lostnotfound

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    • yeah dont mind this.

      11 years ago

      lostnotfound

      at a friends house looking up a dude that i thought was also on another site but i was wrong.

      still banned frmo this site by my parents. im sure everyone has forgotten me by now and thats wuite alright it was expected.

      so yeah just syaing hi. and again you can e-mail me or IM me that is stated in previous journals.

      and yes i still type like crap XDD
      loves.
      ill never forget .
      -marina

    • i feel like a child again.

      11 years ago

      lostnotfound

      well today was interesitng to say the least. i was forced into goin to this b.b.q with little children running wild. but when i got htere granted i really didnt know the people. i had forgotten im good with kids. so i was palying w/ith them. and htey had this person do face painting for the kids, sooo since im a major kid at heart<3 i got my face paitned. and because im so different i got in in orange as opposed to blue or pink. and then i went to the drama clubs show. it was HILARIOUS!! and yeah. and i saw the new narnia movie. it was cutee. the trees came back to life. i was so happy!! =DD i recommend it. for all you kids. haha.

      well my mom is being even more annoying and extremly over the top. but yeah its my thing so ill see what ic an do. but she did call me bipolar and continues to blame everything on me.

      im also sorry im like non-existant in your lives. really i feel useless and like ive abandoned you. you guys are so good to me and well im just horrible. so again im deeply sorry for my lack of apearance on here. and hope that in due time i can be more active. really i miss you all.

      love. <3 marina =D

    • im OFFICIALLY 16!!

      11 years ago

      lostnotfound

      AHAHAHAHA!!!! im so excited in like 16 hours. haha irony. ill be partying it up. whoot-ness. whic i actualy just got home form a party. yeah-ya im a party girl. and i threw up but probably not for the reasons you guys are thinking.

      so yeah i thank you all kindly for the comments. and*hugss* for you babe(mark) and *hugss*messanjah=DD and *hugss* for COPY! and adam and alex and bill. and, and i forgot who else commented but *hugss* lol.

      so im UBER! excited. now im legal for all you oldies lol. <3

      and i do miss you all terribly.
      love. <33

    • yeah only 2 days!!

      11 years ago

      lostnotfound

      so i read all of hte comments in my last journal. thank you all ofr the birthday wishes they mean alot to me. =D <3

      and well i did get my reportcard and i went down 5.21 and now have an 82.91 average. yeah ive been bombing quite a few tests because well im a crappy test taker to be honest. but i hope ill mamange.

      ive been at work planning my sweet 16 that is on my actual birthday that is in now only 2 days. i feel so old. lol. so yeah im STOKED!! really i just cant hold my excitement in.

      i miss you all and really wish you could come!!!!!! ah sucsk to be far away.

      actually me and my mom have been fighting even more. i really am not ot fond of her. and she asked me about rvb today asking who could see hte journals i posted. i think she only doesnt like rvb becuase of the journlas ive posted about her. but there all true. and i asked her if i could ever come bakc and she said never. so looks like never means i cant fully come back on until 2 years from now when im in college nad on my own computer. man how i hate time!

      but LOVE<333 to you all. really you guys are amazing. and one day i will meet you all. and give you all a hug. i like hugs. lol espcially you messenjah. dont forget my mission i promised to you. XD

      so yeah time will heal in due time but until then i hope you all have an AMAZING LIFE!! and dont take memories fo granted. remeber what you can and hold on to it. i know i will.

    • well hi,

      11 years ago

      lostnotfound

      yeah well im on just to say hi to everyone. been awhile. and this is goin to be along month. im actually turning 16 in 13 days. and im having my sweet 16 in 13 days. lol yeah im having my sweet 16 on my actually birthday. fencing season is over we didnt make it to far in the finals. that was saddening. and grades are being a b!tch again.

      im sorry im like leaving you guys. but im not. really i miss you all. im dieing over here you have no idea. really i love you all and wish i could be on more. i miss tlaking ot everyone. i have like no real conversations anymore.

      although justin and pat. i might be goin to canada over the summer.

      really i hope all of oyu are doing good and life is well.
      -marina.

    • yeah im sorry.

      11 years ago

      lostnotfound

      i cant keep up with this anymore. i cant get on. my parents are being hardcore assholes. and i cant do this anymore. i really love you guys no joke you guys are part of my life. but right now i cant get on and i really dont want to loose touch. so please these are my contact information.

      AIM: lis4lost
      YAHOO:ayoitzmarina
      MYSPACE: www.myspace.com/oxi_diction
      E-MAIL: ayoitzmarina@yahoo.com or lis4lost@aim.com


      some way or another i would really liek it if i stayed in contact with you all whether it be on here or through e-mail. really i check my e-mail daily just send me a message saying hi or something.

      uh yeah an di appreciate all the comments you guys wrote. copy i swear i love your brain. and well ill see you guys around?

    • i simply want to just break down and cry

      11 years ago

      lostnotfound

      and i really cant figure out why. my eyes have htis "back up" feeling. you know when you have to throw up but it wont come out and its just in your throat, well thats my eyes only with water not vomit.

      uh adn today was a half day. ended up getting some lunch with my twin and being bOred. and me and louis are somewhat on good tersm i guess. hes "indifferent" to continue fighting or making peace. i dont care at this point hes jsut looking ofr some form of attention and laughing it off.

      so yeah if your wondering why ive been on more frequently its because my mom took my sister upstate to see some colleges but shes home now so is becomwing more like a "ghost" again. kinda sucks. buts its ok i feel more abandonded in a sense on this site. i mean i know its my fault and all just thoughts running through my head. adn lately my thoughts have deadly to me.

      im a poison that cant be stopped...

      later all hope all goes well if all of your lives.

    • KILL ME NOW!

      11 years ago

      lostnotfound

      *bang bang put em up put em yup yeah* oh sorry song moment. cobra starship the city is at war. *the city is at war yeah, bless hte young and rich, ignore me if you see me because i jsut dont give a =O (shit)* lol sorry. that song is just awsome.

      but yeah please anyone with a gun let me know.

      alot of shit is going on. uh we did win our fencing match today. but thats like the only highlight and i dont even start so yeah. oh and i have the house to me nad my twin til friday night. so yeah ill be on more after practice.

      in other news i realized something, well nothing big just that i can live with botteling everything and anything up inside. give me anythign and i can take it EXCEPT anger. fro some reason i dont mix well with anger. so once im mad i have to get it out. and it sucks. b/c my anger will get hte best of me and one day i really think im goin to kill someone. i just hate bring ohers down with me.

      so yeah turns out i might have to either cnacel or change my sweet 16 date. my drama teacher booked nights and scenes on the same night when i clearly told her i had my party that day. well since i couldnt stay in drama due to the fact that i had fencing she decideds to hold it on my date so there goes a cnadle and alot of my friends. so yeah. just sweet 16 shit i have to deal with.

      uh and with this guy. im not goin to get into it. just alot of detials i dotn feel like typing. if you want to know comment me and ill tell you but im not posting it here.

      ugh. yeah i need sleep and a break from the world. i wish all of you guys just lived near me i jsut need to chill with people.

      dont hate, embace.

    • im really really really really sorry

      11 years ago

      lostnotfound

      and really times like a billion more sorry. i knwo its been well only 2weeks. dman it feels like ages for me. and well i cant really get on and the proxies are not working out as much as i hoped they would.

      and now i know oyur wondering then how am i on?? well i actually have hte house osmewhat ot myself. my mom and sister are in buffalo my dad is working my twin is camping nad my older brother well has work and a date. so it anyone lives near staten island leave me a comment i would love ot chill with you.

      and i know i have ALOT to cath up on. but im determined.

      oh and you guys all know fencing season started. we had our 2nd match today and we won. and we won our 1st one. unfortuanly i still suck so i dont start. but im getting there. and yeah report card sucked. got 88 latin,chem.,spanish a 82 in math(b/c my teacher sucks!) an 85 in global a 95 in council for unity which really means nothing. and a 66 in english. yeah i know. and i only have an 88.12 average.

      so yeah. i am sorry. please...
      dont hate, embrace? o.O

      edit: and ya'll gotta give me someother form of contact. e-mail myspace screenname anything? casue i love oyu all to death and dont want ot miss out b/c of my crappy parents. and yes i did say ya'll/ you should really hear me say it. a white girl sayin ya'll and i can pull it off too. XP

    • guess what i got?

      11 years ago

      lostnotfound

      super smash bros brawl. yups it was mad easy too just expensive. its goo dot have a twin someitmes. lol so yeah. thats about it. ill comment all of my journal and image commetns back. =)

      dont hate. embrace.
      ^^new phrase that i say all the time.

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  • Comments (471)

    • spartan638

      11 years ago

      so we meet again young skywalker

    • GraySky

      11 years ago

      I have new pics up

    • Copy001

      11 years ago

      Hullo, hullo, hullo~!

    • John_234

      11 years ago

      hi

    • OmegaBlue

      11 years ago

      Thanks for the kind words.

    • John_234

      11 years ago

      hello

    • pwnageman

      11 years ago

      hey smiley6.gif

    • DarkKnight42

      11 years ago

      thats the letter i was looking for....g.

    • MistressTexi

      11 years ago

      meh, you didn' miss me by much!

    • supergoto

      11 years ago

      yeah i was like that for a very long time. then it just got to a point where i just didn't care anymore, but there's still every once in a while where i do have an outburst or two from built up stess and shit

    • MistressTexi

      11 years ago

      yoop. after like.... maybe 6 months i gots back

    • jdbcamp414

      11 years ago

      exactly
      RESPECT is won lol

    • ZeroLegacy

      11 years ago

      how ish you

    • Copy001

      11 years ago

      It is appreciated.

    • subversive89

      11 years ago

      mmk.
      So you enjoy not having her around?

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      well i hope things get better for yah

    • spartan638

      11 years ago

      yes

    • subversive89

      11 years ago

      oh...
      Where has she been?

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      if u say so

      so how r u??

    • subversive89

      11 years ago

      It's ok.
      Are the proxies working better, now?

    • spartan638

      11 years ago

      havent talked in 2 months

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      yeah
      sorry bout makin u do taht

    • messenjah

      11 years ago

      i have strong opinions that have a habit of pissing people off

      its something people are gonna have to get used to

    • ZeroLegacy

      11 years ago

      ^^

    • AFoxwell FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      Let's just say he's my world now ^_^

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      im sorry
      i forgots again
      i jsut remembered when i read ur comment on in
      my bad
      U.U

    • subversive89

      11 years ago

      sure...

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      damn it
      i put it off way to long
      sorry i didnt send it
      U.U

    • messenjah

      11 years ago

      there are many bands i cant stand to the point where they will actually make me violent, agressive, moody and obnoxious

      the top thre i cannot stand in that order are

      1) Linkin Park... whenever i hear those guys i become physically violent and i see everything in red and all i want is to kill... its a dead serious problem
      2) My Chemical Romance... my problem with these guys is more in their popularity dispite their complete shittiness than with the music itself... i mean there are thousands of shitty emo bands but for some reason loads of people love those "guys" and all the girls seem to think theyre "so hawt" which just pisses me off
      3) Green Day... they are just pathetic... they cant write a song to save their lives and they basically live off an image that theyre selling and one incredible good PR

      so yeah... thats my top three

      my big gripe with a7x is that they take themselves too seriously and dont know how to present their music... ive heard their stuff and its decent at best but then you see them on stage and one of them looks like he should be singing country, two of them look like they should be sharing a stage with the second band i listed up there and the other two look like they should be sharing a stage with the first one.

    • OmegaBlue

      11 years ago

      You just made it sound like he was trying to help.

    • jdbcamp414

      11 years ago

      and if you did you could never live it down lol

    • ZeroLegacy

      11 years ago

      yayz ^-^

    • ZeroLegacy

      11 years ago

      I LOVES YOU

    • jdbcamp414

      11 years ago

      hell yea
      me and my roommate bought it and have been challenging each other at it for the past 2 weeks almost now
      and i cant back down from a hoop quake challenge

    • messenjah

      11 years ago

      i think i ll pass on the a7x video koz honestly i hate them so yeah... sorry bout that

      thank you for your comment though and thank you for reading all my crap and all my complaining

      thanks for your support

    • pwnageman

      11 years ago

      damn how did you know

    • AFoxwell FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      I don't know... we'll see.

      I've always thought your voice was cool... you should totally do voice acting...

    • AFoxwell FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      Providence, Rhode Island

    • AFoxwell FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      RI

      Post edited 4/03/08 4:58PM

    • subversive89

      11 years ago

      ok...

    • jdbcamp414

      11 years ago

      oh yeah

      HOOP QUAKE

      080W823198110001?hei=250&wid=250&op_shar

    • Voidstalker

      11 years ago

      You set yourself high standards then :P Over here there are but a few people I know that have high standards like you. The rest just wants to pass their exam, they don't really care what grades they get as long as they can pass with them.

    • AFoxwell FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      Yeah... we've been getting pretty emotional cause he thinks he's going to RISD...

    • messenjah

      11 years ago

      i just hate bring ohers down with me.


      you're obviously concerned about it at least

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      lol oh yeah
      so wat if i do
      but i has blue eyes not red

    • ZeroLegacy

      11 years ago

      poor baby

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      yup


      haha yeah
      long while ago

      yeah and btw if u want to see a more current pic
      i got one on the site

    • messenjah

      11 years ago

      dont worry

      if youre scared you might kill someone then you obviously do still have a conscience

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      lolz
      well then
      >.>

      yeah u told me it b4
      im just dumb

      mmkay
      ill try not to forget

    • messenjah

      11 years ago

      trust me right now you couldnt make it any worse anyway

      i got a few "buddies" (read "voices in my head") taking out all they've got on me right now

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