link9026

Male
from Ontario, Canada

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    • Can I burn my sister??

      10 years ago

      link9026

      Haha! Friend sent me this link, best answers to tell an annoying religious freak XD

      Apology, if anyone is offended by this, but it made me laughed bad

      www.humanistsofutah.org/2002/WhyCantIOwnACanadian_10-02.html

    • Blood on the Dance Floor

      10 years ago

      link9026

      It's official.. Michael Jackson is dead.

      Cardiac arrest ealier today.

      R.I.P Micheal =/


    • It's only a slope...

      10 years ago

      link9026

      Life isn't fair. That's a fact that everyone grows to learn. Some people say they have it harder, and that might be true, but there's no way to prove it. We all need to face something sooner or later, and while some say that one's problem is simple, it never is for the whomever is having the problem.

      Thing is a problem is never as complicated as it seems to us, but never as simple as others around us believe.

      These problems are obstacles you will eventually need to face in your life if you want happiness. If you don't, then they may eventually ruin your life. That doesn't always seem easy, trust me I know. I've been walking around my obstacle hoping to find some sort of passage through it for years now. Guess what? I have. I found a side path and decided to back out. Because taking that passage will forfeit my happiness.

      I've got something good going for me for once, and fuck I don't want to screw it up. But this obstacle I've never dealt with for some many years could fuck everything up... So I've decided it's about time I face this problem.

      This problem can seem so simple, even to me now as I type this. Thing is, I'm gay.

      I've known for I don't know how many years now... Is it 6? 8? Hell I might have known it since I was a kid.

      I mean it wasn't that hard was it? Two words? Yet it took me at least 6 years to say them. I'm gay and proud. Would I shout it on the roofs? No, I don't need to.

      Then maybe I'm still ashamed? Nah that's not it either. When I first noticed, yes I was. I wasn't right! TV said so! Movies, church, the rest of society! Hell, I lied so much that I was straight that I believed it for a while. I truly did, and I thought I was normal.. but I learned better. "A lie is a lie, and the truth is always better..." Now, I've been fine with it for over a year. I know I'm not wrong, weird or strange, I'm just different, a minority. But I am in no way weird or wrong!

      What's kept me from saying it for the past year isn't shame, but fear. The fear of what came afterward.

      There is absolutely no way of knowing how people will react, your schoolmate, your friends and most importantly your family.
      Coming out can mean to some nothing, and to others the destruction of your life and the construction of a new one.
      To other people I know not, it doesn't matter what they think.
      To my friends, if your opinion of me changes due to my sexual preference then I guess you've never been as good of a friend as I've believed.
      As for family, that's where fear/stress comes most. If your parents turn their back to you when you come out, you lost the only thing you've had since you were born, the only people who were suppose to always be there for you.

      It's a scary thought. I now know that I wouldn't lose my family, my parents have mentioned in the past that our, me and my sisters', sexual preference would never matter, that we were still their children and that if that made us happy, then they wouldn't complain.
      Yet even after this, I couldn't tell them, the fear is still there. I know I will eventually tell them and everything will be fine, I don't worry anymore at least, but that will have to wait until I feel ready.

      The second thing I fear about coming out is the labeling. Humans believe stereotypes too easily. I don't want people referring to me as the gay guy. There's more to me then being gay.
      And no!
      I do NOT speak with a lips
      I do NOT wear tight clothes
      I do NOT have a limp wrist
      I do NOT hump every next guy
      and last of all...
      I'M STILL ME!

      I haven't change. The only difference? You and I don't live in a lie anymore.

      I'd like that all of you who know me in real life stay quiet about this until I have finished coming out to everyone I care about.

      I also wish to apologize to slayerhsv who has been a close friend of mine for years now, and to whom I have been lying to for... well as long as we know each other. Harrison, truly I'm sorry, you have told me many things about yourself, and yet I have never summed up the courage of telling you this, when you deserved to know above many others.

      I also want to thank everyone that will accept me for whom I am, and well... if for those that won't... I have nothing left to say to you, but I'm sorry that you would destroy an entire friendship over a personal preference that affects you in no way.

      Sincerement,
      Marc

      PS: I would also like to link to this article from the movie 'Get Real'.

    • Oh o.o ding!

      10 years ago

      link9026

      Hahah, I just noticed I have a karma level of 29.
      I've never really noticed it going up but it always does here and there :) Not sure whether I get karma mods from people, or if the site just loves me :D

      On this note I've got to go take my bus before I miss it. >.>
      When I come back, you'll be getting a detailed whine about how sucky my next few weeks will be! Hahaha!

      EDIT:

      Well that sucks! Mods are gay now :( /Anarchy lololol

      Anyway!
      So yeah, there's only three weeks left to the end of my school yeah, and it's starting to show! ><
      Soon enough I'll be buried under a pile of drawings and coding due to my final projects :(

      For Art class I need to created 2 characters, have a front and back view of both (It used to be sides as well, except we complained... haha)
      Then we need to create an action scene between the two. We also need a cover art as if it was a game, and finally we need a weapon/equipment page, showing in detail your characters' weaponry.

      Next! For photoshop we need to create everything about the board game we created in another class... Including the art for the board itself, the box art, front, sides and back. All your cards if you have some, your rule pamphlet. All needs to be in color, and this a 4 man project... which sucks cause we can't all draw or color the same! Which means we'll be stuck with me drawing or coloring and my friend doing the other one ><

      Finally just got my programming project, which is the creation of a small one screen game... that would be cool except I always feel at loss on these projects... the teacher gives us last minute code, not always explained, and a rough copy to start off from, and I always end up feeling like I'm missing a whole lot. I mean.. without the teacher there at the moment to tell us how to do half of this shit... I don't think most of us, including me, could ever do this project, and that freaks the fuck out of me for when this is suppose to be my job! ><

      Anywayz... so this is what I'll be doing for the next three weeks :( Sort of sucky... I've got to go draw some concept art for my gameboard now =/

      Don't mean to be rude but I dislike my team for that :( Our leader isn't really leader-ish... our writer hates writing... and our artist.. well let's just say that most people looked at me puzzled when I told them I wasn't the artist of the group...
      But they're friends so meh :( At least we're getting all the stuff done =/

      Marc
      Off to cut his wrists! XD

    • Merry Christmas

      10 years ago

      link9026

      Hey merry christmas to all.

      Got a few books few CD's and a few DVD's. So all fun ^^

      The end.

    • Quote of day

      10 years ago

      link9026

      "I am searching for the bones of your father but cannot distinguish them from those of a slave." -- Diogenes

    • 1st day

      10 years ago

      link9026

      I'm finally starting today. 1st college day, w00t...

      I'm actually not that excited but w/e..

      Today I have Game Development I and Communication I. In other words programming and English.

      I dislike big social stuff so college will irritate me for a while probably =/ Oh wellz -.-

      I'll talk about it more sometime this week.

      MagicHen Out.

    • Since everyone's been doing it -.-

      11 years ago

      link9026

      Personality Disorder Test:

      Paranoid: Low
      Schizoid: High
      Schizotypal: Moderate
      Antisocial: Low
      Borderline: Low
      Histrionic: Low
      Narcissistic: Low
      Avoidant: Low
      Dependent: Low
      Obsessive-Compulsive: Low

      The end.

      Edit :

      Crap -.- also just got Red ring of death... RIP 360 =(
      I'll try getting it switch as soon as my parents make it back... crud -.-

    • ZOMG Portal love

      11 years ago

      link9026

      I'll give credits to Finding_Emo for the find.

      This is one of the most awesome songs ever =D

    • Good start -.-

      11 years ago

      link9026

      So yeah. Prom is done it was better then expected. I enjoyed myself there, it was nice, and my outfit was awesome. I'll post a pic if I get a good one.

      Graduation itself was gay. Long really xD

      But yeah to my main point of story. I also got my WoW account hacked today =D So what a happy grad present uh? All my tank and healing gear are deleted all my munies gone.... everything really =/

      Trying to get it back... can only hope now =/

  • About Me

  • Comments (122)

    • slayerhsv

      9 years ago

      Happy Birthday!

    • JP_17

      10 years ago

      why arent you on yim?

    • JP_17

      10 years ago

      kk, thanks though.

    • JP_17

      10 years ago

      how do you delete your rvb again? settings?>

    • Elnea FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Thank you! And noooOOooOOooo the cake isn't a lie. Only the calories are lying!

      I mean, this cake is great... it's so delicious and moist...

      ... okay which is possibly a lie.

      smiley8.gif

    • link9026

      10 years ago

      In reply to 00enigmatix, #-1:

      =O Menu here I come!

      Haha XD Or not but you know =P
      And yeah was obviously kidding ;P

    • 00enigmatix

      10 years ago

      You could, but it'd pretty much be a simple menu tutorial in game maker. Which is why I posted it, I wouldn't show you my best stuff... >->

    • 00enigmatix

      10 years ago

      The white area isn't puss, it's dying skin and flesh. Today it seems the swelling went down and it isn't puffed out anymore, and the skin that was sticking up and looking nasty is healing back together.

    • 00enigmatix

      10 years ago

      I don't even like considering myself human. It's... well, embarrassing to associate myself with some of these ingrates. I mean really, how dumb can people get?

    • 00enigmatix

      10 years ago

      More star power?!

      unrelated.jpg

    • 00enigmatix

      11 years ago

      Oh, that thing M$ did about the ring of death errors is retroactive I believe. So you would have been fine, they would have repaired it for free. My 360 is newer and I don't play it too often anymore, however, it has seen its fair share of long sessions on xbox live playing Halo 3.

    • slayerhsv

      11 years ago

      go to the P&T forum, and there should be a link near the searchbox

    • slayerhsv

      11 years ago

      nominate me then =D

    • slayerhsv

      11 years ago

      yup

    • 00enigmatix

      11 years ago

      I appreciate that, seeing as all I have is you guys here, my friends in town and of course Joy.

    • Ados_Jass

      11 years ago

      that's pretty sick :3

    • Finding_Emo

      11 years ago

      Actually i wear size 13

    • Legos

      11 years ago

      Yeah, you're telling me...

    • Legos

      11 years ago

      I've just got things going on. You know.
      Mostly school related... =/

    • Legos

      11 years ago

      Yep, same here!!
      Except it sucks, this summer I'm actually going to need my sleep. wtf.

    • 00enigmatix

      11 years ago

      Awesome, I get to die and live to fight another day! smiley0.gif

    • 00enigmatix

      11 years ago

      I shall, my immune system will rise up and smite this sickness swiftly for great justice!... or I die, one or the other.

    • Legos

      11 years ago

      Well, that's good. XD
      I've compleetly lost me sleeping patern........=/

    • Legos

      11 years ago

      Well, I hope you'll be getting some sleep, sleep.
      That's always nice too.

    • Legos

      11 years ago

      I hate when that happens.
      Then it feels like the whole purpose of even going to sleep in the first place was pointless.

    • Legos

      11 years ago

      Crap sleep? That doesn't sound fun...

    • Legos

      11 years ago

      Yeah, except I don't know if "slow " is the correct term for that. =)
      Maybe you should try sleeping?

    • Legos

      11 years ago

      Wow. O.o
      A vampiric hobo. Not something you hear about everyday...
      But totally sweet all the same!!

    • Legos

      11 years ago

      Then I' have rabies... =/
      Don't be the cause of my having rabies. I would bite you!

    • Legos

      11 years ago

      Well, the best of luck to you with that. =)

      And thanks for that, 2012. I'll remember that.
      Don't help any hobos till 2012. Got it. =P

    • Legos

      11 years ago

      That's interesting.
      I wish you could know what you would want to do, just so you don't get caught up in something you'll regret later in life.

      Three traveling hobos, eh? Well, if you ever wonder about where I may be. Meaning if I see three homeless travelers, I'll be sure to offer any help I can. ^^
      Though, if these paricular plans don't work out, mind telling me? Otherwise every other hobo I see is going to get more then he deserves.

    • princessfox

      11 years ago

      I am 16 I just look younger

    • Legos

      11 years ago

      Aww..
      Well, what do you want to do? Career wise?

    • Legos

      11 years ago

      *sigh* Yes, I know...

      But yeah, that should be interesting. Where exactly do you want to go with that?

    • Legos

      11 years ago

      What do you plan on going to college for?
      Actually, no. I'm only 15. I have three more years of High School left.

    • IchixHime

      11 years ago

      Finals = teh evil!!!! smiley4.gif

    • Legos

      11 years ago

      Really? This is your last year?
      Well, I think that smokes my 4 weeks of extra summer....

    • slayerhsv

      11 years ago

      Lol spam owned :D

    • slayerhsv

      11 years ago

      bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother bother

    • godoflove

      11 years ago

      I wish I could tell you but I do not know to be completely honest^^;

    • Legos

      11 years ago

      I always do worse when I study...
      But you're still in school? I got out almost two weeks ago for summer.

    • Legos

      11 years ago

      I'm alright. How are you?

      =) And no, you don't know me.
      But it's nice to meet you Marc, I'm Jenni.

    • 00enigmatix

      11 years ago

      OMFG LOL! That was the best survey evar.

    • Legos

      11 years ago

      Hi.

    • 00enigmatix

      11 years ago

      Ah... human stupidity. Never ever underestimate it. On another note, I love cheese far too much. Set me free in a cheese shop and I'd die of over... cheesing? I dunno. Thanks, I hope everything with the job and procuring a PC goes well as well.

    • 00enigmatix

      11 years ago

      I'm just that awesome.

    • 00enigmatix

      11 years ago

      lol you're welcome. Too bad you aren't like me, I don't need to study.

    • 00enigmatix

      11 years ago

      Yeah, Orchi has a bunch and ladyuchiha hooked me up with my Zapdos. There are tons of them on the nets, however google sucks at finding any of them. Try photobucket for moar.

      Edit: I guess technically you are correct there, but I was referring to the world in the sense of the humans that define the "world." Of course the Earth isn't unfriendly, it's an inanimate object so such a notion would be quite absurd.

      Post edited 5/11/08 9:52PM

    • 00enigmatix

      11 years ago

      <.<; yeah... but if you want one I know someone who can hook you up with a pic.

    • 00enigmatix

      11 years ago

      Haha, yeah. I whittled down my friend list to three by that method.

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