from Fort Eustis, Virginia

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    • HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

      13 years ago


      im finally home for Xmas... two whole weeks of no army . best part is theres snow here... i love snow..SNOW SNOW SNOW SNWO SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW

    • in the army now

      13 years ago


      ok i know its been an UBER ly long time since my last entry and i appologize, but they dont exactly let u have computer access at basic training..... i just now got it here at AIT. heres what i know so far..... I HATE SOUTH CAROLINA....sorry for anyone who lives there.....but i dont mind virginia (thats where i am now). Ft Eustis is a pretty awesome place, small, but still a good place to be.

    • Papercut

      14 years ago


      Why does it feel like night today?
      Something in here’s not right today…
      Why am I so uptight today?
      Paranoia’s all I got left
      I don’t know what stressed me first
      Or how the pressure was fed / but
      I know just what it feels like
      To have a voice in the back of my head
      It’s like a face that I hold inside
      A face that awakes when I close my eyes
      A face watches every time I lie
      A face that laughs every time I fall
      (And watches everything)
      So I know that when it’s time to sink or swim
      That the face inside is hearing me / right beneath my skin
      It’s like I’m / paranoid lookin’ over my back
      It’s like a / whirlwind inside of my head
      It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within
      It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin
      I know I’ve got a face in me
      points out all the mistakes to me
      You’ve got a face on the inside too and
      Your paranoia’s probably worse
      I don’t know what set me off first but I know what I can’t stand
      Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
      I can’t add up to what you can but
      Everybody has a face that they hold inside
      A face that awakes when they close their eyes
      A face watches every time they lie
      A face that laughs every time they fall
      (And watches everything)
      So you know that when it’s time to sink or swim
      That the face inside is watching you too / right inside your skin
      The sun goes down
      I feel the light betray me

      best song ever.........EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    • why are the squirrels after my nuts

      14 years ago


      i havent put up a journal in a while so i thought i should say something....something something something something something something something something something something soemthing seomthin something something something something something something something soemthing somethingsomething something something soemthing something something something something something something something soemthing somethingsoemthing something something something something something something something something something somethingsomething something something something something..........................................................................................................................................................i hope this was worth your time it took to read all i had to say

    • what about hod togs ?

      14 years ago


      nothing to report

    • baseball bat to the face

      14 years ago


      ok i work for a farmer down the road, and he has a couple of daughters close to my age. and yeah they are rather pretty. but i made the decision to never get involved with any of them, just to keep things simple.

      well over the years me and the girls have become rather good friends, and i came to see myself as kind of a big brother too them, since they didnt have one. this worked well, we harrased eachother just as ruthlessly as if we really were siblings, i was there for a couple stressfull moments too help them thru, and they really became just another part of the family.

      well today one of them thru a curveball at me, right out of the blue she confessed that she doesnt see me as a big brother, but as something more meaningful. ............................it stunned the shit out of me. i had no idea what to say to her, i mean what could i say. i had it set in my mind NEVER to get involved with these girls but to help them when needed, and just be there.

      dear god i havent a clue what to say to her, and not lose what we have.

    • ice cream anybody ?

      14 years ago


      why do i even post new journal entries? no one ever reads them anyways, with the exeption of 1 or 2 people. so i think this will be my last entry unless i have something i reallly want to get off my chest.



    • tempting of the fates

      14 years ago


      you know that this must be done

      but there must be another way

      there is no other way

      there is no other choice

      there is nothing

      dont do it

      think about it one more time

      give it up

      you know you have failed your life

      no, thats a lie

      your life is a lie

      what about the beauty of this world

      for u it doesnt matter any more

      giving up is cowardly

      not fulfilling your fate is cowardly

      this was never your fate

      this was never your world

      its a wrong thing to do !!


      its right





      i hope this doesnt freak anyone out, its not really my thoughts its just the text from a short i found at http://www.mindistortion.net/movies/freedomawaits
      the film just hit me hard and i thought the message should be spread.

    • nyeh

      14 years ago


      ok i spent like 4 hours in a car today, first to school and back ( thats 2 hours) then me and Oz went to the Best Buy in janesville ( add 1 1/2 hours) then theres just the various drive around from my houae to his and such ( add another 1/2 about). .............(holy crap my time actually did add up to 4 hours i didnt even try to do that)

      i think Best Buy is closing in on Farm&Fleet as my favorite store to wander thru..........close but not yet.
      bought the new ramstein cd, and the Eurotrip soundtrack ( halarious movie, great cd)

    • nyeh

      14 years ago


      not much goin on around here.......the power went out this morning because some moron from the gas company ran into a power pole, so they had to call in the electric company, which is funny since the gas and electric company are one in the same. it wasnt too bad without electricity, it got a little cold in the house, but that was it. the only problem was that we have 2 week old chickens in the basment and they had no heat from the lamp, so we had to put them next to the oven when i cooked pizza for lunch. power came back a little past lunchtime, which was good, otherwise i was goin to have to put the chicks in the oven....MWAHAHAHAHAHA.....j/k.

      the local army recruter guy stoped by the house this morning just to check up on me, making sure i didnt injure myself or get into any trouble with the law, ya know anything to fuck up my contract with the army. but i dont leave for Basic Training till july 27, so i have to keep my nose clean and all that shit.

      anyone else aver notice that journal entries always start with one subject and end with something completely different...........the oddities of life

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    • L0gan

      13 years ago

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      13 years ago


    • Agyn

      13 years ago

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    • HAPPYending

      14 years ago

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      14 years ago

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      14 years ago

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      14 years ago

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      14 years ago

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    • Cream

      14 years ago

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    • Firegal51

      14 years ago

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    • Idgit

      14 years ago

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    • avwjeep

      14 years ago

      Cool, your into agriculture! That is awesome! I was going to major in agriculture education, and I was active in the FFA!

    • Great_Drako

      14 years ago

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    • popnfresh

      14 years ago

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