mjj0216

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from Angier, NC

  • Activity

    • Why is it

      9 years ago

      mjj0216

      that when I think i have a leg up, things finally going my way, i was just false fucking hope and i get knocked down on the ground and trampled on.

      someone said why are you so negative

      well if something positive would happen and remain positive for a long time, i would not have the chance to be negative, However positive things are just a precursor for more negative feelings, I honestly believe that if there is a god he wakes up everyday and decides to fuck with me and make me happy for a minute then crash it down only to get me to slowly build up my trust and repeat. Its miserable everyday knowing someone is going to fuck with you, someone is going to build you up then crash you down, it hurts a lot


    • a new one with new stuff for mike

      10 years ago

      mjj0216

      Mike said and I quote "Joe. Your journal entries have dwindled down to telling us things we can find out on the news. You need to shape up buddy!"


      Shaping up in my most eloquent way.

      Last August I began a Masters Program, which I am still in. It has taken a lot of out of me, I feel mentally drained a lot of days after working for hours on assignments. I find myself constantly asking my self is this right for me, did I make the right decision for me? So far I keep answering yes.

      I have not had much time for fun this summer, I went to Busch Gardens with a few friends, I had a good time and it was nice to get away. 4th of July came and passed I spent it visiting my grandfather on his 69th birthday. It rained on the 4th of July I was in a hotel watching NASCAR.

      Still nothing in the love department to discuss, as a matter of fact due to budget short falls this fiscal year I have had to let go all the employees in that department and it is now closed indefinitely.

      Work has been Hell the last month or so. Due to the economy, seems many people are coming back to college to make life better for themselves and their families. I wish they understood that the admissions department I work for is short handed and they need to be patient with us, especially me, I will help you as soon as I possibly can.

      I wish my some of my co workers were not incompetent, lazy, shiftless, and ignorant. It really makes work extra hard on me. It makes me sometimes hate them more than I should, hate my self, hate humans and just generally hate more than i should or normally would.


      I think I am slowly losing my mind, I feel pieces of me slipping away and what little creativity I have is dying. I catch my self at work doing the 1000 yard not sure of what I am thinking. When I do survive a day at work I get home to do homework and I do feel like I have been physically beaten up.

      But something tells me that If I do make it until August 12th (the last day of on campus registration ) I will be better for it somehow, either that or I will be in a mental institution. Both fine choices

      Today however is a great day for humanity, Man stepped on the moon, Think about that for a moment, Man learned to fly, created machines to fly from city to city, from state to state and from nation to nation. Man created a machine that could leave the earth( the only place man has ever been) and fly to another celestial body in the universe in 66 years. It just leaves me with some questions, Have we peaked as a society? What is next for us? What is next for me, have I peaked as a person? Is this it?

      Mike I hope this update is ship shape for you sir... see you this weekend for your prison sentence I mean wedding.

      AND THAT'S ALL I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT THAT !!!!!!

    • And Thats the Way It Was

      10 years ago

      mjj0216

      The last bastion of actual honest Television Journalism is dead. He did the job the way it should have been done, the way it needs to be done.

      Walter Cronkite
      1916-2009

    • Happy St Pats

      10 years ago

      mjj0216

      Happy St Pattys Day everyone

      I hope each of you had at least one in honor of this Irish Holiday.


    • Well Tomorrow....

      10 years ago

      mjj0216

      Tomorrow I leave for Asheville NC. Thats where Dan lives. Then from there we head to Memphis Tennessee (home of Elvis, and where apparently the "blues" and bbq was born. We are going to the Liberty Bowl to see the East Carolina University Pirates play against Kentucky(which i always thought Kentucky was a .

      We will spend new years eve on Beale street. One of the biggest party streets in america or so i have heard and read. I will try to post a video/picture/word blog for our journey.

      Hope everyone had a Merry Christmas, a joyful Hanukah, and I hope you have a happy new year.

      AND THAT'S ALL I GOT TO SAY ABOUT THAT!!!!


    • A Xmas present for me

      10 years ago

      mjj0216

      If you love me and I hope you do, Here is a christmas present I want you to do for me and my school

      Go here and vote for East Carolina for play of the year they are the first one labeled E Carolina

      thanks

      GO PIRATES

      promo.espn.go.com/espn/contests/pontiacgcp/



    • I just wanted to wish everyone

      10 years ago

      mjj0216

      A very happy and healthy THANKSGIVING

      Be thankful people


    • A note

      10 years ago

      mjj0216

      I won't go in to a lot of detail but

      today I do remember President Kennedy, 45 years and he is still missed


    • THIS WEEKS F U

      10 years ago

      mjj0216

      You know who i hate?

      the Fair weather fan

      You love the team when they win, but if the weather is too hot, too cold or too wet you keep your ass at home. If the team is 2- 10 you pretend to not be a fan, but if they are 10-2 you are there all decked out in team memorabilia that you just bought. FUCK YOU

      Like I was watching tv the Louisville/ WVU game and two years ago Louisville was in the national championship hunt and everyone was on the band wagon,The stadium was sold out today they have 5 losses and the stadium was empty. YOU PEOPLE MAKE ME SICK

      If someone could figure out how to police these leaches of a good time, I would be the chief of police.

      I would keep your ass at home all the time.

      FUCK YOU FAIR WEATHER FAN ,

      I am there win lose, rain, sleet, snow, and hot weather. I was there when they won 3 games in two years, I was there when it was 100 degrees in August knowing that they did not have a chance in hell. I was there when a hurricane just blew through the town. I travel to away games that are close and I have not missed a home game since 2005

      you don't have to be as hardcore as I am but for god sakes support your team if you say you are a big fan.

  • About Me

  • Comments (440)

    • Heather

      9 years ago

      Yep. Was working on the coast today, and had people phoning all day to warn me of the tsunami. By the time it got to NZ it was less than 6 inches high. I barely saw a ripple. They're never significant by the time they reach us.
      Thanks for thinking of me. smiley1.gif

    • Heather

      9 years ago

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    • Heather

      10 years ago

      I miss you guys too! A whole lot. I just haven't got to that part of my story yet. I'm putting it all off because I don't want to remember it all and miss it all over again, I think...

      ALSO - I fixed my XBL! Yay! *fanfare*
      So let's hit up the Halo sometime.

    • RBuffordTJ

      10 years ago

      See, we agree on something and the world did not stop spinning. LOL

      Hope all is well with you bro.
      Bufford

    • Max_Jackson

      10 years ago

      Yo. Call me when you get a chance. I have a couple questions for you.

    • Max_Jackson

      10 years ago

      You wanna do some gaming?

    • RBuffordTJ

      10 years ago

      I am in Franklin NC

    • Max_Jackson

      10 years ago

      You working hard today or did you get snowed out?

    • Max_Jackson

      10 years ago

      You sir, are an ass. Thanks for coming out this weekend.

    • RBuffordTJ

      10 years ago

      Just dropping by to say howdy...so....howdy.

    • Max_Jackson

      10 years ago

      Glad you got your internet fixed. Happy MLKJ Day brother!

    • LampLady

      10 years ago

      Hey Joe :) :) How are you doing? I hope you had a Merry Christmas and great New years! smiley1.gif

    • LampLady

      10 years ago

      Most definitely! thank you smiley1.gif for a little bit there I was surprised by how many comments I was getting because of Bufford but he is honestly such a cool guy and just such a great man it's no surprise he has so many friends smiley1.gif Thank you for the request again, how are you today? smiley1.gif

    • airpirate

      10 years ago

      the only reason I would have would be if you had annoyed me which you haven't or if you had been gone for a week or more.

    • airpirate

      10 years ago

      the only reason I would have would be if you had annoyed me which you haven't or if you had been gone for a week or more.

    • JJMcFly

      10 years ago

      Are you sure you read my journal? I don't think Bufford would have a problem at all with that.

      PS you got WTF'd by someone... sorry man...

    • lmf221

      10 years ago

      The fact of the matter is that someone from the Bush administration, a republican, is saying that Obama will be a better president.

      That's pretty significant IMO.

    • Heather

      10 years ago

      Hey, have you seen this site? Laughing my ass off.

    • Jay8ball

      10 years ago

      Later Joe, email me if you do a new show

    • lmf221

      10 years ago

      Hermie and Elliot Sadler.

    • Max_Jackson

      11 years ago

      It does kinda look like us. Me with my short hair, and you with your flowing locks.

    • Heather

      11 years ago

      If in doubt, go with that.
      You're almost always gonna be right anyway.

    • Heather

      11 years ago

      You'd love to be my boss...

    • nerfherder23

      11 years ago

      This is an incredible journal. Far better than any other that I've read.

      Check it out:
      rvb.roosterteeth.com/members/journal/entry.php?id=2155700&page=2#c12589036

    • Heather

      11 years ago

      He's not the one wearing the necklace...
      That day was so fun. I want to come back and drink beer and play Quelf.
      smiley2.gif

    • Tiano

      11 years ago

      anytime man

    • lewolfmano

      11 years ago

      i was just gonna go there so i can wear my kilt and not feel out of place

    • airpirate

      11 years ago

      it's alright. I'm at work. nowadays it's the only way I can hop on the internet.

    • airpirate

      11 years ago

      In this case I deserved it and I'm actually glad to see them craking down on indecent pics too many people are out there abusing it. but other than that. how goes it?

    • RBuffordTJ

      11 years ago

      Not as sore as you would think, but it is swollen and bruised pretty good still.

    • RBuffordTJ

      11 years ago

      Good morning bro, hope life is treating you well.

    • Heather

      11 years ago

      Bastard! You ruined the storyline for me!
      Now there's no point going.
      *pout*

    • RBuffordTJ

      11 years ago

      Morning Joe, hope life is treating you good.

      Bufford

    • RBuffordTJ

      11 years ago

      Oh I agree. That day is coming, and it will not only effect your speech on the broadcast, it will effect my religious freedom to worship when I do. The money will be controlled, who can buy and sell and when. Moves for that are already in the works by removing paper money, once they do that (in the name of saving money from printing, stopping drug dealing, forcing people to pay taxes by no under the table workers, no illegal alien workers, ability to track terrorist activities) then they control when and who can buy and sell. Bill Clinton wanted to accomplish that while he was in office, but now the environment is getting stronger for the change to be made, Bill just didn't have the reasons they do now to pull that off. Heck, most employers, including mine (the state of Florida) don't do paper checks, you must have a bank account to direct deposit to.

      Visa pumps out commercials about how those low life check writing, or God forbid Cash buyers, drag everything in happy utopia to a stop at the store making flowers wilt and people stop moving while they pay in an archaic manor. Bank of America now takes your leftover change from purchases on your debit card and puts it in your savings account saying "let us be your spare change jar, no more fumbling with those coins at home" and make it sound like they are doing YOU a favor.

      All of it is changing and all of it is 100% Biblical. Watching it unfold is quite amazing when you have looked at the prophecies that were recorded 2000 years ago and long. I actually enjoy it, it means things are coming to an end faster, and when its over I will be quite glad. I guess thats why I don't panic or get too worked up watching it, because I have already read the books and know how it ends. Amazing stuff there.

      Bufford

    • bnmbnm0

      11 years ago

      im confused

    • bnmbnm0

      11 years ago

      fine let another 9/11 happen

    • airpirate

      11 years ago

      true but he and van halen made a great team.

    • bnmbnm0

      11 years ago

      oh yeah because Iran isn't trying to get nukes.

    • lmf221

      11 years ago

      Please help. Read my comments. I'm in a political discussion that's been going on for a while in personal comments. The idiocy is killing me. I need back up.

    • airpirate

      11 years ago

      were you able to even finish the video I tried but was unable.

    • airpirate

      11 years ago

      While canoeing, After helping one person unlodeg their canoe, IO stepped into a sink hole and landed right on my shin. I'm lucky I didn't snap it.

    • airpirate

      11 years ago

      other than having alimp from a hole I got knocked in my leg over the weekend I'm alright. You?

    • airpirate

      11 years ago

      Much better now.

    • Heather

      11 years ago

      You, me, Skype, this weekend.
      No excuses.

    • DmanZ

      11 years ago

      it is for the sake of random high-5s.
      high5.jpg

    • airpirate

      11 years ago

      Much better now that you're here sir.


      Winks

    • airpirate

      11 years ago

      No dude that changed her status to MILF

    • Heather

      11 years ago

      You're just jealous.

    • Heather

      11 years ago

      Too bad you weren't here to prove it.

    • Heather

      11 years ago

      You're short too!

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