episode, or lack of characters they had a fondness for. Not to say the creators don't have a plan, but all of a sudden, . . .

      imagination and creative story-telling went out the window. . . possibilities took a backseat because no one else wanted them to fuck up their sympathetic moment.

      This is Red vs Blue, bitch! nothing is out of bounds! And don't you ever forget that!

    • At least the Joker was a genuine Freak.

      11 years ago

      kaylegate

      Okay, . . .When the fuck did having ADD or ADHD become th cool thing to be?

      anyone. . . anyone. . I say this because it's becoming common place for someone to write bullshit like, "I just drank 3 cans of Jolt and now I'm fucking wired!"

      followed by, " That stuff never does anything for me. I just wind up falling asleep faster." Like everyone should look at you like you just punched a hole in a brickwall with your pinky. . .

      And that's when the bullshit starts, . . . ( from the same ass wipe that just said Jolt is his anticrack)" Ya, same with me. It must be my ADD. I can never fall asleep when I want to."

      WHAT THE FUCK?!!! I JUST saw this very senario play out in the Red and Blue: The Middleground thread, page 715. BUT IT'S NOT NEW! Everyone is fucking doing it.

      Do you even know what ADD is?!! I have 17 different ideas and thoughts playing out in my head as I open the door to go to the bathroom. I've forgotten to pick up my kids from daycare because I was focused soo intently on not just one, but three insignificant things that completely consumed my attention I'm lucky I could find my way home. My wife routinely calls me throughout the day to remind me to WRITE ON MY ARM important things I need to do today so I don't forget them.

      And, ya. . . I take sleeping pills because I can't go to sleep when I need to. I'll lay in bed thinking about who thought of two-ply toilet paper and why that was nessessary at the time, then move on to when pens replaced pencils and how the advertising played a role, then on to questioning why I can see up-to-the-minute video feeds from mars scooping up water on mars through my pc, but my cell phone can't find ONE bar for connectivity in town or in a building so I can call my friends to tell them the wonderful news.

      Here's a hint people, . . . ADD is not cool. It's not fun, and it certainly is not something to brag about. It might make you a comedian for five minutes on youtube, but some of us have to function and live with this shit day in and day out. And the fun part is finding out who's willing to deal with you when it's not funny, and not cool. Believe me, this shit gets old quick.

      So you asswipes, go ahead and claim you're dissabled, and that somehow you're a freak. Like some how that makes you cool. In another two posts you'll just show what a lying dipshit you truely are anyway.

      The small consolation is. . . that you want to be like me? . . . you really are handicapped. You're just not as entertaining.

    • Reconstructed. . Reborn

      11 years ago

      kaylegate

      Reconstruction reminds me of when your favorite tv show comes out as a movie. . . .You know, done by Speilburg or Peter Jackson, not that dick hole .Stefen Fangmeier(director of Eragon)

      The story is more involved, editing and choriography is much more indepth, everything just looks so much more professional. . . and what better way to kick off a sequal to a modern legend than starting it with the three most influential characters from the previous series. Church, Caboose, and Sarge.

      Admittedly the others are equally influential to the series as a whole, but those three require no one else to play off of. Church has always been my favorite character followed by caboose and Sarge, and each was reintroduced in the best possible way I could have ever thought of.

      I have no doubt this series will continue to awe us all. So far, what I have seen has amazed me. . . I feel now as I felt when they put family guy back on the air after cancelling it.

    • Golfing for scoutmaster

      11 years ago

      kaylegate

      I'd say it was the summer before seventh grade. Zeb and I dug a few holes around his yard so we could play golf (since we had been banned from going to the golf course in town. Seriously, who DOESN'T play full contact golf? I ask you.) With all the trees, houses, and an eight foot fence surrounding us, there was plenty of bank shots to be had. And since he rarely mowed his lawn, this was the ONLY way to get to the hole regardless of the fact the only clubs we used were the pitching wedges.

      On this day no one was home, and Steve Seals was hangin with us. Our tee off was right behind his house in the corner near the rabbit pens. Steve went first. He set up a few boards and planks to where he could hit the ball like a 5 yr old does with teeball. Well, it was taking a while for him to steady the ball on the board so I thought I had time to at least set my ball down. Just as I got up from placing it, Tiger Woods next to me fires away as hard as he could.

      He caught me with a 1 iron across the bridge of my nose. I twirled like a drunk ballerina 360 degrees and landed on my hands and knees. As I stayed there getting my bearings, my friends, noble as they were, went to the ground right next to me. . . laughing. . .hard.

      Between gasps, Zeb chimes in (because he's the caring one), " Are you alright?"

      "Ya." was all my elaborate imagination could muster at that particular time.

      Zeb went dead quiet and wide eyed when he saw the dripping.

      "Matt. You're bleeding!" I remember thinking how very observant the little bastard is at the notion of soft flesh meeting hard, FAST metal in a force commonly referred to as fusion!

      Again, at my current state, my incredibly witty responce. . . "Ya."

      Zeb turned into Eagle Scout quicker than Superman in a telephone booth. He ran me into his fathers room, dove under the bed and grabbed the first aid kit. The rest of the experience is more of a blur really. Seemed more like a frantic fast-forwarded version of my grandmother sewing a quilt. In the end he used every gauz, all the cloth tape, and more than a few band-aids for good measure.

      As I woddled to the door to go home(This because the bandage was soo huge it covered most of my vision and hid most of my face) Zeb informed me he did what he could but he recomended I get stitches. Really, looking back on it he came out more like a baby doctor in a Rug Rats episode.

      I went home passed through the kitchen, passed my mom who freaked at the face mummy that she could only guess must be one of her kin. Brushing her off, I went upstairs and into the bathroom. I grabbed one( ONE!!!) band-aid from our cupboard, pulled off the paper-mashia face-hugger, then cut one of the ellastic sides of the band-aid off and used it to pull the two sides of the cut together and close the wound(for those of you paying attention at home, this now makes 1/3 of a band-aid comparred to an entire emergency kit of supplies), and voila.

      Done.

      Sure I have a scar, and it chipped the bone. But at least I have more band-aids. And visions of SuperZeb Merritbadge Master at work. Who gave him THAT merritbadge?!! Ernest P. Whorrel? I'd hate to be there as sets up a camp fire. There'd be no trees!

    • Kindness is a belt-fed weapon

      12 years ago

      kaylegate

      Alright. Here’s why I don’t give to any charities anymore. I’ve given a few times to the police force in the area of finding lost children, and even occassionally gave to the mothers against drunk driving funds. Now I have to screen every call to my house and convince my nine yr old son not to pick it up unless we know who’s calling because I get two or three calls a day from every other branch of the police and community centers who heard I’m passing out funds.

      First they ask for your support, then they sell your name to every other section of the global effort so they can ask it too after you’ve showed some compassion for THIS cause. And what comes of it? . . . absolutely fucking nothing! We catch drunk drivers all the time in my state and find out they have 2 or 3 others. What the fuck are they doing with a licence?!!! Not that that would stop them in anyway but maybe it’d be harder to get alcahol without a valid ID.

      As for finding lost children. Ever read the whole story about most of these cases. A lot of them are kidnappings by psycho’s that should have never been released from prison or the kid hates their pathetic household and leaves (lot’s of times more than once). And what is your support buying? Paper to print out a picture to post on the public forum at the grocery store. If they truly wanted support, shouldn’t they have a dedicated section of nightly news stations to post these stories like they do for americas most wanted, but dedicated local?

      Now. I’ve for the most part fixed this personal problem by screening my calls before answering, but now I get a call from an old friend about this fund raiser she’s become apart of and want’s my support and my families.

      GOD DAMN IT!!!

      Now I have to deal with this overly athletic bunch of public awareness do-gooders and fight some cause everyones already been aware of for 2 decades. And why? Because they haven’t found an end-all cure for breast cancer so I guess we haven’t logged enough miles on this engine of discovery.

      Tell me something. . . how does walking, biking, skateboarding, or washing cars help out scientific research? Are these guy’s in lab coats around this time of year so depressed over their progress they look at each other and say, “Bill. I just don’t see the point. Maybe we should just go back to testing hair products and developing new sneaker in-soles. We were happier then. Do you remember?†Bill turns from the same micro-samples he’s screened for the last year with no success in sight. “Ya.†He manages to sigh out. And with a pause they both exit the building, go to the closest bar and as they wait for their drinks, they happen to glance at a global demonstration on the local news. Thousands across the world are apparently holding hands in support of a possible cure from the very research these two doctors left behind.

      They glance at each other, and in a moment of complete autonomous thinking, puff up their chests, pall up their fists and say, “There’s work to do.â€Â

      Ya. . . And as for the lack of funds, 95% of scientific research is funded either by the government or private firms. As for private firms, when did you EVER have a mile walk for incontinence? Everyones so sympathetic for depression,. . . well, . . . that’s quite a depressing problem, wouldn’t you say?! Has there ever been a nation wide ribbon dedicated to hairloss? NO! because private firms funded them knowing they would get a promising return like viagra and rogane. How retarded would a public ad for a candle-lit vidgile be for acid reflux disease?

      There are no walks for blindness, no solicitations for prosthetic research, and holding hand for hearing aids is laughable, why? They’re just as debilitating. Just as humiliating. Here’s why. Government funding. They’ve already got your money to create the bionic arm with seven points of articulation with automatic sensitvity, photogenic video-eye with sensory input, and hearing aids with smart filters and enhansements.

      There is already plenty of money going into these research centers. The problem isn’t us. The problem is the allocation of money. How many 15 yr research studies have you read that found out mirraculously why men prefer blonds? How about the research into why americans have shrank AN INCH IN 100 YRS? What about the 20 yr study of why we like sex? These are quite long studies done by research groups WITH test subjects. Hundreds of them. Scientific paychecks aren’t cheap, nor are the facilities these hacks perform their moronic experiments. And yet here I am, pushed by my friend to help out a cause EVERYBODY knows about. Tell you what . . . SHOW me these starving doctors that need funds to keep the lights on while they find this miracle in a microscope!

      If a competitor can convince congress we need to fund a 7 yr probe into the effects of Sesame Street on our kids developemenetal skills then Dr. Impressmenot should be able win over these nimrods with his proposal. Maybe his idea is crap!!! Ever think of that?!!

    • Cancer! It's what's for forums

      12 years ago

      kaylegate

      Is it just me or has every moronic gnats testicle of a noob that's ruined multiple pages of forums recently all been under 15? Isn't there an age limit to this site upon sign-up?

      This just reinforces my thoughts on letting them all fall.

      These pre-pubecent louces couldn't follow guidelines if it was scribed on their underoo's at birth, but somehow nothing happens to them. Why? Because their dis-figured genetic equal signs on with them at the same time to give back up against the light handed opposition. And what do they get? A following by the noobs already present in the site.

      Emboldened by drooling simpletons who should have swallowed their tounges in mid-sentance long ago, these champion adolecent Ed, Edd, and Eddy's believe they have finally found someplace their moron minds are rallied instead of laughed at.

      This is what moron power produces. Stupidity is a virus that can grow by association. When we get a nasty cut, we don't just let it go. We clean it immediately before infection sets in making the infection worse. Why? Because on it's own our body will heal okay, but the outside keeps bringing more infection in making it worse. So we clean and bandage to stablize the problem.

      Like with forums, bacteria will always threaten. An occassional cold will set in, . . .
      But to let it fester hoping something else will save the day, . . well

      R.I.P previous Caboose threads. . .

      I suppose a new plot should be set asside for the calling all blues and the new Caboose forum.

    • Tornado chasers need bigger guns

      12 years ago

      kaylegate

      I don't like the ease of these threads to turn to shit so easily. Neg's and moderators aren't helping. How can they, when it can happen so fast and then retreat before the retalition hits full force? They're like a tornado. Quick in and out, a lot of screaming and anger and a mess left in its wake with no real help to fix the onslaught.

      They should update this site to include the option of blocking users from threads by the people who created them. It's a real dilema when some one creates one wondering if childish dillholes will ruin everyones good time. Hell, they gave us the option in our individual sites, it would be an excellent form of punishment since neg-mods don't do crap, and would add a personal responcibility for the creator of a given thread. It's a control sadly lacking but despirately needed.

      I wonder if RT would go for it. It would clear up a lot of messes before moderators would have to intervene and the banned could be allowed back in after a while at the thread creators choosing. After all the creator made the forum. Shouldn't they have authority over its progression?

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  • Comments (98)

    • colonelMCmuf

      10 years ago

      I don't remember what I had planed back when you were around, but alot of my plans fell through.

    • colonelMCmuf

      11 years ago

      I really wish I could still do a +1 WTF?

    • churchrox91

      11 years ago

      really liked what u said on the Church forum

    • kobez

      11 years ago

      50 or 60? Am I seriously the only who thinks that two digits just isn't enough?

    • Soul_Tiller FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      Pretty much the same deal with me. For some reason, I got back on January (boredom, I've decided), and was able to gain favor from the new crowd before the new episodes came out.

      But, I've noticed that not very many people who used to post so much when I first joined still post at all anymore. Or, at least that's the case for the blue team threads, and such. CountCaboose comes on from time to time, but he doesn't post much anymore.

      Pretty much, the only people who are still semi-active are ChurchesWife and thijsbos.
      HonestMan67 checks up on the site from time to time, but doesn't post much anymore. And bluedude22 still makes cards, but aside from that... not many of the original crowd still lingers.

    • Soul_Tiller FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      Hey, man. I don't know if you remember me, but I used to be on this site as TheSoulTille before I had Luke change it.

      I haven't seen you since I first started posting. o.O
      What's up?

    • the_fun_one

      11 years ago

      I've always been afraid that, somehow, it would be ruined. I can't wait to see it actually come to the big screen though.

    • colonelMCmuf

      11 years ago

      You never do the same joke twice, unless it really has sticking power, and the pencil trick, however awesome it was, just doesn't work a second time around. So I didn't for the people who hadn't seen it yet.

    • colonelMCmuf

      11 years ago

      sounds like a plan.

    • colonelMCmuf

      11 years ago

      its good to see you on. thats a good idea some friends of mine are trying to get me to do some music videos we were talking about it a few nights ago.

    • SaRaHBoMb

      12 years ago

      hey whats up

    • colonelMCmuf

      12 years ago

      Thank you. once again you seemed to sum up everything that has been tearing through my mind and put it into words that even i can understand. thanks

    • colonelMCmuf

      12 years ago

      totally going to look into those i heard a lot about the eragon series but it was from the creepy guy at work so i didn't know if i should trust him.

    • HonestMan67

      12 years ago

      It's kind of weird because the whole "Connery hates Trebeck" thing reminds me of Sarge hating Grif.

    • colonelMCmuf

      12 years ago

      i dont have that much ram so it doesn't play it well but i was very vague with that example, but i will hopefully get the ram very soon.
      what kind of movie are you working on?

    • HonestMan67

      12 years ago

      Wow, thank you I will. Hope everything goes well with your family. Oh, and have a great anniversary.

    • HonestMan67

      12 years ago

      Heh, thanks! I tried to put some of the questions that people have asked me on the Forum and in private messaging.

    • colonelMCmuf

      12 years ago

      i actually jsut picked up a copy of LOK from work the other day i have been meaning to play it.

    • IdriveSHEILA

      12 years ago

      Hey! I thought your comments were really cool. Here are 2 I disagree with, but I'm glad you brought them up.

      I'd like to think heaven's a pretty relaxed place.

      I think heaven is more like God's palace. Everything in the palace belongs to and glorifies the king of the palace. When I die, I hope to be one of the people happily bowed before my king, thanking him for everything he's ever done. It will be good for me not in the sense that it caters to me, but that I cater to it - I can touch the God I've only thus far been able to pray to, which brings me joy. I don't know if eternal worship sounds like everyone's ideal heaven, but to me, nothing could be better.

      Heavens an exclusive club, meant for those who are good people through and through.

      I like that you mention this too. Only those fake, goodie two shoes make it to heaven and the rest of us are screwed. Just kidding. Saul was a bad, bad man who through his adult life persecuted and killed many of God's people. When God spoke to him and his name changed to Paul, he became a saint many Christians long to be half as good as. If heaven is the kingdom that I said it was, and only the good/clean/righteous people get in, how much greater is the value of Christ's sacrifice, which cleans the dirty in order to make us presentable to the King.

      I just thought our different views of heaven were interesting side by side. Thanks for the comment. You always leave me a treat. smiley12.gif

    • IdriveSHEILA

      12 years ago

      Thank you so much for your comment! You really delivered a powerful message full of great advice I haven't gotten anywhere else yet. I'm feeling a lot more hopeful today, as opposed to ridiculously emo like I was when I wrote my journal.

      I like how you reminded me that I can't guard myself too much. I've learned to be careful enough to not jump into anything, so I shouldn't hide from guy friends like I have been for the past 2 months. I don't want to let my chance pass by when I do have it someday.

      And with college, you're 100% right. I'm going to go back to community college this fall to finish up my sophmore credits (I dropped out in December because I didn't know what I wanted to do). I know that I want to be an elementary or middle school teacher for sure. I long for that with most of who I am. I just was letting myself choose the means of getting there in the wrong way. I need to find a college I'LL be happy at, not one my ex-boyfriend or friends urge me to go to. I'm gonna take all the time I need to get it right instead of letting myself be rushed into whatever seems will at least get me by. Thanks for opening my perspective on that.

      With all the things burdening me, time is what freaks me out the most. And if I just suck it up and get over that, I'll be able to experience what I have now with much better esteems. Thank you, thank you, thank you for your advice/thoughts. smiley12.gif

    • HonestMan67

      12 years ago

      Yeah, the blue team thread has been taken over by annoying children.

    • colonelMCmuf

      12 years ago

      i dout that. but don't knock it till your try it. its horably addictive.

    • HonestMan67

      12 years ago

      Wow, I have to give you props for that post. I guess the dream of a utopia is just that, a dream, nothing more......

    • HonestMan67

      12 years ago

      Wow...thanks for the compliment

      I'm not sure but I do hope that his mother changes her ways for the sake of her kid.

    • HonestMan67

      12 years ago

      I'm half-way done downloading season 2

      Believe me, I'm not the person you should be asking, but I'm confident that Mr_Funsocks could help you

    • HonestMan67

      12 years ago

      You've seen Ctrl Alt Delete too?

      I love those comics, they're pretty funny

    • MichyGeary FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Red vs. Blue Forum Moder

      12 years ago

      Layers I get. I'd be in trouble if I didn't. smiley8.gif It's just masks I don't get. They're always in tuts and I never understand how they work.

    • MichyGeary FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Red vs. Blue Forum Moder

      12 years ago

      You know what I never got the hang of? Masks.

    • MichyGeary FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Red vs. Blue Forum Moder

      12 years ago

      I've seen that in the Simmons thread. smiley1.gif Did you draw that freehand or photomanipulate?

    • cakezombie

      12 years ago

      Hail Kaylegate!

    • HonestMan67

      12 years ago

      Thank You....I really think you hit the meaning of writing and English, and I really appreciate that.

    • cakezombie

      12 years ago

      Of course, great Kaylgate.

    • cakezombie

      12 years ago

      OMG. I cannot believe that i could ever call you an idiot. You know all, and are all powerful. You are undenyable.

    • TehSpeedy

      12 years ago

      Are you a member of deviant art? cos i think your stuff would go well on it, it is just basically a site for people who draw things, posters, etc. it is realy good.

    • cakezombie

      12 years ago

      I'd like to remind you that this conversation started with you getting pissed off at someone saying that yellow was a primary color.

    • cakezombie

      12 years ago

      well, it's good to see you can read. but that fact doesn't impress me. what impresses me is the fact that more people haven't neg modded you. You seem to have a knack for pissing people off, and don't care at all. It seems you are the one who doesn't care about what people think. You're the one who thinks that they are smarter than everyone else, that they're always right, that they're undenyable. Here's some info for you: This is the internet. Nobody cares about anyone else. From what I can guess, you were the one who was bullied, intimidated, and beaten into submission, and now that you have found a medium to express yourself through without anyone seeing how big or strong or ugly you are, you unleash your inner rage, berating everybody else with your profain insults. If you want the respect you may or may not be aware you want, you have to earn it. Be funny. Be smart. Reprimand anyone who is a jackass to everyone else. That is how you earn respect. There it is. That's it.

    • HonestMan67

      12 years ago

      we need you in the blue thread...now

      Its going straight to hell as we speak

    • Bayard FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The uneasyDreamer

      12 years ago

      I would like to give you an award for extreme sustained effort for all those long paragraphs I never have the patience to read.
      Go kaylegate.

      Maybe one day I will make a proper picture for it.

    • Silvac

      12 years ago

      1.Are you accusing red regulars of not being dedicated to their threads? That was bold.

      2nd. Only the stupid noobs truely care about pure page numbers. The regulars are proud of it because they got their with intelligent discussion just like on the blue team forums.

      3rd. Whats all this with "my thread" and "my forum". First off no one owns the threads. Two.
      I'm both a red and blue fan and regular[atleast to the extent that my tight schedual allows].

      4. My "people" cant speak up when they arent here. Red team forum was devoid of red regulars until one of the regs who was hanging on the Grif thread came over and gave me a hand.

      I'm neither purely red or purely blue allied. Quit treating me like we're on opposite worlds just because you think you can make assumptions about allies.

      Lets leave it at this, because frankly. I dont want to argue about who is better at keeping the thread safe for what ever reason you felt the need to bring it up. We try and thats what matters.

    • Silvac

      12 years ago

      Well. No mediators that are acually on. We usually have 5-8 regulars on. They're probably away for the weekend.

      I'm not even going to touch red thread till one or two others get back. 1 reg cant do it alone. Its been proved impossible on the red thread.

    • HonestMan67

      12 years ago

      Man I hope that noob gets suspended from his account....or something

    • Silvac

      12 years ago

      Hey, retard. What's the matter? Can't think of more than three words before your brain overloads? You seem to get along just fine in the red threads. How about you peddle your adolecent hind end to them. You're nothing but a pubic louce in the blue thread.

      Our topics and disscussions require someone with a higher IQ than you're able to pull off. Right now I think your chair could out smart you and believe me, you're not immpressing anyone on the blue side.


      Thank you very much matt. smiley0.gif

      I reported him to the mods for spamming on both the red and blue thread. We have but to wait.

    • colonelMCmuf

      12 years ago

      oh i agree i just thought that i would bring up that related topic

    • Christi

      12 years ago

      Wow man. you're really deep, you can cut to the core, so to speak.

      Well, i got screwed up by Mr.Wrong big time and that's why i have relationship problems now. But, I'm jsut gonna deal with them like I should.
      Thanks for the advice, I really aprreciate it.

      But as for the graphic design thing. That rocks!

    • Christi

      12 years ago

      Hey.. are you really a graphic designer? That's freakin' awesome.

    • colonelMCmuf

      12 years ago

      Thank you so much. i knew i repeated a lot of words but i couldn't find replacements that seemed to fit. i would mod you for 100 if i didn't just give them to my other friend sinnX. Here are all i have left Wow you really made an A+ paper out of that.

    • ScrollRed

      12 years ago

      Im sorry,i was just having some little fun..i dident think people would threten me..
      but im really sorry...

    • kobez

      12 years ago

      that also reminded me how Christmas and Thanksgiving were actually marketing ploys by the Butter-Ball Corperation, to try jolt the country out of the depression.

    • ccs4ever

      12 years ago

      First time posting a comment like this, so I hope you forgive me if it's in the wrong place. I can respect your opinion of Church and admire your dedication and analysis of that which makes him who he is, however my feeling on the subject is that there exists essentially two Churches.
      Alot of my belief on the matter of Church stems from my trying to reconcile the difference between the Church we saw in the second episode of OoM, with the Church we know in the present/future. I believe that the Church of those three years ago is the Church that you see, the one that cares about the lives of his teammates, Tex, and has been leading the team to survival. Then there is the other side of Church, the bulligerent, angry, "screw it, I just don't care" side that built up over the years. The side that "just started killing everything that [it] could see" because "it felt kinda fun"
      You could say that this is just his way of dealing with the extroadinary events that happen every day in the misery and drudgery of the canyon, how could anyone deal with that kind of pressure? And that is what I find amazing about Church, that he has held it together for so long and against such adversity. And the act of holding everything together has undoubtedly been a huge strain and taken a large toll on his psychological well-being. Can he look to Tucker for support, no because Tucker is more or less a one-dimensional character whose "job is to do... nothing" and Caboose, "I could just call up random people on the phone and explain the situation, they would undserstand it better."
      I would just like to present the argument, in the form of a fanfiction, that the bitterness and animosity wins out even for a split second, and he allows O'malley in only to make it all just stop.
      The good part of Church, the part that you and I like so much, the part that really cares even if he doesn't say as much, the part that apologizes to Tex and is willing to stand Caboose long enough to give him meaningful sex education, is the part of his mind that helps Tex defeat O'malley.

    • kingtiger287

      12 years ago

      damn
      thats fucked

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