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    • wow

      14 years ago


      i haven't really done anything in mr journal for a while...sry guys...well heres something..i just coppied it out of my xanga..www.xanga.com/chickygirl609

      best convo ever with my beautiful tina,....

      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: hehe
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: im happy now..niether one of us got busted
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: orgasmic baby
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: lol
      AcCiDeNtLyNLuVxO: you know it
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: it makes me want to go have sex right now
      AcCiDeNtLyNLuVxO: omg i know
      AcCiDeNtLyNLuVxO: lol
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: dammit wheres nick whne u need him
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: lol
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: hahaha
      AcCiDeNtLyNLuVxO: omg i have a new favorite song
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: what is it?
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: i want to fuck u like an animal?
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: lol
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: jk
      AcCiDeNtLyNLuVxO: Mariah CArey..we belong together
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: i've herd it
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: its ok
      AcCiDeNtLyNLuVxO: i like it
      AcCiDeNtLyNLuVxO: yessss
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: damn lets fuck right now
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: lol
      AcCiDeNtLyNLuVxO: yes lets go
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: haha.....bump and hump
      AcCiDeNtLyNLuVxO: yesss
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: ooooooooooooooo
      AcCiDeNtLyNLuVxO: mmmmmmm
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: ahhahahahhhhhhh
      AcCiDeNtLyNLuVxO: lol
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: we're idiots
      AcCiDeNtLyNLuVxO: yes yes we are
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: at least we're cute idiots!!
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: lol
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: ok maybe just u
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: lol
      AcCiDeNtLyNLuVxO: yesssss
      AcCiDeNtLyNLuVxO: and you too
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: if u say so my love
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: lol
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: yyeeesssss
      AcCiDeNtLyNLuVxO: uhhhhhhh
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: haha
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: can u imagine walkin down the hall and doing an orgasmic yyesss
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: what ppl will say
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: lol
      AcCiDeNtLyNLuVxO: lol AcCiDeNtLyNLuVxO: AcCiDeNtLyNLuVxO: haha me and allison are having an interesting convo righ tnow\
      Soxstar33: bout
      Soxstar33: ??
      AcCiDeNtLyNLuVxO: orgasmic yesssses
      AcCiDeNtLyNLuVxO: lol'
      Soxstar33: lol oh my
      Soxstar33: haha
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: hahahaha
      AcCiDeNtLyNLuVxO: lo
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: because u no were whores like that
      AcCiDeNtLyNLuVxO: deff
      AcCiDeNtLyNLuVxO: every night
      xNiCksBabiGrlXx: twice on tuesdays

      lol i love my sugar candy lips and im her baby angel face...MWAH

      i have resolved <3'
      that if you're afraid
      of love ; your heart'
      will break anyway-
      only in not HALF so
      'nice a fashion as
      -----» when you let'
      somebody love you

      *i love my wonderful nick*

    • today

      14 years ago


      today kinda sucked a lot. other than the part where i got to see creel..that was a good part of the day.

      so today was me and nicks 2 month annivarsary thingy!! if only he had remembered. i walked over to him today at rehearsal and was like hey honey do u remember what today is..and he like thought for 10 minutes and when i turned away in shocked horror and was about to get really sad hes like o yea..i forgot...its our 2 month...i was like ahhhh how could u forget..and he was like im sry baby i love you...im was just like grr and went and told becca and samone and they went over to him and were like how could u forget u asswhole...and i was just like blah. and he's all like i didn't forget..and then i talked to his mom on the phone (she is the bestest) and i told her and she was like let me talk to him! and she yelled at him and told him he better do some major sucking up and do something romantic.

      then after the 2 oclock show we were cleaning up and all and then creel shows up!! and im like yay!! but hun ur way late. shows already over..and he said i told him it was at 3...but i really didn't..lol..i love that kid...then we were there with him for like 45 mins..then we had to leave and i felt so0o0o0o0o0o0o bad for leaving him there..but my mom was yelling at me.

      so then we finish cleaning and all that good stuff and bill is like nick u want to go to dinner with us..and i was like yay! plz nick..and he goes..nah im really tired..i was like what!! first he forgets what today was..then he kissed me about like 2wice the whole day..thats it...and now he wont spend time with me..something is deff rong...so then we took him home and i came home and cried cause it was just one of those days...and i totally feel deprived cause we haven't made out for a month!! cause of this gay show and i miss kissing..a lot!!.

      now it is 8 30 and me and nick always get online at 8..and he hasn't got on..and i called his house and he wasn't there so now im just like screw it...today sucked..and it shouldn't have...maybe this isn't working out :tear: sux

    • this was a big hit on my xanga

      14 years ago


      i love it when
      i can feel u *
      smiling when
      you kiss me

      love does not begin&end '
      the way we seem to think
      it does ;; l o v e is a battle;
      love is a war; ------» <3
      [ [ love is growing up ] ]

      girls and guys How much Girls Mean To Guys
      The Lovers of the Heart In order to form a more perfect kiss, enable
      the mighty hug to promote to whom we please but one kiss.

      Article 1: Statement of Love: The Kiss 1. Kiss on the hand I adore you 2.
      Kiss on the cheek I just want to be friends 3. Kiss on the neck I
      want you 4. Kiss on the lips I love you 5. Kiss on the ears I am
      just playing 6. Kiss anywhere else lets not get carried away 7.
      Look in your eyes kiss me 8. Playing with your hair I can't live
      without you 9. Hand on your waist I love you to much to let you go

      Article 2: The Three Steps: 1. Girls: If any guys gets fresh with
      you, slap him. 2. Guys If any girl slaps you, her intentions are
      still good. 3. Guys & Girls Close your eyes when kissing, it is
      rude to stare.

      Article 3: The Commandments: 1. Thou shall not
      squeeze too hard. 2. Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one.
      3. Thou shall kiss at every opportunity. * Remember * A peach is a
      peach A plum is a plum, A kiss isn't a kiss Without some tongue. So
      open up your mouth close your eyes, and give your tongue some

      Here are a few reasons why guys like girls: 1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder 3. How cute they look when they sleep 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world 6. How cute they are when they eat 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while 8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside 9. The way they look good no matter what they wear 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth 11. How cute they are when they argue 12. The way her hand always finds yours 13. The way they smile 14. The way you feel when you see their name on the caller ID after you just had a big fight 15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later.... 16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them 17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you" 18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you... 19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry 20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly 21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt 22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)! 23. The way they say "I miss you" 24. The way you miss them 25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore.....

      Guys: Yet regardless if you love her, hate her, wish she would die or know that you would die without her...it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever she was to the world she become everything to you. When you look her in the eyes, traveling to the depths of her soul and you say a million things without trace of sound, you know that your own life is inevitably consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.

    • fdsoiahte

      14 years ago


      well as most of you no.....koopy* and I went out for almost 5 months...now dont worry..it wasn't some stupid internet relationship or anything like that... it was real and all that... and a lot of you are also on his friends list. and so then you no i was the one demodding him.. yes it was i..i guess i took it out on his mod points..he has just been a jerk lately and so i demodded him... and i think brandon is the only one that knows we aren't talking anymore....but we aren't.. so im probably done with the demodding....unless my anger wells up and i get mad again..lol sry..its better then like punching a wall or something..which i have done before. and it hurt. so i either demod him or go talk to nick about it...but nick was playing football..so i decided to demod.lol

      but anyway....

      my mom my step dad me and nick all went to this stupid high skool play last night that my step dads friend was directing... and it was really boring..lol..but the ride home was AWSOME lol.

      we went out for ice cream at like 11 at night...then it was cold in the truck so nick had his arm around me and i fell asleep..and he kept running his hand through my hair and kissing the top of my head and my cheek and all..it was so freakin cute..i love that kid...and everytime we went around a turn he would tighten his arm around me so i didn't go anywhere..lol.

      i guess the only kool thing that actually happened at the play was during the intermission we were walking around...and we found this bench over away from everyone... and i got up on top and i was like...would u still go out with me if i was this tall...and he was like lol i would...we would just have to work something out..and i just laughed...then he put his arms around my legs and picked me up...lol... it was pretty great.

      we didn't get home till like 12 30 ish... and when we dropped him off i got to walk him to his door..lol...i think its funny cause he usually walks me to my door...then he gave me a kiss goodnight..blahblahblah..yea all that usual stuff.

    • tanning!!

      14 years ago


      yay! my mommy finally let me go tanning. but she made me pay for it..o well. lol. i went for the first time today. and like i forgot to put the lotion on my elbows..and now my elbows are darker then the rest of my skin., lol. o well. she is only letting me go tanning for spring formal..which in on the 30th. but maybe i can convince her to let me go longer. and for those of you who dont no..im like almost compleatly irish..and i have reallllllly fair skin. so i dont tan easily out in the sun. so thats y i wanted to go tanning. woot! im happy, and hyper, i will go be happy and hyper on the phone with nick!! yay!

    • ummm

      14 years ago


      ummm...so i figured i'd update.. i dotn no y.. i just felt like it. i will prob update my xanga to later if anyone wants to check it out. i think im gonna get a new layout too! www.xanga.com/chickygirl609 .... o and i want to make a shout out to RCynic* because we've been messaging and he'd a pretty kool kid.lol.

      on a sadder note i want to give a shout out to my buddy brandon cause his friend Daniel died wedsnday morning... i love you kidd and im always here for u.. u know that.

      so heres how my week has been

      monday-tuesday was boring cuase it was just skool..wednsday we had an assembly so FREE PERIOD!!..woot. me and tina sat there and studied for our big french test that im almost sure i failed.. DAMMIT.. and that was our last day of skool cause spring break started. and then that night i spent the night at mollies house and we got wasted ...and then mike was gonna sneak out and come over through the celar but he got cought trying to sneak out so he couldn't... and we were mad at mike earlier so we pretended to be his best friend justin (who mollie is goin out with) and we were like damn u mike i no what u did with my girlfriend...i can't believe u..and just kept goin on and on..it was very funny. then mike blocked justin's sn. but yeah..after that is when we decided to raid the liquire cabinet...and we discovered that peach snapps is awsome with orange soda..it was so fucking good..lol.. but then we were like really sick..lol.

      then on thursday it was me and nicks 1 month!! woot! who would have thought we would have made it that long. we had a rocky start. but everything is great now. so his mom came and picked me up and we went to target and scared little kids..lol.. then we went back to his moms house for a while and went in his room and watched movies... but i had a really really bad headache from the night before.. and i told him y..and i thought he was gonna get mad at me cause he's like a really good kid, and he doesn;t see the use of getting drunk..which i dont really either.. but hey, we had a bad day, and we really didn't mean to get drunk... it was just kinda spur of the moment and a little to much... but instead of him getting mad at me he just kinda shook his head and kissed my forhead and said... take this as a learning experience...lol..dont get drunk again... the funny part is.. he thinks it was my first time being drunk. lol.. im glad i didn't tell him about myrtal beach with ali. hehe.

      and today is friday and i woke up at noon and then me and bill went shopping for fabrics for the costumes for the play that he is directing and that i am the queen of hearts in. and then we went to De Dannons (the best coffee place ever!) and got coffee and scones.

      so now im gonna go call my lovely nick..lol.. and maybe make a new sn and up date my xanga.

      *brandon my heart goes out to you... i hope your starting to feel better*


    • last night

      14 years ago


      last night was so much fun... nick came and got me at 4and he took me home at 10.. and sry i can't post anymore about it in here cause i dotn want to make.... well u no who.. any more mad at me. but if u want to here how kool last night was then like message me or something.. or i'll be on AIM... dont worry Brandon..lol..ill tell u about it later.. or u can go to my xange... i posted it all in there.. heres the address... www.xanga.com/chickygirl609


      whoever can get the name of this band right and the song that this is will get 5 mond points

      One more time in this game we play
      Sorry that I couldn't make you stay
      Placing pieces in the floor
      Of all the things that we loved before

      Like puddles, in the rain
      Like puddles, we wash away

      Hate me now so I can move on
      Make it easier to see that you're gone
      All the things they're gone too
      Turn and changed into memories

      Like puddles, in the rain
      Like puddles, we wash away

      New York City streets with friends by your side
      Telling stories in words who've left us behind
      All the things we'll never say
      Leaving like puddles in the rain

      Like puddles [x2]
      in the rain

      We wash away [x3]

      Like puddles [x2]
      in the rain

      We wash away [x3]

    • grrr

      14 years ago


      ok so its friday night... any american teenager would be out tonight... but no.. of course not me. god my parents piss me off so bad. nick was gonna take me out to dinner and a movie tonight. lol. but because im spending like all day with him tomorrow my mom was like... i dont think u need to do anything with him tonight.. u will see him tomorrow.. GRRRR!!..i hate it when she does that..so then i go call becca..and we were gonna go to the mall and i was gonna spend the night at her house..so i tell my mom about it..and shes like.. i dont really think u need to do anything tonight since ur spending all day with nick tomorrow... grrrrrrrrrr!!!!.... my mom pisses me off. blah.

      o and today aparently some ppl are calling me shallow...since i started goin out with nick and started hanging out with christina...i asked my 2 best friends who i have known forever about it..and they were like...fuck them..ur not acting any different other then finally being happy again..and so they gave me a hug and made me feel better. i love my jenn and lindsay. lol.

      o and me and my friends were gonna go out and get drunk last night since it was St.patricks day.. but then we decided not to cause we all had big tests today.

      HAPPY BIRTHDAY CREEL!!!!!!! i love you kidd


      i wish i could change my name on rvb... but keep my journal and all... btw..BRANDON I NEED TO TALK TO YOU!!..hehe.. im sry.. i get weird when im sad... :(.. yea tonight kinda sucked... and i dont no how much im gonna be updating on here anymore

    • last night

      14 years ago


      last night fucking sucked monkey ass... i was like crying until 1 am and then i finally got so exausted that i fell asleep.. and i really dont no what i was thinking and y the fuck i had to sound like such a could hearted bitch on the phone with him last night... i hate fighting... expecially with him. god this suck!!

      ^^ that is how i feel right now

      but i just got home cause i had to stay after skool to do a project with some ppl and then the guys had weight training so i just hung out with them.

    • tonight!

      14 years ago


      tonight was so great!!.... i just got home from my date with nick! it was so much fun lol. first his daddy came and picked me up and then when i opened the door he goes... "billy Maddox".. and me and nick were like.... "what" and then his dad and my step dad started talking so they were there for like 15 mins talking... so me and nick just sat down and watched tv..and talked. it was fun. then we went to the movies and the line was super long and it was cold..and i wanted to look cute..so of course i didn't wear a jacket...lol.. so nick put his arm around me and was like "is that better baby" and then we realized that kiki reeves was right in front of us and she was like.."ooooo boy i knew u two would hook up sooner or later" and i just started laughing. so then we went to the movie..and im gonna skip the what happened at the movie part..lol.. and then after the movie my mommy came and picked us up and we decided we wanted to go to DQ.. and nick bout me some ice cream.. lol... then we dropped him off at his house and he gave me a kiss good night and my mom was like "oo la la" and we just started crackingup... so tonight was so fucking awsome! lol.

      i think tonight i realized that i like nick way more than i thought i did... and im glad that tyler didn't break us up.

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