lovenothate

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    • meh

      11 years ago

      lovenothate

      LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
      Name: Amber
      Birth date: February, 18
      Birth place: St. Marys Hospital
      Current Location: home
      Hair Color: blonde
      Righty or Lefty: righty

      LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
      Your heritage: Irish, English, German, Itallian
      Shoes you wore today: first-red hightop converse, then reefs
      Your weakness: trying to make everyone happy
      Your fears: spiders
      Your perfect pizza: cheese
      Goal you'd like to achieve: ....

      LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
      Your most overused phrase on AIM: none
      Your thoughts first waking up: crap!!! im late!!!
      Your best physical feature: ....idk...
      Your bedtime: depends. whenever i want to fall asleep
      Your most missed memory: my dog, morgan

      LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK
      Pepsi or Coke: coke
      McDonald's or Burger King: neither
      Single or group dates: umm depends on where and who im with
      Adidas or Nike: nike
      Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: dont know the difference
      Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
      Cappuccino or coffee: both

      LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
      Smoke: nope
      Cuss: once in a while...hardly
      Are You Single: yes
      Take a shower: absolutely
      Have a crush: ya.....hehe...sophia knows >.< stupid boys
      Think you've been in love: umm...idk what love really is
      Liked high school: not in it...
      Want to get married: not soon
      Believe in yourself: some times but not terribly much
      Get motion sickness: nope.
      Think you're attractive: not really....
      Think you're a health freak: haha no
      Get along with your parents: not at all...ever
      Like thunderstorms: love them ( love sitting on the porch during them )

      LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
      Drank alcohol: no
      Gone on a date: no
      Gone to the mall: yes
      Been on stage: yeah...
      Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
      Eaten sushi: no
      Been dumped: no
      Gone skating: no
      Gone skinny dipping: no

      LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
      Played a game that required removal of clothing: ha...
      Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: noppers
      Been caught "doing something": no
      Been called a tease: umm...i think
      Gotten beaten up: no

      LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER
      Age you hope to be married: whenever the right guy comes and we are both at a stable point
      Number of Children: eh...i dont know yet
      How do you want to die: while aseep..with no pain
      What do you want to be when you grow up: lawyer, interior designer

      LAYER NINE: what i see IN A GUY
      Best eye color?: any
      Best hair color?: any
      Short or long hair: not terribly short...not longer than mine xD
      Height: prefferably...taller than me
      Best first date location: some place where we are both comfortable
      Best first kiss location: cheek.

      LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS
      Number of people I could trust with my life: a few
      Number of CD's I own: more than two or three dozen
      Number of piercings: 4 (ears....two on both sides)
      Number of tattoos: 0
      Number of times my name has appeared in the Newspaper?: umm idk
      Number of scars on my body: like....8ish


      lahdedah
      i was boredish

      -amber

    • wtf?

      11 years ago

      lovenothate

      my dad walks into my room...my window is open because its freezing in my house
      he yells at me to close it, so i do
      he asks why it was open...i tell him because it was cold
      he tells me to put more clothes on
      i say it was easier to open the window
      he threatens to nail my window shut

      so if my window is open again, it shall be nailed shut

      fail...

      and i couldnt go to dogwood dell
      i fail at life today

      -amber

    • Last day

      11 years ago

      lovenothate

      Okay well they our collecting school computers
      so i wont be on much until next september or so
      i will still be on randomly...but not terribly much
      talk to you guys later!


      -amber

    • One of the best days everr!

      11 years ago

      lovenothate

      HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOPHIA!!!!

      EVERYONE GO TO SOCCER16's PROFILE AND SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! EVEN IF YOU DONT KNOW HER!
      SHES FREAKING AMAZING AND MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD!
      LOVE YOU SOPHIA! EVEN THOUGH YOU WILL HATE ME FOR THIS! XD

      hehe....happy birfday!
      love yous!!! you know you cant stay mad at me...you know what face i would make xD

      -amber

    • Bored again...make the time soar!

      11 years ago

      lovenothate

      1. Have you ever cried over a movie?
      once or twice

      2. Have you ever kissed anyone named Daniel?
      ya xD

      3.What were you doing 3 hours ago?
      school >.<...actually....lunch i think

      4.How did you wake up this morning?
      alarm-went back to sleep-dad-went back to sleep- woke up on my own

      5. How much money do you have on you?
      None....

      6. Is it possible to give cheaters a 2nd chance?
      yes....interesting question for an interesting time

      7. Where is your true love?
      somewhere that im not

      8. Who was the last person to call you babe?
      savannie or sophia...i think....i hope xD

      9. What did you do last night?
      umm went to practice..it was cancelled...went to grocery store

      10. When was the last time you seen your number one?
      number one? like myspace number one? umm less than two hours ago

      11. Do you still get Easter Baskets?
      haha no

      12. How old is the last person you kissed?
      on lips? 15

      13. Does that person like you?
      as a friend...

      14. Have you ever sneaked out, or in?
      sneaked? nice grammer...yeah...i snuck out...

      15. Ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex?
      yeap

      16. Who knows a secret or two about you?
      sophia

      17. What are you doing Friday?
      nowhere as of right now >.<

      18. How do you feel?
      Tired. Stressed. Confused. Excited. Dissapointed. Pumped.

      19. Whats the first thing you do when you wake up?
      go back to sleep...after that...brush my teeth

      20. Are you a cuddler?
      sure?...umm...kinda...if its with the right person...then yeah

      21.Who did you last cuddle with?
      haha umm...i dont know :D

      22. Do you go to church?
      yeap...three times a week!

      23. Whats your favorite number?
      6!

      24. Where is your best friend?
      where? at her house

      25.It's Wednesday afternoon, where are you usually?
      swim practice, then youth group

      26. Whats bothering you?
      Not something I wanna talk about

      27. Do you regret anything in the past week?
      this week? no

      28. Do you know how to cook?
      Yea, I can if i really want

      29. Can you use chopsticks?
      sorta kinda

      30. What does your dad call you?
      I don't know????

      31. Do you have any bad habits?
      yes.

      32. Ever had surgery?
      a few times

      33. Do you wish you were someone else?
      used to. don't need to anymore.

      34. What's your favorite color?
      changes with my mood and time of day...at the moment...lime green

      35. How old are you now?
      Im 14

      36.What's your favorite drink?
      Monster!

      37.Believe in love at first sight?
      depends

      38.Who was your first homecoming or prom date?
      havent gone to prom or homecoming

      39. Name someone who can always makes you smile?
      i would...but at the moment they make me sad...so i cant say them...hmm...guess i have to put someone else...sophia

      40.What color is your bra at this moment?
      hehe...hard to describe...its white with rainbows and hearts all over it xD im cool right

      41. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
      physically? yeah >.<

      42. Could you date someone taller then you?
      i like it when they are taller...its kinda akward when the guys shorter...but if i liked them then it wouldnt matter

      43. Where was your default picture taken?
      my room

      44. Could you date someone who was a bad kisser?
      sure, what do i care

      45. Do you like country music?
      no

      46. How's your week gone?
      so far... not the greatest

      47. What's something you really want right now?
      to figure out some things

      48. What are you going to do after this survey?
      getting ready for swim practice...and eating a lollipop

      -amber

    • Mooning...

      11 years ago

      lovenothate

      Well i got home and got ready for swim practice.
      Then realized that i didnt have any goggles...i have lost them all....so my mom took me to the store...
      where i preceeded to get the wrong kind...so i had to go back into the store, get the right kind, exchange them, and go to practice
      before practice i hung out with alec (hes like my little brother) and thomas and mark
      then we actually had a productive practice for once! it was awesome

      before bible study my mom shoved food down my throat...>.<....so i was a taf later than expected

      when we got there i was in my bathing suit still...with a tank and shorts over it...to bad my shorts are to big and kept falling down...when i say falling down...i mean to my ankles xD

      while i was putting my shoes on this guy, Colter, was totally looking me over...like up and down at least three times
      why do guys look at girls but not talk to them? any guy who can answer...please do
      it was really weird...then he caught me looking at him after he was done looking me over...and got all embarrased...he hardly looked at me for the rest of the night xD
      apparantly i wasnt the only one who noticed...sophia said something to me about it xD

      well anyway, we went outside and played a fun game then came inside and had bible study
      it was pretty epic
      afterwards i went to the playground with sophia which was fun
      then Trip C. and Evan M. came skipping over while singing xD it was great
      even left and trip stayed for a bit...then went back inside

      as i was leaving trip opened the church door and shouted goodbye at me
      it was kinda funny cuz he only started talking to me tonight...

      -amber

    • TAG! Your it!

      11 years ago

      lovenothate

      I wil lhave a better journal about tonight
      which was pretty fun
      more details when i get back on
      right now i have to finish a science project and do a math worksheet and study for math
      so i will be on after 10ish

      -amber

    • Amelia Peed....

      11 years ago

      lovenothate

      in the bathtub >.<

    • Fleur

      11 years ago

      lovenothate

      I want to go sit in the rain.
      Rain is nice.
      I feel more peaceful.
      But still not completely better.
      ......

    • Matching emotions?

      11 years ago

      lovenothate

      I have been so stressed recently
      i have been so torn
      so sad
      so tired
      so ready for school to end
      so ready for people to leave
      so ready for others to grow up
      so ready to figure out how i really feel

      and guess what....after spending two hours on something for school that shouldnt have even taken an hour and still not figureing it out
      im done
      no im not posting some suicide or run away journal so dont think that
      no im not asking for sympathy or concern

      i feel like doing lots of things at the moment...but i refuse to slip back into any of them

      i dont want people to touch me...i dont want hugs...i dont want kisses....i dont want to hold hands....i dont want people to tickle me....i dont want any of it from anyone
      there is one exception and i hope they know who they are...even then...i want minimal hugs if any

      im so stressed that i need to take some time where nothing phases me...some personal time to not care about everyone else for every second of every day
      to not worry about how what i say or do will affect another

      i feel drained...maybe after a while i will feel refilled

      "Lord my cup is empty, Won't you come down and fill me up"
      We sang that in church today, it was more true for me today then ever before
      i dont know what to do at the moment...i guess i will go work on more school work

      i dont know if i will be on later....but...yeah....i dont really care if you message me or not at this point

      -amber

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    • bluerox803

      8 years ago

      Happy birthday amber for 10 days ago, Sorry it was late. Your forever in my heart no matter what there is always a place for you.

    • Rock_Lee25

      9 years ago

      Sure, I can talk. Whats ben going on with you?
      How come u werent onlin for a year?

    • Rock_Lee25

      9 years ago

      yeah I remember u... ^_^ we used to tlk lyk alot 2 each other. Right?

    • lovenothate

      9 years ago

      Hah still wanna talk to me a year later?

    • bluerox803

      10 years ago

      Happy birthday for yesterday even though youll never see this.

    • Rock_Lee25

      10 years ago

      where u been???...... Y hvet u ben online very often???....

    • Xsr3

      11 years ago

      hey Amber

    • soccer16

      11 years ago

      I think you're all stupid.
      Kay, thanks.

    • bluerox803

      11 years ago

      i think we all know that we just want her to know she is missed when she comes back so your the dumasses

    • Xsonz

      11 years ago

      Dumbasses...

    • b3nd3r

      11 years ago

      You guys, she doesnt have a computer to go on right now. She'll be back in september, so...


      YOU ALL FAIL.

    • bluerox803

      11 years ago

      I MISS YOU SO MUCH AMBER COME BACK TO ME!!!!!

    • tackyiswacky

      11 years ago

      so do we have to get to kno u sense u dont want randoms

    • ownuhard93

      11 years ago

      heyy

      you need to logg on so i can talk to youu

    • Rock_Lee25

      11 years ago

      Hey so whats new?

    • DonutBoy1

      11 years ago

      Your blue eyes are beautiful.

    • humbledone

      11 years ago

      i write depressing, stupid, boring, and usually gloomy stuff

    • Rock_Lee25

      11 years ago

      yea u took me back lol

    • The_BIG_D

      11 years ago

      View latest Journal please, its important.

    • bluerox803

      11 years ago

      hay amber are you on we havnt talked in like 6 days now
      whats up is there something wrong
      im here for you if there is

    • kin12x

      11 years ago

      Hi, I'm Nik!

    • LoneLegendX

      11 years ago

      hey, its been a long time.
      you doin good?

    • bluerox803

      11 years ago

      I'm dying alone tonight.
      Was it even worth, such a little fight?
      Anger still runs deep.
      The image brought to mind, as you weep.
      Don't see it as a surprise.
      Its honestly the cause of my demise.
      Open your eyes,
      before they're gone, our lives...
      Too late to say goodbye,
      too late to even try...
      To die in this alley, is my biggest fear,
      especially when you're not even here...

    • b3nd3r

      11 years ago

      Sorry it came out kinda bad....the picture was too small i guess...

    • b3nd3r

      11 years ago

      Sorry it cam out kinda bad....the picture was too small i guess...

    • b3nd3r

      11 years ago

      TA DA! A finished product.


      mehbree.jpg

    • soccer16

      11 years ago

      I love you!

    • snipster

      11 years ago

      o np ^_^

    • b3nd3r

      11 years ago

      EBIL.jpg



      Its comprised of an image, a caption, and an explanation. I just made this a minute ago....i kinda suck at it.

    • b3nd3r

      11 years ago

      Hold on, i'll show you an example.

    • b3nd3r

      11 years ago

      I was going to make a "Motivational Caption" as they're called.

    • b3nd3r

      11 years ago

      Ah......Well.....umm........Erm.....hmm....huh...

      I has no idea.

    • b3nd3r

      11 years ago

      I could....but when i stretch it out, the pixels in the image get bigger and it makes it look crappy.

      Tell ya what, just take a biggish picture(you decide how big.) And i'll stretch it to what i need. If its not big enough, then all we have to do is just take another bigger one. Ok?

    • b3nd3r

      11 years ago

      Approximatly 1000 width by 750 height.


      Somewhere around there.

    • b3nd3r

      11 years ago

      in order to create the motivational caption i need a larger picture...Like a really big one, just of you though.

    • iamfree2danc

      11 years ago

      Amber u are very right I WANT AN EDWARD 2!!!! adventure and danger is funn... its better than this

    • Nocturnus

      11 years ago

      and yeah, I have a friend who talks through eyes, we perfected it when the teacher split us up in Spanish because she hated me. But she's gone, stupid, crazy, conspiricy theory believing idiot....

    • Nocturnus

      11 years ago

      yeah, the movie looks like it's going to be pretty good, and the only bad thing about the book is that it makes me long for September, but at the same time, that's going to make the summer go faster, which will not please me...

      Her lifestyle is perfect though, she pretty much lives by herself, like how I do during the summer, but come school time, and I have to interact my family, but with my views and personality, I don't get along well with my family.

      She also can do what she wants when she wants to, she has complete freedom. Except for the being left out of the blue for a span of months, she has it pretty good...

    • Nocturnus

      11 years ago

      and Paramore, great band.

      best songs: Fences and Born for this.

      also try Broken Iris, Muse, Chiodos.

    • Nocturnus

      11 years ago

      "being retarted, yelling at retarted people on the street"

      Amusing, do you by any chance yell at yourself?
      And you spelled 'retarded' wrong, which is even funnier, as it's ironic and an oxymoron in it's-self.

    • Nocturnus

      11 years ago

      just saw your Books list, great choice. I love that series. I'm quite envious of Bella, she lives the perfect lifestyle.

    • Nocturnus

      11 years ago

      yes, eyes are definately the best trait of everyone, they are all beautiful and they vary so much and are a pathway into the mind. Through eyes, you can tell many things, intentions, whether or not people are lying, and if a person likes you or is bored of you.

    • Nocturnus

      11 years ago

      I saw the blue eyes desription and made a surreptitious comment on how green eyes own blue eyes just joking around (because my eyes are green) and you completely missed it, it was delivered with such stealth.

    • Nocturnus

      11 years ago

      and again on the topic of eyes, set by me, I mean someone else, and not responded to by you, gold eyes own the rest. Because I'm the only person I know who has them, sometimes. I think it has to do with light, because when my pupils are dialated, my eyes are green because it compresses like the blue and gold bits of my eyes together, but when they are small, there's more gold in my eyes, and it's actually a gold colour, the coolest damn colour of eyes I've ever seen if it's not too self indulging....

    • Nocturnus

      11 years ago

      It's in your head or body or something I guess. I don't know how I pull it off. During the school year though, I only stay up till one or two, I want to keep my wits about me enough for school.

    • Nocturnus

      11 years ago

      I'm not sure that for me it's classified as sleep deprivation, I stay up till between three and four every night lol, then get up at 5:30, I do that every day except Saturday, where I sleep in unless I feel otherwise and get up at the same time. Maybe my body goes through stages 1-4 faster and hits REM and stays longer than average or something, because REM is the only restorative sleep cycle because of theta waves that are released, and I never feel tired until right before I go to sleep...that's actually not a half bad explanation from a psych 2 student for why some people don't require as much sleep, because it's a mystery to current scientists, but I don't mind that I don't need sleep, it's a waste of my damn free time. I don't remember dreams at all, and it doesn't seem like time has passed when I do sleep, but I know that two unproductive hours were spent lying there....

    • Nocturnus

      11 years ago

      -green eyes own blue eyes.-

      *looks around suspciously*

      Who said that??

    • Nocturnus

      11 years ago

      okay, maybe not all of the time, but a good majority of the time. I suppose I do have a weakness past 12am, but other than that....
      You see, I don't sleep much, so sometimes when it's late at night, I get something I like to call 'sleep drunk' which is where I start to make less sense, get more easily irritated, or find things more amusing, and I would know because before this I used to play enough runescape to actually get a 99 in cooking last summer over the course of five days...but other than that, the sleep deprivation does make for an interesting time lol.

    • Nocturnus

      11 years ago

      I always make sense. always.

    • Nocturnus

      11 years ago

      they got messed up about two weeks before I started actually using this. I've been a member for about a month, and last week was the first week I actually started to get on, before that, I got on two or three times in personal finance at school to beat boredom. Had no reason to take a picture, everyone I wanted to see them was at school.

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