ozymandias6

Female
from Brunswick, OH

  • Activity

    • Middle Earth: Shadow of Mordor...

      4 years ago

      ozymandias6

      is so much like Assassin's Creed. Heard the company that made it were sued by Ubisoft because of that. Deja vu. So behind on games. It's amazing how taking a break from this site and video games can put you so far behind, you don't recognize anyone's face. It's so easy to forget and be forgotten.

    • 5 years ago

      ozymandias6

      I look back at my journals and blush in embarrassment. I'm amazed at how lighthearted I sounded when I so strongly wanted to destroy something or someone. Preferably myself.

    • 5 years ago

      ozymandias6

      Loving RWBY. Introducing it to my boyfriend. Squee!

    • A Nightmare

      5 years ago

      ozymandias6

      I haven't read anything by Lovecraft in years, but lately all my dreams are Lovecraft in nature and theme. I don't know if it's the new med, but damn, these nightmares are so vivid and disorienting. The disorientation carries over to the waking world. I always have bad dreams. These are something else. Filled with death, pain, and, on occasion, a vast void that in itself is painful to experience. The extreme lack of any sensory information. The feeling of being suffocated yet lost in a nothingness that has no substance to it. Gives me the fucking chills. Even though I can't see, hear, or feel anything, I know something is out there. Or maybe I'm in something; some large creature has swallowed me and swallowed the world.
      I dreamt that this large entity, the size of the Earth, that felt nothing but emptiness and was akin to a void; a black hole, was traveling through space. It crashed into the planet, destroying it and eating it. It was as if I was an observer. I saw the atmosphere dissipate. I saw the destruction up close of the creature crashing into Earth. I saw animals and humans flung off the planet, choking and suffocating. Screaming without sound, I could feel each and every death like it was my own. I felt their pain and terror. Then I started to suffocate and I woke up. Woke up sweating and every muscle in my body was clenched. I've nearly died from suffocation several times in my life. To me it's one of the worst ways to die. Panic attack worthy.
      On a side note, my dream was in HD XD

    • Sins

      5 years ago

      ozymandias6

      Of the seven sins, I'm guilty of wrath. A minor sin I'm guilty of is acedia. It's interesting how depression is a sin...

    • 5 years ago

      ozymandias6

      I may have mentioned I'm going to AA. Well, I went to a bar last night. I'm not an angry drunk. I'm friendly and funny when drunk. definitely less shy. the only sufferer is my liver lol

    • Fangasm

      5 years ago

      ozymandias6

      I caved and started watching the show Fangasm. I'm actually loving it. I'm not as huge a nerd as these people but, damn, I wish I was on that show. Lucky Bastards

    • Stupid boy and his fiancee

      5 years ago

      ozymandias6

      So my ex is engaged. Go him, and all that. I don't have a problem with him being engaged. My problem is:
      1. He and this girl break up every other day it seems
      2. He has no car and very little in the way of prospects with little to no ambition
      3. He always comes to me when he doesn't understand something she said or did
      4. He doesn't tell me the whole story when asking my advice until AFTER I give advice
      5. He usually says something really stupid which pisses the girl off
      6. She always complains that she needs space from him. I can understand. He is SUPER clingy
      I can't really congratulate this announcement because then I might have to fake surprise at their separation/ divorce.
      The number 2/3 reason for divorce? Idiots like him. I literally had to shut my phone off and wait a few minutes for my timeline on Facebook to have new stories so I didn't say something that would embarrass him and make me sound like a jealous ex. I can only hope they don't breed :/

    • Dum De Dum

      6 years ago

      ozymandias6

      RTX was fun for all that I didn't really go to any of the events. Spent my time wandering Austin with my friends, Joe and Kev. Kev's gonna incorporate himself as an LLC to speed the process of moving. I'm gonna purchase Deadpool today even if I can't play it when my nephew is awake because of the language :/

    • Knuckles

      6 years ago

      ozymandias6

      The first RTX was where I met him. A cute "CaNERDian". He helped draw me out of my shell during the SQBarlympics. There's so much I wish I could say to him. If he did kill himself, then I can understand. My heart aches for him. He was so charming, magnetic and knowledgeable. He was so good with people. Knew just what to say. I'll miss him so much.

  • Comments (130)

    • Albin0_Rhino

      7 years ago

      You're a sponsor now. smiley0.gif

    • Albin0_Rhino

      7 years ago

      I do like knee highs. smiley0.gif

    • ozymandias6

      7 years ago

      sigh, money ofc. I still have to pay off the rest of my tuition for this semester AND pay my 'rents some money i owe them. I also would have to request off from work. I'm trying to get the first week in september off to visit my galpal in Oregon. I have to work around other people's vacay schedules at work. I AM scheduled for a week of vacay the day before Halloween. Since my manager likes me, she shouldnt have an issue with me requesting off as long as no one else is scheduled off... hmm... i need to look at the vacay schedule at work and study it, memorize it lol Lemme know when you want me around hanging over your shoulder and breathing down your neck. Maybe this time i'll bring Kev. Idk if he's been to TX before... i know he's heard a lot of horror stories about the heat and ants. I told him Austin is cool but mostly cuz of you! (True story, <3 my albino) I really need to hunt Joe down when i go to TX again. Hehe...hunt... >.> anyway! ttyl!

    • Albin0_Rhino

      7 years ago

      What's stopping you?

    • Albin0_Rhino

      8 years ago

      I had a great time with you too my dear.

    • ozymandias6

      8 years ago

      i vote them all off the island

    • Albin0_Rhino

      8 years ago

      actually match.com has a lot more options than you might think... eharmony on the other hand is all god-driven.

    • Albin0_Rhino

      8 years ago

      It's going to be a horror movie for me.

    • ozymandias6

      8 years ago

      i like horror movies if that helps lol

    • Albin0_Rhino

      8 years ago

      Trust me, you won't want to be around when it happens... I'm getting my mouth cut open in about six different spots. It's going to be ugly.

    • ozymandias6

      8 years ago

      boooooooo!

    • Albin0_Rhino

      8 years ago

      that's sweet... but that procedure will probably be a couple of weeks after you're here. The first one is on monday. smiley2.gif

    • ozymandias6

      8 years ago

      i could make time to be around and i'd put makeup on you so you wont look all bruised and shit

    • Albin0_Rhino

      8 years ago

      you're funny... you won't be around to assist whenever I have the procedure done, and whenever I do it, you probably won't be able to put makeup on me because my face is probably going to look like a bruised cantaloupe.

    • Albin0_Rhino

      8 years ago

      Video games aren't going to help with this one.

    • ozymandias6

      8 years ago

      hahaha only if you go mudwrestling

    • Albin0_Rhino

      8 years ago

      it might get dirty. smiley0.gif

    • ozymandias6

      8 years ago

      lolz and soooo much fun!

    • Albin0_Rhino

      8 years ago

      this could get interesting. smiley0.gif

    • ozymandias6

      8 years ago

      red!!!

    • Albin0_Rhino

      8 years ago

      black, or red?

    • Albin0_Rhino

      8 years ago

      I knew you'd say that.

    • ozymandias6

      8 years ago

      i say its a good one!

    • Albin0_Rhino

      8 years ago

      I still haven't decided if it's a good idea or not yet. smiley0.gif

    • ozymandias6

      8 years ago

      can do! ready and willing!

    • Albin0_Rhino

      8 years ago

      I just want you to know that I am seriously considering wearing a dress the first night of ATX. I may need help with that.

    • ozymandias6

      8 years ago

      score!! i just gotta check w work and book a flight!!

    • Albin0_Rhino

      8 years ago

      It's not first come first serve... it's if you want it and you can get here Ozy... it's yours. smiley0.gif

    • Albin0_Rhino

      8 years ago

      I just sent you an email for more fun. smiley0.gif

    • ozymandias6

      8 years ago

      :P ruin my fun why dont you?

    • Albin0_Rhino

      8 years ago

      you're watching me from a tree outside my window... first off, my bedroom is on the first floor, and there is no tree.. but it's still hot. smiley0.gif

    • Albin0_Rhino

      8 years ago

      I'm currently talking to about six different guys right now about meeting up tonight, trying to figure out if any of them are crazy. smiley0.gif

    • ozymandias6

      8 years ago

      make par-tay

    • Albin0_Rhino

      8 years ago

      But I don't have par-tay

    • Albin0_Rhino

      8 years ago

      we will have to sometime... my skype address is my email address I think.

    • ozymandias6

      8 years ago

      then lets do it!

    • Albin0_Rhino

      8 years ago

      cool... then I won't have to chat with creepy guys who keep asking about equipment I don't have. smiley0.gif

    • ozymandias6

      8 years ago

      sure why not?

    • Albin0_Rhino

      8 years ago

      are you gonna skype with me... I should have tried chat roulette... that would have been destructive.

    • ozymandias6

      8 years ago

      then pop on skype, silly bear!

    • Albin0_Rhino

      8 years ago

      I hardly go on there... so I am not worried about it.

    • ozymandias6

      8 years ago

      lolz block him from now on and take a mental shower?

    • Albin0_Rhino

      8 years ago

      Why didn't you tell me you had skype... we could have been having a lot more fun. smiley0.gif Instead I'm on IMVU last night chatting with some tool who is jerking off to me. I feel dirty now thanks... and not the good dirty.

    • ozymandias6

      8 years ago

      we're all good, no worries

    • Albin0_Rhino

      8 years ago

      you do like kicking the hornet's nest... remind me never to piss you off. smiley0.gif

    • ozymandias6

      8 years ago

      CHECK IT OUT!! HAHAHAHA!

    • ozymandias6

      8 years ago

      thanks for the link i'm checking it out now!

    • cam_anime

      8 years ago

      Cool, its just he is a big helper in the movement for the LGBT community. His interviews would be the ones you would really like.

    • ozymandias6

      8 years ago

      yes Cam, i've been checking out your vids lol

    • cam_anime

      8 years ago

      Interviews with Jamie McGonnigal at Ohayocon 2010, and 2011.
      www.youtube.com/watch?v=yI6VP0_ZB8s
      www.youtube.com/watch?v=S2st78zmcnU

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