idk how to delete it :[
12 years agokoston
My life has been pretty good right now. :]
I now have an amazing girlfriend name Jacky, whom I love very much. I haven't felt this way about a girl in one entire year. I would usually date a girl for a month and get a new one a week later. My friends call me a pimp because of it but I don't see it as that. I was just looking for the right girl and I have found her. It's amazing :]
I'm falling love again, fast. It's the best feeling in the world, but her mom hates me becuase I'm older than her. Yet, we still try to see eachother no matter what. Now that I'm on thanksgiving break (which ends next monday), I don't think I'll see her for 5 day striaght and it's making me lose my mind. I'm going to be so sad about not seeing her, but at least now I have someting to be thankful for.
Today I went to see Bury Your Dead, Killswitch Engage, and All That Remains. It was one of the best shows I have been to. It sucked becuase a bunch of metal guys were there and us hardcore kids wnated to hardcore dance, I 2steped for a little bit till they pushed my friend Tony for 2 stepping to, so I got mad and me and my friend Queefy and Fransico starting going into the circle pit and fighting people. Some big metal guy picked up a little scene kid and speared him into the floor. Staff kicked him out, it was crazy! My friend won free Alice In Chain tickets for this Saturday in San Fransisco. I don't think he's going to it, so I think he might make me use my EBay account and sell them.
12 years agokoston
empty profile that used to run my life, I've been in terrible shape lately. I don't know who my friends are, and the moment I think they are, they abandon me. My parents beat me when they're angry at me, therefore making me feel like my friends are always angry at me aswell. My friends at school hardly talk to me anymore because of my change since last year.
It sucks...no one likes me anymore. Day to day getting called a faggot or people giving me dirrty looks or saying things behind my back because I'm not like them. Then the people I actually have alot of common ground with dont usually do things with me, they're never home or whenever they promise me something it usuaslly never happens...it's been this never ending loop for the past 2 months. I don;t know why becuase I never did anything to anyone.
I don't understand this anymore...why me..and what did I do wrong.
13 years agokoston
You wont have to wait in line
watch them wheel her in
all she can see is white
face down on the mattress
hurry doctor young, wout want to miss the party
ankle films are back on cupid
a singing telegram slipped on some ice
we need a doc in radiology
inject an IV contrast
a patient named jones
BP's 50 over 70, BP's 90 over 50
pulse is 120
Pupils fixed and dialated she's beginning to flat line
shes not going to make it
i can feel your heart stop
charge the paddles to 15: CLEAR
we need a bandage to stop the bleeding
The new UnderOATH cd. Has anyone heard about this release yet? It's set to come out on June 20. I've already got the cd, due to downloading it. The bad thing about downloading this cd is that the songs are unmastered and the final song on the cd cuts in the middle of the lyrics. They didn't write the lyrics or the names for the song on this cd aswell. Track listings as fallows
In Regards To Self
A Moment Suspended in Time
There Could Be Nothing After This
You're Ever So Inviting
Returning Empty Handed
Casting Such a Thin Shadow
Moving for the Sake of Motion
Writing on the Walls
Everyone Looks so Good From Here
To Whom It May Concern
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