mazzaman

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  • Activity

    • Dont know why i bother

      12 years ago

      mazzaman

      Making journals or staying on this site, as nobody comments on me anymore, so why should i bother either commenting other people, or staying as a member of this site. The next journal i make will most likely be when i leave the site, and even then it will be a short one
      so yeah..
      Bye

    • YO!

      12 years ago

      mazzaman

      Update on things..

      First of all, i might as well say this as yeah, im the only person in my band who actually seems to give a fuck about the band so yeah.. publicity sorta thing!

      I uploaded two new things onto the band page of me singing! One is a 35 second long snippet of me singing the song "Dream Catch Me" by Newton Faulkner, and the other is me singing the full song "Just so you know" By Jesse McCartney! They are probably really crap because yeah.. im not exactly top notch at singing, but i would appreciate it if any of you on here that have a bebo and may bother to read this would go check them both out and leave a comment on the band page telling me what you thought, honest opinions, whether good or bad, i dont want to be lied to and given false hope!

      Second..
      Myself and Becca have been going out 6 months come the 17th of September (not quite 6 months yet but you all know what i mean). I couldnt be happier... i truly have found the love of my life and i am never letting this die as she means too damn much to me and losing her would destroy me entirely


      Anyway.. I hope all is well, I shall talk to you all at a later stage!

      Peace

    • happy birthday

      12 years ago

      mazzaman

      to me

      17 today peoples... yeah

      and Becca is here.. godddd im so happy bigsmile.png

      peace

    • update

      12 years ago

      mazzaman

      Birthdays in a week

      Becca will be here in 6 days. Cant wait

      I wont be on much as i have things i need doing. Anyone who wishes to contact me may do so through use of msn, my addy is in my profile, or at least should be, if not then i will put it below!

      theoriginalmazza@hotmail.com

      Pretty much anybody that actually bothers to talk to me has it anyway, but yeah, for anybody who doesnt have it that wants it, there you go

      Peace

    • Birthday and news

      12 years ago

      mazzaman

      Ok, well i dunno if ill make any other journals between now and then, but my birthday is in 16 days (15th of august)... ill be 17... euughh lol tongue.png

      And now for the news.. bigsmile.png

      Becca should, if all works out according to how we have it planned, be coming over to me for the week of my birthday, from the monday, right through to the friday! Sadly she will have to fly back home on the friday afternoon because she will have to work that weekend sad.png But she will still be here for 5 days so YAAAAY hehehehehe

      I cant really think of anything else to say.. so yeah im gonna skidaddle,

      oh.. p.s... I love Rebecca Clayson, more than i could ever put into words in a million years... and i want to spend the rest of my days with her... =$ Oh.. and i actually did propose to her last week when i was there with her.. =$ And she said yes.. so weyhey again smile.png

      Anyway.. peace.. ttyl etc. etc. etc.

      Mazz

    • ok

      12 years ago

      mazzaman

      well im back... and its not by choice sad.png

      when the time came to have to leave Becca i just couldnt do it sad.png I had to force myself to tell her to leave before i got the train, because if i had looked back and seen her watching me get on and leave, it would have killed me, almost as much as watching her walk away did sad.png We were both crying, and i told her to go because if i seen her i wouldnt have got on the train, hell when i did get on the train i nearly got back off it sad.png I cried the whole way up until about carlile, which is about 8 n a half hours away on a coach, after an hour long train ride. Not once did the tears stop, especially when i called her twice.

      Im starting to cry typing this as i didnt want to come home and it killed me to have to leave her sad.png I truly am in love with her, more so than i had ever though possible. So yeah im gonna end this journal and go shower because i dont want to cry again, it hurts enough as it is!

      Mazz

    • YAY

      12 years ago

      mazzaman

      ok, just a quick update to let everyone know i wont be online this week after today, as i leave in about 2 hours to start my trip to Becca bigsmile.png Cant bloody wait, gonna be so perfect being there with her =$ Im not clearing my watch list from today, ill just let it build up and ill read over and comment on what i can when i get back bigsmile.png Peace peepz, im going to go see the woman i love bigsmile.png=$

    • ok update time people

      12 years ago

      mazzaman

      ok im gonna keep this short and sweet as not many people read/comment on my stuff anyway so yeah

      new pic, its in my images, go see it

      its only 4 days now until i leave to go be with Becca bigsmile.png I leave on monday afternoon at 2 in the afternoon, ill arrive in london at 6 am on the tuesday, arriving in brighton at about 7:30 - 8:00 am, then ill be with her, gonna be perfect, cant wait! bigsmile.png

      Typing up more of my story, some of you may remember from way back, there were a few of you that liked it. Im nearly typed up to chapter four. And iv hand written up to the beginning of chapter 8 so yeah, need to finish it off, might be about 10 chapters in total, iv lost some of my ideas for the story as i was busy with exams and had to sidetrack the story but yeah, im managing

      anyway, hope everyone is good,
      peace

      Mazz

    • Song that reminds me

      12 years ago

      mazzaman

      This song always makes me think (more so =$) of Becca, and im planning on singing it and sending her the recording, or singing it in person for her when i go over, but yeah, here it is!

      I know how it feels
      To wake up without her
      Lying here all alone
      Just thinking about her

      I can't believe
      Her hold on me
      It's something indescribable
      I know she knows
      But won't you please

      [Chorus:]
      If you see my girl
      Just tell her I miss her smile
      Tell her I'm counting the minutes
      Gonna see her in a little while
      I know when she
      Holds on to me
      She's the one thing that I could never live without
      Oh, oh, oh, oh
      And tell her I love her

      Oh yeah, just tell her I love her
      The way that she moves
      You know what it does to me
      And when I catch her eye
      I can hardly breathe

      Still can't believe
      Her hold on me
      She's just so indescribable
      I know she knows
      But won't you please, please

      [Chorus]

      Every time that I'm around her
      I just go to pieces crashing tumbling to the ground
      I'm so glad I found her
      I know how it feels

      [Chorus]

      Oh yeah, just tell her I love her

    • Song List

      12 years ago

      mazzaman

      Didnt get much help of you guys and gals on here but i got a song list together for me n the bandies to do covers of until the guitarist gets his skills up so we can do our own stuff.. heres the list

      1) Every time I look for you â€" Blink 182
      2) First Date â€" Blink 182
      3) Skeptics and True Believers â€" The Academy Is
      4) A town called Hypocrisy â€" Lost Prophets
      5) Through the Glass â€" Stone sour
      6) The River â€" Good Charlotte
      7) I just wanna live â€" Good Charlotte
      8) Keep your hands off my girl â€" Good Charlotte
      9) Colourblind - Counting Crows
      10) Where is your boy tonight â€" Fall Out Boy
      11) Miss You â€" Blink 182
      12) Make A Move â€" Lost Prophets
      13) Kryptonite â€" 3 doors down
      14) Go With The Flow â€" Queens Of the Stone-Age
      15) No one knows â€" Queens Of the Stone-Age
      16) Last Train Home â€" Lost Prophets
      17) Paranoid â€" Sabbath
      18) The Wizard â€" Sabbath
      19) Evil Woman â€" Sabbath
      20) Worried about Ray- The Hoosiers
      21) I Disappear â€" Metallica
      22) All my Life â€" Foo Fighters
      23) Behind Blue Eyes â€" Limp Bizkit
      24) Knocking on Heavens Door â€" Guns N Roses#
      25) Don’t wanna Miss a thing â€" Aerosmith
      26) Halo â€" Oleander
      27) Fell In Love With A Girl â€" The White Stripes
      28) Waste My Hate - Metallica

      Whatchall think?

      In other news, i have my tickets for going over to Becca now bigsmile.png Ill be staying with her for 5 days, cant wait! Im leaving in 22 days, will be there on the 17th of July, gonna be arriving really early in the morning too so ill have the whole day with her bigsmile.png And its our anniversary (4 months) on that day, so yeah tis all good bigsmile.png lol

      anyways, yeah, gonna head off here, i shall reply to all comments etc later when i check back in! Peace

      Mazz

  • About Me

  • Comments (1635)

    • chickybabe13

      11 years ago

      sorry, i havent talked to u in like ages, hope its all going alrite.

    • marissaszabl

      12 years ago

      hi

    • staled1

      12 years ago

      hello mazza
      long time no see
      how r u

    • Kisses_XoXo

      12 years ago

      comment my new journal plz

    • pretty_girl

      12 years ago

      they got deleted some how

    • lisabet14238

      12 years ago

      busy, lol..but i just thought of you...gotta run! smiley12.gif

    • lisabet14238

      12 years ago

      hey mario..i hope you are doing okay..

    • staled1

      12 years ago

      hello mazza

    • lisabet14238

      12 years ago

      hello. *hugs*

    • mhunt

      12 years ago

      that's so cool! i'm so excited for you!

    • mhunt

      12 years ago

      i'm good. are you counting down the days until you see becca?

    • mhunt

      12 years ago

      Hey how are you doing?

    • lisabet14238

      12 years ago

      hope you see becca soon mario..cheer up. smiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gif

    • lisabet14238

      12 years ago

      hey mario...i hope you are feeling better today. smiley12.gif

    • lisabet14238

      12 years ago

      hey mario, how's it going..another day in paradise?

    • pandson89

      12 years ago

      new journal and new pics plz read and or coment

    • lisabet14238

      12 years ago

      hey i have a new journal so you can go comment on that if you want, lol

    • lisabet14238

      12 years ago

      so its been like that since i did it? wow..thanks.

    • lisabet14238

      12 years ago

      i heard my page was messed up...is it true? lol your the only who can check right now.

    • lisabet14238

      12 years ago

      what happened, lol. you had to go?

    • lisabet14238

      12 years ago

      hey, thanks for adding me mario!

    • KelliMarie

      12 years ago

      psh...believe what you will...silly!

      I'm very well!!

      How are you?!?!

    • lisabet14238

      12 years ago

      k here it goes...its so original too: lisabet14238@hotmail.com

    • lisabet14238

      12 years ago

      what? you haven't gottten it? thats wierd. try adding me.

    • lisabet14238

      12 years ago

      my message! lol

    • lisabet14238

      12 years ago

      msn, dude. lol

    • kates

      12 years ago

      hey i was wondering do you have msn and if you do can i have your addy?

    • lisabet14238

      12 years ago

      check you rmessenger mario.

    • hobbitboy

      12 years ago

      naa.. o.. i got a gf ok?

      and thatsn fien.. u cna keep ur sex stories to ur self lol

      but im glad u had an amzing time..u desrved it after that long wait u had

      proud of u mayte

      p.s her name is jenna

    • hobbitboy

      12 years ago

      mazza¬! msn now!

      i wnat to hear bout ur time with becca and i have soek good news ro you also!

    • _Sanctuary_

      12 years ago

      I can say the same about Homer. =]
      My stomache does flips everytime he says my name or "I love you".
      Gah just thinking about.. it makes me super happy.

      You are a great person.

      I'm not the greatest person.
      I make MAJOR mistakes.

    • _Sanctuary_

      12 years ago

      Wow, I felt the same way when I finally admitted it.
      I thought he would think I was crazy but he felt the same way.
      Hehe.. you should read the thing he wrote about me. =]]

      Well it is hard find someone who is faithful.

      Becca is very lucky to have you. She sounds like a really good girl.

    • _Sanctuary_

      12 years ago

      I also believe that they say that because a lot of them missed out on it when they were younger, so they say other people can't.
      I have the same feelings you have.
      I can't stop thinking about him.
      It's quite sad and I remember the day I admitted to him that I truely love him.

      Hmm, well everyone says he is lucky, but it's not like I'm the greatest girl in the world.

    • _Sanctuary_

      12 years ago

      Hehe, well I guess you prove that just because you're young doesn't mean you can't love.

      I really love Homer.
      A LOT.

    • _Sanctuary_

      12 years ago

      I know how you feel.
      I really want to be with Homer right now, but I can't.

    • _Sanctuary_

      12 years ago

      I do too.
      I will put bubble wrap and cookies in there so that you have food and it's a soft ride.
      smiley7.gif

    • Kisses4You

      12 years ago

      i dont really play lol... i only know a few things. i play piano
      but i have i tihnk its just a yahama or something like that lol

    • BeachBunnyx3

      12 years ago

      yeh well im really happy for you......let me know how things go between you two lovebirds.

    • xXdreamerXx

      12 years ago

      NOTHIN BOUT AS HELL!!!!!!

    • Kisses4You

      12 years ago

      we havnt talked a lot lately.. im sorry
      thank you for still watching me
      i hope your doing well!

    • xXdreamerXx

      12 years ago

      hey what's up!!!!!!!!!

    • BeachBunnyx3

      12 years ago

      yehh they are going pretty good and i havent been online in like..forever it seems.....im happy for you and your girlfriend..i guess you got the girl of your dreams!! :)

    • rattyray

      12 years ago

      No worries

      I agree with all you mentioned!! =]

      smiley0.gif

    • rattyray

      12 years ago

      wow! its edging closer and closer each day, yeah family is a tough one ;]

      I'm sure you win them over .... you are a sweet guy.

      Good luck! and yay! means you come see me ;] to kick his ass! =]

      smiley0.gif

    • rattyray

      12 years ago

      nah! dont worry about it!!

      so how are you?

      hehe there is a guy that reminds me of you *looking wise* in my class for college!! smiley8.gif

    • rydia_wonder

      12 years ago

      we'll all miss ya michiko, i hope that whatever you do with your life it all works out as best as it can for you

      Awww.... thank you, Mr. mazzaman!! I appreciate your support, hee hee! You please take goody care of yourself - and your love - in the future, ne!! =D Sayounara!!

    • Scorpion2077

      12 years ago

      just wanna say about Scorpion2077's comment.... very tactful


      sarcasm?

    • _Sanctuary_

      12 years ago

      Aww you don't hate me? =]

    • hottie102

      12 years ago

      COOL COOL
      why so long??
      i would die if i couldnt see my bf for that long

    • hottie102

      12 years ago

      thx for the pic comment :D
      nada just working an hanging out wit my boyfriend you???

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