r_v_b_addict

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from Sigma Octanus IV

  • Activity

    • Flatscreen TV's/Monitors

      9 years ago

      r_v_b_addict

      well i have alot of money. around 200 ish. and i want a flat screen tv/monitor for my room. and hook it up to my computer and a tv box that i will bring upstairs since it isn't used. anyone have any suggestions on them?

    • The Storm ( Quick Poem )

      9 years ago

      r_v_b_addict

      As i swim through a sea full of lies,
      I am hopeless to find the truth.
      In my dreams i am strangled by those lies,
      To drown in my sleep.
      But while i drown in my sleep,
      The dreams i've had were the best i ever had.
      And through this stormy night i find out for my own,
      In this life i call my own.
      That there is an end to this never-ending tunnel of darkness,
      And everything is what it should be,
      through all of the ugliness there is truth.
      Which is what is strived for.
      And you land upon the earth of truth,
      Where you live your life untill the next storm....

    • Problems list week 1

      9 years ago

      r_v_b_addict

      --monday- normal day i spose
      --tuesday- couldn't drive my car i had to drive my dads even tho his is better i like my car. and work is being gay
      --wednesday- i fuckin passed out, what the hell is wrong this time? still don't know my prognosis
      --thursday- found out how sick of humor my ex girlfriends (girlfriend at current time) was. drove me up a wall
      --friday- it was just gay
      --saturday (today)- back problems got worse, girlfriend was being a little weird....then she said she needed to take a break from the relationship because i lived so far away and basketball was taking over her life. pretty gay right?
      --sunday(tomorrow/now becoming today)- getting my back fixed. something goood is happening i guess finally. don't know what else. maybe cleanin my room. it kinda needs it.

      and to top it all off. my voice sounds shitty. i have such a horrible sounding cough. my nose is semi plugged. i can't smell a thing even though i can smell the air. and i need a punching bag. whoopdie fuckin doo for anger problems

    • Ok so a weird im bak kinda sorta journal

      9 years ago

      r_v_b_addict

      Well today i passed out for the first time? weird right. considering i had no history of passing out. my family doesn't do it. i have no condition that makes me do it. and the doctors said afterwards i was in perfect health and they couldn't find the reason why i did? they hooked me up to an ekg and my hr was 58, a bit low but i was pretty calm. then they took like 5 vials of my blood for tests and it makes me light headed lol. so next monday i get to wear a portable ekg for 24 hours so they can monitor my heart rate. wonderful. note to self. don't have sex haha. so they won't question too much XD

    • Time for backup plan #1.

      10 years ago

      r_v_b_addict

      It seems with me you can never have enough. Especaially with me and my girl situation. whoopee. Well what yall think. how many more plans should i have in backup???

    • Single life sucks

      10 years ago

      r_v_b_addict

      Well we all know what i'm gonna say so i'm not gonna say it. i made it 82 days. first relationship. with someone who's older. happiest days of my life. gonna miss em. that's what you get when you're this young. not easy to hold a relationship long and want to marry them. how stupid was i. ya know?

    • Disregardation

      10 years ago

      r_v_b_addict

      disregard the last journal. you have no idea how confused i am. lol

    • Help please

      10 years ago

      r_v_b_addict

      ok my girlfriend has been a little off like the past couple days. i need some help. she won't tell me what's wrong. She wants to do something one day and then she doesn't want to. like two days ago we were talking on the phone and now she hates talking on the phone. and she's like not really answering me. and i don't want things to go to shit over this break, like it did on the last break, me get the short end of the stick, get beaten nearly to death by the long end of the stick(mentally), and want to kill someone. I really want to spend the rest of my life with her. and idk what's going on right now. Prom is in a little while, if i make that it's a miracle. fuck my luck. and if i buy the prom tickets, and we break up, i just wasted over a hundred dollars on something that i now don't get to go on. and a while ago she said she wanted to go to prom(this was when the little period inbetween first relationship and second like a break kinda thing) and i said who with and she said she didn't know she was jus gonna go. Like 2 days later she says she still liked me and now we're still going out. it's 81 days so far (long time i know right) and prom is coming up and if she doesn't go then i won't go but if she does i will but if we break up before prom there goes all of my hard earned cash. GAH. I need to fucking straighten out my life right now........i have way too much on my mind

    • Spread the lovin..wait that sounded gay

      10 years ago

      r_v_b_addict

      haha well if you can't notice i have become more and more sneaky.....and my humor hasn't failed me...........YET!?!?!?! so hows it goin yall. i am pretty dang close to one month online (aka no life award) but you go on rt to have a life. or to have a life away from your other life........or lives? why is this sounding really ridiculously funny in my head? too many question marks????????? oh well. when you read for almost 5 hours straight and don't talk to anyone and the book you are reading is ten times your age (well in my case 150 years is ten times my age) and you have to do a certain ammount of pages and do responses and yadda yadda yadda. welcome to the last marking period of an honors class smart one. hey i'm rambling again. hi rambling. bye rambling. holy shit i'm talking to myself.........uhh well at least it isn't the first tim...........shit. oh well. this is what happens when you don't get your daily dose of rt. savy? well i'll leave you 4 or 5 original people to respond to me respond to this journal again. also. as a sophmore i have made varsity lacrosse. yay i'm freakin excited. and they're new jerseys. but my shorts are an XL when i usually wear a L. and yeah. they are kinda big. dang. this is my biggest journal by far. so. my original plan was to drop by and say hello. but i think i am going crazy. please don't mind the dementia lol. what's new with ya'll?

      p.s. my question marks are going to an insane ammount

  • Comments (754)

    • armor_ross

      9 years ago

      So whats the deal with the Stargate Universe Group. Nothing new in months.

    • Ptree

      9 years ago

      It doesn't matter. It was funny, and I got a kickass screen shot. Lol.

    • Ptree

      9 years ago

      Oh, and in reply to your profile comment; I log in every day (often just leave the RT page open and don't log out). It's that these guys (who were sitting behind me in our IPT class at the time) thought it'd be a good idea to comment ALL of my pictures and journals all at once.

    • Ptree

      9 years ago

      Dad's got a red one in the garage, it's left-hand-drive.

    • MrJacinto Hey I'm Grump

      9 years ago

      Son, get yer ass on over to the Bungie Brotherhood, or I promise YOU'LL never be back online.

    • MrJacinto Hey I'm Grump

      9 years ago

      You call yerself a member of the Bungie Brotherhood? Well, get yer ass off them facetwerts and head on over to the Bungie Brotherhood for the latest intel and eye candy....And some shit for your fone.

    • Fizz

      10 years ago

      weren't you talking about the amounts of alerts you still had to go through when you came back?

    • Fizz

      10 years ago

      2 alerts? nice job, you went through most of em.

    • armor_ross

      10 years ago

      Only if your having sex with them.

    • Fizz

      10 years ago

      Sounds like a good thing to do if you've been away for a month.

    • Fizz

      10 years ago

      well, one month is a long time. And I don't whore way as much as euronymous.

      How have you been?

    • SSDGFCTCT9

      10 years ago

      Alright, I'll be more... something.
      Then point is, you convinced me.

    • SSDGFCTCT9

      10 years ago

      Wow, we have more in common than I thought...

    • armor_ross

      10 years ago

      I could now, nor could ever or will ever be able to date a woman who is under 25.

      ** - 25 = Looking to be treated like an shit by an ass hole that they think they can turn into a good guy.
      25-35 = Looking to be treated like a woman should. Dont mess around, are interested is stability, not indecision.
      35 - ** = Looking for anything that will let them keep their way of life, while looking for something new.

      As with anything, all rules are made to be broked and there are exceptions to every rule. However, most women fall into this category.

    • SSDGFCTCT9

      10 years ago

      GOD OH GOD OH GOD!!!

      You've never seen me in real life... I make turkey noises... And other shitz

    • SSDGFCTCT9

      10 years ago

      I guess.
      But, geez, I... hell, I dunno, what the fuck.
      Blarg, I'm a weird, somewhat retarded nerd.

    • armor_ross

      10 years ago

      Never a good feeling. But youll get over this and find better. Ive always had better luck with younger women.

    • armor_ross

      10 years ago

      Shes breaking up with you, because she dosent have feelings for you, but its breaking her heart to break up with you.

    • armor_ross

      10 years ago

      Sounds like shes the one that is mentally screwed up.

    • SSDGFCTCT9

      10 years ago

      Blarg, how should I know that.
      I always fail with this stuff.

    • Ptree

      10 years ago

      I forgot what you are lolling! ><
      Dammit.

    • abal_abas FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      shooting is a sport, its even in the olympics

    • SSDGFCTCT9

      10 years ago

      My thoughts exactly.

    • armor_ross

      10 years ago

      Existing.

    • Ptree

      10 years ago

      Kinda makes it sound like she died...
      I hope I'm wrong. Dun wanna sound like a douche.

    • armor_ross

      10 years ago

      It wasent my fault. Unless you made Money off of it. Then I want half.

    • SSDGFCTCT9

      10 years ago

      Ok, not always.

    • SSDGFCTCT9

      10 years ago

      Always.

    • redsucks2224

      10 years ago

      Sweet, I am epic

    • armor_ross

      10 years ago

      So theres a tagged photo with my name on it here now huh? Cool Cool

    • middyfrosh

      10 years ago

      Low 60's.

      Needs moar.

    • middyfrosh

      10 years ago

      You are a member the Not Addicted to WoW group.

      I want 100 members for this awesome group

    • SSDGFCTCT9

      10 years ago

      You can fly by running really fast with those?
      Not rocket propelled, but it can fly.
      Good enough.

    • SSDGFCTCT9

      10 years ago

      If it can't fly, no.

    • Sgt_Death

      10 years ago

      Yea, its called the F-23, theyres rumors that it will be a bomber to replace the F-22/B and F-117

    • Sgt_Death

      10 years ago

      It is.

    • Ptree

      10 years ago

      no it's only a 15.4 display. but the battery life is pretty good when you set it up to conserve power. lasts me around 4-5 hours usually, but when i'm gaming i make sure it's plugged in or steam gets annoyed at me. lol

    • armor_ross

      10 years ago

      Im going to assume masterbation.

    • Fizz

      10 years ago

      and preferably with the same image. but that won't work.

    • Fizz

      10 years ago

      Yeah i get it. Tagging is fun. I'm in a tag war with warned right now.

      Though I don't think people will ever use these tags seriously. They're too easy to abuse.

    • CabaCaboose

      10 years ago

      I... really... don't know.

      It's just not something I'm drawn to anymore. Once I get started it's usually enjoyable, however it's hard to want to get started. I'm scheduling my day now and I set aside time for it so that should help.

    • U_Got_Sarged

      10 years ago

      I told her... I'm glad she agreed to not think 'I'm crazy'...

    • daprophet02

      10 years ago

      At that time For about 24 hours. That guard shift was only 4 hours. But it was my second shift in that 24 hour period. I had one about 12 hours before. smiley8.gifsmiley0.gif

    • Fizz

      10 years ago

      that's Davi, aka warned.

    • U_Got_Sarged

      10 years ago

      Lol I'm not even close to her. I would meet her, that i have no problem with... what I'm saying is this... Fear of rejection in real life is not my problem. My problem is the internet skews what you say... because you are not face to face, people feel your intentions are less than honorable. If I told her in public she could see my face and gauge her reactions. On a website such as myspace or something she probably gets many messages of guys stating "your hot" and whatnot. She probably has a 'they say that because I have boobs' mentality after that much time...

      It just means she is that much less prone to believing that what I say is from my brains (and heart) and not my balls...

    • Ballistic641

      10 years ago

      wutevs

    • Ballistic641

      10 years ago

      ............it wuld still be funny though lol

    • BASTARD667

      10 years ago

      yeah. And a few other words.

    • SSDGFCTCT9

      10 years ago

      With your Type 91?

    • SSDGFCTCT9

      10 years ago

      Lawlz.

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