lamanodefira

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from Thousand Oaks, CA

  • Activity

    • OMG I AM ALIVE

      3 years ago

      lamanodefira

      Hey look. I logged on

      Been doing a marathon of seasons 6 - 11... I need to catch up...


      ... Lost one of my RWBY season one soundtrack discs... Think I left it in my old car Caboose when I was sold... Tex needs music! (new car)

      Boop... So going to update the profile pic.

    • SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

      7 years ago

      lamanodefira

      I HAVE TO SHOUT IT SOMEWHERE!!! might as well be here! I get to Beta test Star Wars TOR This weekend!!!!! YES!!!!!! sadly... only for the weekend. Oh well. DON"T CARE I GET TO PLAY!

    • I'm The Goddamn BATMAN!

      7 years ago

      lamanodefira

      Was up till 4:15 last night finishing the Batman Arkham Asylum game. Had to go out today and get Arkham City, Looks like I'll be doing the same.

      -edit-

      3:46 beat Arkham City. It was Epic.

      Now to go and get the collectables and prowl around as cat woman to my hearts content.

      P.S. Goddamn you credits. Now I have to find the soundtrack.

    • Things I did not need...

      7 years ago

      lamanodefira

      and were worth it.

      Yesterday I spent $220 and just got myself a PSP finally. A bit on the late side and many think I am nuts. But right now I'm enjoying it. I got three games to go with it. Patapon 1 and 2. And FFVII Crisis Core. I also finished paying off Assassin's Creed Revelations. Patapon I am now completely addicted to, so it's hard to manage between my constant need to listen to Chameleon Circuit music about Doctor Who, my need to watch all of Doctor Who again, and my need to constantly play Patapon. Nevermind the fact I've got school work. It's time to play. So I will probably be watching Doctor Who later tonight on Netflix as I am stuck in an Art History study session. But first I'm going to try out that new show Bedlam. Who says I need to pay attention to art history.

      Oh right.

      My test scores do.

    • Durrr.....

      7 years ago

      lamanodefira

      Durrr journal is Durrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....................

      Really all I am doing is wasting time before I pull an all-nighter. So!

      Stare into the eyes of the Muppet!
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      P.S. I think I may actually be pretty dumb. It took me awhile to actually remember how to post a picture into a journal.


      P.S.S. TASTE MY GLITTERY CAKE OF DOOM!!!!!!!!!!
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      P.S.S.S I got three guys who said they will never ever go on It's a Small World ride to go with me. I Am Awesome

    • Rant TIme

      7 years ago

      lamanodefira

      Feel free to ignore this post. But for those that like reading the pointless inane drama in other peoples lives. Go Right Ahead. Not like there really is any drama here.

      My complaint today is Mike. My boyfriend.

      Probably the family of the most indecisive, spontaneous, lack of conviction(ish) bunch of people I've met. And they have always been awesome to me.

      Do not get me wrong. I am severely agitated about this but still have no way to really counter it.

      Mikes mom decided about twenty different things. But before any official plans were made. She went ahead and sold their house. Then it was undecided where they were going to live. She was thinking San Fran, then Seattle, then who knows where else. But then she settles back on staying in Camarillo. Oookay. So Mike in the meantime is getting yanked around by it as well as since he lives with her and his brother and helps make payments for the house. Well she finally got a job up in San Fran (I think) and will be moving up there at the mid of October (as soon as things are finalized with the house. Do NOT get me into all the trouble the bank put them and the couple that bought the house put them through)

      Other problem. Mike has a pretty decent job down here. And now he is yanking me through all the same B#%@S#&% that he went through. He can't find an apartment. Now he is looking for a room. Oh he got a raise but still can't get an apartment. Looks like He may still move up there. Oh wait he might get a condo.

      All of these with the promise that I can move out of my parents place and move in with him.

      *Sigh*

      I don't know what to do. I'm just tired, groggy, and cranky with the included stress of school, parents trying to control my life and future, their constant jibes to get back into a school I don't want to go to. Their jibes that I haven't been able to get a job. They ignore the fact that I already don't get any sleep and my stress level from school. The constant need to always be clean and picked up even if there is nothing to even pick up or put away.

      All I know is that it is getting hard to concentrate on anything. I'm constantly losing things that I used to keep perfect track of, and I constantly zone out.

      *sigh*

      Enough with depressing journal being depressing. Go out, enjoy your day and lives. I'm to meet up with my friend getting out of Chinese.

      Then tomorrow I have to go to disneyland or my other bitchy friend is going to throw a temper tantrum. Even though I Have a GIANT art project due monday thats taking me forever besides working on it everyday and a MAJOR art history test on tuesday.

      Shawn. It is fucking SEPTEMBER. I'm sorry if life gets in the way of your happiness.

    • 7 years ago

      lamanodefira
    • Still Alive.

      7 years ago

      lamanodefira

      And believe me I am still alive
      I'm doing science and I'm Still Alive
      I feel fantastic and I'm still Alive
      Still alive
      Still Alive.
      Wow. It has been a year since my last post on here. Sad times, good times, funny times, and devastating times have come and gone. But in light of other circumstances I finally feel that I'm not no longer welcome on this site. Tears were shed when I finally heard from someone after so long.

      Well I guess thats enough for now. Got to get back to the DnD game. Ttyl folks.

    • BIRTHDAY TIME!!!!

      9 years ago

      lamanodefira

      Woo!!! Its my Birthday!! I get to celebrate with Ice cream cake from Cold Stone and din from Fuddruckers!!! Woot!

    • Avoidance

      9 years ago

      lamanodefira

      I guess I have been avoiding all my issues for far too long.

      I have been avoiding this site for it brings me memories of the good things I once shared with a friend. A friend who no longer acknowledges my existance. But part of that is my fault as well. I could have picked up the phone to call, I could have written some letter. The $50 I saved up to donate is still hidden somewhere. I just fear that even if I do any of that she will still ignore me. I couldn't feel anymore sorry about that night.

      Now things really have started to pile up.

      First, i'm not doing well in school again. I just can't get up any motivation to do the work. All I ever feel like doing is curling up in a corner and wishing the world and my problems would disappear.
      Second. Death seems to follow me where ever I may be these past six months. My dog sasha, been with me since I was in first grade. My lone companion against stormy nights and empty homes for... God far too long.

      And now, I am told it is very likely my grandmother will be passing on my birthday.

      My birthday is merely 5 days away on the 10th. She has been sick for so long but now it took a drastic turn for the worse. My mother is there now in Madison, and just today i've been told there will be no funeral. I . I don't know what to feel. I want my chance to go there, I feel like I need to be there. But i can't. My chance came only two weekends ago when I got to see her for a mere 3 days in Tucson. I will always treasure that time, but still I feel like a greedy little bitch when I think that isn't enough. She is the only grandmother I ever got to know.

      So i've lost two things dear to me and about to lose a third. The only friend I ever felt I could talk to, My dear companion against my loneliness, and soon, my dear grandmother, used to be so full of life, now so small and so frail.

      I don't know if I can take anymore.

  • Comments (197)

    • whtsnk58

      9 years ago

      I've been better. Sick again, but not much I can do about it now. Things still going crappy for you?

    • Hamstar

      9 years ago

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    • EVApilot_011 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Fanservice

      9 years ago

      Heh, we left after the picnic so i don't know much about how the dinner was. Hopefully I'll have the money for it next year.

    • EVApilot_011 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Fanservice

      9 years ago

      Heya I remember you! We talked about Dresden and Went on the Geekrs TO tour!

    • PeteZahut47

      9 years ago

      All in all I have to say....

      Mighty fine shindig.

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    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

      Hey, hey, hey, hey.......

      I can't wait to see you in Canada.....

      Save up your money for the booze. You will drink more then you can remember!

    • gamenoobster

      10 years ago

      naah, its not necessary =D

    • whtsnk58

      10 years ago

      Link to Bioshock 2 info.

    • FEAR_Major

      10 years ago

      Whats up.

    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

      Get on the ball women! Save up for your plane tickets! I'm debating about just being the person to rent the room and just having people stay there instead of trying to find a place. Or just go to the hostel.

    • Fatalpath

      10 years ago

      Whats with the unlovedness? =[

      I wuv woo?

    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

      Oh, by the end of the month I will pass your gamerscore! Even if that means I have to rent a few games......

    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

      boo............

    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

      Here is the link to that movie I kept telling you about-
      www.imdb.com/title/tt0460791/

      Rent it, buy it, I don't care just watch it! smiley0.gif

    • Xsonz

      10 years ago

      Still an ass, huh?

    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

      This has your favorite red head- kotaku.com/5122625/metal-gear-solid-4-cast-does-group-therapy-improv

      And I'm not going to be able to visit you unless I can get out of going to the friking play.

    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

      BRY BRY BRY BRY~!!!!!

      So with graduation $$$ I have enough to go to TO. I'm going to get tickets ASAP just because prices go up later on. The price to fly to Michigan then take the train is about the same (for me) as a direct flight. Since both would involve a taxi to get to wherever we stay. I was thinking maybe the backpacker's inn just because for 6 nights (if we go early and stay late. The 15th till the 21st) would only be $150 a person. Which is really good!

      I know you and your family likes to put things till the last minute, but just let me know as soon as you can if you can go and how you want to get there. I almost just want to fly directly to Toronto just so we don't have to worry about tons of transportation. Let me know as soon as you can woman! Because if we fly directly to TO we should book the same flight!

    • whtsnk58

      10 years ago

      Crazy and exceptionally messed up.l

    • whtsnk58

      10 years ago

      WHaaaaaat!?

    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

      HI!

      here is that link-

      ca.youtube.com/user/ArtieTSMITW

    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

      Rent mirror's edge. Don't buy it. Please..... it's okay, but it's NOT worth $60.....

    • hatfierc

      10 years ago

      yep, thats when kingdom hearts: CoM comes out on ps2. i cant wait for it either

    • Xsonz

      10 years ago

      Sigh... I fail to comprehend the corilation between any of the words in that comment, for I am uninformed

    • Xsonz

      10 years ago

      Your still an ass? I just stopped being an ass recently.

    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

      Damn it.... Sunday night?

    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

      ummm....... we can play gears... uh.... uh.... whenever I finish studying for midterms and finals. smiley0.gif

    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

      ............ you're the one to talk. You NEVER respond.

    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

      poke.....

    • GameFreakSLP

      10 years ago

      That image you asked about is from Code Geass but I'm not sure if its season one, Lelouch of the rebellion, or season two, R2.

    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

      liar......

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    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

      You lied to me.

      Did you just say you sent it to make me take my minions off your back? Because according to USPS it should have been here on Friday.....

      It's still not here.... and I can't answer my phone about job interviews.

      You better get a body guard because I'm hiring agent 47.........

    • LungieII

      10 years ago

      Spammy wants her phone charger. You'd better give it to her... She's CRAZY!!! Like, "She's go a gun! All is lost!! Save the children!" kind of crazy. All silliness aside, (Well, not ALL silliness), the Queen needs her charger!

    • haloscaboos

      10 years ago

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    • Mad_Irishman FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Yeah... I've apparently been drafted.

      Just send the lady her package.

      We don't want this to get any weirder than it has to.

    • kalvaza

      10 years ago

      Give lady spam her package! You know you has it!

    • whtsnk58

      10 years ago

      God Dammit Woman! Give Spammy her package back already!
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    • FEAR_Major

      10 years ago

      Can spammy haz package? plzzzzzz.

    • CabaCaboose

      10 years ago

      DING DING DING! What's that sound. DING DING DING! JESUS! It keeps doing that! DING DING DING! Oh I know what it is, it's the Mail Krista Her Package Train. DING DING DING! Go ahead, take my ticket, please. Now hurry up before it leaves the statio- DING DING DING!

    • Fatalpath

      10 years ago

      Give Spammy Her package you lazy.

    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

      Please please please please please please please please mail out my package today. If not, just mail me my phone charger I left there. I have 2 bars left and I left my other charger at my parents house this weekend so I won't be getting that one back for 2 weeks. I will pay you back for shipping, but I just don't have the money to buy another charger so please please please please please mail me the box I left at your house for you to ship out..... it's been there for 3 months.... and I really want my Panda hat and I REALLY want to read the 8th Hellsing. So please. Do it for my sanity! Mail me my stuff today!

    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

      O.O

      Edmund Kemper snapped and killed his mom who was always complaining about him. He cut out her larynx and put it in the garbage disposal. When he turned it on it came right out and hit him in the face. He said "even in death she was still bitching at me."

      Please don't end up on CNN. I think a good dose of GTA IV would be in order.

    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

      Are you really online right now? Or am I going insane?

    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

      I'm going to ask here.....

      are you dead?

      *pokes with stick*

    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

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      Bother.

    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

      I realized one small problem with visiting you..... (beside the budget crunch)

      I have to do a launch party for Far Cry 2..... it comes out on the 21st, so either I will be doing it the weekend before or after that date. I won't know for sure till maybe next month. Also, if I have to pay for the room for the launch or anything else, I may be really pressed for cash to come visit. As long as I can get the cheapest of the cheap airline tickets............

      (I has work, but I don't know how many hours I'll be getting....)

    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

      ........................

      boo.

    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

      Are you alive?

    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

      What happened to your phone?

      No wonder you haven't called me back in forever....

    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

      Holy crap...

      special features....

      Michael T Weiss has a very deep and horribly sexy voice......

      seriously disk 2 season 3 side B special features. Watch it and drool......

    • queenspammy

      10 years ago

      Nite.

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